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zero gravity cgi sonic my beloved

bonus (not CGI but he 🥰):

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WE WIN, WE WON, WE FINALLY GOT A W, ITS FUCKING OVER, EVERYTHINGS GONNA BE OKAY, WE’VE FUCKING WON!!!!!!!!!!

ITS REEEEEAAAAAAAL!!!!!!!! YEEEEESSSSSSSSSS!!!

YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSS-!!!!!!

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EM REMAKE, LETS GOOOOO

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depression tips™

shower. not a bath, a shower. use water as hot or cold as u like. u dont even need to wash. just get in under the water and let it run over you for a while. sit on the floor if you gotta.

moisturize everything. use whatever lotion u like. unscented? dollar store lotion? fancy ass 48 hour lotion that makes u smell like a field of wildflowers? use whatever you want, and use it all over. 

put on clean, comfortable clothes. 

put on ur favorite underwear. cute black lacy panties? those ridiculous boxers u bought last christmas with candy cane hearts on the butt? put em on.

drink cold water. use ice. if u want, add some mint or lemon for an extra boost.

clean something. doesn’t have to be anything big. organize one drawer of ur desk. wash five dirty dishes. do a load of laundry. scrub the bathroom sink. 

blast music. listen to something upbeat and dancey and loud, something that’s got lots of energy. sing to it, dance to it, even if you suck at both.

make food. don’t just grab a granola bar to munch. take the time and make food. even if it’s ramen. add something special to it, like a hard boiled egg or some veggies. prepare food, it tastes way better, and you’ll feel like you accomplished something. 

make something. write a short story or a poem, draw a picture, color a picture, fold origami, crochet or knit, sculpt something out of clay, anything artistic. even if you don’t think you’re good at it.

go outside. take a walk. sit in the grass. look at the clouds. smell flowers. put your hands in the dirt and feel the soil against your skin.

call someone. call a loved one, a friend, a family member, call a chat service if you have no one else to call. talk to a stranger on the street. have a conversation and listen to someone’s voice. if you can’t, text or email or whatever, just have some social interaction with another person. even if you don’t say much, listen to them.

cuddle your pets if you have them/can cuddle them. take pictures of them. talk to them. tell them how u feel, about your favorite movie, a new game coming out.

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finally,,,, sibling dance,,, (disney sibs edition)

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REBLOG if you are old enough to remember what a VCR is.

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Okay, but imagine the gutpunch it is when Mario stumbles across his own brother's unfulfilled wish on Star Hill. How Mario is thinking, but you already help me so much, what more could you want while knowing deep down what his brother is getting at. And the selfish part of Mario wants to beg Geno to not grant this wish when the time comes, after they've defeated Smithy and restored the Star Road. Because if Luigi gets what he wants, he'll be in danger and Mario wants his little brother, above all, to be safe - damn all the other consequences.

I want to help my brother.

But that's not what his brother meant, was it?

I want to be a hero - like my brother. I want to be important - like my brother.

I want to be loved - like my brother.

"Is everything alright, Mario?" Geno asks, placing an awkward hand on his shoulder.

"I - " Mario stammers, taking off his hat, worrying at the brim with calloused, dirty fingers. But you're already loved, Weeg. Isn't that enough? "Yeah, I'm fine. We should get going," he says, giving one last despondent look at the little smiling star before slamming his cap back on his head, running his shirtsleeve across his nose with a cut-off sniffle.

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- GAME DEV UPDATE -

Things are goin pretty well! I'm behind on what due dates I put down on my production tracker for class, but I still got a LOT done in terms of it being a decently functional Graybox!

ALSO! Here's the game pitch I made for class!

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please can we do inbox trick-or-treating this year. can we make that a thing on tumblr. please please please please please

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A hero who's left in the shadows vs a villain who's got all the spotlights on him

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Reminders for the Anxious/Depressed Creatives

You’re more than what you make.

Your productivity does not determine your value.

It’s okay to do nothing sometimes.

Not everything you do has to result in a product.

Not everything you make has to be important, significant, or even good.

You can make things just for yourself.

You can keep secrets for yourself, whether it’s not posting some of your projects or not sharing your techniques.

You’re allowed to say no.

You’re allowed to rest.

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Did another batch of sketch 'coms so I have some cash on hand for a trip I'm gonna head out on!

This one's (1/3) for @espeon9891 and their character, Hawthorne!

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Sometimes I forget that I can just draw something of mine for fun.

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Game Dev Update:

Currently catching up on the shit going on w/ Unity. Genuinely what the fuck??? So they're doing illegal shit now??? This fucking sucks man, literally my school's main game dev program IS Unity, I don't know how to use anything else yet, and I Just got the Adventure Creator asset for it to make my game for class. I don't even know c#. God Damnit man!!!!