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You deserve a love that doesn't confuse your nervous system.

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I wish mom had aborted me.

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Sylvia Plath, aged 29, after discovering her husband's affair, in a letter to Ruth Tiffany Barnhouse Beuscher, her former psychiatrist (dated Friday, 20 July 1962)

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Es ist Mai und ich geh mal wieder ein

Versinke in nem Strudel zwischen Fragen;

Soll ich geh‘n oder bleib‘n?

Komm‘ auf keine klare Antwort

Kann mich nicht entscheiden

Und würd‘ am liebsten alles aufgeben und nie wieder leiden

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my negativity is making their life worse

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my whole personality is literally a disorder bro

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dont know if i'll ever have a normal job, or a normal life, or be able to take care of myself or be okay

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when someone asks what's wrong but i can't form a response because i can't just say "it's just the way my brain is"

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fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

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doesn’t everyone constantly feel like they’re acting. All the time

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Somedays I want to pull my heart out of my chest just so I can stop feeling this way.

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Is your soul okay?

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that time of the year when you realize the depression isn’t seasonal

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I hate when people say suicide is the easy way out, they have no idea the pain you must be in to want to end your own life