everyinchofsanity46

[everyinchofsanity46]

There are three sides to what is playing in my headphones:

1. "Slit my wrists and watch the blood evaporate" "You might say it's self-destructive But you see it's more productive Than if I were to be healthy" "And I think I'll blow my brains against the ceiling" "Oh what a waste of a perfectly good clean wrist" "Oh God, I'm beautiful Oh God, I'm wonderful I'm marvelous, intelligent So why doesn't that make me feel better?"

"And I shot him with a forty fiIiIiIiIiIivvvvve"

2.

"PONYO PONYO PONYO FISHIE IN THE SEA"

"totoro totoro~"

"ahahahAHHHHHH- my little ponyyyyyyyy"

"(dabadabadadoodoo)... MOM!"

3. "phantom of the operaaAAAAAAAAAAAAA"

(Pssst, hey you, yeah you, if you listen to any of these artists/bands or watch/watched these shows/movies, which one's your favorite song/movie??)

p.s:

Any reccomedations??? for both music and movie/shows

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reblog if you're corny and insufferable

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Can you tell I love bracelets??

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Lol ran out of monster, waiting for myslef to crash out

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ty for liking alot of my posts ur so coolᐠ( ᐢ ᵕ ᐢ )ᐟ

Awww, thank YOU for liking My posts:):)

You're also fucking cool, I love the computer/robot thingys:):) so cuuuute:):)

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Kimchi is sooo yummy:):)

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Just wanted to show my newish awesome shoes

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#too lazy to tag

When someone sees me smiling and thinks I’m doing well.

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Why does this hit so hard though lol

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"You're faking it for attention" I say to myself alone in an empty room at 3:34am

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Why is Tumblr applauding me for "5 posts!" or "You liked 50 posts!" Like, yeah it's just me fuckin livin and shit

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Shit I should have done this sooner

(Block don't report please)

Hi friendos:):)

My name is Astrid/Aster (I am fine with both of these)

Pronouns: She/They/He (Idk, it fluctuates)

Before I dive in with stuff, I just want to say that most to all of my posts are venting, or about sh,sewerslide,disordered eating, etcetera etcetera

So if you don't like the content, then block me, don't report me please.

Uh, what else, uh, I am a minor

I am not diagnosed with anything.

If I don't reposnd or something it's cause my phone has a limit and stuff or i am not available (other than that I practically live on my phone lol)

And yeah, the stuff below is just more info about me so you can skip this part if you want:):)

Hobbies:

Kandi, art, reading, listening to music, wiritng song lyrics

Music taste/bands and artists I like:

Pierce the veil, My chemical romance, Leather mouth, any of mcr band member's solo works, system of a down, any solo work of SOAD, dark mirror ov tragedy, bustered/bursters, Mindless Self Indulgence (Yes I know they are problematic but their music is is good alright?), Malice Mizer (I don't know it that well but my friend introduced it to me and it is the bomb),Party cannon,DRESDEN DOLLLLS, All time low, Panic! at the disco,Blink-182, Hole, iron maiden, Black sabbath, and other bands I can't mention cause there is too much, TOO MUCH I SAY-

Other thingamajiggs that I like:

Sitcoms, Medical stuff, Toxicology, chemistry, action movies, rollercoasters, horror movies, Fangoria, wordscapes (LEVEL 266 BABY-), Waffles,pancakes,animals (Literally any I had a snake phase once and I binge watched Snake discovery), Monster energy (yummers), Nile red/blue, philosophy, books, makeupstuff, stuffed animals (who doesn't??),long fancy words, personality quizzes (ranges from "What character are you?" to "Can you get away with murder") or anything really lol, cooking and baking (Horrible at it but love to do it),staying up late, latin or greek (Dont speak or read it but it's just, AGGGHHHH), Salt and vinegar chips(I try to limit it though cause they usually lead to binges),marvelling the outside when it's dark/rainy/thundery/foggy/windy/gray, Boiling or ice cold baths,showers,black coffee, sleep (can't get any cause the monsters will get me hehehehehehe), paiting my nails, popsicles,screaming at whatever the fuck it there, chopsticks, pretzel brick, hot topic, chicken broth with pepper and salt, cvtting (can you tell?), Flippin off everything, other stuff cause like last time the list is way too long

Things I hate:

Just bad people in general, social activity for too long, brushing my teeth (Still doing it anyways), cleaning my room, getting up every single day, wondering if this life is even real or if it's just a dream/not feeling that you or stuff around you is weird or not real and questioning what the fuck is even happening, dealing with my mom or dad (i still love them though),school,homework,my scars,my fucking fat dumbass

Things I mildly dislike/get annoyed at:

When my headphones aren't loud enough (Max volume), when I mispell things (haha i do it all day everyday), SPOTIFY ADS, the feeling of being so tired and wanting to rest from being conscious but either your body's like "NOPE" or you do fall asleep and then wake up a few minutes later from a terrifying dream or just feeling like you're jolted out of your soul, accidentally summoning satan-

That's pretty much it, just remember, I am an annoying little s=piece of shit so interact at your own risk:):)

Have fun on tumblr:):)

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Should I post some of my scars???

Thank you for your participation:):)

(Also, the scars are mostly from cat scratches, all of my shit are dull as fuuuuu)

Edited:Also, ima just add this one quick thing, my scars ain't that visible cause most were just really deep cat scratches so you might not see alot based on the lighting)

Yall asked for it so here ya go

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Haha why the fuuuu am I so ugly

I see people that hate themselves (eventhough their so pretty) marvel at their scars but I just hate my scars they look ulgy as fuck but I wanna keep em so I don't do anything with it but yeah, my leg looks fucking ulgy and I'm ulgy anyway and the only thing pretty about cutting i when the blood starts to seep out cause blood is so pretty istg

(also, should I post my scars?? they ulgy as fuuu but it might be nice, hold on, gonna make a voting thingymajiggy)

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Is it just me or does the original monster not taste that good??

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Propaganda I won't stand for

Bedtimes

8 hours of sleep is nessacary

At least 1800-2400 calories per day to survive

"Your skin isn't paper don't cut it, for me please 🥺"

"Too Young" to be mentally ill or even just anxiety from time to time

"Not skinny enough to have an eating disorder"

"MoNsTer iS bAd For YoU"

Gonna go to hell for being lgbtq+

That my life is worth something

That I'm depressed

That I have anxiety

That there might be something wrong with me

That I'm sleep deprived (No, its not 2:26am whut are you talking about-)

That I have disordered eating

That I'm in denial

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(If anyone comments that I'm lying I swear to go-)

Lol, someone on pinterest told me that "no way you tried to commit su!c!d3 when you were 9, you were too young!"

Wtf is wrong with people man