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Yoku by Eve. Was admiring Yoneyama Mai's work again and also Eve's

ATTENTION

If you see this you are OBLIGATED to reblog w/ the song currently stuck in your head :)

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quiet woods.

(find me on instagram!)

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What do I put for title, I don't know I'll think of that later

I got a few things in my my mind that I wanted to express after just reblogging, scrolling Tumblr and doing "life stuff" this week. I've been doing pretty good and near the end of every week, I gradually get more tired. Not bad, not forgetting to be grateful but I got stuff on my mind:

Patience, how long do I have to delay certain things in favour of other tending to more important matters?

Can I delete my reblogs, and then reblog them again where and when I want for the sake of balancing my own posts with the reblogs?

I have yet to create a master/introduction post 😔

I know I'll lose the likes, but I do not desire for my blog to be flooded with other people's work more than that of my own.

I'd like to share my art and post here, but the process seems too time-consuming, or I'm just too much of a perfectionist to just do it

Being a perfectionist is kinda complicated. You want to succeed and do your best and you have this idea of "your best" and you want to take your needed time to achieve that, but do you actually have that time? What if ... * Notices the "what if" statement*

The thought is "what if we don't have that time? What if there's a deadline to achieve these things? Is there a deadline? Then, when is that deadline?". There's many great and fun things I want to do in life and they're important, but always second priority.

I want to share my art but I also want to include "meaning". And to have a high chance of conveying those meanings requires deciding which art is worth sharing and which is not, or which is 'ideal' at a certain time. It requires proper captioning in every posts and ...uhuh.

Yupp, I'm overthinking, help

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This whole comic is a combination of two separate pep talks I got early on from a friend and my sister telling me the same thing. For every artist, voice actor, cosplay creator, writer, and creator, do not undersell yourself. Your skills and time are worth getting paid for. And for every person looking to commission a creator, if their prices are too high or you can't afford their art, that's ok. But there are many reasons why they charge for their work. Like everyone else, we gotta make a living. These lil turtles are just the cutest and I adore their familial relationship in the series 💚 So it was great to get to draw Donnie helping Mikey with a power point presentation/pep talk.

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Bye bye baby blue

I wish you could see the wicked truth

Caught up in a rush, it's killing you

Screaming at the sun, you blow into

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Rise is like a sleeper agent in my brain, the moment I think about it too much the brain worms start burrowing again.

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GASP, OLD ART THATS STILL AWESOME THAT I NEVER SHARED!

This. THIS!!!! This one ill forever be proud of.

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Colored some of my old Donnie doodles! I LOVE MY SILLY ANGST TURTLE 💥💥💥💥🔥🔥🔥🔥 I need to beat him up

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this is so beautiful, everyone, look at it, Look. at. it.

Mikey's kitchen caught on fire yall :D

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🥰🩵🩵💙

Yayy!! Finally something that's not Murder Drones for once XD

Also Rise is still one of my favourite shows....and Leo's my fav, sooo 👉👈

I drew the pictures based on references, for practice :3

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What is the experience of RP-ing like?

Yupp, a genuine question from me

I've always been interested in what many of you do, that is roleplay ing as your ocs or fictional characters. I've Rp-ed before but that was a looong time ago and I Rp-ed as a dragon in ROBLOX hahah.

I missed it, it was fun. I remember there's a certain feel or headspace you have to tap into to Rp, at least in my experience. I've just been thinking a lot about how I could try it again because I'm just really interested.

How does it feel like? (⁠●⁠_⁠_⁠●⁠)

Do you naturally just start and continue the rp or you have to think hard about your next line?

What about the cringe, the fear of shame or you don't know what that is? /hj (I personally still struggle with embracing cringe, blame reality for that. I'm here on Tumblr rn literally because of that and my unhelpful mind. Mind-setting is a constant effort y'all know?ToT)

Do you have to be scared of anything if you're going to rp? Cuz I am scared of everything ahhahahsh

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listen when you lose an online art competition against your art rival sometimes you just gotta be mean about their art and not be judged for it and thats what big brothers are there for

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I love dark ghostly vibes

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I love it when they copy/mimic each other:

Something about Mikey’s and Leo’s cute dynamic rewires my brain.

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jungle gym

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guys look I tried making a turtle tot leo

He’s my first completed sculpt, so he looks a lil wonky. But I love him. His comic book is a separate piece which means he can also hold porcelain duckies!