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being misogynistic is so addicting when literally every woman i talk to online or irl is desperate to be treated that way, it makes them so happy, misogyny is enrichment ✨

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Porn is incredible bc it fools women who are watching cunts get beaten into thinking they wanna be that cunt. And then they start seeking out violent sex, they get what they think they want, and then theyre so traumatized that violent sex and rape are no longer a fantasy, but a need.

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i messaged you on the first day of my tasks but i thought i'd wait until near the end of the week before i sent you an update on my training.

Monday - I got all dressed up to clean the house all day (cute underwear, collar, rainbow socks) and in between cleaning each room I went to my mirror and humped a pillow on the ground with my tongue out. I put bright purple lipstick on because I didn't have any pink and i just looked so stupid and pathetic. if anyone saw they never would have taken me seriously again.

Tuesday - I got dressed up again and did much the same as the day before, it's a bit of a blur now as I was listening to a lot of brainwashing audios. I also walked around with a vibrator in my panties and it felt so good whenever i bent at the waist. I ended up cumming accidentally while bent over my sink staring into my eyes thinking how stupid and mindless i looked.

Wednesday - I wanted to be extra degrading today but my gf decided to work from home. I had to be really quiet in the bathroom and humped against the rim of our bathtub which was really cold and didn't feel good but that didn't matter bc it was about feeling degraded. I licked up my mess after.

Thursday - I didn't have time this day to do much but a bit of touching in the bathroom but I still made sure to do an ahegao face as I rubbed myself in the mirror.

Friday - another busy day but when my gf went out to shop i got my tits out and jiggled in the mirror while smiling like a good whore and made sure i reached an edge. looking in the mirror was starting to feel more right now then humiliating. i really miss that shame in my tummy.

Saturday - i'm going be a good girl now and go hump like i did on Wednesday with my gf asleep in our bedroom. i'll strip down completely naked and do ahegao and be my best dumb self for Daddy's amusement.

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So now that you’re getting accustomed to it. Your brain is settling in. Time to start fucking your brain in different ways.

Next part of training is to record yourself. Start out with making recordings in a gentle voice. Tell yourself what a dumb dyke slut you are choose a few phrases you latched onto and really drill them into your own skull.

For those watching, it’s good to give dykes a few choices here and there. That way they remember what freedom and choice was like and it never fully leaves so you can take it all away from them over and over when you violate them.

So mirror bitch, after you’ve made your recordings I want you to listen to them on repeat before you go out. Remind yourself who you really are and what you and your unused holes are made for.

Then start re-recording them in more firm and harsh tones. Start to come down on yourself for being a useless set of holes. Ask yourself why you aren’t making yourself useful for a man right now? You’re a useless dyke and the only way you can be useful for anyone that matters (Men) is as a cocksleeve.

Start peppering the harsher recordings into your routine until they are a regular part of it.

Then re-record a third time. This last time. Be harsh, be vile. Be cruel to yourself. Take all that inner self hatred and internalized misogyny and let yourself listen to it on a loop to remind you of your place. Listen to your recordings let your own voice permeate your head and let those intrusive toxic sick thoughts ring clear and true until you start to believe them.

Then come back to daddy for further instructions Mirror Bitch. There’s still more work to do.

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Been thinking a lot about how cunts are quite simply designed to be traumatized into submission. Whether you are a dyke or a fakeboy or a straight cis girl.

The pussy in its natural unviolated state has to be traumatized and ruined before it will accept cock, why should a dykes cunt be any different?

For the men out there who don’t know, quite often when a girl loses her virginity to a cock it is not pleasurable at all and quite simply uncomfortable and painful. My point is, that women are built to be traumatized into liking cock. It is baked into their DNA. Even if you’re a stupid dyke and have convinced yourself you don’t like cock, why did you start getting that needy hollow aching, yearning deep in your cunt after I violated you? After he violated you?

All cunts are meant to be traumatized into liking cock.

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The goal isn’t to turn a dyke straight, it’s to break her mind and body so thoroughly that even though she’s gay she can only get off to being violated by a real cock.

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So…my fuck buddy just deked out for emotional reasons. Now I have so much pent up energy that I need to get out.

So, first dyke I come across wearing rainbow socks is going to get dragged off and violated tonight. Could be you…

If nobody is wearing rainbow socks it’s a free for all. So I better see one of you idiot cockslut out there at the bar in your rainbow socks or I’ll have to traumatize and train a new dyke cock whore tonight.

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Hey sweetheart. Let’s play a game, it would be lots of fun…the rules are that if i can pin you down and you can’t escape then I get to use your body however I want.

“What if I don’t want to play?”

Well then it stops being a game sweetheart. Then I’m just violating your sweet little cunt and at least one way you have the illusion of choice.

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i have a standing mirror so i did what daddy said and stuck my tongue out in front of a mirror whilst humping a pillow while my gf was out today. the neighbours probably heard how desperate i sounded. i was staring into my eyes and it just made me so wet to see how stupid and brainless i looked. doing a task for a man i don't even know bc it made my slut cunt so wet and needy.

Good slut, since you reported back like a good girl I’m going to reward you by giving you a tag like the bitch in heat that you are.

🪞this emoji will identify you in my asks from now on Mirror Bitch. You want to learn how to be a good girl? Make it a fucking habit. If you can’t bring yourself to do it every morning, once a week, then when it’s routine. Push yourself to twice a week. Your starting goal is to get yourself to 3 days a week.

When you report back next dyke, I’ll start giving you fun little addons for your new training routine.

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i woke up early this morning and considered sleeping in some more when i realised this was the perfect time to go on tumblr and sit in the living room and scroll lgetsd Tumblr while my gf slept in.

i've already cum once but i'm still so horny from watching cock worshipping videos and listening to hypno files encouraging me to be dumb and slutty for some nameless master. i want to be degraded and humiliated for getting so addicted to this feeling, for being a needy insatiable slut that wants to stick her tongue out and hump her greedy pussy against anything and everything.

Careful what you wish for. Look in the fucking mirror sometime. Literally. Go and rub your stupid dyke cunt in front of the mirror while you think of being violated and practice sticking your stupid tongue out to look pretty for men. Then you can see what we all see and maybe it’ll be easier to accept that way.

I know it’s a lot of big words for a dyke’s little cock-addled brain to process. But you’re just a dumb worthless deluded drooling drenched desperate cock whore.

After I was done using you for my sick needs, and pumping load after log into your womb, I’d program my number in your phone and give you over to some filthy homeless bum in exchange for a cigarette and leave you to your fate in a dark dingy alley….

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Every time I hear the song “The Phoenix” by Fallout Boy I think of Dykebreaking and correcting fakeboys.

“I will change you, like a remix. Then I’ll raise you, like the Phoenix.”

Because that’s one of my favourite parts of this. When my cock violates a dyke or fakeboy it changes them. The trauma of being forced to orgasm on my cock will stay with you forever.

If I fuck you up just right… then soon you won’t even be able to cum unless you are at least thinking of being violated by cock. Soon it won’t be enough. Soon you’ll need it for real. But even that won’t be enough to fill the aching in your cunt.

People who are abused, are more likely to abuse others. In short. Good girls make more good girls. It won’t be enough to be a good cockslut. You need to make sure to spread your newfound cock-drunk bliss to others.

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If I bent you over and rubbed your cunt then pressed my throbbing cock against the entrance to your hole and made you beg me to put it in I bet you’d fucking do it.

It’ll be easier to break your body now that your mind is already fucked. Keep being a good girl. Keep fucking your mind until it’s beyond repair.

You’re such a dripping desperate drooling little dyke, would it even be SA? Or would you just let it happen and fucking like it?

I'd say i didnt want it for plausible deniability, but ...

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KILL YOURSELF KILL YOURSELF KILL YOURSELF YOU STUPID FUCKING RAPIST MALE. YOU ARE THE REASON WHY MEN RAPE LESBIANS. DIE. DIE A PAINFUL FUCKING DEATH. I HOPE YOU GET RAPED BY COCKS AND BECOME CORRECTED INTO A FAGGOT.

OOC: So I need to speak about this. These asks used to trigger me. But TBH. Whoever sent this is obviously in a lot of pain. I see that, I see you. You might even be someone I have engaged in play with through DM’s or maybe someone who used to read my posts who is going through something and feels shame and regret. That’s okay. I don’t like it when that happens but it’s a price you pay when you engage in this kind of kink and I’ve become used to it. Please find some way to get help and build a healthy support system for yourself if you can.

I have had enough death threats in my asks it doesn’t even phase me anymore. I simply feel bad for the person who said this. But no, I’m not the reason men rape lesbians. I’m no more a rapist than an Actor who plays one on TV.

This kink and online space exists as a safer outlet for the wild sexual impulses that can occur as a result of sexual abuse and harassment than taking them out for IRL and potentially subjecting others to abuse as a consequence which is what a lot of people do when they don’t have a safe outlet.

It’s also a safer environment to work out internalized misogyny and homophobia.

And the crux of this is that even the Doms who are here aren’t just here because we “like the idea of rough sex with lesbians and trans men.” I started developing this kink because growing up I didn’t know how to set firm boundaries , there would always be a man who would take an interest in me and refuse to accept that I didn’t like dick. Even some straight women have been completely and totally convinced I’m gay and insist upon it to the point it wears on my mental health. At my core, I’m into this because others have ignored and disrespected my sexuality enough throughout my life. I’ve been subject to enough sexual harassment by men throughout my life to understand how demeaning it feels and how it can wear down your soul.

Sometimes kinks come from our traumas. My kink at its core is playing out the ways that ways others have disrespected and/or ignored my gender and sexuality by disrespecting the gender and/or ignoring sexuality of others in a consenting fantasy space where boundaries are clear and firm.

In my real life I have saved people’s lives and I have actively prevented sexual assault. I work very hard to help people because I have a complex about it and it keeps me from wanting to self-harm. I want to make it clear that I do not need the validation of strangers who want me to die to feel like a good person in a space where I am basically playing pretend bad guy with a bunch of consenting adults. This is the last time I will be answering one of these because I get at least 1-2 per week.

AND IF YOU ARE GOING TO WISH DEATH UPON ME, BE MORE ORIGINAL. Almost every death wish I receive follows this format…

Die die die. Series of insulting adjectives. Some vague justification for why I am the worst and deserve to be permanently harmed maimed sexually assaulted and/or killed. Some more curses and insulting adjectives. Then a wish and/or threat that I am to be sexually assaulted my a man.

Have a good night folx. I’ll be back in a few days. It’s been absolute chaos IRL.

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what awful degrading mantras will you force me to repeat while you rape my boycunt?

“I’m not a boy just a stupid fucktoy.”

“My cunt is made for real cock.”

“My pronouns don’t matter, only my cunt and my tits.”

“Cock in Brains out. Cock in brains out.”

And a classic but it never gets old.

“Thank you for raping me sir.”

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I envision a future where it’s legal for men to rape any dyke or fakeboy when she is wearing Rainbow Socks because, of course… take a deep breath and say it with me, just in your head.

“Rainbow socks are for taking cocks.”

Now, whisper it under your breath. Ever so quietly.

“Rainbow socks are for taking cocks.”

A little louder. Ever so slightly.

“Rainbow socks are for taking cocks.”

Let the phrase ring through your head. Keep repeating it. Go buy a pair of rainbow socks. Put them on, take some photos of you touching yourself with your rainbow socks on and beg me to violate you, you Dirty Dumb Desperate Deluded Drooling Dyke Cock Whore.

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100 posts! Over 500 followers. I know I just returned after a long hiatus but thank you all so much for your support, the fact I still continued recieving support, asks and DM’s after I left is really encouraging.

Thank you to everyone who got me this far! See you all at 1000!

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Lesbians are so rarely on birth control.

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wish you could break my boycunt with your fat cock :( show me what a real man can do and take advantage of me

I have to be honest, I love you Pathetic drooling cuntboys. But there are so many of you in my DM’s and Asks that you need to start putting yourselves in vulnerable positions for me if you want it so fucking bad you dumb rape whores.