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Update: as of November 2017. We broke up. found out i was the OTHER woman. damn. 7 months of courting and 4 months of being "together" aint nothing if u a cheater. i still thank you for the lessons tho

sana ako lang no? 😂

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I grew up thinking that in order to live a happy life, I had to get good grades and go to a prestigious university and get a highly paid job. But as I grew older I began to realise that in order to life a happy life, I had to choose it for myself and not live a life that others expect of me, whether it be your parents, teachers or friends. This is your life. I made a decision that I didn’t want to be successful and live in a big house with fancy cars in the drive. So, I packed my bags and got out of this little town that had suffocated me for the last 18 years and drank coffee in small shops in Germany, chased the Horizon in Australia, woke up with a mountain view in Singapore. How beautiful is it to know that your feet have walked the grounds of many different countries and your skin has felt the air of many busy cities. Please darling, do not get lost in society’s belief that you are only successful if you have a well paid job, like I once had. As humans, we are going to die, that is one thing we are guaranteed in life. What will you care about the most while lying on your death bed, your fancy cars, big house? Or the stories and experience you have encountered on the journey of this beautiful thing called life? So there’s one thing I ask of you: please travel. Whether you’re 21 or 49. It is never too early nor too late so see the beautiful world.

i-wonder-lust  (via wnq-writers)

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Having depression is like wanting to go home but you don’t know where that is anymore

I just want to go home. Please let me go home

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“do you remember when you were a child

and you thought

that when you became a teenager

when you became older,

you would party every night

until 4 am

its quite ironic

because little did you know

that at 4 am

you’d be hysterically crying

and debating whether or not to take your life.”

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I’m constantly torn between wanting to recover and wanting to be self-destructive in any way possible.

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Oh I wish.

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if this is how my life is going to be, i don’t want it anymore

anonymous  (via depresseddisneyprincess)

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help me find a way to pass the time,  everybody telling me life’s short, but I wanna die.

The Brightside - Lil Peep (via pessimisticfvck)

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I’m so tired, stressed, and I’m sad. Everything hurts. I’m about to breakdown, I know I should be stronger than this, But I’m not.

(via suicidalnixi)

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day 1

i still want to die