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Because I want to take distance from the negativity I surrounded myself with on this tumblr account, I’d like to give this a new start. This blog will be an archive from now on. You are always welcome to follow me on here, but I’d understand if you didn’t. 

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Because I want to take distance from the negativity I surrounded myself with on this tumblr account, I'd like to give this a new start. This blog will be an archive from now on. You are always welcome to follow me on here, but I'd understand if you didn't. 

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So, I guess I'm here and all...

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So, this post is queued because I just don't have the energy to talk about stuff anymore and I guess I don't want to risk anything and idk. 

Sometimes a person just has to make a choice of which they know they will hurt people. Is it selfish? Most probably. Are they sure they are making the right decision? You'll get the same answer. All I can say is that I am sure of my decision and that this is thought through.  For me, 2014 has been a year of good and bad moments, but lately things have been going downhill. Some of you may have noticed, some of you may have not. I am more than thankful for all the support I have gotten. 

I'm not a particularly sad person when I'm writing this, just so you know. I'm just thankful, I guess. You guys were my friends when I didn't have anyone here to go to. You guys were my friends when I was sad. But most of all, you guys were my friends when I was just happy and I could just talk to someone or discuss some things and rp with people. Words can not describe how much that has meant to me. 

So, never forget to love each other, whether it is in real life or here. Don't forget to hug the people you love and tell them how much you appreciate them. Don't forget to love yourself, because I can say without a doubt that you all deserve to do so. 

I love all of you and I am sorry to let it end this way. But I just wanted to say thank you for everything. 

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fionaroleplays heeft op je bericht gereageerd:You know, trying to see things more positive here....

Dad’s are the best. Remember that when you are low that he is always there for you (or at least there to tell you the things you need to hear etc).

Sad thing is that he's almost never there on those moments because he works two full-time jobs and urgh. But yeah, I love him to death and like I always know there's one person who really loves me and urgh. My dad's the best. 

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You know, trying to see things more positive here. When my mom is in one of her 'I should never have had a kid in the first place' moods (which is like almost every day) my dad is there and he lets me bitch against him and he just hugged me goodnight and said he loved me and that I'm beautiful and idk I'm kind of a smiling idiot for some reason.

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ToneDeafTest.com

I have a fun thing for you guys to do! Wanna figure out if you’re tone deaf or not? Go to tonedeaftest.com to see if you are or not. Can”t believe I missed 3 out of 36! Unacceptable! Have fun! 

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I'm okay, I guess. 

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I'm sorry I guess. I hope 2015 can be great for all of you and that all of you may get everything you have ever wished for and more because that's what you deserve and that's what I really hope. It's just that I've got enough sneak peaks so far and I just can't do it... it's just not for me

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And people are still wondering why people would want to kill themselves during the holidays. I have 10 more reasons than I had a week ago.

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it’s okay to cry // songs to listen to when everything is just too much and you need a good cry [listen]

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