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WIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIFE!!!! (Numbero uno!) I haz remembered that I should be mad at all the girls that enabled A*R too!! I am crying 😿 they did not care that I am Still Below Poverty Line, even if they are not & I did see A-B driving around the other day!! Glad she is doing well for herself! She transferred in late and did not like the “nicknaming” thing, but Zak don’t watch TV & doesn’t believe you’re Musick Frewnds with Ms Thee Stallion!!! She is 2nd fave rapper 😌😌😌 stop letting people bully you for the blackouts!! You is prettier than Yen imho!! With or without hair! I am glad you didn’t join the military tho, your video essay’s convinced me to study Games Development!!! I really didn’t expect the “reverse electro-shock therapy” thing to work 😳😳😳 um, I would like my phone back but I’ve Accepted that my ability to understand that “goat girl” still thinks she gets to *checks notes* bite ur dick off 🫤 as long as she Pretends she’s not manic “at the time” is. Hm.
Anyway yes, I am not Suicidal, but I’m Unfathomably Angry @ your bullies & mine 🫂🫂🫂 pls tell The Family (of bipolar Slightly Mormon!! Idiots that I will watch & read all of Ella & Ms Simoviches recommendations even if I’m squimish AS FUCK!! & i will Only Convert to Judaism if Tomi & Jhariah ask v nicely & do all the driving ☺️ I trust the “car thing” is far more explicit now that, yes Steivfater you Unrepentant Piece of Shit, I had Real Amnesia & Auntie Sam is my HERO!! you’re an abusive piece of shit & if Kai is the only “girl” I’d ever kiss I wouldn’t be mad about it, but since they have approved of 🐸🐶 & the Age Appropriate 🦊🦁 “unholy union” pfft, they are just very bad at pretending they’re not Happy “Clem” reminded me of Joshua & not Eleanor 🤷🏻
🩷&🧡 said they’d get marriage licenses to do “gay marriage advocacy 😝” if 💙&💜 want to Cute Agression at me once I’ve recovered a but more, this is fine 😌😌😌 you are both strong enough not to drop me (hopefully) 😅
Cabbage Out! Decode this you geocashing racists pieces of SHIT 🫰🤪🖕
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I have not had a Crunchyroll subscription since Papa (derogatory 😅😂🤭) died but the Self Made Rap Otaku might wanna know (if she is tryna’ get into ✨🦄✨’s DMs? They do not accept Monies Gifts and neither of us trust Charities since they’re Racist As Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck but they ain’t interested in Romatically Monogamous Polycules like Moi) you they’re Type 👀 not mine tho 🫡 still ‘one of a kind’ imho tho ✌🏼😘👍🏼💜💕✨
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*coughs* so yes, I might be *checks notes* tryna sit on the Proper Fucking Commie Bastard (affectionate’s) face and very invested in psychoanalysing my mama’s neighbours Sythenasia and frankly Truly Disturbing (but endearing… to me 😗😺😽) megalomaniac tendencies & I am Def it’s (I think it’s still deciding if it wants to be a Proper System or just yk, Thee Audio Porn Star of the 21st Century) but since I seem to have a Polycule 🙄 I will continue to just Sleep Off whatever weird brain damage related pain ur music gives me Ms Megan bc I am Chronically Unafraid of anything but Alcohol. I hate that shit, ketamine and coke & whatever is rehabable, alcohol dependence “runs in the family” and I’ve had a fucking Alcoholic in my “dms” denying that they’re Not Even Smart Enough to Be A System, let alone pretend like they weren’t Co-dependent with the Girl That Helped Them Groom Themselves into being whatever the fuck it’s turned into bc “teehee I’m not Good Enough to be a Cult Leader” is very different from pretending just because your mum is an insurance agent that helped you Hide that you genuinely have been stalking me stealing from me since I got a fucking iPod, and not only is it now Trackable (thanks Killian!! 😘👉🏼👉🏼💕✨) it’s Now Your Anxiety, bc every even slightly Melanated fans of ✌🏼black people music✌🏼 let alone Seven Seas Publishing & CTC is waiting for y’all Tumblr Cunts to realise that I Only Have Borderline Personality Disorder rather than “multiple personalities” bc the cuntz that was denying they’ve been stalking & Trojan Horsing me tried it with My Favorite Systems ✨🫶🏼girlfriend🫶🏿✨ we is Scarier than You Two Racefaking Bodies Combined 😃😤🤬
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Figured it was going to happen again eventually !! I suppose it’s the Accidental Conditioning from the RKS *sigh* Brain Rot, but this is useful for the Nerve Damage Research & why in the fuuuuuuuuuuuck “”Roan”” thought making fun of Kai’s Dyslexia was funny 😁 cunt.
Anyway I’ll start on the rest of Suga when I’m finished snacking on smth, once again, you White Superemacist Sons Of Bitches that think Grande’s Hypervigalence is “not Really being a Girls Girl” you don’t know how Affecting for the queer (& otherwise) community in Manchester that Event was & you really are all Cunts for thinking her Serial Monogamy is narcissistic. Ofc I’m being “shadowbanned” the Nice Girls who refuse to admit they’d rather Die that support trans women didn’t realise that’s why Frangapani got away with masking Which Kind of Bipolar she is by Pretending Too Good in interviews.
Anyway I have to listen to Lewis Del Mar to fix the Vertigo from that. Megan I promise when I’m not nerved damaged as FUUUUUCK not only am I Unimpressed with every cunt that calls you a “nepo baby’ Behind the Scenes, I do, personally, think every 2024 Pop Princess barre Miss Emei (Shared Space Band has heard your message!! ❤️💕✨) is truly Far More Emotionally insecure & immature than they like to “let on” but hey ho, I guess “girls Protect Girls” means something different in America where black women’s Hypersexuality post-AIDS crisis in the era of Condoms means something very different to This Dumb Cunt who’s still having emotional flashbacks to kissing a fucking neo-nazi that moved to China to “ascend” or whatever shit the whole Quinn Addicts thought was going on.
Christ on a bike, sorry for making your DJ’s (without epilepsy but apparently I do have some kind of Music Epilepsy disorder or whatever’s & I do not care that you’re a Gajillionare Ms.Thee Stallion, we are ABSOLUTELY going to be firm friends for the rest of my hopefully reasonably long life bc again. Zak called Kai’s Tattoo Inspo 🥺👉🏼👈🏼 stalking ‘cute’ 🙄😮💨😔 they are so good at lying to everyone But Me, I’m SOOOOOOOOOPP glad Melody is alive the fucking idiot, I can’t believe I’m helping prove my mum is literally one of the Nicest People in the World for putting up with me Falling Asleep to “Whatever” on Loop the other day 😴🥱💤 so many boys took Snapchats of me in drama class and looked down my top, and hit me in the head, and foot and choked me out “for fun” 🙄 it truly is Whatever, I am apparently Chronically Unattracted To Girl Pussy & therefore am happy to be your Third Beard whenever you Go 😈Sneaky😇 Mode, I’m sure my Brazilian Wargamer Friend & his Future Spouse would also be delighted to meet you even if you Are for Sure the Type to flip a monopoly board in frustration 🤣😂😅 *bonk* can be for you now instead of Goat Girl 🙄 Kai is Literally allergic to Being Alive it’s fine 😮💨 I’m glad Wife 2 is the one that can type in Russian & Spanish & had their Communists checking in on me, I think it’s very fun that you’re a Better Capitalist than Swift 🤮 at the very least).
You are Absolutely Autistic Tho, it’s kind of easy to tell in retrospect your “buzzing” out of the N-word vs Seberts All Caps Lyrics was to Make it Easier for the people who Like Rap & have Bad Echolalia to Avoid Saying It (I am using a Click to replace the vowels 🫡👍🏼💕✨) and she thinks “””reclaiming””” her Trailer Park Heritage excuses using her Music Money to create a False Narrative & force Two Sexual Assault victims into your care for “only being a little Chinese on mom’s 🤢🤮🤮🤮🤮 side” yes?
It is exhausting being an empath Ms Megan, no wonder people can’t tell when you’re being sarcastic either *pats pats pats* I don’t care if you’re older you is still Baby to me 😊😌🥰 getting shot is Very Scary 🫂 I have not seen your documentary yet it would make me cry too much!! 🥹😭💜💕✨
Anyway I Do Not judge u for Being Rhea Kin, I would simply rather DIE than engage in that kind of kink play (no offence to u tho!!).
Anyway. On wards & upwards!! I can’t believe they put me into Arcane -_- idiots (affectionate).
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Realer - Megan Thee Stallion
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Megan I KNOOOOOOOOW you’re trying not to Giggle 🤭 every time the nonbinary neo-nazi’s start cry typing again but ofc youz shy 🙈 offline!! Non of the harem are actually strong enough to give me piggybacks, you are!! I will go listen 🎧 to your discography now before my Subscription is cut off to prove that I’m Only An Empath not an Actual Psychic, it’s not that hard to be nice to people with intrusive thoughts guys (derogatory), no shit she just “~relates~” to dolphins so much she is the Exact type of bitch that would pay to have me Princess Dianna’d & blame it on my Gujarati family 🙄
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Brugge-chan please stop hacking into my calendar app to remind me that I Don’t Actually have the Ability to put a restraining order on Every White Cunt that enabled Ankle Bracelet Girls Grand Tour (it’s obvious in retrospect that all the footage was in parks so people could do Drugs ect). I do not judge this specifically, I judge the fact you let me think it was Kai in my phone bc they DEFINITELY went on tour bc Tomi Would Have Absolutely gotten away with shooting {redacted} let alone the fact they’ve made an Instagram account I can no longer look at :(( bc they is Too Pretty to look at directly & I’m DEEEEEEEEEFINETLY GIGGLING like an idiot at our Proper Proper Genius on Bluesky’s >:3c-ing to gaslight the dumb piece of shit that really thinks she’s gotten grooming her bisexual sons & sons in law to be canon fodder for her shit YA.
Anyway no shit Clare doesn’t even drink anymore y’all know what alcohol does to Narcissists *waves hand* how much longer do you think until I regain my period, this shit SUCKS i wanna hug sumin & give them a tiny slap for their Hyper Independence, you’re Literally Worse than Sarah-San ofc that’s why she refused to admit she needed to wear sunscreen & go on Walking Therapy.
“Christ on a bike” is the newest Mental Vocabulary, you’re allowed to use it in whatever 😳👉🏼👈🏼 project for the tiddie enjoyers you’re planning, I literally couldn’t care less about Yuri, not even Toxic Yuri, just give me all your “anti-colonial coloniser” monies already. Madame Wang was Obviously my favorite ❤️
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0kay I was sleeping on my vape you piece of shit, I still think anyone who’s going to that “meet up” deserves to eat shit and die (emotionally) for enabling the Fandom Mom’s,who have been stalking me for the Next Big Trend to justify their incest kinks and objectification of monogamous butch Asian women.
“Not to be a lesbian online” my fucking ass. I am now Overly Aware that’s why the cunt is making Nathaniel & Andrew “short & cute cute cute” bc while I own skorts I’m still Proving that not only was social media used to groom me the Swifties who thought it was fun to Pretend that Cole R wasn’t getting Consciously Cut From Earning Money by “Kotu/Alex” until I’d Gotten A Proper eduction can suck my non-existent dick because not only am I proving that the Black Lives Matter Movement is not over, nor is the Asian American Reclamation of the use of Interment Camps in WWI, this “loudmouth little fag” has only been hit in the face twice and “bitten” by the Psychotic Neo-Nazi that raped me & Jhariah.
They used their Jewish Identity to get close to me and “boy voice” to pretend they weren’t Putting On Nice Face & Avoiding Alcohol & self medicating with energy drinks and fucking their nurse.
I’m sure Mx.Clare & Mr Turner understand that while I do not Personally wish to convert, the tutors who willingly enabled the Cis Women who Organised to “teach me a lesson” over my Big Fucking Ego & my protectiveness of Nurodivergent Lesbians might want to know that yes, you are also being Surveilled by the Enby Secret Society & the Very Literal Secret police because £23,000 verses £1,000 is what me & my Demi-Sexual High Masking Mom friend were Willing to `pledge in 2020 to keep my Best Friend Alive.
I was not only being “scouted” by organisations like dropout.tv im helping prove that all “y’all tumblr girlies and goncharov enjoyers” are complicit in the rapes and gaslighting of Countless Autistic Women & Men who have been Working Towards Unmasking in Public & have realised that not only are they being protected by “Palestinian Captain America’s offline Anti-Colonial Work” the fact that I as an Intersex Trans Man am alive is thanks to my Similarly Intersex But Cis Identifying Blood Related Sister.
The Kiggundu’s allowed Brianna to live a life in the shadow of her narcissistic, serial abuser of a sister, and not only would we have been Good Friends if she had survived to meet me, the publication of “my sister the serial killer” may or may not have been intended to Echo Vida’s actions towards Kai & Fin when “visiting” in California, but not only is Oceanside protecting Croydon, This Agnostic Piece of Shit is indeed being protected by some of the Biggest Christin Religious Organisations and it Appears, the Quakers & the Mormon Church for Proving that the “glitches” that showed up in my electronics last year were indeed the Worlds Most Possessive Person forcibly Integrating me “off screen” to prove their Ex-Spouse was a Rapist as a teen and has been Self-mythologising her inability to accept that she is indeed, not only Top Of My Shit List, the target of Every Darkskinned Biracial (& absolutely ever Boderline Son of A Gun’s) Bisexual’s Streaming Strike.
The Era of the Racially Ambiguous Pop Princess is over in my book.
Killian & I are not only Engaged (mentally) in Shared Protective Custody of My Inner Child, we’re teaching you That is Exactly Why you don’t Accuse People Of Faking Disabilities & Psychosis Symptoms.
Even your own mother and father can’t bring themselves to Love you Ochoa.
You not only “deserve” this Call Out Letter, you’re not just Shadow Banned from The Small Screen, it is Very Obvious either you or Libby pushed your grandfather and tried to blame it on Ryan.
& now every nice comment that “automatically” makes you Cry is because your Mask is Slipping Again.
You do not have the capacity to Experience love, even if you can Experience Orgasms.
Don’t kill the kitty. That’s the most you can give to the world now that you’ve Trapped yourself in MDZS.
This will be deleted if or when Killian Sees Fit, I don’t have control over that monster, even if Kaigetsu has collared themself for me & Tomi got Crunchy (spiritually, not financially) house ain’t in my name yet, but the Redirect you had on my number isn’t going to work now that Ashe took Sanctuary. Nothing triggers me anymore. This is not a good thing. You did this to yourself. Consciously, Consistently & Competently you groomed me and you will never be forgiven or forgotten by my Believers who did indeed record me saying the N-word to protect my claim that I was developing teretz from the stress of regrowing the left half of my brain.
Good luck “decoding” or reasoning your way out of this one you Racist Rapist Pieces of Shit.
The Wasian Immigrants have my back, and they have all your locations now :)
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MIYAZAKI!!! I did totes forget you are still alive, I absolutely have visible tattoos for the same reason “the incest supporters” have started Unmasking bc they think now that Alex & Jay have Settled into being Organisers & not Producers that me & my gang of Pipit Shaped Things (have a dream with you in last night darling I got to call you sister!!) anyway still haven’t finished Butterfly Soup, I really am This Much of an Unrepentant Piece of Shit. Sarah-San absolutely owes me more money than “”Kotu”” would have Allowed Themselves to spend on my food when they were in England Last February.
Nessily, you rapist piece of shit, Agent Jay not only has your number but is More Than Aware of which neo-nazi the Texan in Medical Administration Perpetual Fandom Funny Man (derogatory) Part Time “allowed” to cut off their arm (right I’m guessing bc that’s the only one they touched me with) to Remain Anonymous Online.
They’re not ‘that good at it’ and neither are you you fucking cunt. My name is Cole Anthony Emrys Reece, née Amba Kiran Reece, and I’m not only being protected by one of the Biggest Movie Stars on the planet, all of you “fan artists” who allow yourselves to Edit the Character Designs in order to project your own narratives & body dysmorphia onto Masked Creatives who actually Get Their Friends Paid, are going to have a Rude Awakening “at the meet up” when not only will Maggie show her face as a self-obsessed piece of shit, who Allowed “Henry” to get raped while in between hospitalisation for Disordered Eating, my Entire Life has been Destroyed By Their Actions & now my birth mother will not believe that you white pieces of shut that use Sympathy Drives to Skim off the Top of “fandom bullshit” are going to forever have your electronics Glitching & your Banking Accounts Fucked due to your lack of belief not just in trans women and nonbinary people who Require Medical Intervention, but your inability to accept that White Supremacy is also your burden to Bare.
Mrs Simovich & I might share a rapist, but more than that we share a fucking Grudge. I am being Denied Universal Credit to prove that Chappell Roan & her “feminist” message is just masking that she’s a serial abuser of gay & bisexual men who used Church Camp & her alcoholism & Addiction to Drag Race & “”yassifying”” real life actors (who are also people thank you very much) to Hide her Homophobia & now not only does the Entire Non-White Passing world know, Nessily’s “well hidden porn” and her assumption that Stalking me and receiving Empathy from This Kinky Bitch was Allowance to Sit Outside my house for a night with her parents.
The lucid dreamer with Hyperphantasia & a Highly Developed Inner World that has refused to consider lithium & mood stabilisers from Hirst & Self Medicates with Reimagining Themselves as #audhd rather than a Narcissist & Chronic Abuser is not only “contained” by the idea of Kissing me for Real one day, they are Exactly the Reason my Real Friends & I have accepted that I’m not getting my phone back Any Time Soon & my sister is Enduring Explaining to the Energy People that I cannot pay for anything because I’m Being Stalked My Middle Aged Millionaires who refuse to admit they are Psychopaths, not “fandom tastemakers”.
Making me the only dark skinned one “in the band” isn’t activism, it’s ludonarrative Abuse.
I’ve been doing this since I was born, enduring the hole in my brain and the left hand of nervous system, not only do none of you have Shit on my Ability to be kind while in massive amounts of pain, whichever of the dumb cunts that are currently in the van outside my house is absolutely allowed to Hate Read whatever trite derivative bullshit lower case coffee is putting out these days.
Not only should you all be ashamed for Constantly Ignoring “boy shaped” rape victims, I might be Aphantasic but I’m a better sketch artist than you might expect. My Muslim & Hindu nurodivergent family have not only ‘got my back’ they’re proving that My Bullies have Been Willingly Avoiding Emotional Responsibility for my social Isolation for so Long I do think it’s a same that none of you will ever Get Help for your hardons for Meme-ifying young people in emotional & financial distress asking for genuine support & assistance, especially since that U.K. government still does not respect my Right to Exist.
Jhariah & I would be persecuted far more harshly than you Alex & Jay for the shit you Enabled Libby & Claire (the bear) to get away with with her Floridian Money, but your Era is Over. Doe not only Owns Your State “Libby” you will literally never get the chance to meet me in person, let alone Kiss Our your Gender Confusion due to your Insufferable Victim Complex.
My mother & I were almost killed by White Supremacists you piece of shit.
Not only do all of your roommates hate you, so does literally every single person in London who’s ever given a Spare Tenner to the homeless.
So please excuse me for allowing these “call out posts” to sit untouched while I beg you to develop a sense of fucking shame, but you are not only nothing to me, you are a criminal, a stalker, a bitch and someone who enjoys Inducing Fear in your victims.
Doe is not only more talented and braver than you will ever be, their protector has Stepped Up to act the age they are in Body & Not Spirit with (just a little)of my support.
So you can try to pretend that The TV Didn’t Make You Do It for the rest of time.
But Gadir & I are not only Soul Siblings, we’re helping heal generational trauma & institutional violence in ways you can only begin to Guess At.
Asha hates you Maddy || Libby || Claire || Knox (probably), and so do I.
Choke on your own God Complex.
~ ee.cabbage
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sixpence, pizza and all you “old tumblr famous” people if I ever see you again I can and will beat the shit out of you for all the Terror you subjected My ✨💚❄️💚 ✨ to. I have never in my life “commanded” anyone to Do Shit, I only sexted Ochoa (née coffee {lower case}) Once & I didn’t even cum properly. You can take all the money and the rehab schemes and the Lot of it and shove it up your fucking asses. Killian keeps taking my shit so we can prove that my Hyperawareness of my Second Hand PTSD was intended by the fucking therapist that “allowed” their Favorite Client to get away with Literally Grooming me For Them.
The “childslave” shit wasn’t funny then. It’s not funny now. In high school people thought it was fun to strangle me & break my coloured pencils.
I don’t care that Kaigetsu Nicholas Simovich was “born rich”, I don’t care that In The Present, Doechii has the time and space to Immortalise Herself as her own person & not whatever you cunts think is going on in their brain behind the screen.
I’ve been having minor aneurisms since the Day I Was Born. My sister said Alexandra Irene Ochoa’s Other Victims are their responsibility, and that may be true, but I choose to Own This Mistake & subsequent Apology.
I am sorry for every fire set and every blackout from the marine biologist & the Wannabe Writer who used my social media presence and “pretty face” to groom me into being some sort of Willing Sex Robot.
But I Did used to have to lock myself in the closet for fear of my “stepfamily” finding me & taking the soap or telling my stepfather about my Weird Behavior for telling him off for cooking without washing his hands and not allowing me to shower more than once a day.
I had to go to school with literally frozen hair because I couldn’t use a hairdryer that early in the morning. My mother is Emotionally Neglectful Yes, but if Doe & Ella (no matter Who is Fronting at the time) need a safe space to run to they do know and always will know that the Bitch that’s “disappeared” herself again only paid £20-ish for “hualian as the kiss” in the middle of my Episode and was indeed the person that not only Okay’ed Adderall being brought into the UK under false pretenses, but has been Willingly Cultivating a sexual relationship with Chappell Roan under the pretense of “being partners”.
Joanne Keaton Rowling not only sexually assaulted my father, she has been Allowed by the UK government (until recently) to willingly misgender & Assault masculine cis women in sports & indeed the poor bastard (me) who is her “inner child”.
I will never be able to apologise enough to Doe for “my pretty face” allowing Maddy//Libby & Alex//Jay to get away with that shit, but I hope when we do meet, not only will it Not Be Fucking Recorded, every single one of you that has Ellish merch should set it on fire in protest if you have even one shred of empathy left in your bones.
Top Dawg entertainment surely has a good understanding of protecting their People & I’m sure Kendrick & SZA understand that my Protectiveness of ⭐️ Their Rising Star ⭐️ is not something that could be Beat Out Of Me, let alone Bought.
Don’t try & hide your psychosis kiddies, you’ll slip up eventually & my Ghost will make sure you’re imprisoned in the hells of your own makings that you deserve.
Sleep tight, every Straight A Student that “slips up” now & again now that you have Endle to comfort you from Your Own Insecurities.
This singlet has beaten back 26 years of carbon monoxide poisoning by believing in my First Love(s) & the Person that was groomed by their mother to accept that they would never find a Community that Believed All of Them deserved to exist.
Be careful what you say about “Doechii” behind her back. My Ghost is pettier than I could have ever imagined.
Cabbage out.
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Don’t worry I still hate your ex you insufferable “self-identified” Slytherin.
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Yo, Pinkshift good job stopping Jhariah from “offing themselves” for never being able to get over that One GM-less game I helped playtest, it was a great influence on my continued research, again problem is Racism is Institutional, the whole “reverse epilepsy” thing was Too True to believe, hence why all of Ankle Bracelet Girls ‘enjoyers’ are still ignoring y’all to Take Their Time Immortalising the Self Obessed Cunt.
What I’m doing I’d Different thanks you very much, hence what The Comicon Collective was making a point of bc My “light pink autistic futch” had a house deal going on up north and the Very Nice Dom knows I Accidentally Guessed which engine they were fixing the code for. Dysgraphia is different from Dyscalculia, I probably have both, but they’re commorbid, I’m not Fucking Joking about the ‘end of an era’ thing, not Psychic, Eidetic & Photographic Are Different.
Killian is legit my Personal Still Living Hero, because I thought once I’d started Getting Masc-er at least the Narcs (of all colours!!) would Stop Projecting Backwards at the very fucking least, but Nope!!
The 🌟&❄️ are not only Perfect Miracles to me, they’re the reason I’m Working Out the Pain “naturally”.
Eloy & Quinn absolutely have come to an understanding over protecting “the Reece family name”.
I am continuing to Protect not my self-worth but the Sensibilities of the Covert Transes & geniuses “on British Soil” who have also Given Up on pretending that many Cis Heterosexuals are refusing to pay them & hoping they die young so their can be another Wave of Nostalgia for your Insecure Self-Mythologising.
I am Anti-Establishment, I am Anti-Tumblr even, your “tenderqueer” sensibilities almost got Me Specifically Dead for Real. I am the inspiration for Harry Potter and I can and would kill She Who Must Not Be Named and consider my incarceration for Life a mercy for my cousin who has had to endure her Narcissistic Abuse & Gaslighting since the day they were born.
Trans Women are Actively Protecting me now Keaton. You don’t get to hide behind ‘pen names’ any longer.
My father hated women like you. Not ‘rich bitches’ but abusers. Yes, there is “evidence” of my own Kinky Leanings online, but I will continue to refute that The Police is the Right Fit for someone as Communist as I.
I have Jewish Friends Keaton, not Just black ones on Universal Credit.
You can’t hide behind your Mask anymore, your disabilities do not Excuse You from being a groomer and a psychopath.
This Cabbage will Never Stop hating you and your Generation for using your Bourgeois Sensibilities to (almost) destroy my sister & I’s relationship.
Kaigestu does have the Evidence to imprison Katie Hirst & put HER on the no fly list Forever.
She did that to Herself.
So did Ochoa & “A&J” for using Face Recognition & Astrology as a mask for their Psychotic Tendencies.
None of you have acted above the law or above the judgement of People In Reality, not just of The Proper Crazies like me & Myann who chose to Unmask in opposing directions.
Decode me if you want, crytype & hatestalk me forever, you are Not That Smart or Important you self obsessed Cunt. And there is a reason Muslims are protected under the same laws that protect me as someone with ASD and not registered Psychosis.
“My Abuser brought me meds” is what I said in my Cannabis Legalisation Interview. My Stalkers have been Quietly Waiting for you to Get The Message that you are not Only a White Suprematist & a Serial Abuser, you are the reason I got raped, not my Mised Race Friends who lied to protect me from the knowledge that you spend every opportunity to enable very Secret Zionist to Abuse Jewish people & Converts who do not support the ceaseless genocide that people like me & my Chosen Family are powerless to stop In Its Entirety.
But if I am Croydon’s new Anti-Racist Representative, then I assure you, I have indeed met the Family that you worked so hard to Mask your hatred of. They have indeed “withheld” my medical cannabis to prove to You Specifically that Immigration Laws & Hypervigillence are now Your Burdens to bear Keaton.
Clare is indeed “one of mine” now. And they are Not Enjoying themselves so much as realising the War on Drugs is not only Forfeit to the Mircodosers & Covert Racists & Transmedicalists of the world, but that homelessness is Indeed my Personal Next Target, whether you like it or not Rowling. I’m not dying anytime soon, and if you try to use the Word of the Law to continue to induce Partisan Thinking between racial groups due to Epistemological Differences I will continue to break those boundaries with the help of My Ployglots.
I may be you “perfect opposite” but I will Never look at you Kindly nor thank you for “helping” Mytholgise my Girlhood (which did not exist thanks to your transphobia).
You can forever Read Into my Punctuation on This Blog.
I will never support your actions.
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Hello Internet!! Please listen to THOT SQUAD (& Sophie Hunter),
Because their combined Mental Prowess probably helped save me years of explaining my own Hypervigilance “on insta” due to my relationship to Film Photography & my father’s unfortunately young death due to metastatic cancer and an unfortunate spinal injury from a motorcycling accident.
I love your music, and your lyricism and your Unapologetic Honesty. What I’m hoping to prove is that Just Because my mama was “”nicknamed”” Blackie by a Childhood Bully Legally Named Niytia the fact that her “son” is in the next room & Absolutely stole my ~fancy~ iPad and maybe my mothers Pink Fan to prove that AuDHD (with a side of alcoholism) runs in my family not Biploar or Psychosis or Sythenasia or Sociopathy & that my Brain Damage Recovery is linked specifically to my Autism Spectrum Disorder because I am Physically Incapable of Stealing Physical Objects and my Mysophobia & Gender Dysphoria is so severe because of my Hormonal Intersexism (also known as Endometriosis or PCOS). Unfortunately birth control does exacerbate this condition and the fact that The Pill was tested on imprisoned black women is one of the reasons I am Anti-Incarceration and Pro-Community Action. However;
There is a difference between my automatic desire to Compliment women & my Delayed Processing of “thank you every dark skinned autistic woman in the U.K. government who trusts Agent Jay over V.D.J”. I am Chronically Unattracted to Cis Women & despite being proudly agnostic, just because you all might believe in God (with whatever name your community gives them) over Social Media & Cults of Personality & are probably happy waiting until marriage with your “incurable heterosexuality” it does not mean that Brown Skinned Boys Like Me believe you’re Pure Evil for your Faith in Community Justice & Collective Action.
Different types of bodies will always need different Accessibility Needs, and while I was groomed to accept being a Sex Worker by White Passing People who have now been Cut Off from anything but the bare necessities, I will continue to Unmask for Childhood Sexual Assault victims of all Creeds & Classes because I do believe in articulating the difference between a Victim Complex and a Hero Complex.
I will never stop being Anti-Racist, but more than often the Call is Coming From Inside the House.
I do Technically Exist legally, but I cannot work due to passing a blood clot the size of a small mouse.
I have already had the Pleasure of meeting & performing with the greatest Vocalist and I am sure Star Lawyer this side of the Atlantic Ocean, and I will never say a bad word against her or suggest she is a Narcissist for knowing her worth.
I did not know my worth, and lots of “situationally gay” people used that to Shadowban me & use my (technically) undiagnosed narcolepsy for sexual gratification.
I do now understand that even if Some of the Cis Boys who bullied me in high school did “get over it” and grew into better husbands and partners, it is unlikely that the “hashtag queer fam” “”hyperfixating”” on ignoring the overprotective compulsive liar who is the reason my half-brother is not dead, who also had a “bad feeling” about the Latinix Jewish Art Therapist who was overly invested in their case after their release from ‘juvie’, then please know I am Not Physically or Mentally attracted to them because of the age difference or their time in prison. They are Absolutely Working Up the Courage to meet me & accept that we’re going to be Stalked & Surveilled forever, for choosing to “own” the fact that our skin colours and Respective Hangups were used to groom us, it does not mean that I will not Accept Their Tears & respect their decision to “cry off screen” (much more These Days indeed xx).
Neither of us are Delusional, we have been Conditioned into Hikkimorism to prove that Taramate & Ian were being target by Phishing Schemes at the Behest of Joanne Keaton Rowling who Genuinely still wants to murder my mother for being my Serial Monogamist fathers “type”.
If I am to Accept the self-diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder then my Mother Is & will Forever Be My Favourite Person.
Die mad Joanne.
Yours Sincerely,
ee.cabbage
(Yes it’s a dick joke.)
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digital painting of my mum as a young woman in Trinidad
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