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Has any1 ever recovered from an@ for a long time and then when the Ed comes back to get you it’s a very hard battle because on the one hand you understand the benefits that have come with healing for a while, while also fighting the old tendencies from Ed that you used to do? Like I’ve been going back and forth for the last three weeks on not eating at all and eating 3 times a day
#@tw edd#weight#ed ednotsheeran restriction#tw ed rant#ed bllog#ed not sheeren#tw ed diet#tw ana shit#tw ana diary#ana dairy#@na motivation
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I binged today 🙃 here for motivation I’ve been slacking :/
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Reasons to lose weight
Will be visible:
Thigh gap
Collarbones
Rib cage
Wrist bones
Cheekbones
Hip bones
Jawline
Hourglass figure
Waist
Muscles
People will:
Put you on their lap
Give piggybacks
Lift you up easily
Compliment you
Be jealous of you
Ask you how you did it
Buy you clothes without hesitation about size
Worry about you
Give you more attention
Bring you food/want to buy food
Your body will be better:
Clear skin
Less celulite
Bigger eyes
Bigger lips
Small hands and feet (even if you have a big size)
Less sweaty
Healthier
Legs look longer
Less stretch marks
Cuter bellybutton
It will be easier to:
Shave or wax
Buy clothes
Feel full while eating
Exercise
Avoid cravings
Put together cute outfits
Socialize
Eat out
Stay fit
Get into new hobby
You'll feel so small and comfy while:
Driving a car/bike
Sitting/jumping anywhere
Playing on a playground/funfair
Having sex
Passing by any small spaces
Borrowing other's clothes
Lying naked in bed/cuddling
Taking a bath/being in a spa
Being carried by someone
Wearing oversized clothes
You'll stop worrying about:
Weight limits
Crowded restaurants
How you look in certain angles
Getting sweaty and smelling after long walk
Your fat rolls showing
Activities in school/college like PE
Getting touched
Eating with family/friends
Showing skin
Summertime partying and trips

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nobody cares how pretty your face is if you’re fat.
or at least that’s what i’ve learned
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It's my 9 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳
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I skipped out a couple days on eDblr for my mental health. The whole time I missed it and still counted my calories. I wasn’t technically over my deficit but I feel awful consuming any calories, about to start a fast or go run bc I feel dirty
#ed bllog#ed not sheeren#ed di3t#tw ed diet#tw restrictive ed#i want to be weightless#tw ana shit#tw disordered eating#@na motivation#@na tips
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whoever said to put on whitening strips or face masks whenever you have urges to eat is a GENIUS!! I’ve been doing that for like a week now and I finally lost the ten pounds I’ve been fighting against for a WHILE
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PLAYLIST!!!
Here is my personal Ana Playlist, not in any particular order. Some of these songs motivate me (to exercise to starve), make me feel good and forget that I'm hungry and some just help me forget everything. Someone's got to find something good on this list:
Unravel (From "Tokyo Ghoul")- AmaLee Numb Little Bug- Em Beihold Sorry- Alan Walker Blurry- Puddle Of Mudd How You Remind Me- Nickelback Just Like a Pill- P!nk How to Save a Life- The Fray Paradox- Survive Said The Prophet Impossible- I Am King The Rumbling- SiM Bitter Sweet Symphony- The Verve The Monster- Eminem feat. Rihanna Monsters- All Time Low feat. Demi Lovato and Blackbear Thank You- Dido One Headlight- The Wallflowers Trampoline- SHAED scaPEGoat (From "Seraph of the End")- AmaLee Stressed Out- twenty one pilots Chasing Cars- Snow Patrol broken- lovelytheband Radioactive- Imagine Dragons Going Under- Evanescence Zombie- The Cranberries Crawling- Linkin Park Love The Way You Lie- Eminem Feat. Rihanna Mad World (Original or Remix)- Michael Andrews i hate u, i love u- gnash feat. Olivia O'Brien Flawless Remix- Beyoncé Who Will Save Your Soul- Jewel Three Wishes- The Pierces Paradise- Coldplay Voracity (From "Overlord III")- AmaLee Anti-Hero- Taylor Swift Bodies- Drowning Pool Cold- Maroon 5 feat. Future Habits (Stay High)- Tove Lo Monster Without a Name (From "Psycho-Pass")- AmaLee I Took a Pill in Ibiza (SeeB Remix)- Mike Posner Numb- Linkin Park Yellow- Coldplay Wherever You Will Go- The Calling Faded- Alan Walker Edge- REZZ Ironic- Alanis Morissette Let It Rock- Kevin Rudolf feat. Lil Wayne Russian Roulette- Rihanna Get You The Moon- Kina Einaudi: Experience- Daniel Hope Nuvole bianche- Dalal Don't Know Why- Norah Jones In the End- Linkin Park Face My Fears- AmaLee Blue (Original or Remix)- Eiffel 65 Alone- Marshmello Chop Suey!- System Of A Down Sweater Weather- The Neighbourhood One Step Closer- Linkin Park Chandelier- Sia Kiss of Death (From "Darling in the Franxx")- AmaLee Heaven Takes You Home- Swedish House Mafia Bang!- AJR Work Bitch- Britney Spears Lucid Dreams- Juice WRLD Hotel California- Eagles Stronger- TheFatRat Break My Soul- Beyoncé Astronomia- Vicetone Frozen (New or Old Version)- Madonna Numb- Marshmello Titanium- David Guetta feat. Sia Just Wanna Rock- Lil Uzi Vert Secret- The Pierces E.T.- Katy Perry Paris- The Chainsmokers Glamorous- Fergie feat. Ludacris The Most Beautiful Girl In the World- Prince
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