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So I just got to a point where everyone I know are in a relationship except for me and it’s not that I don’t want it it’s just that I’m scared im traumatized by my experiences of “men” and I feel so alone bc I just want to be loved romantically but instead I’m just the side character

Dammit I want to be the main character of a story

Life is to short especially where I live where you don’t know if you’ll make it past 21 I want to live I want to be able to say that me a 19 year old girl am going to the army knowing I might not make it out alive but I want to know I did things I experienced stuff

I don’t want to regret anything but all I feel like is a waist of space. The ugly side character who’s there for the deep conversations the main one needs.

When is it my time to be in the spotlight

And ugh I’m just sick of always crushing on someone and thinking maybe he thinks I’m cute than you find out he has a girlfriend who is so pretty and if I’m being honest I’m tired of always calling people pretty like I’ll continue to do it but ugh

I want to be called pretty for no reason for once in my life I want to get flowers just because someone thought it reminded them of me instead of helping someone chose this flowers

Does that make me a crybaby? But be honest with me bc if it is I will suck it up and stop being pathetic

Yep I’m done with my rant I need to wake up in 3 hours goodnight

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So a hot take It’s been like about a week since I’ve finished that book and I can’t heal from it

Like damm how blind can a parent be some people shouldn’t even have the ability to think of being a parent and all of the “adults” in the bot series are just that

People who shouldn’t be allowed to raise kids

Like come onnnn

I shouldn’t have to explain why for the lynch family but like

Katie she was actively having Ed yet no one noticed? Like come on if we knew it by her not wanting popcorn her parents should have knew about it a lot sooner

Gibsie HE TOLD HIS MOM HE DOSENT FEEL SAFE AROUND A TEENAGER WHO SHE BROUGHT HOME AND SHE JUST PUT IT DOWN TO “oh he’s just a kid it’s gonna go away” LIKE EXCUSE ME???

Claire and hugh their mom is a health care worker how didn’t she noticed the abuse sign in gibs and Liz? DIDNT IT CURIOUS HER WHY HER KIDS AND THEIR INTIRE FRIEND GROUP DIDNT LIKE THE SAME PERSON?? Didn’t it bother her how her son’s girlfriend’s parents just blew the ways she would crash out as a mental illness instead of trying to help her??

And don’t even get me started on Lizzie and her family yeah that’s right family

Every night she screamed bloody murder and not one of her family members NOT EVEN HER SISTER WHI HAD THE BOYFRIEND OVER WHO WASNT NEXT TO HER THE WHOLE TIME HER SISTER WAS SCREAMING???? They didn’t check on her

You brought a friend over and your sister is screaming yet your friend isn’t next to you anymore you don’t go looking for that friend? Even if not your sister don’t you want to know that your friend is okay? I’m not even talking about the fact she didn’t check up on her sister the way she didn’t even flinched when she was NINE and just “got her period “ and I can bet on my period cramps that THAT was not a period she got

When she asked Claire about if she ever wee red stuff my heart broke

So many things are just wrong with whatever the hell is happening there

But the most wrong and mind messing thing is the fact that NONE OF THE PARENTS CARED ENOUGH none of them cared enough to ask the most simple question of “what do the monster do to you? Or “why don’t you like mark” or “why don’t you feel safe in your home my sweet child that I birthed out of my lady parts and suffered for 9 months just to let you down right now ?”

They made her believe it was all in her head she thinks that her suffering wasn’t hers and that made her so mad it messed her head and heart up no one believed herrr NOT ONE PERSON

They made him think he couldn’t tell anyone that person his mom brought home was hurting him in ways a child should never NEVER be hurting in

They made him grow up so fast because his dad couldn’t get back on his feet even though the same son of his best friend lost a dad and A sister still managed to get back up he had to take care of not only himself but 4 other people 2 were SA!! The other were his mom and little sister

They could have killed her and were so close to doing that like come onnnn her whole life she was tortured physically by her father and her mother did NOTHING

They made him believe he was just like his father who tried to rape his pregnant girlfriend and messed with his head so bad that he had to turn to drugs they made him say that as much as the beating he took from his own FATHER were bad the way his MOTHER played with his head and made him a protector yet still feared him and made him self doubt him even though he raised 5 kids on his own they made him doubt himself.

You might say that the parents there are good ones and not all were bad but I can’t believe you if you have a child you love you DONT ACT LIKE THAT

Thank you for joining my TED talk💅

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‏I’m like 63 percent done and I’m so annoyed with how I can’t just hope in there and fix everything and it just messes up my head how Liz can’t even comprehend that it’s not her sister that went through all this but her and she just can’t see that all the memories are real and not imaginary

‏Oh and can we just talk about how NONE OF THE ADULTS OR ANYONE INFACT HAS HAD THE THOUGHT TO JUST ASK HER WHEN SHE WAS YOUNG WHAT THE MONSTER IS DOING TO HER??? LIKE EVERYTIME MY LITTLE COUSINS TELL ME THEYRE SCARED OF SOME MONSTER I ASK THEM WHY AND WHAT WOULD IT/ HAD IT DONE TO YOU LIKE WTH

‏I’m actually reading it really slowly because of how heavy and complicated and confusing and even real it is and I am going through so much emotions right now most are bad like pain and sadness and anxiety but at the same time I’m loving it this book this writing the knowledge that this topic is discussed and that is brought to awareness to

Also I just have to mention how beautiful it is that we get to see two completely different reactions to the same trauma like gibs and Liz both suffered the same awful (not strong enough word but I couldn’t find one and there won’t be one to describe it) things that damm mark did to them yet both has had very different reactions to it gibs is trying to avoid anything that connects to the feeling of intimacy and the sexual connection between 2 individuals while Lizzie is the opposite of that she is hyper sexual and is feeling the need to have that intimate relationship with someone in order for her to cope with everything

I think it’s so good we get to see both reactions and important because that is something that IS real and happening

Moreover (my English teacher would have been proud) people calling mark a monster even Lizzie in the book made me feel so angry and I won’t say monster because that just makes him look better he is not a monster he is a real person that can tell good from bad and still did this he knew it was wrong that’s why he kept it secret yet he CHOSE to go through with it and demolish the innocent of 2 innocent babies I’ll repeat it BABIES

As a two time survivor a badge I wear with honor now after years of working on it bc I survived I did that I manged through it this story is so well written and so sensitive to the topics I don’t think anyone could have done it better

Chloe didn’t sugarcoat the idea like she shouldn’t have

I know what it’s like to be a kid scared of the bedroom and if I had read anything other than what I had read I would have been disappointed but I’m not

‏I love Chloe’s writing and I’m just heartbroken that this book even has to exist and that she wrote this based from what has happened to her

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God fucking dammit NO MEANS NO

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had to take measures into my own hands. eric matthews is HOT TO GO!

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She’s my spirit animal

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Mine is so random

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It's so pretty istg-

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Randomly watched My Life With The Walter Boys and I'll say this...

Alex in the first half was so endearing. His anxiety, his mannerisms and literally everything about the way he acted and spoke made him extremely likeable and just someone you were absolutely rooting for. And you could tell they wanted us to root for him.

Then in the second half it was like they were actively attempting to assassinate his character, to the point that even within the show itself Jackie was calling out his OOC behavior. But this was an obvious attempt to make Cole seem less problematic and the better choice for Jackie. What the show failed to realize however is that the thing that made Cole almost redeemable was finding out he wasn't the asshole that hooked up with his brothers girlfriend on purpose, so to have him turn into the asshole that hooks up with his brothers girlfriend on purpose is crazy to me. I mean this dude spent the entire season on his soap box claiming to be crucified for something he "would never do" to his brother and then in the end did it anyway knowing how much that affected Alex the first time.

I'm sorry but I cannot root for them. It's disgusting what Cole and Jackie did to Alex. And as much as they tried to make it seem like Alex was being insecure, clingy and generally overbearing in the relationship he had his reasons and to be fair they were completely understandable. Alex 100% did not deserve that from either of them. This will crush him and his relationship with his brother is now probably ruined beyond repair. I'm on Alex's side on this one. He can do so much better than a girl who would kiss his brother right after he tells her he loves her.

Cole and Jackie deserve each other. He's a mess and so is she. They'll be great together until they're not and when it's over he would have ruined his relationship with his brother and she will be licking her wounds wishing she had chosen the guy who treated her kindly from the beginning.

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starting to think i have a type

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Free plastelina my ass there was never Palestinian land before 1948

Y’all cry bout it now yet if it wasn’t Jews that got a country of their own and someone else you would be quiet

Sit your stupid asses down you uneducated fools

Open a damm history book🙄🙄

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תכינו תתחת כי זה חייל האוויר

מרגישים תרטט עד תל-אביב

כל הבחורות דופקות לחיילים מבטים וגם ההוא בחדשות פתאום ניראלי חתיך (סמאששש)

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SLUT!

pairing: Peter Parker x reader

synopsis: if they call you a slut, you know it might be worth it for once

chapter one: and I know you heard about me

chapter two: you must like me for me

chapter three: you and me would be a big conversation

chapter four: they took the crown but it’s all right

chapter five: don’t say I didn’t warn you

chapter six: coming soon

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Oh god it’s so fun to talk to uneducated people it’s a good laugh

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I JUST FOUND OUT WE KULLED ON OF THE TERRORIST THAT PARADED A DEAD NAKED BODY OF SHANI LOUK AND IM SO HAPPY WE WILL GET ALL OF THOSE MONSTERS BACK

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When people are saying they want safety for one side yet not the other yk that our world is not safe when people are supporting terror you KNOW that tomorrow when u wake up you would never be safe again

What happened to “believe all women “ to “people are dying” to “bring our girls back home” why is it that when it comes to israel/Jews suddenly it’s not a thing?

I am in deep disappointment from the world we live in

Because they know that once the Hamas wins the rest of the world is up next but it’s okay because for now israel is taking the hit israel is protecting them the Israelis are getting harmed

And btw s large part of israel aren’t even Jewish and most of the Israelis aren’t even white when u call israel white so please educate yourself and it’s better for you to shut up than talk about something you do not understand or live in

Oh and HAMAS ARENT MUSLIMS after the way the used Allah’s name in THEY ARENT MUSLIMS THEY ARE TERRORISTS