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Katniss's Narration vs Haymitch's Narration

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Dodging SOTR spoilers left and right even though it’s just laziness that’s preventing me from finishing it..

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Just spent an hour trying to educate a white person why Letty’s actions are inexcusable…

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I’ve seen so many people hating on the UK cover for Katabasis but i honestly think it’s nicer..

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dodging SOTR spoilers bc i refuse to read anything else before finishing babel

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The urge to write a book knowing that i’ll probably give up after writing one chapter

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Love walking around in girly outfits with prime Jme playing in my headphones

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There is no one more evil than a self-proclaimed girl’s girl.

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the crook of someones neck is the most sleepable place ever. shout out crook of necks i love you guys

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Will Herondale, having to be cruel against his very nature every single day to everyone, terrified of Jem leaving, crying himself to sleep since learning of Jem and Tessa's engagement (every time Tessa sees him it is mentioned he is red-eyed), walking around London endlessly to outrun his own thoughts, unable to let anyone know. James Carstairs, dying and terrified it will break Will, growing weaker and hating himself for it, killing himself for fear of letting Tessa know her love isn't sustaining his life, unable to let anyone know. Tessa Gray, beaten and slapped, exhausted to tears in a prison, terrified for her brother and if he's dead, loving two people equally and having to hide it from both, unable to let anyone know. Gideon Lightwood, walking away from his family, hoping to be a better man that his little brother can look up to, wanting to save him from their childhood, in love with a woman that does not seem to want him, unable to let anyone know. Gabriel Lightwood, alone in a house with his father going mad, heartbroken at his brother leaving him, trapped by the Consul's blackmail, unable to let anyone know. Cecily Herondale, losing both her siblings in a matter of days, growing up alone and having to learn to repair the cracks left behind by her brother leaving, being angry at him for not thinking their family was worth it, unable to let anyone know. Sophie Collins, only a servant, her only wish to be a Shadowhunter being one which can never come true because she has a debt to repay, in love with a man with whom it can never work out, unable to let anyone know. Charlotte Branwell, her only desire to influence and help and protect being mocked and crushed by men, in love with a man that looks at her as a friend, unable to let anyone know. Henry Branwell, knowing things work different than what he's been taught, knowing he is right but cannot possibly explain and will always be laughed at as insane, in love with a woman that married him for convenience, unable to let anyone know.

The Infernal Devices understood loneliness like no other book I've read, the bone deep sense of being utterly alone even when surrounded by people.

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The Infernal Devices will always have a place in my heart

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you’re the risk i’m gonna take it (opening tumblr in public)

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Girl who cares so much it makes her sick: whatever I don’t even care

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Guys i fear it has become an obsession now..

do i know anything about leon kennedy or resident evil? No.

Will i save every single edit i see? Yes.

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do i know anything about leon kennedy or resident evil? No.

Will i save every single edit i see? Yes.