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nobody asked but i have this really niche headcanon that anya tried to get herself drunk off of the mouthwash but it didn't work because she then remembered that she was russian and to me that's just the funniest thing ever for reasons unknown to myself

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absolutely flabbergasted by how slowly the idea that the media I've been consuming for as long as I've lived HAS affected each and every one of my decisions and will CONTINUE to do so for as long as I continue to live.

I'm forever haunted by the everlooming narrative of characters lurking in the back of my mind - and while I welcome it, it is terrifying to know it.

because - are my thoughts truly my own? or were they conceptualized by an idea I've seen? are my decisions made by me, solely me?

or, no, better yet, does the media I've consumed and - thus, enjoyed - make me the person I am today, subsequently meaning that in the end, it doesn't really matter? because, either way, it has affected all my choices...

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the same could go for you, you know. If you don't like my re-blog, why reply? just ignore it. You're expressing your opinion, and i'm expressing mine. We're both following guidelines

that being said, i probably shouldn't've told you to 'calm down' when you were expressing your opinion. I was a little too harsh in my prior re-blog since i was tired af and severely pissed off from something unrelated, so that's entirely my bad. I'll articulate some of my thoughts a little further here, since i didn't really do that in the original re-blog (i'm not good at articulating but i hope this gets the point across)

"HES DEAD. HES NOT UWU. HES JUST A CHARACTER."

Maybe something's changed since i last checked out the rp community, but i feel like your take on it is kind of... narrow. i might be echoing the others when i say this, but rp can be a great way to expand on a character and get some shit out of your system. You're right, he IS just a character, so why is it so bad if people want to flesh him out and have some fun? he's not real

I saw someone ask an askjimmy “what was it like when you had sex with Anya for the first time. Medically ;)”

ok yeah no that's gross wtf. but i don't think we should be using one degenerate with issues as rep for the whole community. i knew a girl who wrote rpf smut of two boys in our high school without any sort of permission from them. doesn't mean that all fanfic authors are like that, right?

I don’t want role play of this game. “It’s harmless” i don’t think so.

i don't understand this. who is it harming? who's anya ask-blog is shooting missiles at people? (joking, but my point stands. it's not directly harming anyone.)

there's a ton of people making really meaningful art for this community, and there's a bunch of people making funny shitposts and rp's. i believe it's perfectly balanced as all things should be. it's the internet, hell, wrong organ themselves made an easter egg in the game of post crash curly giving anya a lap dance. we're all in literal hell given the shit state of the world rn, so why not have a little fun before we go :)

holy shit i just yapped so much wtf. but anyways, at the end of the day my opinion is mine, and your's is your's. i just wanted to articulate on some of the thoughts that've been bouncing around in the dome for a while now because i have too much free time lmao.

hope you're having a great day, hope this helps clear some things up! :)

Wth I’m having to block all these “ask Anya” “ask Jimmy” and it’s so vile. My favorite media is being turned into the cultishness of fnaf. HROW UP😭😭😭😭 THERES NO ONE TO SHIP. “Ask daisuke” HES DEAD. HES NOT UWU. HES JUST A CHARACTER.

I saw someone ask an askjimmy “what was it like when you had sex with Anya for the first time. Medically ;)” I think that person needs to die actually.

I truly do not think these people have gone through the media and picked it apart. If you got the message and the seriousness of this, you would have the respect not to do that. It’s okay to make silly jokes and art. But that’s too far. I don’t want people acting like the people we see in the story. That’s insane. I don’t want role play of this game. “It’s harmless” i don’t think so. You’ve skewed it so much. What happened to the message. If you wanna rp don’t pick the stories that people need to see. You’re embarrassing and no one wants to learn about rape culture through this media because you took it too far.

I don’t care how you cope. The story wasn’t “dark omg silent wolf emo you’ve never heard of this indie game”. It’s like. There’s so much to take apart, and being a feminist it really disheartens me to see people taking the piss out of the situations. Especially the men. Take something out of the goddamned story and leave it. Unless it’s art. God. I hate this fandom. I CANT SCROLL THE HASHTAG WITHOUT THIS SHIT IN MY WAY. I WANNA SEE BIBLICAL PAINTINGS AND SYMBOLISM.

Please, please. Stop. Look at yourself, feel bad, and stop. I don’t give a fuck what your excuse is. Be better. Grow up.

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holy shit calm down if you really don't want to see something just filter it out lmao

Wth I’m having to block all these “ask Anya” “ask Jimmy” and it’s so vile. My favorite media is being turned into the cultishness of fnaf. HROW UP😭😭😭😭 THERES NO ONE TO SHIP. “Ask daisuke” HES DEAD. HES NOT UWU. HES JUST A CHARACTER.

I saw someone ask an askjimmy “what was it like when you had sex with Anya for the first time. Medically ;)” I think that person needs to die actually.

I truly do not think these people have gone through the media and picked it apart. If you got the message and the seriousness of this, you would have the respect not to do that. It’s okay to make silly jokes and art. But that’s too far. I don’t want people acting like the people we see in the story. That’s insane. I don’t want role play of this game. “It’s harmless” i don’t think so. You’ve skewed it so much. What happened to the message. If you wanna rp don’t pick the stories that people need to see. You’re embarrassing and no one wants to learn about rape culture through this media because you took it too far.

I don’t care how you cope. The story wasn’t “dark omg silent wolf emo you’ve never heard of this indie game”. It’s like. There’s so much to take apart, and being a feminist it really disheartens me to see people taking the piss out of the situations. Especially the men. Take something out of the goddamned story and leave it. Unless it’s art. God. I hate this fandom. I CANT SCROLL THE HASHTAG WITHOUT THIS SHIT IN MY WAY. I WANNA SEE BIBLICAL PAINTINGS AND SYMBOLISM.

Please, please. Stop. Look at yourself, feel bad, and stop. I don’t give a fuck what your excuse is. Be better. Grow up.

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makes zero sense without context but this one's for you girl @pumpkinhorror

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who said i didn't have a thing for them huh 😏️

I think the highest, yet strangest compliment I've received so far for commenting on a fanfic is a stranger asking me if I was in love with the person whose writing I complimented PFFT

While no, I was not in love with them, I'm flattered by the idea of complimenting so frequently and adoringly on this author's works (and having them always comment on mine, too) that I get accused of loving them...

It's not romance - just the passion of fandom, honestly <3

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currently going through my inbox and was reminded of the time i left a comment one of my favourite author's fics, where i meant to write 'screaming' and instead fucking wrote 'i'm creaming'

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I'M CREAMING???? BRUH

the way my eyes widened when i realised was fucking insane holyyy 💀

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curly aka the most pathetic simp to ever tread this earth

(just a small doodle page i whipped up in ten minutes)