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omg okay I know i’ve never talked about my mando fic on here but this little section is one of my faves

I love them so much

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So I definitely also want to engage with you all more! So now it's ask hour, if you wanna send in some asks whether about the story or anything, go ahead!!

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Im not promising anything but depending on where I want to stop the next chapter may be posted tonight

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If I manage to get the next chapter out and my muse for wtmw comes back, do you all still want to be tagged in new chapters? I've been gone from this blog for a while just don't want to annoy anyone!

Tag list: @absurdthirst @caitlincat-95 @mrsparknuts @valhallavalkyrie9 @ahopelessromanticwritersworld @randomness501 @watsonwise @lokiaddicted @bluemoon-glen

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Hey everyone. So im thinking that i may possibly come back to this blog. I don't know when but honestly I'm not even sure if anyone would still be interested. But I hope you all are doing well

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It feels like an eternity since I have paid attention to this blog. But just wanted to post here real quick and say hi everyone. Hope you're all doing well!!

And also my muse for wtmw may or may not be coming back

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announcement

hey everyone!! I really hate that I’m doing this. 

First off, I would like to apologize to the people who have sent in prompt requests. I know they were sent in over a month ago and I am so sorry I never fulfilled them. My muse was just not there and it hasn’t come back. 

I will say that for the foreseeable future, I will not continue writing welcome to my world. And I won’t be doing prompts. I am so, so unbelievably sorry. But the drive just isn’t there anymore and I don’t really feel comfortable writing the story anymore. However, I am leaving it open to where I can come back if my muse ever does return. To those who I have on tag lists for stories, you can continue to tag this blog if you’d like. The most i’ll be posting to this blog are reblogs of stories I’m tagged in. 

Other than that I won’t be using this sideblog much anymore. 

HOWEVER. If any of you would like to follow my main blog, just send me a message and I’ll link you to it. My main blog is where I post a lot more of my writing and I have a BUNCH of ocs and stories that I’m writing (two of which are a mandalorian oc and a sw oc, if that interests anyone). So if you would like to follow me over there, just let me know!! You all are also welcome to ask me anything about elena over there!!!

Again, I am so sorry for disappointing everyone. Every single one of you who has shown me nothing but kindness and support, I love each and every one of you. And I don’t want to lose contact with any of you which is why I’m offering my main blog to you all! 

Thank you everyone!! I love you all!

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QUESTION IDEAS #10

Some more question-based dialogue to include in your writing. (Be creative and use these in any context you desire) 

“Are you ready?”

“What did you wish for?”

“How is this my fault?”

“Is this really necessary?”

“What time is it?”

“How was your day?”

“Want some company?”

“Why me?”

“What’s going on?”

“Where does it hurt?”

“Are you busy?”

“Who told you that?”

“Why didn’t you listen to me?”

“Is it working?”

“Are you warm enough?”

“Who are you talking to?”

“When will you be home?”

“Is that even possible?”

“Do you want me to stop?”

“What’s the point?”

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APOLOGY IDEAS

Here are some dialogue prompts that all start with the words “I’m sorry.” Feel free to use any of them and get creative with the context!

“I’m sorry for bothering you.”

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to.”

“I’m sorry if this sounds weird.”

“I’m sorry for not telling you.”

“I’m sorry, I didn’t know.”

“I’m sorry, what were we talking about?”

“I’m sorry I upset you.”

“I’m sorry, I can’t help it.”

“I’m sorry, but I can’t go.”

“I’m sorry to disappoint you.”

“I’m sorry, can you repeat that?”

“I’m sorry I messed up.”

“I’m sorry, it will never happen again.”

“I’m sorry you got hurt.”

“I’m sorry, I’m new at this.”

“I’m sorry, how can I make it up to you?”

“I’m sorry, do I know you?”

“I’m sorry for asking.”

“I’m sorry if my apology isn’t good enough.”

“I’m sorry, but I’m not sorry.”

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To the people on the tag list for wtmw, I’m going to be taking prompt requests for the story. This is an attempt to get my muse back but even if it doesn’t, at least I’ll be able to give you some elena and javier content. To those who are on the tag, can you please let me know if you wish to be tagged in the prompts as well??? If you don’t want to, that’s completely fine! I just don’t want anyone to miss it if they do want to see it! 

@absurdthirst, @caitlincat-95, @mrsparknuts, @valhallavalkyrie9 @ahopelessromanticwritersworld @randomness501, @watsonwise @lokiaddicted @bluemoon-glen

I feel like I may be forgetting people but just let me know!! you all are free to send in requests if you’d like!!

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@youhavereachedtheendofpie replied to your post “I've been thinking, would it interest anyone if I did prompts for...”

oh dear this got buried in my likes I meant to reply ages ago sorry! if you were to do this, would you use prompt lists or how did you think? just asking because I'd love to send you stuff, but I'm not good with coming up with prompts on my own :/

You’re fine hon!! Honestly, I was thinking of doing both. I might reblog a few prompt list and you guys can choose from that. Or even if any of you just come up with a random scene idea then I can do that as well!!

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I might start doing prompts. This is a possible attempt to get my muse back

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I've been thinking, would it interest anyone if I did prompts for wtmw?? Idk it's just a thought, let me know!

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Glad you're feeling better 😊 it's just so galling, because clearly you had so many ideas and were so excited about the story, which by itself was already so gratifying to witness. I just hate to see passion and creativity being targeted by these little cowards who get off on being vile. 🙄 In any case, I'll happily wait if you ever choose to continue writing 🤗 in the meantime, we can still cry over Javi together 😘

thank you so much hon!!! I’m always here if any of you ever want to gush over mr pascal because we all love this lovable dork so much!!

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My love! 💕 I just want to give you the biggest hug! I’m so sorry about everything that is making you feel discouraged about writing. Please, PLEASE, do whatever makes you comfortable and take as much time as you need (or step away entirely) if you feel that’s best. Just know that you are ALWAYS welcome in this community and if ANYONE says differently I’ll kick their ass myself. I got your back. 😉

😭😭😭😭 THANK YOU SO MUCH HON!! OH MY GOSH WHAT WOULD I DO WITHOUT Y’ALL?!?! Seriously thank you for taking the time to send this message! I am hopeful that this will pass and I’ll get back to writing but I’m just taking each day at a time. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH HON THANK YOU!!!

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Hey I just wanted to check in and ask how you're doing. I'm sorry to hear that motivation has deserted you and hope you'll get back into a good headspace, because I know how much it sucks to have to abandon a story, even just momentarily. I'll wait here patiently and I'm also available for venting, should you need it 🤗

Thank you so much hon! I will say that my mental health has gotten a lot better so that is a plus. However my drive for continuing with wtmw still isn’t there. I’ve been doing a lot of thinking and I’m still not sure if I’ll continue the story. To be honest, all the negativity that’s been going around and some that was being left in my inbox, I didn’t feel really welcomed. That’s nothing against you or any other amazing person who has shown nothing but kindness and support. This is towards those few bad apples that have been making their rounds in this fandom. And, i don’t know, it just really killed my mood and I kinda don’t feel comfortable anymore. I’m hoping it will pass but I can’t make any guarantees. 

But I’ll still be here to read stories and interact with you guys. Maybe that’ll help with bringing my muse back!

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THIS CHAPTER. GIVE ME A MINUTE.

THAT BEGINNING WAS JUST SO SOFT?!?! Like Javi just there admiring Nell and just showing her so much love and affection. Like fuck me right up. Soft!Javi does things to me. And THEN THENNNNN HE CALLED HER “MY LITTLE MOON”

STOP JAVI, IM ALREADY DECEASED THAT WAS THE CUTEST SHIT EVER GODDDD. THEY WERE MADE FOR EACH OTHER!!

ALSO EXCUSE ME MA’AM, YOU DIDN’T HAVE TO DESTROY ME WITH THAT BATHTUB SCENE.FUCK. THE FACK JAVI JUST LOOKED AT HER AND GOT EMOTIONAL. THAT DESTROYED ME. WHY IS THIS STORY SO GOOD!?!?!

I’LL TELL YOU WHY IT’S BECAUSE YOU’RE A FREAKING AMAZING WRITER. THIS CHAPTER WAS JUST *chef’s kiss* IT WAS PERFECT

Room 205

(gif made by the beautiful @pascalplease💕)

Part Four

Word Count: 6082 (I’m so sorry babes lmao)

Warnings: Smut (18+), adult content, death/violence mention, weed smoking, soft Javi, any shitty formatting because I’m not posting from mobile lmao

Summary: Over passing months, Javier and Nell realize their true feelings for each other.

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The time glowed neon red from the alarm clock on the nightstand as Javier stood by the window, finishing his cigarette. The scent of the smoke that filled the room was mixed with incense and the lingering essence of the afterglow. A sheer maroon scarf draped over the bedside lamp veiled the room in soft orange while John Denver’s Windsong album played from Nell’s record player in the corner of the room. He turned his head, taking in how she looked laying nude on the queen size bed as a subtle smile came to rest on his lips. The scene was something akin to a painting. The way her hair laid along her collarbones as she rested her back against the pillows. Like water in a stream, flowing over rocks. Her left leg bent with her knee in the air, her skin so smooth it was as if she was sculpted by Michelangelo himself. The sheets were bunched into a corner of the mattress, evidence of their previous lust filled movements. She sang along quietly to the music as she rolled a joint on her stomach. She was art. He put out his cigarette in the ashtray on the windowsill and turned to face the bed. He gazed at her for a few moments, his teeth catching his bottom lip as he began making his way back to her. He took his pants back off and crawled onto the bed, stopping at her feet and kneeling in front of her. He ran his hand under her calf, lifting her leg and trailing his fingers up and down slowly, stopping to draw soft circles at her knee. He cupped her ankle in his hand and littered soft kisses along the side of her foot. Nell jerked her leg back instinctually but Javier kept a firm grip on her ankle. 

“You don’t have a foot thing do you?” She raised an eyebrow before she slid her tongue along the small white paper, sealing the joint while a playful smirk danced on her mouth. He stopped his motions and looked at her before his head fell with a laugh. He shook his head a few times, raising it after a few seconds so his eyes met hers. 

“No.” He smirked, resuming his trail of kisses up her ankle and the side of her calf. “I have a you thing.” A small giggle left Nell’s chest as she watched him make his way, his hand sliding up to cup the back of her knee as his lips trailed over it. She grabbed the lighter off her bedside table as she continued singing along to the song that filled the silence. 

“All of her nights have gone sad and shady, she’s gettin’ ready to fly…” He peppered kisses around her thigh as she sang, bringing her leg down to lay on the bed as he slowly slid himself down to lay on his stomach between her legs. He laid his head on her upper thigh as her leg came to rest. Propping his chin up, his fingers moved up to gently trace over the faded black crescent moon inked into the skin of her hip. His eyes flickered up at her as the tiny flame lit the joint held between her lips, his gaze falling back to the ink slowly. 

“Do you ever want to stop? Traveling…” he trailed off, turning his head to press a gentle kiss to her thigh. “It has to—you must get lonely sometimes..” he spoke softly before looking up to meet her eyes once more. She smiled down at him before she took a slow hit, her fingers brushing through his dark hair languidly. She blew the smoke to the side and shook her head a tiny bit.

“I’ve never really known anything else. Not sure I’d know how to stop.” She kept her gaze on him for a few moments before she took another hit off the joint, exhaling slowly, her nails gently scratching his scalp. “And I’m always lonely, Javier. Everyone is. Most of the time…but no one is willing to admit it. It’s too scary, the thought of being lonely. But really..it’s not so bad. You’d know, you’re lonely too.” Javier’s brows furrowed as he looked at her, his gaze moving back to her hip quickly. She was right. He’d been lonely for longer than he could remember at this point. They stayed silent for a few moments, letting the air fill with music and the smoke from Nell’s joint. He looked up at her after a song came to an end and shifted himself as he began his trail of kisses once more. Sprinkling featherlike pecks up her stomach and around her chest as he settled his hips between her legs. She bit her lip softly, putting the joint out in the ashtray beside the bed as his lips ghosted over her collarbones. Her hands settled on his shoulders while he kissed up her neck and slid his hands into her hair, moving up to her face. He pressed himself against her, letting his body weight settle on top of her. His thumbs brushed against her cheeks, looking down at her as he let out a soft sigh.

“My little moon..” He watched her cheeks flush slightly at the nickname and a tiny smile danced on his lips. He peppered soft kisses on her forehead, her cheeks, her eyelids before pressing a deep kiss to her lips. She was a little breathless as he pulled away and brushed his nose against hers, their eyes still closed. It was quiet for a few moments as they opened their eyes to meet each other’s gaze. Javier stroked her cheeks with his thumbs gently as he kept his eyes on her. She blinked softly a few times and swallowed. 

“Do you want to stay?” Her voice came out in a whisper. Javier’s eyes scanned her face for a few silent moments. The record player had stopped, their breathing filling the empty space it made. He leaned down slowly, answering her with another deep kiss as he slipped his other hand down between their bodies. A small gasp escaped Nell’s lips as he brushed his fingers against her center. She kissed him back a little harder, her fingers curling into his hair. He grinned lightly against her lips as he lined himself up with her entrance. He pressed a light kiss to her forehead before pushing into her, sheathing himself inside her fully. The whine that escaped her was muffled by Javier’s lips crashing against hers once more.

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