epsivents-again
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BLOCK THIS! IT'S A VENT BLOG!
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yeah i want him to die horribly and violently for daring to piss me off, yes i also wish him the best in life and hope he gets better. what about it
#why am i STILL thinking about him .this shit is so dumb just let me forget alreaadddyyy.#its just annoying at this point lmao
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diving head first into a hyperfix while really stressed .surely this can't go wrong in any way whatsoever
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#this shit is bananas b a n a n a s !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! a few times ive been round that track!!!!!!!!#im having fun .somethings wrong with me rn but im having fun with it#CAUSE I AINT NO HOLLABACK GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK IT WE BALL#im 90% sure i was wrong about having bipolar so im not manic but this is probably close enough lmao
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im so so close to doing something REALLY funny
(read: something really dumb)
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houryrghghhhh . i feel like im gonna throw up
#why am i so anxious. literally nothing has happened?????#<- my prev tags#update: its the new meds LMAO#they do that for the first few weeks
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houryrghghhhh . i feel like im gonna throw up
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ouuhbgg .why am i so afraid of him stalking me .hes not going to. i know that. he does NOT care that much bro.why is it such a profound fear
#blocked the other two finally. forgot to do that 💔 praying he hasnt seen any of these cause idk if either of them still followed my main#cause i think it shows posts from sideblogs of people you follow as recommended posts#even if they did thats their own fault lmao .its a vent blog!! theres gonna be vents!!#specifically fucked up ones cause of the bpd!!#we negatively split on him so theres going to be VERY strong negative feelings !!#especially if we're on our period!!! which we are almost every time we post here!!#i hate him so much. but god he was so important to me.#never have bpd kids its not worth it (<- coping by being silly)
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If one more person argues with me on my views today im killing myself. "Thats not how the world works" i will find you.
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this has happened before. i know where this is going, and i don't think i can handle it again. im so close to that fucking edge.
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why did i have to get the strong sense of justice but also cries when angry autism .im so fucking tired of arguing but i cant help it
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I hate how i feel left out so easily .i left my phone for an hour and now i feel like everythings wrong and they hate me again
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why am i gay
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unfortunately this is not the first time someone has reacted with aggression when asked to stop making a joke to me. why. Why is it me. They've stopped when asked before so why am i such a problem. All i did was exist. I really hope i didn't just ruin a friendship for them.
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