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feels like every few weeks I have to relearn how to exist, that I do need to sit in the sun and move my body and not drink too much coffee and dress in clothes that make me feel good and talk to my friends and journal and get off my phone sometimes and eat vegetables and drink more tea and generally reclaim the space in my life for myself ya know

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you can pry happy endings from my cold-dead hands. It can be the most heart stopping, gut wrenching fic that has every existed and I will read every drop of it if I get my happy ending. I have had enough painful endings in real life, give me happy in my fantasy world. It can be at the last second, it can be a single sentence, even a single word. Give me all the angst and hurt in the world for 500,000 words, but please give me the comfort I need in the ending. please and thank you.

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*through gritted teeth* i will be patient with and kind to myself. i will be present with myself in the everyday. i will allow myself to be comforted by the world immediately available to me. i will not abandon myself when i feel scared. i will trust myself to know how to care for myself. i will let a better life slowly seep into mine so i still recognize it as my own.

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Olderbf!Gegory House

Moodboard Masterlist

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honestly, i've been feeling shitty for weeks - my hearts keeps racing and i've been having palpitations; can't walk up the stairs without a break (we live on the third floor) and have to sit down during walks.

the doctor i went to when my usual doc was on vacation told me it was from the flu at the beginning of april, but it didn't get better, only worse and now i went to my doctor today - he immediately told me to take time off work, ordered blood tests & gave me an urgent referral to a cardiologist. and i'm so glad he's done all of that, but it also really scares me because he thinks something might be seriously wrong :(

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⊹₊⟡ Galadriel + Elrond, Arondir and Gil-galad in The Rings of Power ♡ 2.08 "Shadow and Flame"

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Song: Soldier, Poet, King by The Oh Hellos.

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obsessed with this screenshot. foreman joins the family tradition of sitting on the furniture. chase wears offbrand converse. what icons

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wait do you guys actually carry purses/bags everywhere you go i really need to know

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what are your top five songs on your on repeat playlist on spotify?

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➤Dating Text Messages with the House MD Boys + Thirteen

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hey! donate to uk trans charities today because it’s gonna be a rough one

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It's beautiful to see in their dreams where their heart really is…

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Marcus Rutherford as Perrin Aybara in The Wheel of Time (S03E01)

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I know we're all sad from this last episode but can we take a moment of horny appreciation for whoever decided that Perrin should wear a sleeveless shirt? Those arms!!! No more long sleeves for him please and thank you

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The Shadow in the Night (S03E06) THE WHEEL OF TIME (2021—)

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these dreams ...

Egwene:

and me: