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My life has completely changed in 2025. More like a scared life . I am tired of living a life like this . Super scared of living a life like this . Try my best not to feel cardio phobia or anxious less but it doesn’t go away easily . Who came to live a life like this? I have never been such scared in my life than ever today . Heart heart heart . This is what is playing in my life everyday . Stress overthinking anxiety. Need to get over it and life a healthy life . Hopefully Waheguru ji will help to get over this and life a happy life .

Life during 2024 was so beautiful and good , 2025 has been more negative than positive. What’s happening? Heard so many negatives around the globe over the internet . No sort of positivity . How do I sleep with anxiety disorder or stress disorder.

Please help god life a beautiful and healthy stress free life .

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What the fuck is this year 2025? So many disasters so many destruction across the world across the globe . I fucking hate this year 2025. From the past months I am not feeling myself as well sometimes it’s heart issues sometimes something else . At the age of 23 I have blood pressure problems which is very concerning for myself. Anxiety comes in and go. Even my father is sick . My mother got back aches and pains. My brother got sick as well. What the fuck is this year man. This year absolutely doesn’t feel safe. It’s a not nice. We did not come to this world to feel this way. We want a better life atleast where we can for a certain point feel we are relaxed . I am tired of concerning everyday about something or else. I am serious tired . Everyday something keep rotating around my head . I am super tired of this man. I want my family to be healthy . I want every member of family to be safe and healthy . I want to life stress free life . I see around people enjoying having fun with their families travelling around the globe , what the fuck is happening to me man. Why me? Why my family? My scalp pains thinking about it Every day.

I trust and believe in god a lot but sometimes I do not find answers . God help me and give us your love and support.

Help me god.

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It’s been a long time since I wrote a blog . It’s been years I believe . Remember sharing my thoughts what happened with me back then what I feel, honestly it used to feel nice and relaxed . Venting out what all I am feeling . When you don’t have friends that is the best relief you get . It’s been sometime since I am feeling low , since 2025 has started .. I got twice thrice , I do not like it this way. I am just 23 years old , I am not supposed to sick this often. It’s just been 4 months , earlier heart palpitations and then sore throat reddish which lead to difficulty in breathing , super tired of what is this happening. I really need to go out to gym joining . Need better and healthy health. Super of tired of this . Also I am very tired and scared of my life . I do not have friends even now . No one to share what is happening . Had or have a girlfriend , we had our fight and it’s been 3 days and we are not talking. I bought so many gifts and this is what I receive . No amount of respect . I wrote her emails messages over insta Snapchat but no f**ks given. There are times when at night you need someone to share your thoughts your feelings and vent out what you are feeling , at last I am in room with no talk to deeply .. share what is happening . I actually learnt 1 thing , there are 3 personalities of us, 1 which we show to outsiders 1 we should to family and 1 we our to ourselves . It’s super hard to say how you feel . Life’s tough man . Super . Are we all gonna be alone at last? We need someone in our lives , we want to live a healthy life , super healthy. I actually learnt that nothing is better than being healthy . Glad I could get to know about this earlier . Thank you God . Please make me and my family always healthy. I have decided that whenever I would feel lonely I would listen to Path.

At last we all need someone to talk to share our thoughts. Is this how life is supposed to be? I might be wrong but so many people enjoying their life posting stories abroad tours weekend tours drinking partying enjoying. What about us? Don’t we feel . I tried creating YouTube channel posting stories but it didn’t work out. I felt so bad .

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Writing after many months , thought this could be a relief . Writing does calms your heart . Panicked a bit today had so many thoughts in my mind . Things which I didn’t expect happened . I hate this . Life is a struggle . Read a quote which said , help people in their need and in return you will receive the help when you are in need . I am in need today . Big help. I am not sure what’s happening but I’m about to lose my home. My grandfather wants to give to someone else . Not to my family. Breaks my heart; where are we going to live? Never thought this would be a day which I had to see so early . I’m scared I’m tired I’m helpless. I can’t do anything .. I want to continue but I can’t now …

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“Tell me about yourself” ok do u wanna know my past trauma or my fave color?

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Another day passed with sorrow . Another day i accepted that . I thought I have the power to face but at last I need blessings from you God. Everything is changed with the new year .

Life is getting harder and harder.

Obstacles humiliated hesitation . Everything is making me weak .

Makes me remind of a quote .

When you are born in a burning house , you think the whole world is on fire . But it’s not .

It hurts me .

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You try and try but blink of an eye you lose everything that matters to you.

That’s true .

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I grew up mom..

I cry every night..

You cannot carry me anymore. My worries are more now. My list of dreams is taller than me. I grew much that i cannot knock on your door at night and cry.

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How would you feel if that one person had the access to your growth your success? I am not talking about love, i am talking about career goals career success? But that one person keep ruining your reputation your hard-work which you did so that it does not get you to that spot . You already suffered a lot , there’s been so much happening in your life with your past and present life . It’s easy to say just move on , ask the person who’s suffering dealing with that daily? I just want to ask god one question? Does karma really comes and goes around? Why is it happening to me . I never think of someone bad . I stay away from all these aspects and live my life alone . I never bothered for anyone . But i believe there’s been a lot happening.

I am trying my best everyday and giving my 100%. How could that one person manipulate the other person so easily which could lead to my loss? I thought its all about destiny and karma apart from the hard work.

What did i do wrong?

At night i cry myself to sleep . I have started to drink everyday which is not a good habit, i have lost all my friend , i just had a break up my success is getting snatched .. i still believe there must be something behind this but Atleast god stay by my side and give me strength. Give me support.

I have started to write down my feelings . It makes me calm alot . I hope everything gets better . Rab rakha

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Sometimes i wish i could stop my partner to take that step which could help us to save our relationship.

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Sometimes i pray whatever is happening to me is a dream and i wake up .I don’t wanna live like this .

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Is this all about destiny? When you meet someone you give her your whole heart everything, the purest moment of your life . Everything works like a dream everything is beautiful but out of no where everything gets ruin . Why does that person has to leave ? Why is it so breaking to be apart from that person?

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When will the better days come?

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If a man knows more than others, he becomes lonely.

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Growing up facing the problems is never easy. God stays by your side but we tend to take all actions steps risk ourself z

I wish there was someone always by your side to support us motivated boost us up.

Why didn’t no mention us life was gonna be this tough .

We need strength we need power we need motivation we need support.

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Lying down empty room dark down broken inside listening songs eyes open still can’t think of an escape .

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men are made to be shoved and grabbed and thrown around and pinned down. god told me that