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f1lovr · 2 months ago
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UP ALL NIGHT
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` . . ── 𝓹airing oscar piastri x 𝒇 ! reader
𝓢. you keep your boyfriend up with your ridiculously cute and silly questions 。。 𝔀c 1413
𝓻oro's msgs : 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝗂𝗌 𝖺 𝗐𝖾𝗅𝖼𝗈𝗆𝖾 𝖻𝖺𝖼𝗄 𝗀𝗂𝖿𝗍 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗆𝗒 𝖻𝖾𝗌𝗍𝗂𝖾 @lovings4turn 𝖨 𝗁𝗈𝗉𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖾𝗇𝗃𝗈𝗒 𝗂𝗍, 𝗆𝗐𝖺𝗁 😽
ᆼᆽᆼ 𝖿𝖾𝖾𝖽𝖻𝖺𝖼𝗄 & 𝗋𝖾𝖻𝗅𝗈𝗀𝗌 𝖺𝗋𝖾 𝗁𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗅𝗒 𝖺𝗉𝗉𝗋𝖾𝖼𝗂𝖺𝗍𝖾𝖽 !
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Oscar laid on his stomach, head half-buried in his pillow, hair damp from a rushed shower, and sweatpants slung low around his hips. His shirt had ridden up to show his pale ribcage; you can tell by the slow and heavy breaths that he’s close to falling asleep. He had come back home dead tired from a day of training, nearly falling asleep in the shower if it weren't for you reminding him not to hog all the hot water. 
You quietly snuck out of the bathroom and into the bedroom that was dimly lit from the small lamp that was on your desk, a gift from Oscar who swore it wouldn't hurt your eyes. You quietly tiptoed to the bed, scrunching your nose up at the sound of the bed creaking when you got on it. You smiled and watched as he barely stirred as he felt the mattress dip under your weight as you moved to lie on your side next to him. He looked so cute with his cheeks pressed into his pillow, his sleepy pout on his lips, and his messy hair, you almost hated to disrupt his peace, almost. 
“Osc?” you cooed, laying a gentle hand on his back, rubbing soft circles over the dip of his back, your other hand holding up your head. He breathed out a quiet exhale, letting out a small hum, too tired to speak. All he could think about was how warm and comfortable the bed was, practically lulling him to sleep. 
“Would you still love me if I were bald but only had bangs?” Your tone was dead serious but soft, waiting patiently for your boyfriend's response. He slowly turned his head to face you, eyes still closed, and face still pressed into the pillow. “What?” he mumbles out in confusion and disbelief, voice muffled by the pillow. 
“Omg I knew you wouldn't,” you pouted dramatically with a small huff, moving your hand from his lower back to teasingly poke at his side. Oscar lets out a strange noise at the feeling of your fingers digging into his skin, instinctively bringing his arm down to protect his side. He let out a small groan, looking at you through his half-lidded eyes, his words held no weight as he muttered, “You are being ridiculous.” 
“Ridiculously in lov—“ you cooed as you smiled at him, only to be cut off when he surged forward, taking your lips into his. You let out a muffled hum at the happy interruption, leaning into the kiss as your lips slowly moved in tandem. Oscar rested his forehead against yours, mumbling against your lips, “Go to sleep.” 
You pouted with a small huff as he pulled away and lay his head back on the pillow, his eyes closed. He just gave you one of the most breathtaking kisses, and yet he was lying back down? You roll over to lie on your stomach, your legs up, as you rest your head in your hands. The last thing you wanted to do was sleep. You scoot closer to him, your sides pressed together as you look down at him and admire his features, whispering “you’re so cat coded” 
Oscar groaned and hid his face in his pillow. You tilt your head to the side and, absentmindedly, slowly kick your feet back and forth in the air. Your voice was soft and airy as you mused over it, “Would you love me if I were a cow?” 
Oscar lifts his head from the pillow, his face sleepy and his eyebrows furrowed in deep confusion as he turns his head to you. Oscar frowns. “Is this a trick question? That feels rude—“ 
“Omg wow, calling me rude now?” You gasped dramatically as you brought one of your hands up to rest on your chest, shaking your head in faux disappointment and hurt. He rolled his eyes and gave you an unimpressed look, making you bite your lip to hold in your giggles at how cute and grumpy he looked. He rolled over to lie on his back, stretching one of his arms behind his head while his other hand rested on his stomach as he tried to blink the sleep away. 
“I’d buy a farm okay, and I'd get that pretty white fencing you like, and I’d get you a big umbrella because I know you hate being in the sun for too long” Oscar hummed tiredly, not even sure why he was even entertaining the topic but it was entertaining you, so it was okay. Oscar kept his eyes on you, focusing on your pretty face so he wouldn’t fall asleep. He watched as your frown turned into a big smile. 
”That is like one of the most romantic things you have ever said to me.” You smiled as you moved one of your hands to grab his that rested on his stomach, interlocking your fingers with his warm ones, squeezing softly. You leaned down to kiss him, a small pout decorating your boyfriend’s lips when you pulled away before your lips could touch. Your eyes widened, and you quickly asked, “You wouldn’t let anyone else milk me, right?” 
Oscar choked on his spit in shock at the absurd question, exclaiming loudly, “Darling, what?” 
“You heard me.” You poked at his chest a few times, making him raise his eyebrow as he calmed down from his coughs. He must be delirious because what was happening? He grabbed your hand before you could poke him again, pulling you so you were fully lying down, head on his shoulder, as he moved his arm from behind his head. He mumbled into your hair, “Enough of this, please.” 
You pout but nonetheless listen to him, watching as he let out a small sigh and closed his eyes, his body relaxing as you placed a few kisses to his jaw. You blink a few times, not liking how sleepiness had crept up on you now that you were in your boyfriend's warm hold. You hum and move around a little to get more comfortable, tilting your head on his shoulder so you can still admire him. Your boyfriend had such a hot bod. 
“You’re getting tired,” Oscar whispered after a couple of minutes of silence. It was more of a statement than a question. Fluttering his eyes open, watching as you slowly blinked and nuzzled the side of your face against his shoulder, he could see and feel how you were getting more relaxed. You hid your face in your shoulder as you yawned, your voice muffled, “No, I’m not.” 
“Liar” 
“My pants aren’t on fire,” you feign innocence with a smile as you tilt your head to look up at him. Oscar playfully rolled his eyes at your sassy response, wrapping his arm around you tighter so you were fully pressed against him, your legs intertwined. His eyes fell to your bare legs before giving you a pointed look, “You’re not wearing any.” 
“Oops, you caught me,” a sarcastic smile decorating your lips, soon followed by a small laugh. Oscar couldn’t help but smile at the sound of your laugh and silliness, the bed squeaking as he moved to lie on his side, adjusting so he could hold you more comfortably. He brought his hand up to fix your slightly messy hair from moving around, resting his hand on the back of your head softly as he leaned in.
He kissed your cheek, your temple, then your neck, then your nose as if he was trying to memorize every inch of you before he pressed a tender kiss to your waiting lips. You bring your hand up to cup his warm cheek, melting into the kiss. He slowly pulled away and placed a long and soft kiss on your forehead before you nuzzled your face into his neck, the sleepiness finally getting to you. 
Oscar hummed happily and closed his eyes, stroking your back softly, knowing that it would help make you fall asleep. His lips twitched up in amusement as he thought back on the silly things you asked him. He whispered sleepily in your ear, “I wouldn’t let anyone else milk you.” 
“Promise?” You asked quietly, a sleepy smile on your lips, happy that he went along with your silly question. Oscar hums tiredly as he squeezes you, mumbling into your hair, “Promise.”
You smile and finally allow yourself to fall asleep, Oscar’s warmth and soft touch lulling you into a sweet sleep. 
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𝓻oro's note. this is probably one of my favorite things I’ve written in a while!! i missed writing for osc 🥹 I really hope you guys like this, there will be a lando version!! Please give my some feedback, I’d love to hear your thoughts!! Thank you sm to my bestie @winterbarnesblog who helped me sm with the dialogue for this!! Couldn’t have done it without you sweet ana 💗
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f1lovr · 2 months ago
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WE GOT A HUGGER! | LN4
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note: i am such a softie for this gif bro, thank you for your service to whoever made it.
pairing: lando norris x reader
summary: in which your boyfriend loves hugs
warnings: none, tooth rotting fluff
if there was one thing that you didn't expect from lando when you started dating, it was his love for hugs.
lando's love for hugs wasn't something that was necessarily noticeable. no definitely not noticeable unless you were his girlfriend, who noticed he was a hugger to an abnormal amount.
not that you were complaining though.
you thought oscar was the supposed koala since he was australian but it was lando who was actually the clinger.
you didn't even know when it started, not until one day you had hugged him hello and he had hugged you a little tighter than normal. his hands splayed across your back, head resting on your shoulder, holding you a little longer than normal.
"are you trying to suffocate me norris?" you asked playfully. he only smirked though, moving to tuck his face into your neck like it was the most natural thing in the world for him, like he wasn't just holding you and not letting go.
and that's when you started noticing it. your boyfriend loved hugs a lot more than he had been letting on.
he had stopped hiding it eventually, even going as far to open his arms for you when he saw you, a silent invitation, and once you were in his embrace it was like he could breathe again.
then, you figured out that with each instance, for him there was always a reason to hug you, always a reason to have his arms around you. and from that you slowly started discovering the different types of lando norris hugs.
there was his 'i missed you' hugs.
these typically came in the late hours of the night, after lando gets in from his flight from long race weekends. you typically would have tried to stay up for him only for sleep to take you every single time.
and every single time lando would find you in bed, curled up and waiting for him. and every single time he dropped his bags on the floor of the bedroom you'd stir a bit, just enough that you could feel the way he would immediately climb into bed, his arms finding their way around you, pulling you against him so that you were flush with the rest of his body.
"lan, you're freezing," you'd giggle quietly.
"the plane was cold," he'd murmur into your shoulder, pressing soft kisses to it, followed by a soft and quiet, "missed you."
these types of hugs were all consuming, like in order to breathe properly every part of you needed to be close to him.
then there was the 'you're here and that's enough' hugs.
these were his lazy day hugs. his 'i'm content just where i am' hug.
typically it would look like you curled up on the couch, a book in your hand with a blanket tossed over your legs. lando would wander out from somewhere, looking completely and utterly content.
he wouldn't say a word, just move to sit down beside you, pulling you into his side. he'd exhale, almost as if you just being there filled an emptiness that had been sitting all day.
"everything okay? what's this for?" you'd ask looking up at him.
he would always shrug, his lips quirking into a lazy smile, "no reason, just like being with you," he'd say.
and so you'd sit, your head tucked into the space just under his chin, his arms tightening around you, just the two of you together.
there was also his 'i'm tired' hugs.
these hugs didn't even necessarily consist of just when he was physically tired. these hugs typically happened when the world felt heavier than normal on his shoulders.
he wouldn't ask for them. but the way he would walk, with his shoulders slumped and tired eyes, his hood pulled over his head like it could protect him from something, you would always automatically know.
you never needed to ask. instead you would just stand up, walking over to where he was and opening your arms for him.
he would step right into them, silent. his arms would find their way winding around your waist, like you were the only thing keeping him grounded to earth. his head would bury itself in your chest.
no words. no explanations. only the beating of your heart against his.
your hand would rub his back as you asked softly, "bad day?"
he wouldn't say anything in return, only nodding his head in return, but that was enough for him, enough for you.
you didn't need to fix him, he didn't want you to, you didn't want to. you only needed to hold him until whatever it was hurt a little less.
your personal favorite would always be his 'everything will be okay' hugs though.
these were never for a good reason. they were always when your world was crashing. your hard days where work would go for too long, or something would happen that stressed you out more than normal, everything eating away at you like you were some buffet.
you would put on a smile but lando would always see right through it.
you were always one step in the door when he was there, his hand catching the bag that you would drop onto the floor before it was able to make too loud of a noise or accidentally knock something over, his arms immediately wrapping around you without another word.
and you would break. your face would smush into his chest, your breathing unstable as you sobbed. he never asked. he never needed to.
his hands would run over your back, soothing you as you cried. he would always speak to you in a soft voice, one that was barely there, one that grounded you.
"i've got you. just breathe. you're okay. i'm here."
while the reasons were never good, they were always your favorite, because lando would always be home for you.
your boyfriend was a clinger, there was no questioning it. whether it be the random ones where you would be cooking breakfast in the kitchen and he'd give you a back hug out of nowhere, or where he'd physically demand for one from you.
you were stood doing laundry, just sorting the socks, not doing anything necessarily glamorous, lando leaning against the doorframe with his arms crossed.
he wasn't saying anything, but he had that look on his face. his eyes soft, mouth just barely smiling.
"what?" you asked, your head tilting as you looking at him.
his arms opened, "come here."
you stopped what you were doing, dropping the socks you were sorting and made your way straight into his chest, his arms folding you into him, the only place you were meant to be. your ear pressed against his chest listening to his heartbeat as his fingers drew little, lazy shapes across your back.
"why do you like hugs so much," you asked tilting your head up so your chin was resting on his chest as you looked him.
he only shrugged, "i don't know, everything just feels like it's okay when i'm holding you."
"you're ridiculous," you'd giggle, your voice muffling as you bury your face into his chest again.
"and yet you still come running," he would say with a grin.
and that was lando.
he didn't just like hugs, he needed them. not as some sort of weakness, just reminding him of the different people and the places that grounded him onto earth.
nothing could compare to your arms around him, you in his arms. not the podiums or the wins, or the sensation of driving.
all because you were the safest place for him.
and to you? being loved by him like that, his arms always finding their way around you, it was everything you could ask for and what you never knew you needed.
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f1lovr · 2 months ago
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MISTAKEN MAJESTY | OP81
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note: WELCOME WELCOME WELCOME
pairing: oscar piastri x fem!reader
summary: in which Y/N thought she was gonna have a normal summer... or in which Y/N gets swept into a life of royalty and lies and finds herself falling for the prince along the way.
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1: let the adventures begin
you stepped onto the cobble of the luxurious streets of Valmont. The taxi having jolted to a stop in front of one of the grandest hotels that you had ever seen. The air even smelt rich as you stepped out, like sea salt and lavender. expensive.
your camera was slung over your neck, backpack hanging off of one shoulder. your legs were sore because of how long you had been cramped into your seat on the train and your wallet was definitely lighter already, and your phone sat at 5% and was dropping quicker than you wanted. but you were here.
after everything, flights getting cancelled and rebooked, and then delayed. after that cramped 6 hour train ride where you were shoved next to some guy with a chicken in his lap the whole time. you were finally there.
valmont. it was such a beautiful country. it was the country in a sense. it looked like it would be one of those google photos you found when you looked up paradise. the sweeping hills, different cliffside villas, flowers filling the balconies like it was nobody's business, windy roads that looked like an old car drove on them for a movie.
"is this where we're staying?" you friend emma whispered, her eyes wide as she stared at the giant and definitely overpriced building in front of you, the Grand Hotel du Soleil, "it looks like a palace," she whispers.
"it's a hotel," your stepsister, lila, said, a disapproving glance on her face, reluctantly dragging her suitcase behind her.
your head tilted back as you stared at the hotel in front of you. The Grand Hotel du Soleil definitely did not look like a hotel, you could agree with emma on that one. It's marble columns and wrought iron balconies made it look like something straight out of some period drama. A fountain at the front of it all with cherubs dancing in the water.
you were almost 99% sure that the cherubs had a better skincare routine than you did.
"no, this isn't our hotel, unfortunately," you mumble in response. your actual hotel was the one next to it, just down the block, the one that didn't have a driveway and so you had to be dropped off here instead, at the palace like hotel, almost like it was mocking whoever was staying at the hostel just down the road.
you only hoped the free wifi and working shower was real and not some budget inn hoax.
"we should peek inside, just two minutes," emma all but begged.
"emma no, there is a shower calling our names actually," lila dragged.
and because you were tired, and maybe hoping for some sort of magic miracle, you agreed with emma.
"no, emma's got a point, we should take a peek, just for fun. we're exploring the city lila, seeing all the sights, that's what you wanted to do remember? what's two minutes in a really nice hotel that probably has amazing architecture going to do?"
"make us more disappointed that we're not rich freaks and instead have to stay in some dry hostel down the street, come on y/n, this hotel is literally laughing at us and we haven't even stepped inside," lila argues.
"lila where's your spunk, come on," you say grabbing her hand and following emma inside the doors of the massive hotel. just one peek at the architecture and then you'd go.
inside everything sparkled. the air filled with an expensive smell. chandeliers that dripped from the ceiling like rain. the check in desk was literally gold and the woman manning the desk looked like she'd yell at anyone who so much as looked like they didn't have a certain amount in their bank account.
yet she stared at you. confused almost. and then at her next words you realized she was confused.
"your highness," she says calling from behind the desk.
you turn your head looking behind you thinking she couldn't possibly be talking to you, lila and emma following your lead.
"me?" you ask confused pointing at yourself, her eyes were look directly at you. okay yeah so she was definitely talking to you but you were definitely not somebody that got called 'your highness.'
her eyes widened even more, "yes? lady isabelle. we weren't expecting you here until later this evening though." she says her eyes looking at you as if you were the stupid one here.
emma choked beside you, "what is happening," she mutters quietly.
lila gripped your arm, it almost went numb because of how hard she gripped you, "just smile and nod," she mutters to you.
"i- um-," you stutter.
"please, allow me," a concierge says as he steps closer to your group as the woman at the desk waves her hand, motioning for him to get to work. "the east wing suite has been prepared for your arrival. follow me and i'll lead you to your room, and i'll ensure your bags are brought up immediately."
you looked like a goldfish with the way your mouth opened and closed, too stunned to speak. what was happening. emma took your hand.
"okay. let's pause. but also maybe we don't. that lady is staring you down thinking your some royal highness and honestly that east wing suite sounds a lot better than that hostel. and you look the part."
you were frozen, "what part," you hiss.
"just go with it," lila hissed, "this is the closest thing we're ever going to get to royalty and if you don't do it, i will."
"you're going to just let her think i'm this lady isabelle chick?" you all but whisper scream.
"you are lady isabelle," emma says with a small wink, her hand already tugging you towards the elevator where the concierge was waiting for you all, "at least for an hour."
you stared between your friend, step-sister, and the concierge, who was looking at you with a slightly concerned smile.
and with your heart pounding, and the idea that it would only be for an hour, and because the carpet was probably one of the softest things you've ever stepped on, you threw on the best fake smile you could muster.
"yes," you mutter, "let's... go upstairs then."
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f1lovr · 2 months ago
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THE FLAT NEXT DOOR | OP81
an: @iimplicitt started drawing a firefighter oscar and next thing i knew, i was writing this story. it's so dear to me, firefighter!oscar you mean so much to me. also ive written something similar to this called sunflower syndrome (i dont think ive posted) which i can post, its next door neighbours and shes a single mum as well, its completed just never been posted lol - lemme know if you want it
summary: a firefighter with a soft heart & no idea what he’s doing with his life. a single mum who gave up everything for a tiny pair of shoes. a six-year-old matchmaker with a butterfly painted on her cheek. and the slow, aching kind of love that feels like coming home.
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Oscar hadn’t planned on becoming a firefighter. In fact, he hadn’t really planned on anything. Life, so far, had been a series of decisions made more out of avoidance than ambition. Moving to England from Australia at fifteen had felt like starting over in the middle of a film, he’d missed the beginning and had no idea what the plot was meant to be. His accent had softened over the years, but the disorientation never quite left.
By the time he finished school, uni felt like a trap more than an opportunity. He wasn’t academic, not really. His girlfriend back then had big dreams and a UCAS application filled out before the rest of them even figured out their predicted grades. She wanted him to come with her. Scotland, maybe, or Manchester, but he couldn’t pretend to want something just to stay close. Long distance sounded like a slow death, and he was already tired of pretending to care about futures he couldn’t picture. They broke up in late spring, somewhere between the last exam and prom. He barely remembered the conversation now, only the strange mix of guilt and relief afterwards.
The fire service had been a suggestion from someone he barely knew, his mate’s older brother or a careers advisor he met once. The idea stuck, though. It felt solid, practical. So he moved to a town just outside London, somewhere not too fast but not too sleepy either. Now, in his mid-twenties, he still wasn’t sure it was what he wanted, but it was something. A job, a flat, a rhythm.
The flat was part of a red-bricked terrace that hadn’t aged gracefully but wore its wear with a sort of tired charm. Peeling paint on the railings, a communal garden mostly made of grass that didn’t grow right, and neighbours you recognised before you knew their names.
For a while it was quiet on his floor until his neighbour moved in not long after he did, though they didn’t speak properly for months, he always saw her. She was quiet, but not unfriendly. Always rushing, school runs, shopping bags, the sort of tired that didn’t come from lack of sleep but from doing everything yourself. She had a daughter, six years old and full of questions, the kind who shouted hello from the doorstep and thought Oscar was a superhero just because he had boots by the door and came home smelling faintly of smoke.
He didn’t know much about her. She kept to herself, didn’t bring people round, and handled things with a quiet efficiency that made Oscar feel both impressed and slightly in the way. He saw her most often on Sunday mornings, pyjama bottoms tucked into socks, mug in hand while she coaxed the little one into her coat. He wondered, sometimes, if she had ever had a plan, or if she, like him, had simply found herself in a life that looked like it belonged to someone else.
The town had a softness to it in the early mornings, before the cars filled the roads and the high street buzzed with prams and pensioners. The air still held a trace of mist, clinging to hedgerows and the slate roofs that lined the close. Oscar liked this time of day, even if he wasn’t a morning person by nature. There was a quiet permission in the hush, like the world was still deciding what kind of day it wanted to be.
His flat smelled faintly of laundry detergent and burnt toast. He tugged on his jacket, the navy fire service one with the embroidered badge half-unpicked from where it had snagged last month. His boots were by the door, laces loose from habit. The station wasn’t far, a ten-minute walk if he didn’t stop for a coffee or get caught by someone with too many questions.
He swung the door open and nearly collided with her.
“Sorry—” they said at the same time, both stepping back, the awkward shuffle of neighbours not expecting to meet in the narrow shared walkway.
She was crouched beside Aurelia, zipping up a purple puffer coat that was already streaked with breakfast. Her hair fell forward as she glanced up at him, blinking through the unexpected encounter.
Oscar straightened, rubbing the back of his neck. “Didn’t see you there.”
“That’s alright,” she said, standing up. Her voice was warm, light, with the kind of casual tiredness that didn’t sound like complaining.
Aurelia grinned up at him, gap-toothed. “Are you going to fight fires today?”
He chuckled, crouching a little to her level. “If they start, yeah. Hopefully not too many, though. I’ve just cleaned my helmet.”
She giggled at that, and her mum gave him a grateful sort of smile, small, quick, like she wasn’t used to people being gentle with them.
Oscar stood again, unsure what else to say. The kind of silence that stretched just a second too long settled between them.
“School run?” he asked, just to fill it.
“Yeah. She’s already tried to convince me she’s sick twice.”
“I am sick,” Aurelia insisted. “Sick of spelling tests.”
That made her mum laugh, the kind of laugh that sounded like it didn’t come often enough.
Oscar smiled, then pointed toward the road. “I’d better get going before Zak starts calling. My boss has the patience of a gnat.”
She nodded. “Alright. Have a good shift.”
He hesitated for half a beat. “You too. I mean—have a good school run. And day. And… everything.”
She raised an eyebrow, amused. “You too, firefighter.”
As he walked down the path, he heard Aurelia whisper, “Mummy, I think he’s cool.”
He grinned all the way to the station.
The station smelled of instant coffee, damp gear, and the faint chemical tang of smoke that never really washed out. Oscar pushed through the side entrance, nodding at the watch crew already gathered in the mess room. The TV was on mute, rolling through the morning headlines, and someone had burned toast again, the fire alarm had a nasty habit of reacting more to that than actual emergencies.
He dumped his bag in his locker and shrugged off his jacket, already feeling the dry warmth of the place settling into his bones. There was a comfort to the station, rough around the edges, but reliable. It reminded him of the school changing rooms back in Melbourne: paint chipped from too many boots, the faint echo of shouts in the corridor, the shared understanding that none of it was glamorous, but it was theirs.
“Morning, mate,” came a voice from across the room.
Oscar looked up to see Andrea, one of the senior firefighters on his watch, cradling a mug with World’s Okayest Firefighter printed in peeling letters. He had salt and pepper hair, always grumbling about overtime, and somehow managed to be everyone’s uncle without trying.
“Morning,” Oscar replied, reaching for the kettle. “Anything going on?”
“Not yet. Callout at half three, car in a ditch near the A-road, but that’s about it. Oh, Zak wants a word when you’ve got a sec.”
Oscar groaned quietly. “Do I need to be nervous?”
Andrea grinned. “Always.”
He found Zak in his office, chewing on a pen lid and frowning at a stack of paper that looked older than both of them. He waved Oscar in without looking up.
“You busy this weekend?” Zak asked, without preamble.
Oscar blinked. “Uh, not really. Why?”
Zak finally looked up. “We’ve been asked to send someone to this community thing at Chestnut Grove Primary. Little safety talk, couple of demos, let the kids have a go with the hoses, all that, see the truck.”
Oscar raised an eyebrow. “Chestnut Grove? The one down the road”
“Yeah. Saturday morning. Council’s pushing the whole community engagement thing again. You up for it?”
He could’ve said no. He wasn’t the best with big groups, especially ones full of excitable children and clipboard-wielding parents. But something about the name clicked in his head, a flicker of memory. Hadn’t he seen little Aurelia in a forest green uniform?
“I’ll go,” he said, surprising even himself.
Zak blinked. “Right. Well. That was easy. Cheers.”
He left the office feeling oddly restless. Community events weren’t usually his thing, too many people, too many eyes. But he figured it was just one morning. How bad could it be?
Back in the mess, Andrea glanced up from the paper. “You’ve got that face on.”
“What face?”
“The one where you’ve agreed to something and immediately regretted it.”
Oscar shrugged, pouring himself a coffee that tasted vaguely of plastic and burnt hopes. “Just volunteered for the school event.”
Andrea gave a low whistle. “Brave man. Good luck dodging flying juice cartons.”
Oscar smiled to himself, thinking of Aurelia’s grin that morning, the way she’d looked up at him like he was some kind of action figure come to life. If nothing else, maybe it would be nice to see some children think he was a hero he 100% wasn’t.
It was one of those spring mornings where the sun tried its best, but the chill hadn’t quite loosened its grip yet. The air was sharp, fresh with that faint green smell of grass and new leaves, and the sky had that washed-out blue that promised warmth later, maybe.
Oscar parked the spare appliance near the edge of the school field, just where the tarmac gave way to a patch of uneven grass. The truck was technically out of use, something to do with the hydraulics, Zak had said, but it looked the part and that’s what mattered. He unfolded the little step ladder and opened up a few side panels to make it look more interactive. A pop-up banner flapped in the wind beside him, showing a smiling child in a tiny fire helmet with the slogan Be Cool, Stay Safe in cheerful red letters.
The fair itself was already in full swing: bunting strung between gazebo poles, the smell of frying onions from a burger van, and a trail of small children darting between stalls clutching glittery cupcakes and face paint flyers. Oscar had been given a little corner to himself on the edge of the field, which suited him fine. He liked watching the buzz of it all from a slight distance, present, but not in the thick of things.
He was in full kit except for the heavy jacket and helmet, both left hanging neatly inside the cab. Just his white fire service shirt rolled up at the forearms, and the braces of his overalls snug over his shoulders. He leaned against the side of the truck, hands in his pockets, the breeze tugging gently at the hem of his shirt.
A few curious kids had wandered over already. Two boys who’d wanted to climb inside the cab and press every button, a shy little girl who’d asked if he had ever rescued a cat from a tree, while he hadn’t, he said yes, and a boy who only cared about the siren.
Oscar found himself smiling more than he expected. There was something easy about it. Maybe it was the way kids didn’t expect anything except enthusiasm and the occasional high five. Maybe it was the way parents hovered a few feet away, grateful for five minutes of peace while someone else answered the never-ending questions.
He took a sip from his coffee flask, just as he heard the unmistakable patter of small feet sprinting across grass.
“Neighbour firefighter!”
He turned, and there she was, Aurelia, bounding across the field with a neon butterfly painted across one cheek and a balloon animal in one hand. Her plimsolls were slightly muddy and her coat was half unzipped.
Oscar laughed, straightening up. “Oh, I know you!”
She skidded to a stop in front of him, breathless with excitement. “Mummy said we might see you but I didn’t really think you’d be here!”
“Well, I don’t lie about fire engines,” he said, crouching down to her level. “That’s a very serious thing.”
She grinned, already peering into the open side of the truck. “Can I go in?”
“Course you can—but hang on a sec, where’s—?”
And then he saw her. Walking at a slower pace across the grass, hands deep in her coat pockets, eyes already on him. The breeze lifted the edge of her scarf, and her hair glinted slightly in the sun. She looked different here, more relaxed somehow, out of the usual early morning rush and into something softer.
“Hi,” she said, when she reached him. “Looks like you’ve got an assistant now.”
“Yeah,” he said, smiling, “bit short for the uniform, but she’s got enthusiasm.”
Aurelia had already clambered halfway up the step ladder, peeking into the cab with the confidence of someone who fully expected to be given the keys. Her balloon animal was now tucked under one arm like a sidekick.
Her mum laughed, folding her arms loosely as she watched. “She’s been bouncing off the walls since breakfast. I think she thought she’d get to drive it.”
Oscar grinned. “Could probably teach her. Might be more focused than some of the lads at the station.”
She gave him a look, one of those amused half-smiles he was starting to recognise, a little dry, a little warm. “You here all day?”
“No, just the morning. Couple of hours, bit of leafleting, bit of ‘don’t play with matches’ chat. Then I get to drag all this lot back to the station and pretend it never happened.”
“Well,” she said, glancing toward Aurelia now balancing with one foot on the step and the other poised mid-air, “you’re already a highlight. She’s going to talk about this for weeks.”
Oscar watched Aurelia for a beat, her complete absorption in twiddling the dials on the dashboard, and then turned back to her mum, catching the moment her eyes dipped.
Just for a second.
A quick flicker downward, over the rolled sleeves, the broad line of his shoulders beneath the white shirt, the dark straps of his overalls snug against his chest.
He smirked. “Careful, you’re staring.”
Her eyes snapped up, sharp and just slightly horrified. “I am not.”
“You are. It’s alright. Happens all the time,” he said, leaning casually back against the truck, utterly insufferable now. 
She scoffed, but her ears had gone pink. “No! I just think it’s a nice shirt. Very crisp. Good cotton, probably.”
Oscar chuckled, folding his arms. “I’ll let the fire service know. Get one sent out to you.”
“Oh, good,” she said dryly. “Nothing says flattering like free uniform merch.”
Aurelia’s voice rang out before he could reply. “Mummy! Come look at the back bit! There’s hoses!”
She gave him a look that said this isn’t over, then stepped past him to help Aurelia down. Oscar caught a whiff of her perfume as she moved, something light and clean, like citrus and soap, and tried not to look too pleased with himself.
He crouched again beside the little girl. “Want to hold the thermal imaging camera?”
Aurelia gasped like he’d offered her a crown. “Can I?”
“Course you can. Let me just grab it.”
While he disappeared momentarily into the side compartment, her mum looked after him, one eyebrow raised, like she was still debating whether to be annoyed or amused. Maybe both.
When he returned, holding the chunky bit of kit with both hands, he caught her smirking to herself.
“What?” he said, passing the camera to Aurelia.
“Nothing,” she said sweetly. “Just admiring the shirt again.”
Oscar grinned. “Thought so.”
And if he stood a little straighter for the rest of the morning, well, no one could blame him, really.
By midday, the fair was starting to wind down. The bouncy castle had deflated into a sad, crumpled mess, and a few stalls were already packing away jars of pick ’n’ mix and rain-speckled flyers. The sun had climbed properly now, still not warm, but bright enough to squint against.
Oscar stood by the truck, arms folded loosely, watching as Aurelia gave the thermal imaging camera a final, dramatic sweep across the grass, pretending to detect imaginary fires. Her mum hovered a few steps behind, rummaging in her bag, trying to locate a missing glove.
He caught her voice, half-muffled by the breeze. “Alright, Rels, we’ve got to go soon. Last bus is at twelve and I’m not chasing it again.”
Oscar straightened a little. She was looking at her watch, already slipping back into that quiet, slightly hurried rhythm he recognised from mornings in the shared walkway.
He pushed off from the side of the truck and wandered over, deliberately soft-footed across the grass. He stopped just behind her.
“Boo.”
She jumped about a foot in the air and turned, hand instinctively going to her chest. “God, don’t do that!”
He grinned. “Sorry. Couldn’t resist.”
She exhaled sharply, trying not to smile. “You’re a menace.”
Oscar nodded toward the road beyond the fence. “You’re heading off?”
She gave a small nod, still a little breathless. “Yeah. Got to catch the bus before it disappears into the void. It’s only once an hour out here.”
“Don’t bother,” he said, hands back in his pockets now. “Let me give you a lift.”
She blinked. “What?”
“I’ve got to drive the truck back to the station anyway, and Aurelia’ll love it. And I brought my car in this morning, first time in ages, I was running late, so I can just take you both home after.”
She stared at him, clearly caught off guard. “Oh. I mean, that’s kind of you. I don’t want to, um…”
“Inconvenience me?” he finished, one brow raised. “You wouldn’t be. It’s just a lift.”
She hesitated, glancing at Aurelia, who was now poking at the truck’s steering wheel with something close to reverence. “We don’t usually talk this much.”
Oscar gave a soft laugh. “Yeah, I’ve noticed. Thought I’d change that.”
She looked like she might say no, just on instinct, like she didn’t want to be a bother, but the words never quite came. Instead, she sighed and gave him a resigned sort of look.
“Fine. But only because Aurelia will probably combust if you offer.”
Oscar turned to the little girl, crouching again beside her with mock seriousness.
“Hey, Aurelia,” he said, “want to ride in the fire truck?”
Her eyes went wide. “What? Really?”
“Really,” he said, gesturing grandly toward the cab. “I need a co-pilot.”
She shrieked in delight and immediately threw herself at her mum, already halfway into the truck in her head. “Mummy, mummy, we’re going in the fire engine!”
Her mum shook her head with a quiet laugh, murmuring as she passed Oscar, “You’re going to regret this.”
But he was still smiling, already opening the cab door, like he doubted that very much.
Once he checked that everything was back in place, Oscar jogged over to the headteacher, a harried-looking man in a tweed jacket with a clipboard under one arm, who, thankfully, tended right to it and began talking to the stall holders.
When he turned back, he found Aurelia had already jumped in and her mother was right behind her attempting to get up herself. He came up behind her quietly, hand brushing gently around her waist as she shifted her weight.
“Easy,” he said near her ear, low and careful. “Didn’t want to startle you again.”
She tensed slightly, then let out a breath that was half a laugh, half something else. “You’re going to give me a heart attack.”
He tightened his hands around her waist and hopped her up into her seat then stood on the ledge. “Right then, Aurelia you’ll have to sit on your mum’s lap,” he told her, lifting her up onto her mother’s lap. “I haven’t got a booster seat, and I reckon you’d get swallowed up by that seatbelt on your own.”
“Okay!” Aurelia chirped, already clambering in. She nestled against her mum, legs swinging slightly, her face bright with excitement.
“Hold still a sec,” Oscar said, reaching in to pull the seatbelt across both of them. His arm brushed hers as he clicked it in, and when their eyes met briefly, he gave her a look that was pure cheek.
“Safe and sound.”
She raised a brow. “You enjoy this far too much.”
“I really do,” he grinned.
He stepped back, shut the door with a solid thunk, and jogged round to the driver’s side. Once inside, he leaned over and handed Aurelia a chunky black handset.
“Alright, Firefighter Aurelia,” he said, reaching for the cab’s radio. “We’ve got a very important mission.”
He pressed the button and spoke into it in his best dramatic voice. “Control, this is Unit Seventeen. We've received reports of a rogue ice cream van, repeat, rogue ice cream van, causing mayhem in the residential zone. Suspect is armed with sprinkles. Requesting permission to pursue.”
Aurelia squealed with laughter and clutched the handset like it was made of gold. Her mum shook her head, but Oscar caught the smile she was trying not to show as he flicked the ignition.
The old appliance groaned slightly as it rolled off the grass and onto the gravel path. The gate swung open ahead of them, and they bumped gently onto the road.
The drive was short, fifteen minutes or so, but it was quiet, in a good way. Aurelia made soft siren noises under her breath the whole time, practically vibrating in place, and her mum kept a steady hand around her middle to stop her launching herself at every passing tree or pigeon.
When they finally pulled into the station yard, the engine still humming beneath them, Oscar spotted Lando through the open shutters. He was parked in a camp chair just inside the bay, arms folded, head tipped back, fast asleep with a half-eaten bag of crisps in his lap.
Oscar flicked his gaze up to Aurelia, then caught her mum’s eye.
“Wanna wake up Sleeping Beauty?”
Aurelia’s face lit up. “Can I? Really?”
“Go on then,” he said, reaching up to the dash. “Just one burst, yeah?”
She bounced in her seat as he tapped the siren switch. The wail screamed to life, echoing through the yard. Lando nearly fell out of his chair, crisps flying in every direction.
Oscar killed the siren after two seconds, laughing as Lando stood up blinking, dazed and scandalised.
“What the bloody hell was that?” Lando shouted, wiping crumbs off his shirt.
Oscar stuck his head out the window. “Community engagement, mate.”
Aurelia was giggling so hard she nearly dropped her balloon animal.
Her mum shook her head, smiling despite herself. “You’re going to get sacked.”
Oscar smirked. “Not unless he grasses.”
He parked the truck, turned off the engine, and helped them both down one at a time.
As he pulled up, he looked at her sideways. “Worth it?”
She gave him a wry look. “You’re completely ridiculous.”
He grinned. “And yet, look at the smile on your daughter’s face”
She didn’t respond straight away, just looked at him, that same half-smile playing at her lips, but it didn’t quite reach her eyes yet. Not because she wasn’t happy, but because she wasn’t used to all this. The ease of it. The way he fit so seamlessly into an afternoon that wasn’t supposed to be anything more than a spring fair and a sugar crash.
Aurelia, oblivious to the grown-up moment passing quietly over her head, was already tugging at her mum’s hand.
“Mum! Look! Look, it’s like Fireman Sam! The pole! Can we slide down it? Can we?”
Oscar chuckled and crouched beside her. “You’ve got a good eye, Aurelia. That’s the real thing. Only the grown-ups are allowed on it though, bit dangerous, that one.”
She pouted, considering the injustice, then lit up again. “When I’m a grown-up, I’m going to work here with you.”
“Deal,” he said, offering her a pinky. “You’ll be the best firefighter in the place.”
She pinky-swore with great ceremony, and then launched into an intense interrogation about hoses, helmets, and whether or not he’d ever saved a dinosaur (he hadn’t, but he’d chased a very angry goose once, which she seemed to find acceptable).
Eventually, the sugar high began to dip and she slumped a little, thumb sneaking toward her mouth before her mum gently steered her hand away. Oscar caught the silent exchange and didn’t say anything, just gestured toward the far end of the garage.
“Car’s parked out the back. You ready?”
Her mum nodded, brushing a stray curl off Aurelia’s forehead. “Yeah. Let’s go before she falls asleep standing up.”
Oscar got changed out of his gear and wore just a hoodie and a pair of shorts as the girls walked to his car. They bundled into his car, Oscar making a show of unlocking the door like it was a limo and she was royalty, and within five minutes, they were on the road again, the fire truck a quiet memory behind them.
Aurelia was asleep before they turned onto their street.
Her head lolled against her mum’s arm, soft snores escaping in little puffs. Her butterfly face paint had mostly faded, a faint smudge of pink and glitter under one eye.
Oscar pulled into the car park behind the flats and cut the engine. The stillness after the hum of the engine felt sudden, like stepping into a moment that didn’t quite belong to the day.
She shifted carefully, not waking Aurelia, and glanced over at him.
“Thanks,” she said softly. “For all of that. You didn’t have to.”
He leaned back in his seat, eyes still on the dashboard for a moment before he looked at her.
“I know,” he said. “That’s kind of the point.”
They got out quietly, and he came round to open the door for her, taking Aurelia gently from her arms and settling her against his shoulder without fuss. She stirred but didn’t wake, hand fisting into the fabric of his shirt as though it were the most natural thing in the world.
They climbed the stairs together, slow and careful, her just a step ahead as they reached their landing. She unlocked her door quietly, reaching out to take her daughter back.
Oscar passed her over gently. “She’s heavier than she looks.”
“She’s all legs,” she whispered, smoothing Aurelia’s hair.
He nodded, hands slipping back into his hoodie pockets. For a second, neither of them moved.
The corridor was still. Just the hum of an old light overhead and the faint smell of fabric softener from someone’s laundry down the hall.
“I should… put her down,” she said, but her voice didn’t carry much urgency.
He looked at her then, really looked at her. “This was nice,” he said. “Spending time. With you.”
She held his gaze, surprised by how much that simple truth settled somewhere deep in her chest.
“Yeah,” she said after a moment, soft and honest. “It was.”
Neither of them quite knew what to say next. But it didn’t feel awkward, just quiet. Comfortable.
Then she smiled, just a little, and nodded toward her door.
“See you tomorrow, neighbour.”
He smiled back, stepping slowly away.
“Sweet dreams, Aurelia,” he said, softly, before turning and heading for his own door, the warmth of the moment still clinging to the edges of him.
And behind her closed door, she stood for a beat longer than she needed to, heart ticking just a little louder than usual.
A couple of days had passed, and the brightness of the spring fair had faded into a more typical grey sort of morning. The kind that didn’t quite rain, but threatened to at any moment. Oscar was shrugging into his station fleece, keys already in hand, when he stepped out into the corridor and nearly tripped over something on the doormat.
He blinked down at the small tupperware tub sitting neatly against his door, like it had been placed there with great care.
Inside, through the foggy plastic lid, he could just about make out a few slightly lopsided fairy cakes, frosting a bit wonky, a generous scattering of rainbow sprinkles on top. They weren’t shop bought. Not a chance. They had that unmistakable homemade charm, the kind that didn’t care about appearances but would taste better than anything in a bakery.
Tucked underneath the corner of the lid was a small card, folded over like a secret note passed in class. His name was scrawled across the front in purple felt-tip, the letters slightly uneven. 
He crouched down, picked it up, and flipped the card open.
Dear Mr Oscar,
Thank you for letting me drive the fire truck. You are the best firefighter in the world. I made you fairy cakes. Mummy helped but I did the mixing.
Love from,
Aurelie (age six and a HALF)
Oscar stared at the note for a long moment, a smile spreading slowly, unstoppably across his face.
He glanced at their door, tempted to knock, but it was early, and quiet behind the wood. Probably the usual hushed breakfast rush in there, uniforms, pony tails and cereal on the floor. He didn’t want to interrupt. Not yet.
So he tucked the card into his jacket pocket and examined the container, before heading off down the stairs with the kind of ridiculous warmth in his chest that made even a dreary Tuesday feel a little golden around the edges.
By the time Oscar got home, it was well past eight. His shift had overrun, as they often did, from a small domestic fire to someone’s car keys that were stuck in the car. He was knackered, hungry, and somehow still smiling like an idiot every time he glanced at the now empty cake tub in his hands.
He’d saved one. The best one, in his opinion. A bit sunken in the middle, heavy on the sprinkles, the icing smudged at the side like someone small had licked their thumb and tried to fix it. It was tucked into a bit of kitchen roll in the pocket of his coat.
The corridor light flickered as he climbed the stairs, his boots quiet on the worn carpet. Their doors faced each other, and for a moment, he just stood there, unsure if he was about to come off charming or really quite tragic.
But then he knocked.
Soft, just enough to be heard over whatever bedtime might sound like on the other side.
A pause. Then the click of the latch, and she opened the door just a crack before widening it when she saw him. She looked cosy, oversized hoodie, hair up, bare feet. The kind of comfort people didn’t wear unless they felt safe at home.
“Hi,” she said, surprised but not in a bad way. “Everything alright?”
Oscar held up the empty container like a peace offering. “Official return of government property. Wouldn’t want to be accused of fairy cake theft.”
She smiled, hand resting on the doorframe. “Did she really give you those?”
“Left them on my doormat. Full note and everything. Genuinely the highlight of my week.”
“She was very serious about it,” she said, laughing gently. “Kept asking if I thought you’d know they were from her. I told her you’d probably figure it out from the purple pen.”
“There was a lot of purple,” he nodded solemnly. “It was a full forensic giveaway.”
She laughed properly then, a hand over her mouth, and the sound curled around his ribs like a warm drink.
“I, um…” he shifted a little, suddenly aware of his own nerves, “I saved one. If she wants it back.”
She raised a brow. “You saved one?”
He held up his hands. “For sentiment, not greed.”
“Mm-hm,” she said, amused. “Well, she’s out like a light. Crashed in the middle of Matilda. Completely missed the part where Miss Trunchbull throws a child across the playground.”
“Shame. That’s the best bit.”
They stood there for a second longer than was casual, silence stretching warm between them.
Then, soft as anything, she said, “You want to come in?”
Oscar blinked. “Yeah,” he said, clearing his throat. “If it’s not weird.”
She stepped aside to let him pass. “It’s a little bit weird,” she said honestly, then smiled. “But not bad-weird.”
He slipped inside, brushing past her in the doorway, and something about the quiet of the flat, the low lamplight, the faint scent of strawberry shampoo in the air, it made him feel like he was somewhere he wasn’t quite ready to leave.
She shut the door behind them, and for the first time in a long time, he didn’t feel like just the neighbour with a fire truck.
He felt like someone she wanted to keep close.
The flat was warm in a lived-in sort of way. Not spotless, but comfortable. A couple of cushions on the floor, a half-folded blanket draped across the back of the sofa, a mug left forgotten on the coffee table with a teabag still inside. It felt like somewhere someone lived, not just existed.
Oscar stood a little awkwardly in the middle of the room at first, unsure whether to perch or hover. She motioned towards the sofa, already heading into the kitchen.
“Put the telly on if you want. I’ve got, like, two channels that work properly and one that just plays antiques shows.”
He chuckled, watching her disappear round the corner. “You say that like it’s a bad thing.”
He heard the clink of mugs and the whirr of the kettle. The sofa gave slightly under him when he sat, still warm where she’d been earlier, and he glanced around, a framed photo on the side, probably her and her daughter at the beach. Wind-swept hair, noses sun-pink, a proper grin on Aurelia’s face. That same grin she’d worn all day at the spring fair.
She came back in with two mugs, one hand curled round each handle.
“I wasn’t sure how you take it, so it’s builder’s,” she said, offering him one. “Strong enough to put hairs on your chest.”
He took it with both hands, the warmth of the ceramic seeping into his fingers. “I’ll risk it.”
They sat, not far, not quite close, but comfortably between. The telly was on in the background, some low-budget crime drama no one was really watching. The soft light pooled across her legs where she’d folded them under her, and the sleeve of her jumper kept slipping over her knuckles as she held her tea.
“Thanks,” he said eventually, nodding at the mug, then motioning towards the kitchen. “And for the cakes. And the note. That really made my day.”
She smiled, eyes soft. “She loves you, you know. Keeps calling you our firefighter.”
“Our?” He raised a brow, teasing. “Possessive, that.”
“Well,” she said, drawing out the word. “You did give her a lift in an actual fire engine. Might’ve set the bar a bit high.”
“Bugger,” he muttered playfully. “Should’ve started with something less exciting. Bin lorry, maybe.”
They both laughed, a quiet, comfortable sound. The kind that filled the little flat without echoing, like it belonged there.
There was a lull then, not awkward, just gentle. She reached down to pull the blanket from the floor and tossed one end over his legs without a word, settling the other across her own.
He blinked down at it, then looked at her, a small smile tugging at the corner of his mouth. “Sharing blankets now, are we?”
She didn’t even look at him. “You’re the one who looked cold.”
“Right. Humanitarian effort. Got it.”
He sipped his tea to hide the grin, eyes on the telly though he couldn’t have said what was happening. Every so often, her knee brushed his. Not enough to make a thing of, but enough to notice.
Eventually, she said, quiet enough that he almost missed it, “It’s nice. Having you here.”
He turned to her then, properly, softly. “Yeah,” he said. “It is.”
The telly droned on. Outside, the wind rustled the trees. Inside, two mugs slowly cooled on the table, and two people who hadn’t meant to mean anything to each other found themselves sitting shoulder to shoulder beneath a blanket, realising maybe they did.
It had been just over a week since that quiet evening on the sofa, and things had shifted in the sort of way you only noticed once it had already happened. There hadn’t been any grand declarations, no big talk, no labels. Just little things.
Oscar now offered her a lift any time he saw her out shopping, even if she only had a single bag. He’d insist it was on his way, even when it clearly wasn’t. He started carrying her parcels up without being asked, shoulder-barging the stairwell door open with a grin and a “Special delivery!” like it was no big deal. He always handed them over with one hand and a joke but his eyes always lingered just a beat too long. She didn’t seem to mind.
She didn’t say no to him, either.
It wasn’t just about her, though. He was clearly soft on Aurelia too, somehow managing that delicate balance between fun and dependable, chaos and calm. He never tried too hard, never made her feel like a chore. Just… showed up. It mattered.
So when he spotted the two of them coming back from school one afternoon, something in his chest twisted.
Aurelia wasn’t bouncing the way she usually did. Her hand was tucked tightly into her mum’s coat, and her face was blotchy in that telltale just-finished-crying sort of way. She wasn’t sobbing now, but she wasn’t smiling either.
Oscar frowned, stepping out of his doorway just as they reached the landing. “Alright?” he asked gently, eyes flicking between the two.
She gave him a small, weary look, and then crouched to Aurelia’s level. “Go on, love. Go get changed into your pyjamas, yeah? I’ll be in in a minute.”
Aurelia nodded mutely, her little lip still trembling, and padded through the front door. It clicked softly shut behind her.
Oscar stayed quiet for a beat. Then, low and careful, “What happened?”
She let out a slow breath, leaning back against the wall, arms folded. “It’s nothing big. At least, not to anyone else. But to her…”
He waited.
She glanced down at the floor. “It’s bring your dad to school day tomorrow. They’re doing some assembly thing. A lot of the kids’ dads have these big jobs —marine biologist, police, pilot, someone even works at a zoo. And obviously she doesn’t have anyone. She asked if she could take her god father, but he’s away, and my brother’s not really around.”
Oscar’s brows pulled together slightly, the picture forming. He could feel the weight of it even now, the pressure that sort of thing put on a kid. Everyone else parading a parent around like a badge of honour. And her? Just trying to smile through it.
He rubbed the back of his neck. “That’s a lot for her to carry.”
“Yeah,” she said, voice quiet. “She didn’t say anything about it until just now. Said she didn’t want to upset me.” She scoffed lightly at herself, blinking fast. “She’s six, for God’s sake. She shouldn’t be worrying about me.”
Oscar’s gaze dropped to the floor, then lifted slowly to meet hers. “Why don’t I go?”
She blinked. “What?”
“To the school. For the thing. I mean.” he shrugged, awkward now, eyes flicking away “If she wants me to. I’m technically a firefighter. That’s still cool, right?”
She stared at him.
He gave a small, crooked smile. “I’ve got the day off. And I’ve got the uniform. Not the proper helmet, that’s locked up, but I could bring the jacket. Talk about smoke alarms and what happens if you leave your toast in too long.”
“You’d really do that?”
Oscar looked at her properly now, really looked, and all the gentle affection in him softened his voice. “Yeah. If it’ll help. I’d do a lot for her. And you.”
Her lips parted like she might say something, but nothing came out straightaway. Instead, she just nodded, slowly, almost like she didn’t quite trust her voice yet.
“I’ll ask her,” she murmured, brushing a strand of hair behind her ear. “But thank you, Oscar.”
He gave a half-shrug, like it was nothing, but his heart was thudding behind his ribs.
“Tell her I expect a very professional introduction,” he said, backing away toward his flat, trying to keep it light.
And just before he stepped inside, she called after him, voice soft but sure.
“She’ll be over the moon.”
He didn’t say anything back.
He just smiled.
And his whole chest felt full.
Oscar had never had stage fright in his life. He’d once crawled through a burning pub roof, half convinced it was going to come down on his head, and hadn’t flinched. But standing outside the Year Two classroom, fiddling with the zip on his fire service fleece while a sea of tiny faces peered through the glass?
Yeah. That did it. 
Aurelia stood proudly beside him, hand firmly in his, like she was escorting a VIP. “Don’t be nervous,” she whispered with complete sincerity. “You’re the best one.”
That undid him a bit.
The door opened and a teacher with a rainbow lanyard and a kind smile welcomed them in. Oscar ducked slightly out of habit, as though the ceiling might lower to match the size of the furniture. The classroom was bright and chaotic in the way only a primary room could be. Walls plastered with glittery artwork, phonics charts, paper bunting with all the kid’s faces and a corner reading nook with two bean bags that had seen better days.
Aurelia immediately tugged him by the hand to the back wall. “These are mine,” she said, pointing to a messy collage of tissue-paper flowers, a painted hedgehog, and a bright crayon rainbow. “And that’s my favourite one.”
He leaned in, smiling, and then paused. Nestled in the middle of the display, in a wonky black felt-tip frame, was a drawing of three stick figures.
One tall with brown hair and blue scribbles on his shoulders. One with long lines of hair and a dress in Aurelia’s favourite shade of pink. And one, small and neat, holding both of their hands.
His throat did something strange.
Aurelia tapped it with pride. “That’s you,” she said. “That’s me. And that’s Mummy.”
He blinked. Swallowed. “Right.”
No one had ever drawn him before. Not like that. Not part of something. Not holding hands.
She didn’t notice his pause, already rifling through a drawer of coloured pencils, humming quietly. The rest of the class buzzed around them, but in that little corner, time felt like it had narrowed.
“We’re allowed to make a new picture for home if we want,” she said. “I’m going to do one for Mummy.”
He crouched beside her, watching her draw two wonky hearts and a triangle house with smoke coming from the chimney.
“Can I help?”
She nodded and handed him a green pencil.
He added a little tree with apples. Then, below the drawing, in his slanted, firefighter has to fill forms handwriting, he wrote carefully:
Mummy is the prettiest of them all.
Aurelia giggled and pressed her hands to her cheeks. “I think mummy is going to love that.”
He smiled at her, warm and full. “I hope so.”
The rest of the morning passed in a blur of picture books, wide-eyed questions from excitable children, and a slightly panicked moment when one kid asked how many people he'd "seen explode." 
But through it all, it was Aurelia's face he kept coming back to. The way she looked at him with pride, like she’d brought in something precious to share. The way she whispered his name to her friends, like she was letting them in on a secret. The way she slid her hand into his without even looking, like it was just the natural place for it to be.
And maybe the strangest bit?
It felt like home.
After the school visit, Oscar hadn’t quite been ready to say goodbye. Not yet. So when Aurelia mentioned, rather loudly and unsubtly, that she fancied an ice cream, he’d raised a brow in her mum’s direction and said, “Well, I suppose it is practically summer…”
She didn’t protest.
So they ended up walking to the corner shop, Aurelia skipping ahead with a swirl cone in one hand and rainbow sprinkles already melting down her fingers. He paid for the lot, obviously, brushing off any protests with a lazy, “Call it my speaker’s fee.”
When they got back, Aurelia darted inside first, cone long gone and hands sticky, only to stop dead in the kitchen.
“Mummy! Look!”
Aurelia pulled out the paper from her book bag with sticky hands, but her mum took it delicately, like it was something rare. Her eyes softened as she read the words beneath the sketch. Then, without a word, she reached for a magnet and pinned it to the fridge, pride of place, just above the shopping list.
Oscar watched from the doorway, the weight of something quiet settling in his chest. He didn’t say anything. He didn’t need to.
That night, just before he was about to settle in for a late dinner and a bit of telly, there was a soft knock at his door.
He opened it to find her standing there in joggers and an oversized hoodie, a small container in her hands.
“I made this,” she said. “It’s not much. Just lasagne. But it’s a thank you. For today.”
His lips curled into a slow, lopsided smile. “I see where Aurelia gets it from.”
She rolled her eyes, but didn’t deny it. He took the container from her, their fingers brushing for a second too long, and the air between them shifted—just slightly, but enough to notice.
They stood in the corridor for a moment. It was quiet. Still. A pause between heartbeats.
Then, softly, almost shyly, she leaned in and kissed his cheek.
He froze, just for a second. Her lips were warm, gentle. She was already pulling back, the beginnings of an embarrassed smile forming as she started to turn away.
But he caught her.
“Wait.”
His hand came up, firm but tender, fingers tilting her chin towards him. His thumb brushed her cheek, and then—
He kissed her.
Not tentative. Not uncertain.
He kissed her like he’d been thinking about it for weeks. Because he had.
She gasped just a little and then melted into him, her hands sliding up into the front of his hoodie, bunching in the fabric like she needed something to hold onto. And when she let out the tiniest, breathy moan against his mouth, he smiled into the kiss, cocky and utterly undone all at once.
“Alright there?” he murmured against her lips, his forehead resting lightly against hers.
She was breathless. “It’s been a while.”
His eyes softened, thumb still stroking along her jaw. “Worth the wait, though.”
She nodded.
And neither of them moved. Not for a long while.
Just them. Just warmth. Just… something that felt very, very real.
They stood there for a while, neither of them quite ready to let go.
Eventually, she nudged her nose against his cheek and whispered, “Do you want to come in for a bit?”
He blinked at her, lips still curved from the kiss. “Yeah,” he said, voice quiet. “Yeah, I’d like that.”
She led him back into her flat, closing the door softly behind them. The hallway light cast a warm, golden glow over the walls, and the familiar smell of home. He followed her into the living room, everything dim and quiet. Aurelia’s newer drawings were still scattered across the coffee table. A soft throw had been kicked half off the sofa.
She turned to him, suddenly sheepish, running a hand through her hair. “I feel like I’m at uni, sneaking someone in,” she said with a small laugh.
He grinned. “I never went.”
She tilted her head, surprised. “Me neither.”
He looked at her for a second, then nodded towards the closed door down the hall. The one with a glittery star-shaped sticker on it.
“That why?”
She glanced back at the door. Something shifted behind her eyes. A quiet sadness, old but not forgotten.
“Yeah,” she said softly. “I was supposed to. Got in and everything. Nottingham. English Lit. But I was nineteen and stupid and thought I was in love.”
She walked over to the sofa, sat down, and he followed. Their knees brushed. She stared at her hands for a moment before continuing.
“Didn’t know I was pregnant until I’d already turned down the offer. Was going to reapply the next year. But then she happened. And everything got really real, really fast.”
He didn’t say anything. Just listened, his body angled towards her, giving her the space and the safety.
“Her dad left when she was four months old,” she said, with a small, almost apologetic shrug. “Just sort of disappeared. Too young, too overwhelmed, I don’t know. It doesn’t matter now.”
He was quiet for a moment, then leaned forward, resting his forearms on his knees. His voice was gentle.
“Of course it matters.”
She gave him a tired smile. “Not in the way people expect it to. I’m not bitter. I’m just tired sometimes. It’s a lot. But then she does something like draw me with a crown and a sparkly dress and labels it Queen of Mummies and I forget everything else.”
Oscar looked at her for a long moment. Then, softly, “You’re incredible, you know.”
She let out a breath that was half a laugh, half a sigh. “I’m tired and a bit moody and have approximately seventeen loads of laundry waiting, but thanks.”
He reached out, his hand brushing gently over hers. “I meant it.”
She looked up at him, eyes soft and a little glassy in the low light.
There was a pause, weightless but full of something.
“You’re not sneaking me in,” he said, voice barely above a whisper. “You’re letting me in.”
And that, God, that did something to her.
She leaned her head on his shoulder, and he tucked her in without thinking, arms coming round her like they’d always belonged there.
They sat there like that. Still. Quiet. Her fingers tracing absent-minded shapes on his forearm. The world outside fell away, no alarms, no homework, no long nights of dishes and lost socks.
Just this. Just him. Just her.
And the hum of something beginning to bloom.
It had been about a month since that first kiss in the corridor.
Oscar still had his own place, but he spent two, sometimes three, nights a week at hers now. It wasn't official, they hadn’t talked about labels, but the toothbrush beside hers in the bathroom said enough. So did the way he’d taken to calling her flat home without thinking, or how Aurelia would lean sleepily against his leg in the mornings while she waited for her eggs to finish cooking.
They had a rhythm now, dysfunctional but quiet and real.
He’d learnt how not to wake Aurelia when he rolled in late, how to turn the key in the lock with just the right amount of pressure and not let the hinge on the bathroom door creak when he showered after a night shift. She, in turn, had mastered the morning shuffle. Tiptoeing around the flat while he slept off the early hours, even closing cupboard doors with that soft, deliberate touch only mothers and night nurses seemed to perfect.
Some mornings, if his shift ended early and she had a bit more time, she’d curl back into bed beside him for a half hour. No words. Just warm limbs tangled together under the duvet while the outside world waited.
It was gentle, it was something he’d never thought he’d get, something he’d never thought he’d deserve.
That night, though, the fire station ws quiet and all he could think about was home. He was half slumped in one of the chairs in the rec room, sipping lukewarm tea from a chipped mug and watching some repeat quiz show on mute. It was just him, Lando, and two of the more senior lads, all of them looking somewhere between exhausted and wired.
Then the alarm started blaring.
The tone was different, lower, more urgent. Not a false alarm or a test. Not a bin fire or a smoke detector in a student flat.
Oscar was already on his feet before Control came through the speaker. 
“House fire reported, scratch that, pub fire, multiple reports of visible flames, location. The Fox and Hound, Chapel Lane.”
That made him pause. The Fox and Hound was a big one. Old building. Thatched roof. Always busy on weekdays and visible from his little flat.
It was 2am.
“Let’s go!” Andrea shouted, already moving. Oscar hauled his gear on, the straps familiar and fast now. His thoughts flicked to her, to Aurelia, how they were safe at home but bound to wake up to the sound of sirens. He tucked it away. Couldn’t think about that. Couldn’t think about anything but getting there.
The engine roared to life, tyres heavy on wet tarmac. Blue lights bounced across empty roads and shuttered shopfronts. No one spoke. Lando checked the comms, while Oscar stared out the front window, jaw tight.
As they got closer, they could already see the glow. Not just smoke, flames. Licking skyward in bright, vicious tongues.
He felt it then. That buzz in his blood. Not fear, exactly, something sharper. Something colder.
They pulled up just outside the pub. Heat rushed at them as soon as the doors opened. People were gathered at a safe distance, coats over pyjamas, phones in hand, eyes wide.
Oscar jumped down, helmet secure, heart thudding.
“All right,” came the voice in his earpiece, “we’ve got reports of staff inside, one maybe trapped, two might’ve made it out the back.”
Oscar didn’t hesitate. “Which floor?”
“Upstairs flat. Left side.”
And just like that, they moved. Through the smoke, through the roar and the crack and the chaos.
He didn’t think of her again until they were inside. But when he did, it was like armour.
She’s waiting. You get out. You go home.
The heat hit him like a wall.
By the time Oscar got inside, the fire had already taken hold of the bar. Bottles of spirits cracked and burst like fireworks, sending shards and fuel across the floor. The wood panelling burned fast—too fast. There was a reason fire crews hated pub jobs. Alcohol and timber made for a nasty combination.
His mask filtered the worst of the smoke, but visibility was poor. He ducked low, sweeping the hose with one hand while shouting into the crackling dark, “Fire and Rescue! Anyone inside?”
There was no reply, just the moaning groan of the ceiling starting to go.
They cleared the ground floor quickly. A member of staff had managed to stumble out the back, coughing and panicked, mumbling about another one unaccounted for.
Oscar was halfway out, half a breath from turning back, when he caught sight of the stairs through the smoke.
Stairs.
He froze, then turned back to Control. “This place has rooms. It’s an inn.”
There was a pause in his earpiece.
“Confirmed. It’s a pub with letting rooms. Upstairs. Go careful.”
He didn’t wait for permission. He ran.
The heat intensified as he climbed. Fire moved like a living thing, chewing through floorboards, plaster, lives. The smoke was blacker here, thicker, laced with that acrid sting of burning plastic and varnish.
He moved fast, sweeping left and right. Doors half-open. Sheets scorched. The moan of fire too close.
And then he heard it.
A sob.
Small. Choked. From the far room, left corner.
He found her curled up on a narrow bed, knees hugged to her chest, cheeks streaked with soot and tears. Couldn’t have been more than eight. Long brown hair stuck to her face, and she was shaking.
“Mum?” she whimpered.
Oscar’s breath caught.
For half a second, she wasn’t a stranger. She was Aurelia. She was his little one. In a different place, a different time, but just as small. Just as scared.
He didn’t hesitate. Ripped off his oxygen mask and crouched down beside her, voice steady.
“Hey, hey—it’s okay. I’m here to help. We’re getting out of here, alright?”
She nodded, hiccupping sobs now. He wrapped her in his jacket, pulled her close, and hoisted her into his arms.
“Close your eyes for me, alright? Tight. Don’t look.”
She did.
The flames were close now. He felt the blistering heat crawling up the corridor behind them as he turned, shielding her with his body.
The ceiling above the stairwell was starting to sag. There wasn’t time to think. Only move.
He bolted.
Smoke seared his lungs. His mask hung useless at his hip. He pressed her tighter to his chest, ducked as a beam groaned and crashed just behind him, sparks flying past his shoulders.
The front exit was blocked. Too hot.
He spotted a smashed window in the corridor off the landing—low enough. Maybe.
He didn’t think, just acted.
He lunged for it, twisted his body to take the brunt, and threw his arm over her head as he pushed through.
Glass scraped his back. A cry tore from his throat, but he held her steady.
And then—
Air.
Cool, blessed air.
He stumbled out onto the pavement, coughing, the girl still cradled tight against him.
A medic ran forward and took her. She was sobbing, but alive. Alive.
Oscar slumped to his knees, gasping.
Lando was beside him in seconds. “Mate—what the hell?!”
Oscar waved him off, catching his breath, throat burning.
“She was in there. A kid.” He looked up. “Could’ve been her, Lan.”
Lando didn’t need to ask who her was.
It took another hour to put the fire out completely. They lost the roof, and two rooms, but no lives. None.
Oscar sat on the pavement long after the hoses went still, his turnout gear soaked through, back bleeding, lungs scorched, but he was upright.
He couldn’t stop seeing the girl’s face.
Couldn’t stop seeing Aurelia in it.
By the time they got back to the station, Oscar was soaked through with sweat and soot. His shirt stuck to the grazes along his back, stiff with smoke. His hands trembled when he took his gloves off.
The station was quieter than usual. No jokes. No kettle boiling. No telly. Just that heavy silence that follows the worst kind of shout.
Zak caught his eye as he stepped down from the truck.
“You’re done for the night, Piastri,” Zak said quietly, hand on his shoulder. “Go home, Oscar.”
Oscar opened his mouth to argue, to say he was fine, standard procedure, but the words caught in his throat. He wasn’t fine. He didn’t feel anything close to fine.
So he nodded. Wordless. Stripped off his gear and shoved it in the drying room. Pulled a hoodie from his locker and walked out of the doors with the smell of burny wood still clinging to his hair.
The cab ride home was a blur. He didn’t remember much except asking the driver to leave him on the corner, needing the walk to clear his head.
But it didn’t help.
Because all he could see was her. That little girl, curled up in the bed, sobbing for her mum. The one he carried out. The one who had Aurelia’s eyes.
He didn’t even realise his key had missed the lock twice until the door opposite his flat opened.
And then she was there.
She took one look at him and moved without thinking. “Oh my God—Oscar—”
He barely got the door open before she crossed the hallway, hands on his chest, eyes scanning him like she needed to count all his fingers and toes just to believe he was still whole.
“I heard there was a fire. We could see it from here, someone said it was your station that went out and—” Her voice cracked as she clung to his hoodie. “You didn’t answer your phone so I assumed you’d gone but—”
He didn’t mean to. But his arms went round her like instinct, and his voice finally gave out as he buried his face into the side of her neck.
“I need to see her.”
She didn’t ask who. She just nodded.
He stepped inside her flat and moved straight to the bedroom door. It was slightly ajar, the way it always was. Soft light from her nightlight spilled onto the hallway carpet.
Aurelia was fast asleep, curled on her side, clutching that stuffed bunny she never went to bed without.
Oscar watched her chest rise and fall. Just breathing.
Just alive.
And that was all it took.
His knees buckled slightly, hand braced on the doorframe, and tears spilled hot down his cheeks. She was there in an instant, arms around his waist, and he didn’t try to stop it.
He wept quietly, forehead resting against hers, chest heaving as every unspoken terror bled out of him.
She reached up and cupped his face gently. “Come on,” she said softly, “let me take care of you, yeah?”
He didn’t argue.
She led him by the hand to the bathroom, flicked the light on low, and turned the tap to fill the bath.
Without a word, she reached for the hem of his hoodie, and he let her lift it over his head. Her fingers brushed the grazes on his back, and she exhaled, not quite a gasp, but almost.
He looked down at himself. Soot-stained, battered, worn thin.
She didn’t say anything. Just tugged his joggers off gently, like she was handling something fragile.
When he was bare before her, she stepped closer, pressed a kiss to his sternum, and wrapped her arms around his middle.
He pressed his nose into her hair, breathing her in. Clean. Warm. Real.
“You’re home,” she whispered.
“I thought she was going to die,” he choked. “She was crying for her mum. She was—she looked just like—”
“I know,” she murmured, and her hand found his. “You saved her.”
She helped him into the bath, then climbed in behind him, still in her top having discarded her leggings, gathering him close like he was the one who needed holding now. And maybe he was.
No more sirens. No more shouting. No fear.
Just soft water. Warmth. Her.
Home.
The steam had fogged up the mirror, and the water had gone lukewarm by the time she pulled the plug. Neither of them moved for a moment. Limbs heavy, breath slow, her arms still wrapped around him from behind. His back rested against her chest, and her cheek was pressed to the crown of his head.
Eventually, she stirred first, nudging his shoulder gently.
“Come on,” she whispered, voice hushed like she didn’t want to wake the world. “Let’s get you dry.”
He let her guide him up, hands loose in hers. She reached for a towel and wrapped it round his waist, then took another and ran it through his hair, careful and slow like she was unravelling the knots of the day with each movement. His eyes stayed on hers the whole time, soft and unreadable. She dried herself as he put some clothes on, watching him as he slipped on the pyjamas he left yesterday, while she opted for a pair of shorts and a tank top.
She led him into her bedroom with nothing but the quiet creak of floorboards between them. Her hand rested on the small of his back, grounding him.
When she turned to face him, he didn’t speak. He just looked at her like she was something he still didn’t quite believe was real.
“Lie down,” she said softly.
He did, not like it was an order, more like a suggestion he’d been waiting for. He lay back against the pillows, hair damp, skin warm. He looked younger in the low light. Unarmoured. All soft edges and tired eyes.
She climbed in beside him and straddled his hips, in the vest and shorts she’d pulled on a second ago. Her fingers ghosted over the scrapes on his shoulder, her brow creasing.
“You’re hurt.”
“I’ll live.”
“Still.” She leaned down, brushed her lips over one graze like it deserved an apology. “You gave too much of yourself tonight.”
He let out a slow breath, hands resting on her thighs. “Didn’t feel like I had a choice.”
“I know.” She kissed another spot. Then another. “But you don’t always have to carry everything alone, you know.”
He swallowed, his throat tight. “I don’t know how to do this slowly,” he said, voice barely above a whisper. “Not with you. Not after tonight.”
She leaned forward until her forehead rested against his. “It doesn’t have to be slow,” she murmured, lips brushing his. “It just has to be soft.”
And it was.
No rush. No fumbling. Just touch, and breath, and the quietest kind of yes in every movement.
His fingers curled around her hip, grounding himself, and when he kissed her back it was like he needed her to know. I’m here. I’m yours. I came home to you.
She smiled at him, the warmest smile he’d ever seen.
It wasn’t fireworks or declarations.
Just warmth. 
Home.
She kissed him again, this time slower. Deeper. Her fingers slid into his damp hair, anchoring him to her, and his hand found the curve of her hip again, drawing her in without thought.
The air between them felt thick with warmth, not heat, like the moment before a storm breaks, all hush and anticipation. There was no rush in it. No fumbling. Just the steady build of something that had been waiting in the quiet between them for weeks.
She shifted a little, her legs bracketing his, the hem of her vest brushing the tops of his thighs. His hands slid up, tracing her shape like he was learning it by heart. The small of her back, the line of her waist, the softness of her ribs. She leaned down, her breath warm against his cheek.
“Is this alright?” she asked, voice low.
“Yeah,” he murmured, brushing his nose along hers. “More than alright.”
She kissed him again, deeper this time, and he responded with a soft noise at the back of his throat, his hands gripping a little tighter, his body rising to meet hers. Their movements found a rhythm, gentle, reverent. He helped her lift her vest, pulling it slowly over her head, and she let it fall to the floor beside the bed. There was no embarrassment in her. No hesitation. Just trust, and something else, something fragile and burning beneath the surface.
He sat up, mouth brushing her collarbone, then lower, until she gasped, not from surprise, but from the quiet ache of being seen. Wanted. He pressed kisses down her chest, hands steady on her waist, as if every part of her mattered. Like she wasn’t just something beautiful, but something sacred.
Her fingers found the waistband of his joggers and tugged them down with a quiet smile. “I think you’re overdressed.”
He huffed a laugh against her neck. “Been saying that about you for weeks.”
When they came together it wasn’t fireworks. It was warmth, and weight, and breath. Her hand slid into his, fingers laced tightly, like she needed the grounding. He moved slowly, gently, his forehead resting against hers, his free hand stroking up the length of her spine in time with the soft rhythm between them.
Neither of them spoke, not because there was nothing to say, but because everything important was already there, in the way their bodies met, and parted, and met again. In the way she whispered his name like it meant something. In the way he held her like she was the only safe thing left in the world.
And when it was over, when her body relaxed against his, and his arms came around her like instinct, they stayed there, skin to skin, tangled in sweat-damp sheets and the quiet hum of something that felt a lot like love.
He brushed his fingers through her hair, soft and absent.
She pressed a kiss to the side of his throat, her voice barely more than a breath.
“I’ve never had this,” she said.
He kissed the top of her head. “You’ve got it now.”
And she did.
The flat was filled with the kind of early morning stillness that only came after a long night. The light outside hadn’t quite brightened, but it wasn’t dark either, that muted, silvery sort of grey that hinted at a day gently waking up.
Oscar stirred first, arms curled around her, legs tangled in the duvet. Her head was on his chest, one of her hands tucked beneath his shirt like it belonged there, like it always had. He blinked slowly, heart still steady in the after-glow of everything, and let the moment stretch.
No alarms. No radios crackling to life.
Just breath. Just her.
Then came the familiar shuffle of small feet padding across the hallway, a door creaking ever so slightly, the rustle of a blanket being dragged along the floor.
Aurelia.
He felt her tense slightly against him, just a flicker, the instinct of a mum on alert, but she didn’t move to untangle herself from him. Instead, she sighed, soft and sleepy, and whispered, “She’ll come to the kitchen first.”
Sure enough, a cupboard door opened with a tiny clatter. A pause. Then the quiet clink of a cereal bowl.
He smiled. “She does this every time, doesn’t she?”
“She thinks she’s sneaky.”
“Is she?”
“Not even slightly.”
He laughed gently and kissed her hairline before slipping out of bed. He pulled on his joggers and one of her hoodies that hung by the door, the sleeves a little short on him, then padded into the kitchen.
Aurelia looked up from the kitchen table, spoon halfway to her mouth. Her eyes went wide for a second, not surprised, just curious, and then her face broke into a grin.
“You slept over again.”
He rubbed a hand over the back of his neck, suddenly a bit shy. “Yeah. That alright?”
She nodded, chewing thoughtfully. “You’re in mummy’s hoodie.”
Oscar laughed. “I am. D’you reckon it suits me?”
She tilted her head, considering. “Yeah. But your sleeves are funny.”
Just then, her mum appeared in the doorway behind him, wrapped in one of his T-shirts, hair tousled, still sleepy-eyed.
Aurelia beamed.
Oscar glanced back at her, and something in his chest pulled, that same quiet tug he’d felt last month, in the classroom, staring at a child’s drawing of a life he hadn’t known he’d wanted until he saw it sketched out in crayon.
The three of them. A little sun in the corner. Lopsided hearts.
She came up behind him and pressed a kiss to his shoulder, a soft morning kind of kiss, and brushed past to the kettle.
Aurelia watched them both, spoon hanging from her mouth. Then, very simply, she said,
“You should just live here now.”
They both looked at her.
She shrugged. “You always make mummy smile.”
Oscar blinked, caught a little off guard. He looked over at her, the woman who’d somehow become the best part of his days, and saw the faint blush creeping up her neck.
“We’re working on it,” she said gently, reaching to ruffle her daughter’s hair.
And maybe they were.
They didn’t have a grand plan, or timelines, or promises inked in stone, but they had something. And in typical child nature, after dropping a bomb like that, Aurelia left her bowl and moved onto drawing.
Oscar was mid grabbing the butter from the fridge when his phone started to buzz with a FaceTime call.
He frowned at the screen, then smiled. “It’s my mum.”
She raised her eyebrows slightly, a teasing smile tugging at the corner of her mouth. “You gonna answer?”
“Suppose I’ve got to now,” he said, rubbing the back of his neck and tapping the green button.
His mum’s face filled the screen, tanned and bright-eyed, her hair swept back, sunshine spilling in behind her through the windows of her kitchen in Melbourne.
“Oh! Look who it is!” she grinned. “Took you long enough to answer. I was starting to think you’d moved to the moon.”
Oscar chuckled. “No, still Earth-side.”
She narrowed her eyes, playful. “That is not your flat, Oscar Jack. I know your tiles. Is this Lando’s place?”
He opened his mouth to reply, but just then, Aurelia let out a small triumphant cheer as she held up her finished drawing. “Look, Oscar, it’s us in the fire engine again!”
His mum’s eyebrows shot up. “Well, that’s not Lando either.”
Oscar looked down at the floor for a moment, then gave a sheepish smile.
“Right,” he said, shifting a little. “So… bit of a life update.”
He turned the phone round gently, showing his mum the cosy kitchen, the mess of crayons, the fireman sticker Aurelia had slapped onto the fridge, and finally, her.
She smiled warmly, caught off guard for just a second by being the centre of attention, but not pulling away. She gave a small wave. “Hi.”
Oscar cleared his throat, a little hoarse with nerves. “Mum… meet the woman who’s kept me sane the last couple of months.”
His mum blinked, a beat of silence, and then she smiled so wide it softened every line in her face.
“Oh,” she said softly. “Now that makes sense.”
He laughed, a quiet, breathless sort of sound, and she leaned into his shoulder slightly, her hand resting on the table beside his. Aurelia had already resumed drawing, now completely absorbed in adding stars to the day sky.
His mum nodded, still smiling. “She’s beautiful.”
“She is,” he said, before he could even think to stop himself.
There was no panic in it, no need to explain further. Just truth, warm and steady between them all.
“You look happy, love,” his mum said at last. “Properly happy.”
He glanced sideways, saw the way she was looking at him, like he’d finally landed somewhere soft.
“Yeah,” he murmured. “I think I am.”
Just as he was about to speak up again, Aurelia called his name demanding his immediate attention, and to Oscar, she deserved immediate attention so he left the phone on the island with her and wandered off into the living room to see what she needed.
“So,” his mum said, leaning her chin on her hand, “you’re the one that’s brought my son back to life huh.”
She laughed softly, brushing a crumb from the table. “I don’t know about that. He’s done plenty of the heavy lifting.”
His mum tilted her head. “You’ve got no idea, have you?”
She looked up, brow furrowed just slightly.
“That boy,” his mum said, with the fondness she recognised as a parent, “has always been kind. But I haven’t heard him sound like that in years. Like there’s a little bit of sunshine in his voice again.” Her eyes stung, just a little, but she kept her smile. “He makes it easy to be kind to him.” “I’m glad he’s got you,” she said, voice quieter now. “And I’m glad he’s got her too. It seems your little one is a bundle of magic.”
She nodded, looking toward the living room where they were both laughing. “She’s my whole world.”
There was a pause, and then Oscar’s mum said, not unkindly, “Must’ve been hard. Doing this all on your own.” “It was,” she admitted, honest without bitterness. “Still is, some days. But it’s better now. Easier, with him.”
His mum’s smile turned into something a little misty. “Well. If he’s half as good to you as he was to his little cousins back home, you’re in very safe hands.”
“I think I am,” she said, quietly.
Oscar’s voice called from down the hallway then, something about star stickers and him being promoted to co-pilot of the living room space rocket, and they both laughed.
“I should go help him survive his new role,” she said, pushing her chair back.
Oscar’s mum smiled. “Tell him I said he’d better ring again soon. And you, look after each other, yeah?”
“We will.”
And as she ended the call and stood, walking towards the warm sound of her two favourite voices down the hall, she realised it had been a long time since things felt this much like home.
Seven months had passed, and life had woven itself into something steady, soft edges and everyday joy.
Oscar had sold his flat back in April, after a lot of faffing and a surprisingly emotional trip through storage boxes. Now, all his belongings lived here, in the flat that had once felt like hers and hers alone, but now smelled like them. His mugs were in her cupboards, her shoes were tangled up with his by the door, and there were three toothbrushes in the bathroom, hers, Aurelia’s, and his. One day, quietly, it had stopped feeling like he was staying over, and started feeling like home.
They had routines now. Quiet ones. Aurelia would burst into the bedroom at seven on the dot if it was his day off. On early mornings, he’d creep in at six, just off a night shift, and she’d leave the landing light on for him like a lighthouse. He knew how she took her tea, and she’d learnt not to make noise until he’d actually had some of it. He made dinner most nights, unless she’d had a good day at work and was feeling ambitious.
It was simple. Not perfect, not glossy, not always easy. But it was theirs. And it was good.
This morning, the flat was busy with the chaos of first-day-back energy. Year Three. New backpack. New lunchbox. New plaited hairstyle that had taken them two goes to get right.
Aurelia had been buzzing from the moment she opened her eyes.
“Am I late? Is it time? I’m going to forget cursive. I bet I’ve forgotten cursive!”
“You can write better than most adults, you’ll be fine,” Oscar said, dropping a kiss to her forehead as she wriggled into her shoes.
Her mum gave her one last once-over by the door, brushing a bit of fluff off her shoulder. “You look beautiful, baby.”
Oscar grinned. “You look cool. Very Year Three.”
She beamed. “I’m going to boss Year Three.”
He dropped her off that morning, gave her a high five at the gates, and watched her disappear into the swarm of backpacks and bright socks and morning yawns.
But it was that afternoon that stopped him still.
He’d offered to do pick-up. Thought it’d be a nice surprise. He stood by the railings, hands in his jacket pockets, feeling strangely nervous in a sea of parents and buggies and scooters.
Then she came running out of the gates.
Pointed straight at him.
And with the biggest grin, shouted, “My dad is here to pick me up!”
Oscar froze.
The word rang out in his head like a church bell. Like something he wasn’t quite supposed to hear.
Dad.
His chest tightened. Not with panic. Not with fear. But something much bigger. Something messier.
She ran straight into his arms and he lifted her with a small laugh, though it came out shaky. She chattered the whole way home, about spelling tests and Miss Price’s new earrings and how someone brought in a tarantula, but he barely caught any of it.
Because one word had wrapped itself around his ribcage.
Later, once she was tucked up on the sofa with a biscuit and the telly on low, he stepped into the kitchen, where she was rinsing mugs by the sink.
“Hey,” he said, voice a little quieter than usual.
She turned, drying her hands on a tea towel. “Hey, you alright?”
He just looked at her for a moment. His eyes were glassy.
“She called me her dad.”
She paused. Slowly put the towel down.
“I went to pick her up and she saw me and said it. My dad is here to pick me up. Just like that.”
He let out a shaky breath, a small, astonished sort of laugh. “I thought I was going to cry right there in the playground like an idiot.”
Her heart clenched. She stepped toward him, and he pulled her in like a lifeline.
“She meant it, didn’t she?” he whispered into her hair.
“She did,” she said softly. “She really, really did.”
That night, after the dishes had been done and the flat had settled into its usual hush, Oscar found himself stood in the doorway to Aurelia’s room.
She was half asleep already, the telly's low hum from the living room barely audible through her door. She stirred slightly, sensing him, blinking one eye open.
“Hey,” she mumbled.
He stepped in, crouched beside her bed. “Just checking in on you.”
“You always do,” she said sleepily, reaching for his hand.
He smiled. “Habit now.”
She squeezed his fingers. “You’re the best one, you know. I’m really glad you’re mine.”
Oscar swallowed. “I’m really glad I’m yours too, pickle.”
She wriggled a bit, yawning into her blanket. “Love you, Oscar.”
He leaned down and kissed the top of her head. “Love you more.”
And in the quiet of that room, with the soft rise and fall of her breathing, he stayed just a minute longer, heart full in a way he never thought it could be.
Over the years, things changed. For the better and never the worst.
They got married in a small ceremony at the register office, all low-fuss and laughter and Aurelia dropping petals like she was queen of the world. He wore his uniform jacket, she wore a soft blue dress that matched her eyes, and Aurelia insisted on holding both their hands the whole way through the vows.
He officially adopted her not long after that. There was paperwork, a hearing, signatures, all formal, all necessary, but what he remembered most was the moment she looked up at him, fidgeting with the sleeve of her cardigan, and said, “Can I have the same name as you?”
He cried. Fully. In public. No shame.
“You sure?” he’d asked, voice thick.
She nodded with a smile that could’ve split the sky. “I want to be the same as you.”
After that, life kept growing. Gently, beautifully.
They hadn’t planned on having another child. Not because they didn’t want to, more that they’d built a home already, and it felt enough. But life, as ever, had other plans. It happened one quiet spring, and when she told him, he’d gone very still and said, “Are you serious?” and when she nodded, he sank to his knees with his arms round her middle like she was something holy.
That pregnancy was nothing like the first. It wasn’t fraught with fear or pain or the weight of being alone. This time, she had someone holding her hair back when the sickness kicked in. Someone who learnt how to make the weird toast she liked at four in the morning. Someone who ran baths and rubbed her back and whispered “you’ve got this” against her skin when she needed it most.
He took proper paternity leave too, remembering how he told Zak, “Don’t give me grief, Zak, it’s the law”, and when he finally did go back to work, he did it dragging himself out of bed with bags under his eyes, a half-eaten banana in one hand and a tiny sock stuck to the back of his uniform trousers.
But he was happy.
Proper, head-to-toe, bone deep happy.
Oscar, who used to dread going back to his childhood home, now booked flights to Australia every year like clockwork. Family trips, beach towels, squabbles over carry-ons, and Aurelia teaching her little brother how to build sandcastles while their mum took pictures and Oscar applied suncream with the seriousness of a soldier preparing for war.
And when he looked back, years later, in the slow quiet of a Sunday morning, coffee in hand and the flat filled with life, he sometimes thought of the school fair. Of the day he met her. Of balloon animals, and face paint, and one very small girl yelling “Neighbour firefighter!”
And he’d smile, every single time.
Because somehow, against all the odds, it had been the beginning of everything.
the end.
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Rookie Card | Jack Hughes
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Pairing; Jack Hughes x Fem!Reader
Warning(s); Fluff, established relationship, little to no knowledge of Costco (I've never been lol), edited once, that's it I think!
Summary; Jack finds out that reader keeps a certain card in her wallet
Word Count; 3.1k
Authors Note: I feel like if this happened IRL he'd be such a little shit about it and would not stop teasing 😭 Also I don't have a Costco membership idk what they sell there and I did not look it up to be accurate 🥴 -Honey
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You knew this Costco trip was a mistake the moment Jack grabbed the cart.
"I'm driving," he'd announced with that lopsided grin that still made your stomach flutter after eight months together. That grin had gotten you into this relationship in the first place. The same one he'd flashed at you across the bar the night you met, when your friend had elbowed you and whispered, "Holy shit, that's Jack Hughes," and you'd pretended not to know exactly who he was.
Now that same grin was steering an overloaded shopping cart through the warehouse chaos of Costco on a Sunday afternoon, which felt considerably less charming.
"Slow down," you call out as he narrowly avoids clipping an elderly woman examining a stack of discounted bestsellers. "This isn't the ice, Hughes."
Jack shoots you a look over his shoulder. "I'm being careful! Besides, we need to beat the sample rush. Those little pizza bagel things go fast."
You roll your eyes but can't help cracking a smile. For a professional hockey player who regularly gets body-checked into boards, Jack has an almost childlike enthusiasm for the free samples at Costco. It's endearing, even if his cart navigation skills leave much to be desired.
Two hours later, the cart is piled dangerously high with everything from the mundane essentials you actually came for (paper towels, coffee beans, that specific brand of Greek yogurt Jack insists is the only acceptable post-workout snack) to the impulse purchases that somehow found their way in when you weren't looking (a 2.5lb bag of dried mango slices, a folding camp chair, and what appears to be an industrial-sized container of protein powder).
"Do we really need all this?" you ask, eyeing the mountain of products as you approach the checkout area.
Jack looks genuinely confused. "Which part don't we need?"
"I don't know, maybe the trashcan sized candle?"
"You said your apartment always smells like hockey gear!"
"I meant you should do laundry more often, not turn the place into a Yankee Candle outlet."
He shrugs, unrepentant. "Trust me, I'm doing us both a favor."
As you approach the front of the store, Jack steers the cart toward the self-checkout area.
"The regular lines aren't that long." you comment, glancing at the regular checkout lanes where actual employees could help with the small mountain of purchases you've accumulated.
Jack scoffs. "Self-checkout is way faster. Plus, I'm basically a professional at scanning."
"Since when?"
"I did a grocery store commercial last season, remember? Spent like three hours scanning the same box of cereal from different angles."
You bite back a smile. "I'm pretty sure that doesn't translate to actual scanning skills."
"I forgot you were the expert," he rolls his eyes, smiling as he maneuvers the cart into the self-checkout lane.
The Costco self-checkout is already chaos. The cart is overloaded, the scanner next to yours keeps yelling "place item in the bagging area," and Jack is too busy pretending the jumbo box of Goldfish is a dumbbell to be remotely helpful.
"Four pounds of pure cracker power," he announces, curling the box in perfect form. "Could be a new workout trend. Snackercise."
An exasperated mother with twin toddlers shoots him a look that's half annoyance, half recognition. You've gotten used to the double takes, the whispers, the occasional autograph requests. Jack handles them with ease, always friendly, always gracious, never making it weird. It's one of the things you admire about him, even if you're still adjusting to dating someone whose face is plastered around the city.
Today, thankfully, the mother is too focused on keeping her children from dismantling the candy display to approach. Jack sets down the Goldfish box with a mock grunt of exertion and turns his attention back to you.
"Want me to scan stuff?" he offers, reaching for the box of protein bars you're holding.
"I've got it," you say quickly, having witnessed his "scanning skills" on previous shopping trips. The last time you let him take over at Target, you'd ended up with three accidental duplicates and one item that never made it into the system at all.
You're juggling a case of sparkling water and trying to scan your membership barcode from the app when you groan.
"It's not loading," you mutter, tapping frantically at your phone screen where the Costco app has frozen on a loading icon. "Can you just get my wallet? It's in the pink one, middle pocket of my bag."
Jack perks up like you just asked him to defuse a bomb. "On it," he says, already elbow deep in your tote. "Why do you carry so much stuff in here? Are you secretly a suburban mom?"
"Just grab the wallet," you sigh, shifting the sparkling water to your other arm. The self-checkout machine beeps impatiently, its screen flashing a demand for your membership ID.
"I'm exploring uncharted territory here," Jack narrates, rummaging dramatically. "I may need supplies. Possibly a headlamp."
The employee monitoring the area, a tall guy appearing about your age, wearing a faded Yankees cap, glances over with amusement. You feel a flash of self-consciousness, aware of how you and Jack must look: bickering over a shopping cart like you've been married for decades rather than dating for months. It's comfortable, though. That's what surprised you most about being with Jack, how quickly the comfort came, how easily you fell into each other's rhythms.
Jack pulls out a crushed receipt, a Tide pen, and a tampon like he's on Let's Make a Deal. "Is this a snack bar? Why do you have a Canadian penny in here? What year even is this?"
"Jack." Your patience is wearing thin. The case of water is getting heavier by the second, and the lady behind you is starting to make pointed throat-clearing noises.
"Okay, okay," he says, finally fishing out your wallet and flipping it open. "Looking for the ol' Costco membership—" He hands you the card, "wait a sec."
You pause mid-scan, turning slowly at the change in his tone. "What?"
He's gone still. Smirking.
"No way." His voice cracks slightly as he pulls out a small, glossy rectangle. "Is this? Babe, is this my rookie card?"
Your stomach drops. "Oh my God, Jack. Give me that."
The blood rushes to your face so quickly you feel light-headed. Of all the things he could have found: the ancient gum wrapper you keep forgetting to throw away, the fortune cookie paper with the embarrassingly accurate prediction about meeting a handsome stranger, even the crumpled CVS receipt from when you panic bought three different pregnancy tests after a condom mishap last month (all negative, thankfully), he had to find THAT.
"You carry this around?" he laughs, holding it up like he's found hidden treasure. "In your wallet. Next to your license. And your credit card. I’m literally next to your driver’s license.”
You lunge for it, nearly dropping the sparkling water. "I forgot it was even in there!"
It's a lie and you both know it. The card is in pristine condition, carefully tucked into one of the clear plastic sleeves in your wallet where most people would keep photos of loved ones or emergency contact information. You'd bought it four years ago, back when Jack was just starting to make headlines, back when you would never have dreamed you'd one day be sharing takeout on his couch while he complained about his coach's defensive strategy.
He dodges you like a child on a sugar high, rookie card still in hand. "You've been walking around with literal 18-year-old me in your purse this whole time?" He holds it toward you, pointing at his face. "Look at this haircut! I look like I was just let out of a Boy Scout meeting."
"Stop talking," you hiss, your face fully on fire as the self-checkout voice robotically reminds you to please place item in the bagging area.
The employee at the front is now openly watching your exchange, a slow smile of recognition spreading across his face as he realizes exactly who Jack is, and exactly which card Jack is holding. Great. Just what you need: a witness to your humiliation.
"Oh, this is rich," Jack says, shaking his head. "You, giving me crap about being cocky, but meanwhile? You've got a personal Jack Hughes shrine in your wallet."
You glare at him, wishing desperately for a sinkhole to open beneath your feet. "Do you want me to put that card in the trash right now?"
He snorts, finally slipping it back into its slot with fake reverence. "Absolutely not. That thing's probably worth, like, eight bucks."
"Try a couple hundred," the employee chimes in helpfully, then immediately holds up his hands in surrender when you shoot him a death glare. "Sorry. Just saying."
"See?" Jack grins. "You're carrying around, what, Nathaniel's monthly rent in your wallet? That's dedication." He gestures to the Rangers fan, who apparently is named Nathaniel and who apparently needs to mind his own business.
You snatch the wallet out of Jack's hands, cheeks still burning, and you return to scanning items with aggressive efficiency.
"So," Jack says, leaning against the bagging area with his arms crossed, watching you work with infuriating amusement. "When exactly were you planning to tell me you were a fan?"
"I wasn't hiding it," you mutter, scanning a jar of almond butter with unnecessary force. "I told you I watched hockey."
"Yeah, but you never mentioned having a collection of hockey cards. Of me, specifically."
"It's not a collection. It's one card."
Jack raises an eyebrow. "Mm-hmm. And are there others at home? Like, do you have a special album or something? Holy shit, do you have posters?"
"No," you say, a beat too quickly.
The truth, which you would rather die than admit right now, is that you do own exactly one poster. It's from a sports magazine spread three years ago, and it's been carefully rolled up and stashed in the back of your closet since your third date with Jack, when things started to feel serious enough that you realized having his face on your wall would be deeply weird.
"You hesitated," Jack says triumphantly. "There are posters."
"There are no posters," you insist, though your traitorous complexion is probably giving you away. You've always been a terrible liar, a fact Jack discovered during your first attempt at playing poker together, when he cleaned you out of chocolate-covered almonds (your chosen betting currency) within twenty minutes.
"You know," he says, taking pity on you and beginning to bag some of the scanned items, "it's kind of cute."
"It's embarrassing," you correct him, focusing intently on scanning a pack of chicken breasts.
"Why? You're a hockey fan who happened to start dating a hockey player. That's not weird."
"It's weird if I was specifically a fan of you before we met."
"Were you?" he asks, and there's a note of genuine curiosity beneath the teasing now.
You sigh, pausing your scanning marathon. "I watched your games sometimes. I thought you were good." You look up at him, considering how much to reveal. "I liked how you played, like you were actually having fun, not just doing a job. It was... I don't know. It made the game more exciting."
Jack's expression softens, the teasing glint fading into something warmer. "That's... actually really nice."
"Don't let it go to your head," you warn, but you're smiling despite yourself.
"Too late," he says, tapping his temple. "Already filed under 'Evidence My Girlfriend Thinks I'm Amazing.'"
The self-checkout machine beeps demandingly, reminding you that you've paused too long between scans. You return to the task at hand, but the tension has dissipated, replaced by a comfortable rhythm as Jack bags while you scan.
"You know," he says after a moment, carefully arranging a tub of laundry detergent next to the candles, "I have some of your work saved on my phone."
You look up, surprised. "What?"
"Those illustrations you did for that children's book about the penguin? I downloaded them. They're in a special album." He shrugs like it's no big deal, but there's a hint of vulnerability in the admission. "I show them to the guys sometimes. Demko's kid loves the one with the penguin on the skateboard."
"You... show my work to your teammates?" The thought of Jack's hockey buddies, men whose names appear on jerseys and in ESPN headlines, looking at your penguin drawings is surreal.
"Yeah. I'm a fan." He says it simply, without the teasing edge from before.
You don't know what to say to that, so you just keep scanning, but something warm unfurls in your chest. It's been like this since the beginning, moments of revelation that catch you off guard. Reminders that beneath the public persona and the franchise player status, Jack is just... Jack. A guy who gets excited about Costco samples and saves your artwork on his phone.
Jack leans in, way too pleased with himself, as you scan the last few items. "I'm starting to think you were a fan before you were my girlfriend."
"I hate you," you say, but there's no heat in it.
"No you don't."
You glance at him. He's grinning like an idiot, casually bagging your industrial-size trail mix like this isn't the most embarrassing moment of your life.
"Okay, maybe I don't," you mutter, swiping your credit card.
He bumps your shoulder. "It's okay, babe. I'd carry your rookie card around too. If you had one."
"What would a children's book illustrator's rookie card even look like?" you wonder, punching in your PIN.
"First professional doodle," Jack says thoughtfully. "Maybe that red panda you showed me, the one you drew for your niece's birthday card."
"That was awful. I gave him six toes."
"It had character," Jack insists. "Very avant-garde."
You roll your eyes so hard it's a miracle they stay in your head. "Let's go before you start reciting your career stats to the family behind us."
"Oh, I would never—" He pauses, then turns to the man waiting in line. "Did you know she keeps my rookie card in her wallet?"
"JACK."
He laughs, loud and unrestrained, as you grab his arm and drag him away from the checkout area, your face flaming all over again.
"You're the worst," you inform him as you navigate toward the exit, receipt clutched in your hand.
"And yet, you keep my rookie card with you at all times," he counters, skillfully steering the cart around a display of seasonal patio furniture. "Makes a guy wonder what else you might be hiding."
"My deep regret about agreeing to date you?"
"Nah, that's written all over your face." He grins. "I'm thinking more like, do you have a scrapbook? Did you write my name with hearts around it in your diary? Ooh, did you have one of those fathead wall decals?"
You stop walking, fixing him with your most serious expression. "Jack. If you ever want me to sleep over at your place again, you will drop this immediately."
He considers this for a moment, then mimes zipping his lips. "Dropped."
"Thank you."
You resume walking, pushing through the exit doors into the parking lot. The late afternoon sun hits your face, warm against the crisp autumn air. Jack moves ahead to guide the cart, his shoulders relaxed under his faded blue henley, hair slightly mussed from where he ran his hands through it while deliberating between two different coffee brands for twenty minutes.
"I forgot to ask," he says as you reach the car, "are you coming to the game on Thursday?"
"I have that deadline for the fox book illustrations," you remind him, helping to load bags into the trunk of his SUV. "But I could come to Saturday's game maybe?"
Jack nods, lifting the case of water with ease. "Saturday works. Oh, don't forget, there's that charity thing on Sunday."
"Gala thingy?"
"Yeah." He slams the trunk closed. "Bring your wallet though."
You narrow your eyes, pausing with the shopping cart halfway to the return corral. "Why?"
"In case anyone asks for your autograph," he says with exaggerated seriousness. "After, you can show them my rookie card, tell them you knew me when."
You groan, abandoning the cart to march back to him. "I swear to God, Hughes—"
But before you can finish your threat, he catches you around the waist, pulling you against him. "You're cute when you're mortified," he murmurs, and then he's kissing you, right there in the Costco parking lot, with the orange glow of sunset painting everything gold.
When he pulls back, you keep your hands on his chest, feeling the steady thump of his heart beneath your palm. "I'm never taking you shopping again," you inform him.
"Yes you are," he says confidently. "You need someone to reach the top shelves."
"I can bring a stepladder."
"A stepladder won't tell you interesting facts about protein powder or help you pick out deli meat."
"Those are selling points?"
He kisses you again, quickly this time. "Admit it. Shopping with me is an adventure."
"A nightmare," you correct him, but you're smiling. "A recurring nightmare where I'm trapped in Costco forever with a hockey player who thinks jumbo sized everything is a personality trait."
Jack laughs, releasing you to retrieve the abandoned shopping cart. "Come on, nightmare's over for today. Let's go home and figure out where we're going to put that giant candle in your apartment."
"Your apartment," you counter. "You bought it, you store it."
"Fine, but you have to remind me to burn it. And not burn the apartment down."
You watch him return the cart, the easy grace in his movements, the way he nods politely to an older couple walking past. When he returns, he slides into the driver's seat beside you, immediately reaching for your hand across the console.
"So," he says as he starts the engine, "should I be concerned about any other professional athletes you might have rookie cards of? Am I competing with, like, the entire NHL draft class of 2019?"
You squeeze his hand, letting out an exaggerated sigh. "And here I thought you'd dropped it."
"I'm just saying, I should know if I'm in an open relationship with you and a wallet full of hockey cards."
"Just drive, Hughes."
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f1lovr · 2 months ago
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Kindergarten Blues | Quinn Hughes
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Pairing; dad!Quinn Hughes x Fem!Reader
Warning(s); fluff, dad Quinn being soooo adorable, not sure what else
Summary; It's Scarlett's first day of kindergarten, and a certain someone is a mess (installment in the Sweet Girl universe)
Word Count; 3.4k
Authors Note: I love this so so much 😭 -Honey
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The first hints of dawn streaked through the curtains of your bedroom as your alarm gently chimed. You reached over to silence it before it could wake Quinn, who was still fast asleep beside you. His face was peaceful, the worry lines that often appeared during hockey season smoothed away. You allowed yourself a moment to watch him, knowing that today would be an emotional one for your little family.
Today was Scarlett's first day of kindergarten.
The thought sent a flutter of anxiety through your chest. How was it possible that your baby girl was already old enough for school? It seemed like just yesterday that Quinn was holding her tiny newborn form in his hockey-calloused hands, looking terrified and awestruck all at once.
You slipped out of bed, padding quietly to the bathroom to brush your teeth and splash some water on your face. The house was quiet, that special kind of stillness that existed only in the early morning. You checked the time, 6:30 AM. Perfect. You had planned everything meticulously to ensure a smooth, unhurried morning for Scarlett's big day.
The lunch you'd prepared the night before waited in the refrigerator: a heart-shaped sandwich (peanut butter and honey, her favorite), apple slices arranged in a flower pattern, carrot sticks, a small container of ranch dip, and a special first-day-of-school cookie you'd picked up from her favorite bakery. Her brand-new lunchbox, sparkly purple with hockey sticks along the border, a special custom order that had made her squeal with delight when she opened it—sat on the counter, ready to be packed.
You started the coffee maker, knowing Quinn would need the caffeine boost this morning. He'd been putting on a brave face about Scarlett starting school, but you caught him looking at baby photos late at night several times in the past week.
With the coffee brewing, you made your way to Scarlett's bedroom. The door was decorated with wooden letters spelling out her name, each one painted by Quinn during your pregnancy. His way of nesting. You pushed it open gently, peeking inside.
Your daughter was sprawled across her bed, one arm flung over her head. Her wild brunette curls, just like Quinn's in texture and color, were spread across her pillow. The covers had been kicked to the foot of the bed, her favorite stuffed penguin clutched tightly against her chest. The penguin had been a gift from Luke and Jack when they'd played the Canucks last season, and it had rarely left her side since.
You sat on the edge of her bed, brushing a curl away from her face.
"Scarlett," you whispered, running a hand gently over her back. "Time to wake up, baby."
She stirred, burying her face deeper into her pillow.
"Sweet girl," you tried again, using Quinn's special nickname for her. "It's a big day today."
Her eyes fluttered open, revealing those striking hazel eyes that were an exact copy of her father's. For a moment, she looked confused, then understanding dawned on her face and she bolted upright.
"Is it school day?" she asked, her voice thick with sleep but vibrating with excitement.
You nodded, unable to suppress your smile at her enthusiasm. "It's school day, baby."
She threw her arms around you, squeezing tight. "I'm gonna be a kindergartener!" she declared, as if it were the most impressive achievement in the world. And to her, it was.
"You sure are," you agreed, returning her hug. "Should we go wake Daddy?"
Scarlett nodded vigorously, already scrambling out of bed. She raced down the hallway in her Care Bear pajamas, gifted by your coworker last Christmas, her bare feet pattering against the hardwood floors.
You followed more slowly, watching as she burst into your bedroom and launched herself onto the bed.
"Daddy! Daddy! It's school day!" she exclaimed, bouncing on the mattress.
Quinn groaned dramatically, pretending to be annoyed by the wake-up call, but you could see the smile playing at the corners of his mouth. He reached out and grabbed Scarlett mid-bounce, pulling her into a bear hug as she squealed with delight.
"Is it your first day already?" he asked, his voice rough with sleep. "I thought that was next year."
"No, Daddy," Scarlett giggled, squirming in his grasp. "Today! September fifth! You promised you'd drive me in your truck!"
"Did I say that?" he teased, tickling her sides. "I can't remember making such a promise."
"You did!" she insisted between fits of laughter. "You pinky swore!"
"Well, if I pinky swore, then I definitely have to do it," Quinn conceded solemnly. "Pinky swears are sacred."
You watched from the doorway, your heart so full it felt like it might burst. Quinn caught your eye over Scarlett's head, and the look that passed between you was one of shared amazement. How did we get so lucky?
"Okay, sweet girl," Quinn said, releasing her from his grip. "If you're going to be a kindergartener today, you should probably get dressed, right?"
Scarlett nodded seriously. "In my new outfit," she specified. "The one with the sparkly stars."
"That's right," you confirmed. "And what about breakfast? What does a kindergartener eat on her first day?"
"Pancakes!" she declared without hesitation. "With blueberries and maple syrup. The real kind from Canada, not Aunt Jemima." She butchers the name, but it’s amusing nonetheless.
Quinn laughed at that. "That's my girl, already a maple syrup snob at six years old."
"Uncle Brock says the American stuff is just sugar water," Scarlett informed you both primly, repeating something she'd overheard at a team barbecue.
"Does he now?" you asked "Well, why don't you and Daddy get started on those pancakes while I grab your outfit?"
Scarlett scrambled off the bed, tugging Quinn's hand. "Come on, Daddy! I'll help crack the eggs!"
"Just what I need in the morning, eggshells in my pancakes," Quinn muttered, but he was smiling as he allowed himself to be pulled from the bed.
You headed to Scarlett's room, opening her closet to retrieve the outfit she'd picked out weeks ago for this special day: a denim jumper with silver stars embroidered across the front, a light purple t-shirt to go underneath, white leggings with more stars along the sides, and her prized possession, light-up sneakers that twinkled with each step. It wasn't the most coordinated outfit, but it was pure Scarlett. Bright, vibrant, and unapologetically herself.
Downstairs, you could hear the sounds of Quinn and Scarlett in the kitchen: the clatter of mixing bowls, Scarlett's high, excited voice, and Quinn's deeper responses. By the time you joined them, flour dusted the countertop, and Quinn had a streak of it across his forehead.
"Mommy, I'm making the best pancakes ever!" Scarlett announced, standing on her step stool by the counter, wooden spoon in hand.
"I can see that," you said, setting her clothes on a clean section of counter. "The kitchen is wearing almost as much batter as is in the bowl."
Quinn shot you an apologetic look. "We got a little excited with the mixing."
"It's a special day," you conceded, dropping a kiss on his flour-dusted cheek. "I think the kitchen can handle a little mess."
While Quinn supervised the pancake cooking, you helped Scarlett get dressed in her chosen outfit. Her excitement was contagious, and you found yourself getting caught up in her joy as she twirled to make her sneakers light up.
"Mommy," she said suddenly, her expression turning serious. "Can you do my hair in pigtails today? With the purple ribbons? I want to look pretty for my teacher."
"Of course, sweet girl," you replied, using Quinn's nickname without thinking. "You're going to be the cutest in the class."
After breakfast, which was indeed quite delicious despite the mess involved in its creation, you took Scarlett to the bathroom to brush her teeth. She insisted on doing it herself, "because I'm a big girl now," but you took over brushing the back molars.
Then came the hair styling. You sat her on a stool in front of the bathroom mirror, carefully parting her blonde curls down the middle and working each side into a neat pigtail. The purple ribbons were tied into perfect bows, and when you were finished, Scarlett beamed at her reflection.
"I look like a princess," she declared, a descriptor that perfectly encapsulated your daughter's dual obsessions.
"The prettiest princess I've ever seen," Quinn agreed from the doorway, now showered and dressed in dark jeans and a button-down shirt, far more put-together than his usual off season attire of athletic shorts and a t-shirt.
You raised an eyebrow at him. "You clean up nice, Captain."
He shrugged, a slight flush coloring his cheeks. "It's a big day. Thought I should make an effort."
While Quinn helped Scarlett put on her backpack, a miniature version of his Canucks gear bag, complete with the number 43 and "HUGHES" emblazoned on the side, you grabbed her lunch and the small chalkboard sign you'd prepared the night before.
Outside, the morning was crisp and clear, a hint of autumn in the air despite it only being early September. Quinn's truck was parked in the driveway, freshly washed for the occasion.
"Picture time!" you announced, holding up the sign that read "My First Day of Kindergarten" in your neatest handwriting.
Scarlett posed proudly in front of the house, holding the sign with both hands, her smile so wide it seemed to take up half her face. Quinn stood back with you, his arm around your waist, watching as your daughter preened for the camera.
"She's going to be fine," you whispered to him, sensing the tension in his body. "She's so ready for this."
"I know," he murmured back. "It's not her I'm worried about."
After what felt like a hundred photos, solo shots of Scarlett, pictures with you, with Quinn, with both of you, with just her backpack, with her lunchbox, it was finally time to leave for school.
"I call shotgun!" Scarlett yelled, racing toward Quinn's truck.
"Nice try, sweet girl," Quinn laughed, opening the back door instead. "Kindergarteners ride in the back seat. Captain's orders."
Scarlett huffed but allowed herself to be buckled into her booster seat. "When I'm seven, can I ride in the front?"
"When you're sixteen," Quinn countered.
"Eight?"
"Fifteen."
"Nine?"
"Fourteen and that's my final offer."
You listened to their familiar negotiation game with a smile as you climbed into the passenger seat. This was their thing, a back-and-forth that could go on for ages, neither one ever actually expecting to win but both enjoying the verbal sparring nonetheless.
The drive to Scarlett's elementary school was short but seemed to stretch on forever. You glanced back frequently, watching as Scarlett's eyes widened at the sight of other children walking hand-in-hand with their parents toward the school building.
Quinn was unusually quiet, his knuckles white on the steering wheel. You reached over, placing your hand on his thigh, offering silent support. He gave you a tight smile in return.
Finding a parking spot proved challenging, with every parent accompanying their child on the first day, but Quinn eventually wedged his truck between a minivan and an SUV.
"Ready, sweet girl?" he asked, his voice admirably steady as he helped Scarlett down from her seat.
She nodded, suddenly looking much smaller with her oversized backpack and lunchbox. She reached for both your hands, positioning herself between you and Quinn.
The walk to her classroom was a blur of activity. Other parents taking photos, teachers greeting new students with bright smiles, older children rushing to find their friends after the summer break. Through it all, Scarlett held tight to your hands, her initial bravado tempered now by the reality of what was happening.
Outside Room 8, a young woman with a warm smile and curly brown hair stood greeting each child. A name tag on her dress read "Ms. Jones."
"You must be Scarlett," she said, kneeling down to your daughter's level. "I'm Ms. Jones. I'm so excited to have you in my class this year."
Scarlett inched slightly closer to Quinn's leg but managed a small "Hi."
"I love your pigtails," Ms. Jones continued. "And those shoes are amazing! Do they light up?"
Scarlett nodded, stomping one foot to demonstrate. The action seemed to bolster her confidence. "My daddy got them for me. He's the captain of the Canucks."
Ms. Jones' eyes flickered briefly to Quinn, a flash of recognition there and quickly suppressed. To her credit, she redirected her attention immediately back to Scarlett. "Well, that's very exciting! We have a special helper job called 'Line Leader' in our classroom. Maybe you'd like to try that today?"
Scarlett's eyes widened. "Like a captain?"
"Exactly like a captain," Ms. Jones confirmed. "Would you like to come in and see where your cubby is? You can put your backpack away."
Scarlett looked up at you and Quinn, seeking reassurance. You nodded encouragingly, even as your throat tightened with emotion.
"We'll be right here," Quinn promised, his voice rougher than usual. "We're not leaving yet."
That seemed to be all the encouragement Scarlett needed. She let go of your hands and stepped forward to take Ms. Jones' outstretched one.
"I'll bring her right back to say goodbye," the teacher assured you both before leading Scarlett into the colorful classroom.
As soon as Scarlett was out of sight, you felt Quinn's hand grip yours tightly. You turned to look at him and were startled by the sheen of tears in his eyes.
"Quinn," you murmured, squeezing his hand. "Are you okay?"
He tried to smile but it wobbled precariously. "Yeah, I just... she's so small, you know? And that backpack is almost as big as she is, and what if the other kids aren't nice, or what if she gets scared and we're not there, or what if—"
"Quinn," you interrupted gently, turning to face him fully. "She's going to be fine. She's strong and smart and friendly. She's got this."
He nodded, taking a deep breath. "I know. I know she does. She's the bravest person I know, and she's only six." He laughed shakily.
You smiled. "Remember when she was four and insisted on skating with the team during family skate? No fear whatsoever."
Quinn's eyes softened at the recollection. "She went straight up to Demko and told him his pads were too big and that's why he kept falling down."
"And he just nodded like she'd given him the most profound advice," you added, laughing.
The brief walk down memory lane seemed to steady Quinn somewhat, but when Scarlett reappeared in the doorway, backpack stowed and ready to officially start her day, you felt him tense beside you.
"Mommy! Daddy! I have my own hook with my name on it!" she exclaimed, pointing back into the classroom. "And there's a reading corner with beanbags and a science table with a real microscope!"
"That sounds amazing, sweet girl," Quinn said, kneeling down to her level. "Are you ready for your first day?"
Scarlett nodded enthusiastically, but then hesitated. "Will you come get me after school is over? Promise?"
"Wild horses couldn't keep us away," Quinn assured her, pulling her into a tight hug. "I'll be counting the minutes until I see you again."
You watched as he held onto her just a fraction longer than necessary, his eyes squeezed shut as if committing the moment to memory. When he finally released her, you could see he was fighting back tears.
"Have the best day, baby," you said, taking your turn to hug her. "We can't wait to hear all about it later."
Scarlett beamed at you both, then turned to Ms. Jones, who was waiting patiently nearby. "I'm ready now," she declared with all the gravity a six-year-old could muster.
"Excellent," Ms. Jones smiled. "Say goodbye to your parents, and then we'll find your seat for morning circle."
"Bye, Mommy! Bye, Daddy!" Scarlett called, already moving toward the classroom. "Love you infinity!"
"Love you infinity plus one," Quinn responded automatically, your family's familiar farewell.
And then she was gone, disappearing into the classroom with one last wave and a flash of light-up sneakers.
You and Quinn stood frozen for a moment, staring at the spot where she'd been. Around you, other parents were wiping away tears or hugging each other for support.
When you turned to Quinn, you were startled to see tears flowing freely down his face.
"Quinn," you whispered, pulling him a few steps away from the classroom door for privacy.
He tried to speak but choked on the words. Instead, he pulled you into a fierce hug, burying his face in your neck. You could feel the dampness of his tears against your skin.
"It's okay," you soothed, rubbing circles on his back despite the lump in your own throat. "She's okay."
"I know," he managed after a moment, his voice muffled against you. "I just... when did she get so big? I still remember the first time I held her, she was so tiny I was terrified I'd break her."
You smiled at the memory. Centered, unflappable Quinn Hughes, renowned for his composure under pressure on the ice, completely undone by a seven-pound newborn.
"And now she's walking into that classroom like she owns the place," he continued, pulling back slightly to look at you, his hazel eyes, so like Scarlett's, swimming with tears. "When did that happen?"
"One day at a time," you replied simply, reaching up to wipe a tear from his cheek. "That's how it always happens."
Quinn took a deep, shuddering breath, collecting himself. "I thought I was prepared for this," he admitted. "I even gave myself a pep talk in the shower this morning."
"Did it include 'don't cry in front of the other dads'?" you teased gently.
He groaned, glancing around to see if any of the other parents had noticed his breakdown. "Petey is never going to let me live this down if he finds out."
"Your secret's safe with me," you promised, linking your arm through his as you began walking toward the exit. "Although I have to say, I'm a little surprised. I thought I'd be the emotional wreck today."
Quinn shrugged, his composure slowly returning. "I think it hit me harder because... well, she's my little angel, you know? We have our morning skates and our secret handshake and our special pregame rituals. And now she's going to have this whole life that doesn't include me."
The vulnerability in his admission made your heart ache. "She'll always be your little girl," you assured him. "School doesn't change that."
He nodded, though he still looked a bit lost. "I just hope she has a good day."
"She will," you said confidently. "And then she'll come home and tell us all about it, and tomorrow will be a little easier, and the day after that easier still."
You reached the truck, and Quinn opened your door before walking around to the driver's side. Inside, the silence felt heavy with the absence of Scarlett's chatter from the back seat.
Quinn stared at the school building through the windshield, making no move to start the engine. "Is it ridiculous that I want to sit in the parking lot all day, just in case she needs us?"
You reached over, taking his hand in yours. "Not ridiculous. Very sweet, but not practical."
He sighed, finally turning the key in the ignition. "I suppose you're right."
"How about this," you suggested. "Let's go get breakfast, just the two of us. When was the last time we did that?"
Quinn considered this, a small smile finally breaking through his melancholy. "Probably before Scarlett was born."
"Exactly. We can go to that diner you like, the one with the ridiculously strong coffee."
"And the breakfast casseroles?" he asked, perking up slightly.
"Those very ones," you confirmed. "And then we can take our time, maybe walk along the seawall, and still be back with plenty of time to pick her up."
Quinn nodded, finally putting the truck in reverse. "Okay, yeah. That sounds good." He glanced at you, love and gratitude evident in his expression. "Thank you."
"For what?" you asked.
"For knowing exactly what to say. For being strong when I'm a mess. For giving me the most amazing daughter in the world." He leaned over, pressing a soft kiss to your lips. "For everything."
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f1lovr · 2 months ago
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MISTAKEN MAJESTY MASTERLIST | OP81
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note: oscar in a suit means a prince AU, nothing more, nothing else. also i rewatched monte carlo and really wanted a storyline based off the whole switching lives thing so ENJOY!
pairing: oscar piastri x fem!reader
summary: in which Y/N thought she was gonna have a normal summer... or in which Y/N gets swept into a life of royalty and lies and finds herself falling for the prince along the way.
1: let the adventures begin
2. coming soon...
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f1lovr · 2 months ago
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most assuredly ⛐ 𝐎𝐏𝟖𝟏
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you approach his table, pen tucked behind your ear. he opens his mouth to ask for the special. instead, oscar says, “would you like to get married?”
ꔮ starring: oscar piastri x reader. ꔮ word count: 15.7k. ꔮ includes: romance, friendship, humor. mentions of food, alcohol. marriage of convenience, fake dating, set mostly in monaco, serious creative liberties on citizenship/residency rules, google translated french. title from the fray’s look after you (which i would highly recommend listening to while reading). ꔮ commentary box: i thought this would be short, but i fear i’m physically incapable of shutting up about oscar piastri. sue me. wrote this in one deranged sitting, and i leave it to all of you now 💍 𝐦𝐲 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭
♫ almost (sweet music), hozier. a drop in the ocean, ron pope. hazy, rosi golan ft. william fitzsimmons. fidelity, regina spektor. just say yes, snow patrol. archie, marry me, alvvays.
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Oscar Piastri fails his second attempt at Monaco residency on a Tuesday.
The rejection letter is folded too crisply, sealed in a government envelope so sterile it might as well be laughing at him. He stares at it while sipping overpriced espresso from the balcony of his apartment—well, technically, his team principal’s apartment, but the view of the harbor is the same. He watches a seagull steal a croissant from a toddler and thinks: that bird has more rights here than I do.
It’s not that he needs Monaco, but it would make things easier. Taxes, residency, team logistics. Mostly, he just hates the principle of it. He’s raced these streets. Risked his life at La Rascasse. Smiled through grid walks, kissed the trophy once, twice. How much more Monégasque does he need to be?
Still, the Principality remains unimpressed.
Oscar is dreadfully impatient about it all. 
He walks to lunch out of spite. Refuses the team car. Chooses the one place that doesn’t care who he is: Chez Colette, tucked between a florist and a family-run tailor, with sun-faded menus and the same specials board since 2004. It smells like lemon and anchovy and garlic confit. Monaco’s soul in three notes.
You’re wiping down a table when he steps in. You don’t look up right away.
He knows your name, but he won’t say it aloud. That would make it too real. Instead, he watches the way your fingers move over the woodgrain, the tiny gold cross around your neck. No wedding ring. 
Definitely Monégasque. Probably born here. He’s seen your grandmother in the back, slicing pissaladière with a surgeon’s precision.
You approach his table, pen tucked behind your ear. He opens his mouth to ask for the special.
Instead, he says, “Would you like to get married?”
There’s a beat of silence so clean you could plate oysters on it.
Your brow lifts, just slightly. “Pardon?”
Oscar’s own voice catches up with him. “I mean. Lunch. And then—maybe—marriage. If you’re free. Not in the next hour. Just in general.”
Another beat. Then you laugh, low and incredulous. Your English is heavily accented. A telltale sign you learned it for the express purpose of surviving the service industry. “Is this because of the citizenship thing?”
He stares at you.
You shrug, eyes twinkling. “You’re not the first to ask.” 
Oscar groans and slumps back in his chair, dragging a hand over his face. “Of course I’m not.”
You grin, and he thinks maybe he wouldn’t mind being the last.
“How do you feel about pissaladière?” you ask, scribbling on your notepad.
“Is that a yes?”
You walk away without answering. He watches you disappear into the kitchen, the sound of your laughter softening the corners of his day.
He’s not sure what he just started. But he knows he’s coming back tomorrow.
And so Oscar returns the next day. Then the day after that. And the one after that.
At first, it’s curiosity. Then it’s habit. Eventually, it becomes something closer to ritual. Lunch. Sometimes dinner. Once, a midnight snack after sim practice, when he told himself he needed carbs and not just a glimpse of the waitress with the tired eyes and fast French.
He likes the way the place smells. He likes the handwritten menu and the old radio that crackles Edith Piaf like it’s a lullaby. He likes you, though he doesn’t let himself think about that too often.
You mumble French at him when he walks in. The first time, he wasn’t sure if it was welcome or warning. Now, he knows it’s both.
You’re usually wiping something down or balancing three plates on one arm. You never wear makeup. Your apron’s always tied in a double knot. And you never, ever miss a chance to call him out.
“If you’re here to poach the brandamincium recipe, you’ll have to marry my grandmother,” you tell him one afternoon.
Oscar raises an eyebrow. “Tempting. But I hear she’s already married to the oven.”
You snort, and his chest flares with something stupid and bright.
The regulars give him side-eyes. Your grandmother watches him like she’s trying to solve an equation. Still, you never ask him to leave.
He tips well. He’s not trying to impress you. He’s just grateful. For the peace. For the food. For you.
One night, the lights are low and the chairs are half-stacked when he shows up with two tarte aux pommes from the bakery down the street. You look at him like you’re considering throwing him out. Instead, you pour two glasses of wine and sit.
He peels the parchment off the pastries. “Chez Colette. Named after your grandmother?”
You nod. “She started it with my grandfather. 1973.”
He glances around. The cracked tiles. The curling menus. The handwritten notes on the wall that must be decades old. “And now it’s yours”
“Sort of,” you say dismissively. “I wait tables. I do the books. I fix the pipes. Mostly I pray the rent doesn’t go up again.”
Oscar feels a twist beneath his ribs. He’s spent millions on cars. Watches. Sim rigs. But this—this tiny restaurant and your soft frown—feels more fragile than any of it.
“It’s perfect,” he says.
You look at him with the sort of grin that unravels him. “It’s dying.”
He doesn’t know what to say to that. So he takes a bite of tart. Lets the silence sit between you. He swallows his mouthful of pastry, then says, “Then maybe we save it.”
You raise an eyebrow. “We?”
Oscar smiles. When you don’t tell him to leave, he makes a decision. 
He returns three days later, after hours. He doesn’t mean to knock twice, but the restaurant is dark, the chairs up, the shutters half-drawn like the building itself is asleep. Still, he raps his knuckles on the glass, envelope in hand, because this isn’t something he can deliver over a text. Or a tart.
You appear after a minute, hair pinned up, sweatshirt on instead of your apron. You squint at him through the glass like he’s forgotten what day it is.
“We’re closed,” you say as you open the door halfway.
“I know,” Oscar replies, holding up the envelope. “I brought... paperwork.”
Your brows knit. You glance down at the crisp white rectangle like it might bite. “If that’s a menu suggestion, je jure devant Dieu—”
“It’s not,” he says quickly. “It’s—alright, this is going to sound completely mental, but just let me get through it.”
You cross your arms. “Go on, then.”
Oscar takes a breath. You’re still not letting him in; he figures he deserves it. “There’s a clause,” he starts slowly, “in the citizenship law. A foreign spouse of a Monegasque national can apply for residency after one year of marriage and continuous residence in the Principality.”
“I’m aware.” 
He opens the envelope and slides out three neat pages, stapled, formatted like a sponsor contract. He’d asked his agent to help without saying why. Said it was a tax thing. That part wasn’t entirely a lie.
“This is a proposal,” he continues. “One year of marriage. Eighteen months, technically, to be safe. We live here, we do all the legal bits. Then we file for annulment, or divorce, or whatever keeps it clean. No... weird stuff. Just paperwork.”
You stare at him. He rushes on.
“In return, I’ll wire you 10% of my racing salary during the term. That’s around 230,000 euros. And 5% annually for five years after. You can use it however you want. To keep Chez Colette open. Renovate. Hire help. Buy better wine. I don’t care.”
You say nothing. The silence stretches. A bird flutters past the awning. Oscar rubs the back of his neck. “I’m not asking for a real marriage. Just a legal one,” he manages. “You’ve seen how hard it is for people like me to get a foothold here. I’ve driven Monaco more times than I’ve driven my home streets. I want to stay. I just... can’t do it alone.”
You look at the contract, then back at him. “You typed up a prenup for a fake marriage?”
“Technically it’s a postnup,” he mutters, half to himself.
Something in your face shifts. Not quite a smile. But not a no, either. “You’re serious,” you say, scanning his face for any hint of doubt.
“I really am.”
You shake your head, understandably overwhelmed and disbelieving that this acquaintance had plucked you out of nowhere for his grand citizenship scheme. “Give me a few days. I need to think.”
Oscar nods. He doesn’t push. He just hands you the envelope and steps back into the fading light of Rue Grimaldi.
Two days later, you tell him to come over once again. You give him a specific time.
The restaurant is closed again, but this time it’s by design—chairs down, kettle on, one ceramic pot of lavender still bravely holding on near the window. The table between you is small. A two-seater wedged against the wall beneath a sepia photo of Grace Kelly. 
Oscar sits across from you, spine a little too straight, as if you’re about to interrogate him in a language he doesn’t speak. You’re reading the contract like it’s the terms of his parole.
“Alright,” you say, flipping the page with a deliberate rustle. “Ground rules.”
He nods, trying not to look as if he’s bracing for impact.
“One: I’m not changing my last name.”
“Didn’t expect you to,” Oscar says.
“Two: no pet names in public. No ‘darling,’ no ‘chérie,’ and absolutely no ‘babe.’”
He makes a face. “I don’t think I’ve ever said ‘babe’ in my life.”
“Good. Keep it that way.”
You tap the next section of the contract. “Three: no sharing a bed. We alternate who gets the apartment when the press is nosy, but I don’t care how Monégasque the walls are. We are not reenacting a romcom.”
“I like my own space.”
“Four,” you continue, now fully warmed up, “if I find out you’ve got a girlfriend in another country who thinks this is all some hilarious prank, I will go on record. Publicly. With—how do you say?—receipts.” 
Oscar’s eyes widen, then he laughs. He can’t help it. You’re glaring, but it only makes him grin harder. “There is no secret girlfriend,” he assures, still smiling. “You’ve got nothing to worry about.”
You study him a second longer. He meets your gaze. Not in a cold way. More like someone trying very hard to be worthy of trust.
“Alright,” you murmur, sitting back. “We have only one problem.” 
“Do we?” 
“This.” You gesture vaguely between the contract, the table, and him. “This is very convincing on paper. But people will ask questions. My grandmother will ask questions.”
“I figured as much,” Oscar says, drawing a breath. “Which is why we’ll need to... date. First.”
“Date,” you say, testing the word out on. Your nose scrunches up a bit. Cute, Oscar thinks, and then he crashes the thought into the wall of his mind so he nevers thinks it again. 
“Publicly. Casually. Just enough to sell the story,” he explains. “Lunches, walks, one trip to the paddock maybe. Something the media can sink its teeth into. I’ll—I’ll pay for that, too.”
“You’re telling me I have to pretend to fall in love with you,” you say skeptically. 
Oscar’s smile tilts. “Not fall in love. Just look like you could.”
There’s a beat of silence. Then you drop your head into your hands, laughing once—sharp and disbelieving. “Dieu m’aide,” you mumble into your palms. “Fine. One year. No pet names. Separate beds. And if you make me wear matching outfits, I walk.” 
Oscar’s heart soars. “Deal,” he says, sealing it before you can back out. 
He reaches out to shake on it.
You hesitate. Then take his hand.
And just like that, you’re engaged.
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A photo of Oscar with a takeaway bag from your restaurant makes the rounds on a gossip account. The caption reads, Local Hero or Just Hungry? Piastri Spotted Again at Chez Colette. He doesn’t comment.
Then, a week later, he’s asked on a podcast what he does on his days off in Monaco. He shrugs, smiles, and says, “There’s this little place down on Rue Grimaldi. Family-owned. Best tapenade in the world.”
The host jokes, “That’s oddly specific.”
Oscar just sips his water. “So’s my palate.”
After that, things move faster. A video of you two walking along the harbor—him carrying two ice creams, you stealing bites from both—ends up in a fan edit with sparkles and French love songs. Then someone snaps a blurry photo of you adjusting his collar before a press event. The caption: Yo, Oscar Piastri can pull????????
He never confirms. Never denies. Just keeps showing up like it’s natural. He opens doors. He holds your bag when you need to tie your shoe. He stands a little too close when you’re waiting in line. The story builds itself.
Until one night, a photo leaks.
It’s at the back entrance of the restaurant, late, after a pretend-date that turned into real laughter and too much wine. You’re saying goodbye. He kisses you—cheek first, then temple, then, finally, the crown of your hair.
That’s the money shot. Oscar, his lips pressed atop your head; you, with your eyes closed. Turns out both of you are pretty good actors. 
The internet implodes.
Lando calls the next morning.
“Mate.”
Oscar winces. “Hey.”
“You’re dating?” Lando sounds honest-to-goodness betrayed. Oscar almost feels bad. 
The Australian squints at the espresso machine like it might save him. “Technically, yes.”
“You didn’t think to mention that?”
“I was enjoying the privacy,” he deadpans.
Lando hangs up. Oscar makes a mental note to apologize when they see each other next at MTC. For now, though, he has more pressing matters to handle. One he discusses with you while he’s helping you close up shop.
Oscar nudges you gently. “I’ve been thinking.”
“Oh no.”
“I need to use a pet name.”
You whip your head toward him. “Absolutely not.”
“Hear me out. It’s weird if I call you ‘hey’ in interviews. People are starting to notice. One. Just one.”
You narrow your eyes. “Like what?”
He clears his throat, adopting a dramatic air. “Darling.”
You shake your head. “Too Downton Abbey.”
“Sweetheart.”
“Too American.”
“Snugglebug?”
You stare.
“That was a test,” he says defensively.
“Try again.”
He considers. “Just—how about ‘my future wife.’”
You look away—too quickly. He sees it. The flicker. The way your lips twitch before you hide them. 
“My future wife, then,” he says, sounding too smug for his own good. 
You don’t say it back, don’t promise to call him your future husband. It’s alright. As it is, he has a couple more hurdles before he can even get to the wedding bells part of this arrangement. 
Oscar has faced plenty of terrifying things in life: Eau Rouge in the rain, contract negotiations, Lando in a mood. None of them compare to this. Your grandmother’s dining room, cramped and full of porcelain saints.
He’s painfully aware of the scratchy linen napkin on his lap, the heavy scent of cedarwood and amber in the air. The wallpaper is floral. The lighting is... judgmental. And across from him, your grandmother—petite, sharp-eyed, hair in an immaculate bun—regards him like a fraudulent soufflé.
You sit between Oscar and her, valiantly attempting to translate. The infamous Colette says something sharp and direct in French.
You smile saccharinely sweetly at Oscar. “She wants to know if you have real intentions.”
Oscar clears his throat. “Tell her yes. Tell her I think you’re… remarkable.”
You raise an eyebrow but translate. Your grandmother hums noncommittally, eyes narrowing just a touch. Then she asks another question. You translate again. “She wants to know what you like about me.”
Oscar panics. “Tell her you’re bossy.”
You give him a look.
“In a good way! I like that you tell me what to do. It’s grounding,” he backtracks. “And that you don’t laugh at my French, at least not out loud. And that you know exactly what you want and refuse to settle for less.”
Shaking your head, you deliver the words in French. Oscar has no way to know if it’s verbatim or if you’re somehow making him sound better. Regardless, your next translated words hold true. “She says she still doesn’t trust you,” you say wryly. 
“Fair,” he says. 
The meal continues. Your grandmother asks about his family, his racing, what he eats before a Grand Prix. You relay each question in English, Oscar doing his best to keep up, alternating between charming and catastrophic. He drops his fork once. He mispronounces aubergine. You have to explain what Vegemite is, and it nearly causes an incident.
Finally, somewhere between the cheese course and dessert, he reaches for your hand. It surprises both of you, the way his fingers find yours without fanfare.
Your grandmother notices. She watches for a long second, then exhales through her nose. Her next words don’t sound as cutting. You murmur, translating, “She says she’ll be keeping an eye on us.”
Oscar nods solemnly. 
Outside, later, as the night air cools your flushed cheeks, he lets out a breath like he's crossed the finish line. “Think she’d be open to babysitting the fake kids one day?” he asks ruefully. 
You laugh. Hard.
He’ll take it, he decides. 
The season starts. You stay in touch. Oscar shows up at the restaurant after three months on the dot, still smelling faintly of champagne and podium spray. “I brought the trophy,” he announces, holding it out like a peace offering.
You stare at the intricate cup accorded to him for crossing the finish line first, then at him. “You think I want a trophy in exchange for emotional labor?”
“I also brought you a pastry,” he adds, brandishing a delicate tarte tropézienne.
You take the pastry.
He follows you inside, slipping into your usual booth in the back, where the sound of the espresso machine muffles any chance of a quiet moment. You sit across from him, pulling your apron over your lap like a barrier.
“So,” he begins. “We should probably talk about... the proposal.”
“You’re really not wasting time,” you chuckle. 
“We’ve got a timeline. Press, citizenship, nosy neighbors. I have to make it look like I can’t bear to be without you.”
You snort. “That’ll be a performance.”
He grins. “Oscar-worthy.”
You try not to smile at his joke. “What do you even envision? You just collapsing in the paddock and screaming that you must marry me immediately?”
“That was my backup plan.”
You sip your coffee, watching him over the rim. “And what would be the first plan?” 
“Something classic. You’ll pretend to be surprised. I’ll get down on one knee. Ideally, there will be flowers, soft lighting, maybe a string quartet hiding behind a hedge.”
You shake your head. “Ridiculous.”
“You’re saying you wouldn’t want something like that?”
You hesitate. Just for a bit. “Fine,” you admit. “If it were real, I suppose I would want something simple. Something quiet. Not in front of a crowd. No flash mobs.”
“Noted. Absolutely no synchronized dancing.”
“And I’d want it to be somewhere that means something. Like... the dock near the market, maybe. Where my parents met. Just us. Some lights over the water. Nothing fancy.”
Oscar has gone quiet. It bleeds into the moment after you answer. You’re glaring at him heatlessly when you demand, “What?” 
He shrugs, eyes a little soft. “Nothing. Just... You’re really easy to fall in love with when you talk like that.”
You roll your eyes, but the blush betrays you. He leans forward, elbows on the table. “Should we make it the market dock, then? For the fake proposal.”
You open your mouth to argue, but the words don’t come. “Alright,” you concede, all the fight gone out of you. “But if you get a string quartet involved, I will throw you into the sea.” 
“No promises,” says Oscar, even as he cracks the smallest of smiles.
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Oscar FaceTimes his sisters on a Sunday morning, two hours before his second free practice session in Imola. He’s still in his race suit, hair slightly damp from the helmet, seated cross-legged on the floor of his motorhome like a boy about to beg for pocket money.
“Alright,” he says, flashing the camera a sheepish grin. “Before you say anything—I know it’s been a while. But I have news.” 
Hattie appears first, her hair in rollers, holding a mug that says #1 Mum despite not having kids. Then Edie, still in bed, squinting at her phone like it betrayed her. Finally Mae joins from what appears to be a café, earbuds in, already suspicious.
“You’re not dying, are you?” Mae says apprehensively. “Because you have ‘soft launch of a terminal illness’ face.”
“No one’s dying,”  Oscar says exasperatedly. “I’m—okay, this is going to sound a bit mad, but I need you all to come to Monaco next weekend.”
A beat. Silence. A spoon clinks against ceramic.
“Oscar,” Edie says slowly, “if this is about the cat again—”
“No, no! I swear, it’s not about the cat. I’m—proposing.”
Three sets of eyebrows go up. Even Hattie lowers her mug.
“Is this the waitress?” Mae asks, frowning. “She’s real?” 
Oscar lets out a heavy sigh. “Yes, she’s real. You’ve met her—at Chez Colette, remember? She works there. Thick accent. Quietly judges people with just her eyebrows.”
Recognition dawns slowly. “The waitress who told dad his wine palate was embarrassing?” Hattie says, remembering the one and only time Oscar had taken them to the restaurant, post-race. Back when it was just a place for good food and not ground zero for a marriage of convenience. 
“The very one,” he says. 
“I liked her,” Edie says. “Sharp. Didn’t laugh at your jokes.”
“So what’s the rush?” Mae’s eyes are narrowed. “You’re not the spontaneous type.”
Oscar hesitates. There’s a script he wrote for this exact moment, but it crumbles like a napkin in his hands. He tries the truth, or at least a gentle version of it.
“I’ve been thinking a lot about what matters,” he says. “About building something. And... Monaco’s home now, in a weird way. But it’s not really home without her.”
It’s not a lie. It’s just not the whole story.
There’s a pause, then Hattie sniffs and says, “Well, if this is how I find out I need a bridesmaid dress, I expect champagne.”
“I want seafood at the rehearsal dinner,” Edie adds.
“And we need a proper girl’s day with our sister-in-law-to-be,” Mae mutters, smiling despite herself.
Oscar grins, relief warm and fizzy in his chest.
“So you’ll come?”
“Of course we’ll come,” they say in near-unison.
The screen glitches for a moment, freezing them mid-laughter. Oscar watches their pixelated faces and thinks, oddly, that maybe this fake proposal has a bit too much heart in it already.
They fly in. His parents, too. The local press catch wind of it; rumors fly, but he says nothing. He’s too busy watching proposals on YouTube and figuring out how to make this halfway convincing. 
On the day, Oscar finds that the dock near the market smells like sea salt and overripe citrus. The string of lights overhead flicker like they know what’s about to happen. Oscar stands at the edge, jacket wrinkled, hair wind-tossed, a paper bag tucked under one arm like he’s hiding pastries or nerves.
You arrive five minutes late. On purpose. He doesn’t look up right away, too focused on adjusting something in the bag. When he does glance up, there’s a boyish flush in his cheeks like he’s trying very hard not to bolt.
“You’re early,” you tease.
“I’m punctual,” he corrects. “There’s a difference.”
You walk toward him slowly, letting the moment settle like dust in warm air. Behind the crates of tomatoes and shutters of the market stalls, there’s the faintest sound of movement—your grandmother, probably, crouched next to a box of sardines with Oscar’s sisters stacked like dolls behind her. His parents, also trying to be discreet as they film the proposal on their phones. All of them out of earshot. 
Oscar clears his throat. “So,” he says. “I was going to start with a speech. But I practiced it in the mirror and it sounded like I was reciting tyre strategy.”
You fold your arms. "Now I’m intrigued."
Oscar pulls the ring out of the paper bag like he’s defusing a bomb. It’s a simple one. No halo, no flash. Just a slim gold band and a small stone, found with the help of a very patient assistant and a very anxious jeweler.
“I know it’s not real,” he says. “But I still wanted to ask properly. Because you deserve that. And because, if I’m going to lie to the world, I want to at least mean every word I say to you.”
He kneels. One knee on the old dock planks, the other wobbling slightly.
You try not to smile too much. You fail.
He looks up. Cheeks flaming, eyes glinting. “Will you marry me, mon amour? For taxes, for residency, and the longevity of Monaco’s local cuisine?”
You take the ring. Slide it on. It fits like something inevitable. “Yes," you say softly, amusedly. “But only if you promise to do the dishes when this all goes sideways.”
He laughs, rises, pulls you into him like he’s trying to remember the shape of this moment for later. The lights flicker above you, the market quiet except for the faint sound of someone muffling a sneeze behind a barrel of oranges. You lean in, mouth near his ear.
“There’s nothing more Monégasque than what I’m about to do.”
Oscar pulls back. “What does that—”
You grab his hand and hurl both of you off the dock.
The splash echoes into the cove, loud and wild and full of salt. Somewhere behind you, your grandmother cackles. One of Oscar’s sisters screams. The sea wraps around you both like an exclamation point.
He surfaces first, sputtering. “I didn’t even bring a string quartet!”
You shrug, treading water, the ring catching the last of the sunset. “Welcome to the Principality, monsieur Piastri.” 
Somewhere above, the dock creaks and the lights swing, and a family of co-conspirators starts clapping. The water tastes like the beginning of something strange and maybe wonderful. Monaco, at last, lets him in.
One blurry photo on Instagram is all it takes. 
Oscar, soaked to the knees, hair flattened to his forehead, grinning like someone who’s just robbed a patisserie and gotten away with it.
You’re next to him, clutching a towel and wearing an expression that hovers somewhere between incredulity and affection. The ring—small, elegant, unmistakable—catches the light just enough.
His caption is a single word: Oui.
It takes approximately four minutes for the drivers’ WeChat to implode.
Lando is the first to respond: mate MATE tell me this isn’t a prank.
Then Charles: Is that my fucking neighbor????
Followed by George: This is either extremely romantic or deeply strategic. Possibly both.
Fernando simply replies with a sunglasses emoji and the words: classic.
The media goes feral. Engagement! Surprise dock proposal! The Chez Colette Heiress™! There’s already a Buzzfeed article ranking the most Monégasque elements of the proposal (you jumping into the sea is #1, narrowly edging out the string lights). Someone tweets an AI-generated wedding invite. The official F1 social media releases a supportive statement.
By Thursday’s press conference, Oscar has a halo of smug serenity around him. He had fielded questions all morning, deflecting citizenship implications with the precision of a man who’s done thirty rounds with the Monégasque bureaucracy and lost each time.
Lando, seated beside him, nudges his elbow.
“So,” he says into the mic. “Do we call you Mr. Colette now, or…?”
Oscar doesn’t miss a beat. “Only on the weekdays.”
A ripple of laughter. Cameras flash. “I’m just saying,” Lando continues, faux-serious, “first you get engaged, next thing you know, you’re organizing floral arrangements and crying over table linens.”
“I’ll have you know,” Oscar replies, “the table linens are your problem. You’re best man.”
“Wait, what?”
But Oscar’s already looking past the cameras, past the questions, to the text you sent him that morning: full house again tonight. your trophy is in the pastry case. i put a flower in it. don’t be late.
He shrugs at the next question—something about motives, politics, tax brackets. All he says is, “Chez Colette’s never been busier. She looks beautiful with that ring. I’m winning races. Life’s good.”
And for once, no one argues. (Except Lando, who mutters, “Still can’t believe you beat me to a wife.”)
But then the hate makes its way through the haze. A comment here. A message there. Oscar doesn’t find out until much later, but you supposedly ignored them at first. The usual brand of online cruelty wrapped in emojis and entitlement. It curdled, slow and rancid, like spoiled milk beneath sunshine.
DMs filled with accusations. Gold digger, fame-chaser, fraud. A journalist who called the restaurant pretending to be a customer, asking if it’s true you forged documents. The restaurant landline, unplugged after the fourth prank call. 
By the end of the week, someone mails a dead fish to Chez Colette. Wrapped in butcher paper. No return address. A note tucked inside reads: Go back to the shadows.
You find it funny. Morbidly, anyway. You show it to your grandmother like a joke, like something distant and absurd. She doesn’t laugh.
Oscar doesn’t either.
He hears about it secondhand—Lando lets it slip, offhandedly, after qualifying. Something about the restaurant and a very unfortunate cod. He chuckles at first, caught off guard, then notices the way Lando avoids his gaze.
He texts you that same afternoon. what’s this about a fish?
You send back a shrug emoji. He calls you. You don’t pick up.
The silence between you is short and volatile. He digs. He finds out. He walks into the kitchen after hours, sleeves rolled, still in his race gear. “You should’ve told me.”
You’re wiping down the bar with the same rag you always use when you’re pretending you’re fine. “It’s not your problem.”
His jaw ticks. He’s too still. That particular quiet you’ve only seen once. After a bad race, helmet still in his lap, staring out at nothing, eyes unblinking. “It is my problem,” he says, voice low, tight. “We did this together.”
“We faked this together,” you correct, sharper than you meant.
“Don’t split hairs with me right now.”
You glance up. There’s a glint in his eye Not anger, exactly. Something colder. Something surgical. Protective. That night, he drafts the statement himself. It’s short. No PR filters. No fluffy team language. No committee approval.
If you think I’d fake a proposal for a passport, you don’t know me. If you think insulting someone I care about makes you a fan, you’re wrong. Leave her alone.
He posts it without warning. No team heads-up. No brand consultation.
The fallout is immediate. And loud. Some applaud him—brave, romantic, principled. Others double down, clawing at conspiracy theories like they hold inheritance rights. But the worst voices get quieter. The dead fish don’t return. You stop sleeping with your phone on airplane mode.
A few sponsors call to ‘express concern.’ He answers them all personally. Later, again in the restaurant kitchen, he leans against the counter while you wash greens, trying to act like it didn’t cost him anything to do what he did. Like it didn’t make something shift between you.
“Don’t read into it,” he says, picking at the label of a pickle jar with too much focus. “I just didn’t want our story to tank before I get my tax break.”
You don’t look at him. He shifts, awkward. Adds, “And... I guess we're friends now. Loosely.”
You pass him a colander without comment. He holds it as if it’s evidence in a case he’s trying to solve. “Still not reading into it,” you say, finally, absolving him and thanking him all at once.
“Good.”
When you turn away, he watches you a little too long. And when you laugh—just barely, just once—he lets himself smile back.
The restaurant is full, as always. Someone just ordered two servings of pissaladière and asked if the newly engaged couple is around tonight.
Your grandmother rolls her eyes and tells them, in her stern, stilted English, “Only if you behave.”
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The wedding planning happens in the margins. Between races, between airports, between whatever strange reality the two of you have created and the one that exists on paper. Oscar reads menu options off his phone in airport lounges. You text him photos of flower arrangements with captions like Too romantic? and Is eucalyptus overdone?
Neither of you want something extravagant. The more believable it is, the smaller it needs to be. Just close family. A quiet ceremony. A reception in the restaurant, chairs pushed aside, candles on the table. You call it a micro-wedding. Oscar calls it a tax deduction with canapés.
Still, some things have to be done properly. Rings. A few photos. Legal documents with very real signatures. He misses most of it, but you keep him looped in with texts and the occasional FaceTime call, grainy and too short. It’s always night where one of you is.
On one of his rare trips back to Monaco, he stops by the restaurant to say hello. Your grandmother tells him through gestures that you’re at a fitting two blocks away. He finds the boutique mostly by accident. Sunlight catching on the display window, the bell chiming softly as he pushes the door open.
You’re on the pedestal, the back of the dress being pinned by a seamstress. Simple silk, off-white, the kind of dress that wouldn’t raise eyebrows in a civil hall or turn heads on a red carpet. Your hair is pinned up, loose and a little messy. 
Still, he freezes.
You catch his reflection in the mirror and gasp. “Oscar!” you yelp, spinning to look at him. “It’s bad luck to see the dress!”
He blinks, caught. “It’s not a real wedding,” he huffs. 
You squint at him. “Still. Don’t ruin my fake dreams.”
He steps further in, slow, like he’s not sure what rules he’s breaking. “So that’s the one?”
You shrug, turning a little in the mirror. "It’s simple. Comfortable. Feels like me."
He nods, too fast. “It’s nice. You look…”
You wait.
He swallows. “Very believable.”
“High praise.”
He stuffs his hands in his pockets, eyes still on the mirror, or maybe just on you. There’s a feeling crawling up his throat, unfamiliar and slightly inconvenient. “I should go,” he says. “Let you finish.”
“You came all this way. Stay. I want your opinion on shoes.”
“Right, because I am famously qualified to judge footwear.”
And so he sits, cross-legged in a velvet chair that probably costs more than a front wing, and watches you try on shoes, one pair at a time. You argue over ivory versus cream. You make him close his eyes and guess.
He doesn’t say much, but he files it all away. The way you wrinkle your nose at kitten heels, how you giggle when a buckle gets stuck, how you mutter something in French under your breath when the seamstress stabs your hip with a pin.
He doesn’t understand why his chest feels tight. But he doesn’t question it, either.
The day of the wedding arrives like a postcard. Sun-drenched, breeze-cooled, the sea winking blue behind the low stone wall where the ceremony is set up. Your grandmother insists on arranging the chairs herself. Oscar offers to help and is swiftly redirected to stay out of the way.
Chez Colette is shuttered for the day, but still smells like rosemary and flour. The reception will spill into the alley behind it, where the cobblestones have been hosed down and scattered with mismatched café tables, each with a little glass jar of fresh-cut herbs.
For now, the courtyard near the water has been transformed with folding chairs, borrowed hydrangeas, and a string quartet (at Oscar’s insistence and your distaste) made up of one of your cousins and her friends from the conservatory. They play Debussy with just enough off-tempo charm to feel homemade.
Oscar stands at the front, hands shoved into his pockets, tie slightly crooked despite Lando’s earlier attempts to straighten it. His shoes pinch slightly. He’s convinced his shirt collar is a size too small. Lando is beside him, fidgeting like he’s the one about to get married.
“You good?” Lando whispers, leaning in just enough.
“No.”
“Perfect.”
Oscar smooths the paper in his pocket for the eighth—no, ninth—time. It’s creased and slightly smudged from nerves and a morning espresso. He didn’t memorize his vows. He barely even finished them. But they’re his, and he wrote them himself. With some help from Google Translate and an aggressively kind old woman on the flight to Nice.
Guests trickle in like sunlight. Your friends in summer dresses and linen suits, their laughter lilting in the sea air. His family, sunburned from the beach, trying to look formal but cheerful. Hattie gives him a thumbs-up. Edie mouths, Don’t faint. Mae just grins and adjusts the flower crown someone handed her.
Then you walk in.
And the world does that annoying thing where it goes quiet and dramatic, like a movie scene he wouldn’t believe if he were watching it himself. You wear the simple dress. Ivory, sleeveless, the hem brushing your ankles. Your hair is down this time, soft around your shoulders. You have a hand wrapped around your grandmother’s arm, and your smile is the kind that turns corners into homes.
Oscar forgets what to do with his face.
The ceremony begins. The officiant says words Oscar doesn't register. Lando keeps elbowing Oscar at appropriate times to remind him to nod, and once to stop picking at the hem of his jacket.
You go first, when the vows come. Your voice is steady, low, threaded with amusement and something else. Something real. You say his name like it matters. Like it might keep meaning more with every time you say it.
You make promises that are half-jokes, half truths. To tolerate his road rage on normal roads. To always keep a tarte tropézienne in the freezer for emergencies. To have him; sickness and health, Australian and Monégasque. 
His turn.
He pulls the paper from his pocket. Unfolds it like it might disintegrate. Clears his throat. Glances at you.
“Je... je promets de te supporter,” he begins, awkwardly, his accent thick and uneven. “Même quand tu laisses la lumière de la salle de bain allumée.”
There are chuckles. His sisters blow into handkerchiefs. A pigeon flutters past like it, too, is here for the drama. He stumbles through the rest.
Promises to make you coffee badly but consistently. To bring you pastries when you're angry with him. To never again get a string quartet without written approval. He throws in a line about sharing his last fry, even if it's the crispy end piece.
Halfway through, he glances up. And sees it. The shimmer in your eyes. The not-quite-contained tears that threaten to spill. It knocks the air out of him.
By the time the officiant is saying, And now, by the power vested in me—, Oscar doesn’t wait. 
He leans forward and kisses you, hands framing your face like he can catch every single tear before it falls. His thumb brushes the edge of your cheekbone. It’s not rehearsed, but it’s right. You melt forward, like the kiss was always part of the plan.
The crowd cheers. Your grandmother sniffs like she always knew it would come to this. One of your cousins whistles. Lando punches the air with both fists.
The reception begins in the cobbled alley behind Chez Colette, strung with borrowed fairy lights and paper lanterns swaying in the breeze. The scent of rosemary focaccia and grilled sardines fills the air, mingling with the crisp pop of celebratory champagne.
Someone’s rigged an old speaker system to loop a playlist of jazz and golden-age love songs, occasionally interrupted by the soft hiss of the espresso machine still running inside. Your grandmother commands the kitchen like a general, spooning barbajuan into chipped bowls and muttering under her breath in rapid-fire Monégasque. 
The courtyard buzzes with the kind of warmth that can’t be choreographed. Oscar’s sisters are deep in conversation with your friends, comparing childhood embarrassments. Mae pulls up a photo of Oscar in a kangaroo costume at age six and your side of the table erupts in delighted horror. One of your cousins has started a limoncello drinking contest beside the dessert table.
Lando, never one to be left out, sidles up to one of your bridesmaid cousins and introduces himself with a wink and a terribly accented “Enchanté.” She laughs in his face, but doesn’t walk away.
The music shifts from upbeat to something softer, slower. Oscar’s mother pulls him onto the floor for their dance. He resists at first, shy in the way only sons can be, but she hushes him gently and holds him like she did when he was five and fell asleep in the backseat of the family car.
They sway to the music, and halfway through, she wipes at her eyes and whispers something that makes Oscar nod too quickly and look away, blinking hard.
Later, it’s your turn. He finds you near the edge of the alley, holding a half-eaten piece of pissaladière, watching the lights flicker across the windows and the harbor beyond. There’s flour on your wrist and a tiny smear of anchovy oil on your collarbone.
“May I?” he asks, offering his hand.
You smile, place your hand in his, and let him pull you in. The music lilts, old and romantic, like something out of your grandmother's record player. You move together in small steps, barely more than a sway, but it’s enough. “A year and a half starts now,” you murmur, eyes on his shoulder.
He hums. “We’ll manage.” 
You let out a breath, equal parts hope and hesitation. “Still feels like we’re tempting fate.”
He leans closer, smile tugging at the corners of his mouth. “Then maybe we should tempt it properly.”
You look up at him, the warning written all over your face. But he’s already grinning like he’s fifteen again, mischief blooming across his face. “You said you wanted something Monégasque,” he hums.
“Don’t you dare—”
He scoops you up before you can finish, and you yelp, arms flailing around his neck.
“Oscar Piastri, I swear—”
“Too late!”
He runs. Through the alley, past your grandmother shouting something scandalized in, past Lando who drops his glass and whoops, past chairs and flower petals and startled guests, and straight for the harbor. 
The water meets you like a shock of laughter and salt, the world disappearing in a splash and a blur of white fabric and suit sleeves. When you surface, gasping, your hair clinging to your cheeks, Oscar is beside you, beaming, his jacket floating nearby like a shipwrecked flag. “Revenge,” he says, breathless, “is so damn sweet out here.” 
You splash him, teeth chattering and smile unstoppable. “You are insane.”
“Takes one to marry one.”
On the dock, guests are cheering, others filming, your grandmother shaking her head with a tiny smile and muttering something about theatrical Australians. The string quartet starts playing again, undeterred. Lando appears holding two towels like a game show assistant and shouts, “You better not be honeymooning in the marina!”
Oscar swims closer, hands catching yours underwater. “You know,” he says, nose almost touching yours, “you never did say I do.” 
You kiss him. Soft and sure and salt-slicked. “That count?” you murmur against his lips. 
He laughs. “Yeah. That counts.”
Beneath the twinkle lights and the ripple of music, the harbor keeps your secret, just for a little while longer.
The headlines arrive before the sun does.
Oscar sees them on his phone somewhere over the Atlantic, legs stretched across the aisle, wedding band catching in the reading light. The screen glows with speculation: Secretly Expecting?, Tax Trick or True Love?, From Waitress to Wifey: The Curious Case of Monaco's Newest Bride.
He scrolls past them all, thumb steady, face unreadable. The truth was never going to be enough for people, he knew that. It didn’t matter that your grandmother cooked the wedding dinner herself or that your bouquet had been made of market stall leftovers and rosemary from the alley. It didn’t matter that Oscar’s mother cried during the ceremony or that you whispered something to him under your breath right before the kiss that made his heart knock painfully against his ribs.
None of that sells as well as scandal. In interviews, he dodges the worst of it with practiced ease. “It was a beautiful day,” he says, and “She looked stunning,” and “No, I’m not changing teams.”
Lando, naturally, finds every headline he can and reads them aloud in the paddock. “‘She’s either carrying his child or his offshore holdings,’” Lando recites dramatically, leaning back in a folding chair, grin wide.
Oscar rolls his eyes. “You’re just jealous you didn’t get invited to the harbor plunge.”
“Mate, you threw your bride into the sea.”
“She started it.”
The grid has a field day. Drivers he’s barely spoken to before raise their eyebrows and offer sly congratulations. Someone leaves a baby bottle in his locker with a bow. Social media eats it up and spits it back out, pixelated and sharp-edged.
But he tunes most of it out. Especially when it turns nasty. He has a team for that now. Official statements, social monitoring, the occasional DM deleted before he can see it. Still, he keeps an eye on the worst of it. Makes sure nothing slips through. Nothing that might reach you.
He lands in Monaco two weeks later with sleep in his eyes and a croissant in a paper bag. He stops by the restaurant like he always does and finds you at the register, wrist turned just so. The ring glints beside the band. Matching his. “You’re wearing it,” he says dazedly. 
“We’re married.”
He shrugs, hiding a smile. “Feels weird.”
“That’s because it’s fake.” 
“Still,” he says, tapping his own ring against the counter. “Looks good on you.”
You roll your eyes and hand him a plate. “Compliment me less. Pay for lunch more.”
He doesn’t say what he’s thinking: that your laugh sounds like music, that the lie is starting to feel like it’s been sandpapered into something real and delicate. Instead, he sits in the booth by the window, watching you refill the salt shakers, and thinks—the world can say what it wants.
You know the truth, and so does he.
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The week of the Monaco Grand Prix dawns bright and impossibly blue. The streets of the Principality shimmer under the sun, fences rising overnight like scaffolding for a play the city has performed a thousand times. Everything smells faintly of sea salt and fuel, and by mid-morning, the air is alive with the buzz of anticipation and finely tuned engines echoing off marble walls. But this year, the script reads a little differently.
Oscar Piastri is not just another driver on the grid.
The press reminds him of it daily, with a barrage of questions and not-so-subtle headlines. There’s always been one Monégasque darling. Now there’s the new almost-Monégasque.
A man with a newly minted Monégasque wife, a wedding video that’s gone viral twice, and a story that seems too picturesque not to speculate on. Is it for love? For tax benefits? For strategic branding? The opinions come loud and fast, and Oscar finds himself blinking under the weight of it.
He fields the questions with a practiced smile. “No, I’m not replacing Charles. No, I don’t think that’s possible. Yes, Monaco means something different to me now.”
They ask about pressure. About performance. About legacy. He says all the right things. But in the quiet of the restaurant kitchen, where you’re prepping tarragon chicken for your grandmother and your hands smell like thyme, he confesses: “I feel like I might throw up.”
You look up from your chopping board. “That’s not ideal. Especially not in my kitchen.”
He slumps into the stool near the flour bin, the one that squeaks when someone shifts too much weight on it. He rubs his temples, his posture more boy than racer. “It’s just—this place. This race. You. The whole country’s looking at me like I’m trying to steal something.”
You cross to him, wiping your hands on a faded dish towel. The kind with embroidered lemons curling at the hem. “You’re not stealing anything. You’re earning it,” you remind him. “Like you always do.”
He groans, slouching further. “You’re too good to me. I hate that.”
“You love it, actually.”
“That’s the problem.”
The morning of the race is electric. The sun spills golden light over the yachts and balconies, gilding the grandstands in a glow that feels almost unreal. The paddock is a blur of team radios and cameras, the air tight with nerves.
You find him just before the chaos begins. He’s already in his suit, helmet tucked under one arm, the kind of laser-sharp focus on his face that tells you he’s trying to keep the noise at bay. But there’s a twitch at the corner of his mouth, just enough to give him away.
You touch his arm. “Oscar.”
He turns, eyes snapping to yours, and before he can speak, you rise on your toes and kiss him. Not a peck. Not performative. Just real. Your hands rest briefly on his waist. His helmet almost slips from his grip.
He blinks when you pull back. “What was that for?”
“Luck.”
“I don’t believe in luck.”
“No,” you say. “But I do.”
He grins then, a little sideways, like he doesn’t want to but can’t help it. He starts P3. Ends P1.
The crowd roars. The champagne flies. The Principality erupts in noise and color. From the podium, as gold confetti floats like sunlit snow and the Mediterranean glitters beneath the terrace, he lifts the bottle, sprays it with abandon—and then he points directly at you.
A clean, deliberate gesture.
When he finds you after the ceremonies, helmet gone, hair mussed, face flushed with sweat and triumph, he pulls you into his arms like he needs to anchor himself.
He presses his face into your shoulder, his voice muffled but sure. “You kissed me and I won Monaco. I don’t care what anyone says. I’m never letting you go.”
You laugh, and laugh, and laugh, and he lifts you off your feet just so you can feel it for a moment. What it feels like to win, and to soar because of it.
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Your honeymoon is late. A stolen few days during the season break, tucked between sponsor obligations and simulator hours. But it’s enough.
Melbourne is crisp in the winter. Sky the color of chilled steel, air sharp with wattle blossoms. Oscar meets you at the airport with a bouquet of native flowers and the look of a man trying not to sprint.
He’s a different version of himself here. Looser, unspooled. Driving on the left like it’s second nature, narrating every corner you pass with stories from childhood. “That’s where I broke my wrist trying to skateboard. That’s the bakery Mum swears by. That field used to flood every winter—perfect for pretending to be Daniel Ricciardo.”
He takes you everywhere. Fitzroy cafés for flat whites and smashed avo on toast, laughing himself breathless when you wrinkle your nose at Vegemite. St. Kilda for long walks along the pier, the scent of salt and fried food curling around you like a scarf. Luna Park for nostalgia’s sake; he wins you a soft toy at one of the booths, the thing lopsided and overstuffed. You carry it anyway.
He insists on a ride on the Ferris wheel, and you sit in the slow-spinning cage, knees bumping, breath fogging the glass. He holds your hand the entire time, thumb grazing your knuckles.
He shows you his high school, points out the old tennis courts and the library he never quite liked. You joke that he peaked too early, and he grins, nudging your shoulder. “I'm still peaking. Haven’t you heard? Married a local princess.”
You eat fish and chips out of paper by the beach, ketchup on your fingers, your laughter carrying over the dunes. You splurge on a seven-course tasting menu with matching wines the next night.
He doesn’t bat an eye at the bill, just watches you sip the dessert wine like it's the best part of the whole trip. The waiter calls you madame and monsieur, and Oscar almost chokes on his amuse-bouche trying not to laugh.
One afternoon, you stop by a museum, wandering slowly between exhibits, your steps in sync. He buys you a ridiculous magnet in the gift shop and sticks it in your handbag without telling you. “A memento,” he says later, as if the entire trip isn’t becoming one already.
On the third night, after a movie and a tram ride that rocked you gently against his side, you end up in the small rented flat he insisted on decorating with local flowers and candles from a boutique shop in South Melbourne. He lights them all before you even step through the door. There’s soft jazz playing on a speaker, and a tiny box of pastries on the kitchen counter. He remembered you liked the lemon ones best.
You turn to him, laughing. “You know you don’t have to do any of this, right?”
His smile falters only a moment. “Yeah. I know.”
But that night, he kisses you like he forgot. Like the boundary lines have been redrawn in candlelight and warmth and the way your laughter fills up his chest.
Oscar, for all his planning and fake vows and clever PR angles, starts to think he doesn’t want to fake a single thing anymore. Not the way your hand fits in his. Not the way you snore just slightly when you’re too tired. Not the way you sigh his name in your sleep like it’s always been yours to say.
Six months into the marriage, Oscar finds it alarmingly easy.
There’s a rhythm now. Races and rest days, press conferences and pasta nights. He wires you money at the start of every month without being asked, a neat sum labeled restaurant support in the memo line, though he likes to pretend it’s something more casual, more romantic.
Sometimes he sends it with a picture. The menu scrawled in your grandmother’s handwriting. A photo of you wiping down the counter, hair tied up and apron on. A video where your voice is muffled under the clatter of pans. He tells himself he does it to keep the illusion going. That the marriage needs its props.
But the truth is, he just wants Chez Colette to survive. Wants your grandmother to keep slicing pissaladière with the same steady hands. Wants your laughter to keep floating through the narrow alleyway outside the kitchen window. Wants to be the reason the lights in the dining room never go out.
That part doesn’t feel fake at all.
In Singapore, the air is thick as molasses and twice as slow. Oscar starts P2. He ends up P4.
The move had been perfect. He was tailing Max, toes on the line, pressure in every nerve. Then the moment came and he hesitated. A flicker. A brake. Not even full pressure—just enough.
Max takes the win. And Oscar sits with it. Sits with the loss, the pause, the decision that shouldn’t have happened but did.
The press room is cold with fluorescent light and smugness. Oscar unzips his race suit halfway and folds his arms over his chest, waiting for the inevitable. His jaw is tight. His eyes sharper than usual. Max gets asked first. He smirks.
“I knew he’d brake. He’s got a wife now,” the Red Bull driver teases. “Has to think twice about these things.”
Laughter. Some loud. Some knowing. Some cruel. Oscar stares at the microphone in front of him like it personally offended him.
He leans into it slowly. “I think Max should keep my wife’s name out of his mouth.”
A beat of silence. Then chaos. Max laughs like it’s a joke. Oscar lets it sit that way. Doesn’t clarify. Doesn’t smile.
He keeps a straight face through the rest of the conference. But there’s something restless behind his eyes, something simmering. Later, the clip goes viral. Memes. Headlines. Polls ranking it as one of the most dramatic moments of the season.
Some people say he’s being possessive. Some say it’s adorable. Others speculate wildly. Pregnancy rumors, tension in the paddock, impending divorce. A few even suggest it’s all a publicity stunt.
Oscar ignores all of it.
He scrolls through his phone in the quiet of the hotel room, looking at a photo you sent that morning. You in a sundress. The restaurant in full swing behind you. A bowl of citrus glowing in the window light. The ring on your finger catching just enough sun to drive him insane.
He should’ve won today. He should be angry at himself. At the telemetry. At the choice he made in that split second.
Instead, he’s angry at Max. At the snickering tone. At the way your name came out of someone else’s mouth like it belonged to everyone but you. Like it was part of a joke he didn’t get to write.
It’s stupid. He knows it’s stupid. But he replays the moment again, the way the word wife sounded when he said it. Sharp, defensive, protective. Not fake. Not rehearsed.
Oscar doesn’t sleep that night. Not because he’s haunted by the braking point. But because he wonders, for the first time, if he lost the race on purpose. If he braked because the idea of not seeing you again felt worse than losing. If the risk he once lived for now had consequences he isn’t willing to stomach.
He’s never been afraid of risk.
But he’s starting to learn that love, real or pretend, rewrites the whole strategy. And somewhere along the line, he’s forgotten which parts were meant to be fake.
He falls asleep as the sun comes up, the photo still glowing on his phone screen, your smile seared into the darkness behind his eyelids.
Eight months in, Oscar begins to catalogue his realizations like a man trying to make sense of a soft fall. A slow descent he never noticed until the ground felt far away.
He returns to Monaco between races. You meet him outside the market, where the fruit vendors already call him Oscarino, and where the cobblestones wear your footsteps like a second skin.
He watches you point out the small things: the fig tree tucked behind the old chapel wall, the narrow stairwell with the best view of the harbor, the café that serves coffee just a shade too bitter unless you stir it five times.
“Why five?” he asks, half-smiling.
“No idea,” you say. “It’s just what my father used to do. It stuck.”
He nods like this is sacred knowledge. Like he’s been let in on a secret the rest of the world doesn’t deserve. And there it is—realization one: Monaco will never again be just Monaco. It’s you now. It’s the way you slip through alleys with familiarity, the way you greet the florist by name, the way your laughter belongs to the air here. It clings to the limestone. It softens the sea. 
You show him the bookshop that sells more postcards than novels, the stone bench under the olive tree where your grandmother once waited for a boy who never came. You walk ahead sometimes, pointing out a new pastry shop or pausing to listen to street music, and Oscar lets himself trail behind, watching you like you’re the most intricate part of the landscape.
Realization two: it takes no effort to call you his wife.
He’s stopped hesitating when people say it. Stopped correcting journalists or clarifying the situation. It spills out naturally now, that possessive softness—my wife. Sometimes he says it just to see how it feels. Sometimes he says it because it’s easier than explaining how this all started. But lately, he’s saying it because it makes him feel something solid. Something like belonging. 
“This is for my wife,” he says as he buys a box of pastries for the two of you, and he realizes nobody had even asked. He just wanted to say it, wanted to call you that. 
At dusk, you both sit near the dock where he proposed. You split a lemon tart, the crust crumbling between your fingers. The lights blink to life along the harbor, flickering like a breath caught in your throat.
“You’re quiet,” you say, licking powdered sugar from your thumb.
He’s quiet because he’s on realization three: he’s in love with you.
Not in the way he warned you against. Not in the doomed, reckless way he once feared. But in the steady kind. The kind that snuck in during long nights on video calls, during your terrible attempt at learning tire strategy lingo, during the sleepy murmurs of your voice when you answered his call at two in the morning just to hear about qualifying.
You nudge his knee with yours. “What’s on your mind?”
He doesn’t say the truth. He doesn’t say you. Or everything. Or I think I’d do it all over again, even if it still ended as pretend.
Instead, he leans over and kisses you. Softly. Just for the sake of kissing you. 
Oscar returns to racing with the kind of focus that borders on fear.
The panic builds up quietly, like the slow tightening of a race suit. Zip by zip, breath by breath, until his chest feels too small for his ribs. Every weekend brings new circuits, new stakes, new expectations. Somewhere beneath the roar of the engines, the hum of media questions, the blur of tarmac and hotel rooms, there is a ticking clock. A deadline for when papers have to be filed. He races away from it. 
It starts simple: a missed call. Then another. A message from you—lighthearted, teasing, as always. Tell your wife if you’ve died, so she can tell the florist to cancel the sympathy lilies.
He sends a voice memo in response, tired and rushed. Laughs a little. Says he’s just busy. Promises he’ll call when he gets a moment. The moment doesn’t come.
You begin to write instead. Short texts. Then longer ones. Notes about the paperwork, your grandmother’s health, the weather in Monaco. You remind him, gently at first, that his declaration needs to be signed before the deadline. That the longer he waits, the more eyes you’ll have to avoid. You joke about bribing a notary with fougasse. He hearts the message but doesn’t reply.
And slowly, your tone shifts.
I know you’re busy, one message reads, plain and raw. But I haven’t properly heard from you in six weeks. Just say if you don’t want to do this anymore. I won’t make a scene.
He stares at it in the dark of his hotel room. He doesn’t respond that night. Or the next.
In interviews, he smiles too easily. Jokes with Lando. Brushes off questions about Monaco, about the wedding, about how it feels to be the Principality’s newest almost-citizen. He avoids looking at the ring he still wears.
He tells himself he’s doing the right thing. That this is the cleanest way to let go. That maybe, if he can finish the season strong, everything else will settle into place. But every time he checks his phone, and sees no new messages from you, something sharp twists under his ribs. And still, he doesn’t go back.
The Abu Dhabi heat wraps around the Yas Marina Circuit like silk clinging to skin. The sun is starting its slow descent over the water, dipping everything in that soft golden wash that photographers live for and drivers hardly notice. Oscar notices, because you’re there.
You’re standing just past the paddock entrance, sundress fluttering lightly at your knees, sunglasses perched high, arms crossed like you’re trying to look casual and failing, which is how he knows you didn’t tell him you were coming.
He stops in his tracks, sweat already drying on the back of his neck from the final practice run, and stares. “You’re not supposed to be here,” he says unceremoniously.
“McLaren flew me in,” you reply with a little shrug. “Apparently, there are...rumors. Trouble in paradise.”
He scrubs a hand through his hair. “Trouble manufactured by your absence, more like.”
You raise a brow, just enough for him to catch the sting tucked beneath the humor. “You’ve been making it hard to keep up the illusion.”
Oscar exhales, jaw tightening. He wants to say he knows, that he’s been unraveling with every missed call, every message he didn’t answer because it felt too close to the thing he couldn’t name. Instead, he just says, “I thought the distance would help.”
“It didn’t,” you say simply.
The silence between you stretches, broken only by the far-off roar of another car doing laps in the distance. One of the crew members brushes past, giving Oscar a brief nod, and then disappears into the garage. And then you add, voice softer, “It’s not like I need you to be in Monaco every weekend. But sometimes it felt like you didn’t want to be there at all.”
That lands harder than anything else. There’s tiredness under your eyes, tension in the way you hold your hands together. But you’re here. You flew thousands of miles for a pretend marriage that doesn’t feel so pretend anymore. That has to mean something.
Because of that, Oscar thinks the race is going to be a mess. He thinks he’s going to falter, distracted by the pressure to make the act believable, especially now with you in the crowd and the cameras already tracking every flicker of expression. He thinks he’s going to crash.
He doesn’t.
From the moment the lights go out, he’s more focused than he’s been all season. Every corner feels crisp. Every overtake, calculated. His hands are steady, his breathing even. He doesn’t look for you in the stands, but he feels you there. A gravity, steady and unseen. He drives like he wants to win for the both of you.
P1.
He finishes second overall in the standings. But in this moment, it feels like first in everything.
The pit explodes around him. Cheers, backslaps, mechanics tossing gloves in the air. Oscar climbs out of the car, champagne already being popped somewhere, the air sticky and electric. Helmet off, hair damp, grin tights.
He scans the crowd like he always does after a win, but this time he’s looking for someone. You’re pushing through the throng, one of the PR girls parting the sea for you with a practiced flick of her clipboard. You stumble once in your sandals, catch yourself with a laugh, and keep going. He doesn’t even wait. He surges forward, meets you halfway. 
Oscar cups your face and kisses you, champagne and sweat and adrenaline on his lips. The cameras go wild. The crowd screams. Somewhere, someone yells his name like they know him. He doesn’t care.
He kisses you like he forgot how much he missed it, how much he missed you, how long it's been since something felt this real. The kiss isn’t perfect—your nose bumps his cheek, his thumb smears makeup from beneath your eye—but it doesn’t matter.
When he finally pulls back, his voice is low and breathless against your ear. “You didn’t have to come all this way.”
“Apparently, I did,” you grumble, already failing to sound irked. “You keep getting lost without me.”
He laughs, something quiet and incredulous. Then, he holds you tighter and buries his face in your neck for one private second before the next cameras flash.
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Monaco in the off-season is softer, like the city exhales after the last race and slips into something comfortable. The streets smell of sea salt and early-morning bread. The market thins out, the water calms, and Oscar returns.
He doesn’t text that he’s coming. He just shows up at Chez Colette on a Tuesday morning, hoodie pulled over his hair, hands tucked into his pockets, like he’s trying to apologize just by existing.
Your grandmother spots him first. “Tu as pris ton temps,” she grouses, and swats his arm with a dishtowel. “Si tu la fais attendre plus longtemps, je te servirai ta colonne vertébrale sur un plateau.”
Oscar grins, sheepish, and mumbles, "Yes, Madame." He finds you in the back kitchen, sleeves rolled up, peeling potatoes like it’s a form of therapy. You don’t look up at first, but you know it’s him. You always know.
“You’re late,” you say noncommittally.
“I brought flowers,” he says, setting them down between the pepper and the oregano. “And an apology. And—a real estate agent.”
That catches your attention. “What?” 
“You said the building has plumbing issues. And your grandmother keeps threatening to fall down the stairs,” he says meekly. “I figured we could find something close. Something that doesn’t feel like it’s held together by wishful thinking and rust.”
Your lips part. “Oscar—”
“We don’t have to move,” he adds quickly. “But I want you to have the option. I—I want to help. Not because of the contract. Because I care for you and the restaurant and your grandmother who wants to serve my spine on a platter for being a terrible husband.”
The silence that follows is thick but not heavy. He reaches out, gently prying the peeler from your hand, and brushes a thumb over your knuckles. “You taught me how to love this city,” he says softly. “Let me take care of you. Just a little.”
You kiss him before you can think about it. Softly. Slowly. Like you’re reminding yourself what it feels like.
The days that follow move in a familiar rhythm. Oscar doesn’t race. He wakes with you and helps with deliveries. He lets your grandmother teach him how to deglaze a pan, how to make stock from scratch, how to use leftover vegetables for the next day’s soup. He burns the onions twice, gets flour on the ceiling once, and swears he’s getting better. He insists on learning to make pissaladière from scratch and ruins three baking trays in the process. The kitchen smells of olives and chaos.
You share a toothbrush cup. You buy a little rug for the bathroom that he claims sheds more than a dog. He brings your grandmother to doctor’s appointments, even when you say he doesn’t have to. He learns where you keep your spices and starts recognizing people at the market. 
He holds your hand under the table when no one’s looking. And sometimes, when no one’s around at all, he still kisses you like someone might see.
You try not to talk about the timeline. About the looming expiration date. About the day one of you will have to be the first to say it out loud. Instead, you let him tuck your hair behind your ear. You let him draw a smiley face in the steam of your mirror after a shower. You let him fold your laundry even though he does it wrong. You let him dance with you in the living room while something slow and old plays on the radio.
And when he lifts you onto the kitchen counter one evening, his mouth warm against yours, you don’t stop him.
The winter chill makes the cobblestones glisten; Monaco is always sort of a dream after midnight, all soft amber streetlights and the hush of waves echoing off stone. Your laughter fills the alleyways like a song no one else knows. Oscar is drunk. Absolutely, definitely drunk. And you are, too.
You’re both wrapped up in scarves and half-finished wine, weaving through the old town with flushed cheeks and noses red from the cold. Oscar’s coat is too big on you, or maybe you’re just small inside it, and every few steps you bump into his side like a boat tethered too close.
“Are you sure you know where we’re going?” you ask, tripping a little over a curb. You clutch his arm.
“Nope,” he chirps, tightening his grip around your shoulders. “But we’re not lost. We’re exploring.”
You grin up at him, and it hits him again—how stupidly beautiful you are. Not in the red carpet, glossy magazine kind of way. In the way your eyes crinkle when you laugh, and how you say his name like it means something. He’s pretty sure his heart’s been doing backflips since the second glass of wine.
You stop by a low stone wall that overlooks the port. The moon sits fat and silver on the horizon, and Oscar feels like the entire world has tilted slightly toward you. “Can I ask you something?” he says, leaning his elbows on the wall beside you.
You nod. Your breath comes in puffs of white.
“What do you know about love?”
“Hm,” you murmur, intoxicated and contemplating. “I know it is tricky. I know it doesn’t always feel like butterflies. Sometimes it’s just... showing up. Letting someone in. Letting them ruin your favorite mug and not holding it against them.”
He huffs a laugh. “That happened to you?”
“Twice,” you say. “Same mug. Different people.”
“Did you love them?”
You pause. “I think I loved the idea of them. The idea of being seen.”
Oscar looks down at his hands. He doesn’t know why he asked, or why he cares so much about your answer. Maybe because he’s been feeling like he’s standing on the edge of something enormous. Something irreversible.
“What about you?” you ask, nudging him. “Any great romances, my dearest husband?” 
“Not really,” he admits. “There were people. Nothing that lasted. I didn’t want to risk it.”
“Because of racing?”
“Because of everything,” he says. “Because I’m good at pretending. And it felt easier than trying.”
You nod slowly, then rest your head against his shoulder. It’s not flirtation. It’s not even comfort. It’s something else. Something steadier. Oscar swallows. His thoughts are a mess of wine and wonder. You, against his side. You, in his jacket. You, not asking him for anything except honesty.
This is love, he thinks. 
Not the crash of the waves, not the fireworks. This. He doesn’t say it, though. Instead, he wraps an arm around you, pulls you closer. “Let’s get you home,” he murmurs, voice low against your hair.
You sigh, content. “You always say that like you’re not coming with me.”
And he smiles, because he is. Of course he is.
Morning comes, spilling into the bedroom like honey, slow and golden. Monaco hums faintly beyond Oscar wakes to the warmth of your body, the tangle of your leg thrown over his, your hair a soft mess against his chest. He doesn’t move.
There’s a stillness in the morning that doesn’t come often, not with his schedule, not with the pace of the season. But here, now, he lets it hold. This was the second rule you two had broken—realizing that a warm body was something you could both use, even if it wasn’t for the sake of making love. Just to have something to hold. 
He remembers the wine from last night, the stumbling laughter, your hand in his as you leaned into his side. This is love, he had thought, drunk and shadowed by the bluish evening. It’s still love, he thinks now, sober and in the daylight.
His hand drifts along your spine, drawing lazy patterns only he can see. You shift slightly, nuzzling into him, the smallest sigh escaping your lips. You once said you liked how he spooned. It had been early on, somewhere between forced breakfasts and joint bank statements. It had made him feel stupidly triumphant.
He doesn’t want to get up. Doesn’t want to leave this bed. He wants to memorize the weight of you against him, the sound of your breathing, the way your fingers twitch in your sleep. But then his phone buzzes. The alarm is gentle, insistent. He reaches for it without moving too much, careful not to jostle you.
A calendar reminder glows on the screen.
ANNIVERSARY IN 1 WEEK. START CITIZENSHIP DECLARATION.
Oscar stares at it. The words feel like they belong to someone else. A script he memorized, not a life he lives. He dismisses it. HitsSsnooze like he’s defusing a bomb. 
You stir, eyelids fluttering open just enough to glance at him. “What was that?”
“Nothing,” he lies, tucking the phone under his pillow.
You hum, unconvinced but too tired to push. He shifts, pulling you closer, curling his arm under your neck, bringing you closer the way you like. Your back fits into his chest like a missing piece. You sigh, warm and content. Within moments, you’re asleep again.
Oscar stays awake. He counts your breaths, anchors himself to the rise and fall of your shoulders. The bed is quiet, your dreams peaceful, but something aches behind his ribs.
One more week. He holds you tighter.
Just a little longer.
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Oscar doesn’t mean to ruin a perfectly good afternoon, but the words are sitting like a stone in his chest. They jostle every time you laugh, every time you brush your fingers against his arm, every time you ask if he wants a sip of your drink, already holding the straw out for him.
You’re barefoot, perched on the ledge of the terrace, hair loose. There’s leftover risotto on the table between you and the scent of oranges from the orchard down the street. It should be enough. He should leave it alone. But he doesn’t, he can’t, because a contract is a contract and he refuses to shackle you more than he already has.
“What do you want to do for our anniversary?” he asks, voice low.
You go still. It’s not immediate, but he sees it. The flicker behind your eyes, the pause too long before you smile.
“We could do something small,” you say eventually, your voice gentler than before. “Dinner. Maybe at that place with the sea bass. You liked that one.”
He nods, forcing a smile. “I did.”
You twist the stem of your wine glass between your fingers. “And after that,” you say, “you can submit your declaration.”
There it is.
You say it like you’re reading from a recipe card. Like you’ve practiced in front of the mirror. Like you’re trying very hard to pretend your chest doesn’t hurt. Oscar doesn’t respond right away. He doesn’t trust himself to. You sip your wine, and he watches the way your hand trembles just slightly, how your shoulders curl inward like you’re trying to fold yourself smaller. Like you’re preparing.
“Okay,” he says, plain and simple.
You smile. You always do.
When he gets up to leave for the gym, you walk him to the door. It’s quiet. You stand on your toes to kiss his cheek, and he turns just enough to catch your lips instead. It happens without thought. Without ceremony. The way it always has.
He pulls back slowly, his forehead nearly touching yours. “I’ll see you tonight?”
You nod. “I’ll be here.”
But even as you say it, he can feel it. The detachment. The quiet retreat. You’re drawing the curtain in your head, beginning the soft choreography of letting go. Because this is how the plot was written. Because this is how it will go. For better, for worse; for richer, for poorer. 
He walks out into the afternoon sun, but it doesn’t feel like light. It feels like the slow fade-out of a film. One where the hero doesn’t get the timing right. One where love comes too late.
On the day of your wedding anniversary, Oscar wakes up early.
Monaco hums quietly beyond the window, still in the lull between morning coffee and the world waking up. He turns onto his side and watches you sleep, for a moment pretending today is just another morning. He tries not to think of it as a Last Good Day.
Still, he makes sure everything is perfect.
He picks out the white dress shirt you said made him look like someone in an Italian film. He even tries to iron it for once. He buys your favorite flowers and then arranges them in the living room vase. He lets you sleep in and makes coffee the way you like it, with a dash of cinnamon. The two of you eat breakfast on the tiny balcony, knees knocking gently beneath the table.
When you smile at him over the rim of your cup, he kisses you. Long, sweet, steady. Like he means it. Because he does.
He books a quiet table at the small bistro tucked into one of the back streets of the city, a place you once said reminded you of Paris. You laugh too loudly over wine, your hand finding his easily over the tablecloth. For a few hours, you let yourselves be the kind of couple you’ve always pretended to be.
Then, slowly, the shadows lengthen.
“Ready to go?” you ask, voice soft as the sun begins to set.
He swallows. “Not really.”
Still, you walk hand in hand down the cobbled streets. The mairie—the city hall—waits like an afterthought, a quiet door at the end of a narrow alley. Oscar detours.
“Gelato?” he offers.
You smile sadly. You know what he’s trying to do. “Before filing paperwork?”
“It’s tradition,” he lies. “One year deserves dessert.”
You let him. You always let him. You get gelato; he tastes one too many samples. He pretends to get lost as you walk through the market, even though Monaco is probably the easiest map to remember in the world. He takes you to the docks, just for a minute, just to watch the boats rock gently in the water. You lean into him, silent, warm, your head tucked beneath his chin. He feels you there, but something else, too. The soft press of reality.
“We should go,” you whisper eventually.
He nods, but doesn’t move.
“Five more minutes,” he says. “Please.”
You let him delay. And delay. And delay.
The moment you file the paperwork, the clock starts ticking in a new way. You’re both aware the curtain is about to fall, but no one wants to call out the final act. So you stay there, together. Not speaking. Just watching the harbor. Pretending it’s still the first day, and not the last good one.
But this is a very old story. There is no other version of this story.
You walk into the government building side by side. Oscar’s hand grazes the small of your back as the two of you wait at the numbered queue, the soft whir of the ticket printer, the low hum of bureaucratic silence filling the air.
He signs the papers for the Ordinary Residence Permit with an orange pen you handed him from your bag. You’ve always kept pens on you. He knows that now, like the many other things he’s come to know and love about you. You watch him scrawl his name, carefully, and when he finishes, he exhales through his nose like it took something out of him.
The official behind the desk looks at the documents, stamps them, hands them back with a nod. Oscar is granted residency. Carte Privilège and citizenship are now visible, shimmering just over the next hill.
Neither of you speaks of endings. Not yet.
You agree to drag it out a little more. Not for legal protection now, not even for optics, really. Just to ease the world into the conclusion. He wires you ten percent of every monthly deposit still, but it’s no longer transactional. It’s a quiet act of love, of investment. A stake in something that outlasted the farce.
Two years instead of one and a half. Long enough for the lines to blur beyond recognition.
He’s there when your grandmother needs surgery. You’re there when he misses the podium in Spa and sits, soaked in rain, on the garage floor. 
The divorce happens on a random off-season day. A Tuesday, maybe. The restaurant is closed. Oscar wears a hoodie and sunglasses like he’s hiding, but the clerk doesn’t even look up to recognize him.
The two of you sign quietly. No rings on your fingers anymore, but his tan line still shows.
“Take care,” you say, because there’s nothing else to say.
He nods. “You, too,” he says, and he means it as much as he knows that he’ll never love anybody else. 
The story ends, quiet as it began—
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Monaco is a small place. The kind of small that lives in the bones, that lingers in the echo of footsteps down alleys, that smells like salt and baked peaches even in February. Oscar thinks, at first, that he might be able to avoid you. He’s wrong.
He runs into your grandmother before he sees you. She catches his wrist in the produce aisle of the market and drags him toward the tomatoes. 
“Ce sont mauvais,” she says, inspecting them with a frown. "Viens avec moi."
Oscar doesn’t protest. He never does with her. Her hand is still strong, her voice still unimpressed by celebrity. She mutters in French about overpriced zucchini and tourists ruining the flow of the Saturday market. He follows her like he used to, like he always will. She doesn’t ask about the divorce, and Oscar is half-tempted to grill her about how you might’ve justified it. In the end, he decides it won’t do him any good. 
She feeds him a small pastry over the counter at Chez Colette, dabs powdered sugar off his chin, and says nothing when he glances over at the kitchen, where you aren’t. But you’re there later, arms flour-dusted, laughing with a vendor, the soft light of the late afternoon catching in your hair. And when your eyes meet, the silence isn’t sharp. It’s soft. Familiar. Something like home.
You greet him with the same smile you used to wear when you were both still pretending. “Back already?” you ask, brushing your hands on your apron.
“Couldn’t stay away,” he says. It’s mostly true. Okay, no: it’s entirely true.
In the aftermath, the press circles like gulls. Questions echo at paddocks and press conferences, in magazines and murmurs: Why did the marriage end? Was it all just for the passport? Was there heartbreak? Had there ever been love?
Oscar gives clipped answers. “We’re still friends. It ended amicably. I’ll always care about her.”
He says them all with the same practiced ease he once used on the track. But none of them touch the truth: that sometimes, in the quiet of his apartment, he still thinks of you when he hears the clink of wine glasses. That he misses the sound of your laugh bouncing off tile. That he still folds his laundry the way you taught him. That he sometimes forgets and checks his phone for your texts before remembering you no longer owe him any.
And sometimes, like a secret he keeps close, he still calls you his wife in his head.
Friendship is easier than silence. You both settle into it like a well-worn coat. You pass each other notes on delivery slips, meet for drinks that stretch into hours, walk the promenade without ever having to explain why. You send him soup when he’s sick during the off-season. He fixes the restaurant’s leaky sink without being asked. You tell him about your new dates, gently, and he listens too closely, nodding like he’s not tallying every man who isn’t him.
He learns to exist in proximity to the past. Learns to let his gaze linger on your cheekbones without reaching out. Learns that the ache isn’t something that ever really goes away. He sees you in the blur of every streetlight, in the smell of garlic on his hands, in the soft echo of French murmured over dinner.
The years go on. Races come and go. The restaurant thrives. He doesn’t kiss you again, but he lets you lean your head on his shoulder on cold nights, and you let him hold your hand under the table at weddings. At your grandmother’s birthday, he still helps serve the cake. 
Love doesn’t vanish. It just changes shape. It breathes differently. It makes room.
And Monaco stays small. Always small. Just enough room for memories, for weekend markets, for a kind of love that doesn’t ask for more—but still dares, in the quietest way, to linger.
Three years after the divorce, Oscar renews his Ordinary Residence Permit. It feels less momentous than it should. There are no trumpets, no ceremony. Just a polite government clerk stamping a paper, and a weight Oscar didn’t know he was carrying suddenly easing.
You come over that evening. He insists on cooking.
You arch a brow, leaning against the doorway to his small kitchen. “If you burn the garlic again, I'm calling your mum.”
“She’s the one who taught me this, actually,” he replies, a little too proudly.
The meal is simple: pasta with olive oil, lemon, and garlic, tossed with cherry tomatoes and a flurry of parsley. You watch him plate it with a kind of reverent amusement, your wine glass in hand. He lights a scented candle. It’s too much and too little all at once.
You take a bite of his labor of love. “You’ve improved.”
“No burns this time.”
“Progress.”
You eat in silence for a few minutes, the sort of silence that only exists between people who have known one another across the worst and best of themselves. Then, without looking at you, Oscar asks: “Why are you still single?”
The question isn't accusatory. It's soft, tentative, like he's peeling back a layer he doesn't have the right to touch. You don’t answer right away. He glances up.
You're still. Your fork rests against the rim of your plate. You have one or two silver hairs now, and laugh lines from the years. Oscar likes to think one or two of them might be from him. You smile, slow and crooked. Your voice is impossibly sad without taking away from the amusement of your words.
“To be married once is probably enough for me.”
It lands somewhere between a joke and a wound. Oscar nods, because what else can he do?
The pasta is a little too al dente. The wine is already warm. The truth lingers in the corners of the room, unspoken but present. You both sip, chew, avoid. Later, he sees you to the door. You press a kiss to his cheek, brief, like a punctuation mark. “Happy anniversary.” you half-joke.
He leans against the doorframe after you’ve gone, watching the hallway where your footsteps fade. 
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One full year later, Oscar invites you out again. 
Except he doesn’t take you to a restaurant, doesn’t cook some pasta dish for you. Not really. He asks you to walk instead, your hand in his like old times. You go without question, winding through the tight alleys and open plazas until you reach the harbor.
It’s dusk. The dock stretches long and narrow, lined with the boats of old money and new dreams. The sea breathes soft against the pilings. The air is salted and damp, heavy with the scent of brine and engine oil. Lights flicker to life over the water—dancing like stars, like possibility.
He slows as you reach the edge of the dock. The sky is dipped in indigo, the sun a smear of molten orange far behind the hills. You shiver slightly, just enough for him to offer his jacket, which you take with a smile that softens something in his chest.
And that’s where he kneels.
Not at a white-tablecloth place. Not with roses and fanfare. But here, where he kissed you once. Where you dragged him into the harbor to celebrate something that wasn’t even real. Where you clung to each other with laughter in your throats and seawater on your skin.
“I know,” he says, voice breaking, because you’re looking at him like he’s insane. He deserves that, he figures. 
His French fails him in the worst way. All the rehearsed lines dissolve on his tongue. He switches to English, because he’s desperate, because he needs you to know. 
“We married for taxes once,” he says. “What do you say about marrying for love?” 
He opens the box.
You gasp.
It’s not new. Not a cut-glass showpiece or anything plucked from a catalogue. It’s old. Your birthright. An heirloom. A week ago, Oscar sat across from your grandmother armed with months of practiced French. He told her the whole story, spoke of his devotion, and came out of the conversation with this blessing. 
There is so much he wants to say.
How he wishes he could have fallen in love with you in a normal way; how he still probably wouldn’t have changed a thing.
How he agrees to be married once is enough, which means he wants to marry you over and over again. In Monaco, in Melbourne, in whichever corner of the world you’ll have him. 
Before he can start, you’re sinking down to your knees, too. The dock creaks beneath you both.
You kiss him all over the face—temples, nose, cheeks, lips—laughing and crying all at once. “You idiot,” you whisper. “You stupid, beautiful idiot.”
He pockets the box, and, hands shaking, reaches for your waist, your shoulders, your hair. He laughs into your shoulder. “Is that a yes?” he breathes, but you’re too busy sobbing to get any words out. 
That’s okay, Oscar thinks to himself as he pulls you as close as he can. 
He can wait. ⛐
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OP81: TALKS LIKE AN ANGEL (looks like me)
pairing: lifeguard!oscar piastri x surfer!reader
summary: you’re a fan of surfing. your niece is not. that is, until something suddenly sparks an interest and wants you to teach her. something… like the cute new lifeguard.
word count: 6.6k
a/n: i love the idea of flustered oscar (maybe ooc? sorry i tried) <3 also there’s a smidge of landoscar sprinkled in there. and!! that tiny gabriel bortoleto cameo is absolutely self-indulgent idc
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THE BEACH IS QUIET TODAY. Ocean water sparkles with sunlight and salt against the wet sand. It’s not yet noon—which means that the beach is still hasn’t filled with the mass of people that arrive after lunch. Which, in turn, means you still have most of the beach to yourself.
Well, mostly.
Your sister and niece look up as you set down your surfboard next to their parasol, salt water falling in droplets from your hair. Your shoulders are peeling a little from the sun, your arms ache from paddling, and your skin is sand-raw and sun-kissed. And you wouldn’t have it any other way.
Ellie is stiffly sitting on her towel, blowing out a huff as the twelve year old tries to fix her hair against the ocean breeze. She adjusts herself on her towel, body taut as she miserably fails to look casual. Amusement tugs at your lips as you tilt your head down at her.
“That’s a new bathing suit,” you say sneakily. She meets your gaze with a grumpy pout. “It’s pretty.”
Instead of her fluoro pink one-piece swimsuit, today Ellie’s wearing a blue one with cute frills on the straps. It looks unused—like it’s never entered in contact with sand before.
“Mum wouldn’t let me buy a bikini,” Ellie mutters, shooting a glare at your sister. You stifle a laugh, instead kneeling next to her to meet her gaze.
“But I like it,” you say, nudging your damp shoulder against hers. Her big brown eyes blink at you, lips pursed. “I mean it. You look really pretty, El.”
Ellie doesn’t answer, opting to look away from you instead. She brings her knees closer to your chest. Despite not meeting your gaze, you can tell your comment pleases her.
“Alright,” you clasp your hands together, catching the attention from both Ellie and your sister. “I’m gonna go—be back in a few, yeah?”
“But you just went,” your sister protests.
You pick up your board, tucking that familiar weight under your arm. “Yeah, but the beach is empty, the waves are great, and I’m not hungry yet.”
Nina purses her lips, hesitant. “Should you go without your wetsuit on?”
She’s always had that big sister overprotectiveness to her—something she has never been able to turn off. You suspect that ever since she had Ellie, it’s gotten more evident. “It’s like thirty degrees out, Nina. I think I’ll be fine.”
You wave Ellie goodbye, to which she responds halfheartedly. And by the time you’re a few steps away, she’s already looking away from you. Teenagers.
The water is a little over your hips when you finally lay on your board and start paddling past the breaking of waves. It’s nice, feeling the cold saltwater on your sun-warmed skin. You’re almost tempted to stop paddling and let yourself float for a moment. Although you imagine that’ll look slightly disconcerting to the poor lifeguard on duty—and you don’t particularly feel like giving some poor sap a stroke. After all, the majority of serious surfers tend to avoid this beach at this time of year because of all the kids and families. Not you, though—nostalgia and whatnot.
You press your chin against the board as you watch a gorgeous set of waves coming up ahead. An ocean breeze caresses your skin as you inhale, exhale. And then, with that familiar ache setting into your arms, you start paddling.
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Lando is giving him that look. The type of look that tells Oscar he’s been asked something that he’s supposed to answer.
Oscar blinks. He hasn’t heard a word Lando has said in the past ten minutes. But still, Lando is giving him that look—something caught between expectation and scrutiny.
Lando presses up his cheek against his palm, green eyes peering back at him. His curls are sticking up at odd angles—something that just seems to add to his natural charm.
Oscar spends another solid thirty seconds blankly staring back before he realizes he still hasn’t said anything.
“Osc, are you even listening?” Lando’s voice is tinged with annoyance, confirming the fact that he has, in fact, been talking to him.
Oscar rolls his eyes, turning away from Lando and looking out to the waterline for an excuse. The beach’s not too crowded yet. There’s a handful of kids building sandcastles by the shore, a few couples swimming in the shallow end. “You know, as a lifeguard, you’re supposed to be keeping an eye out—not just coming over to talk to me.”
Lando shifts on his lifeguard stand next to Oscar’s, whistle carelessly swinging around his neck as he sinks into the chair. “You’re not even listening.”
“‘Cause I’m trying to do my job.”
Lando huffs. “No, you’re just busy staring at the pretty surfer with the yellow board.”
Heat rushes to the tip of Oscar’s ears. “What? No I’m not,” he denies, but he says it too quickly, too loudly. And if Lando’s sudden grin is a sign of anything, then it means Oscar has royally fucked himself over.
“Why’d you sound so nervous, Osc?” Lando croons, and Oscar shifts on his seat uncomfortably.
He sniffs, voice suddenly tight. “I’m not.”
But Lando is only leaning closer to him, threatening to fall off his stand—which would definitely not be great, considering they’re the only lifeguards on duty at the moment. “You totally are! Oh, I knew it.” Oscar’s nose itches as Lando slumps back onto his chair with a wide smile. “Just wait until I tell Franco about this.”
Oscar makes a point to look away from Lando, and instead opts to stare aimlessly at the area they’re supposed to be paying attention to. “Tell him what?”
“That you do have a crush on the surfer,” Lando teases, voice sickly-sweet. He chuckles. “And to think he said I was in the wrong. He just can’t read you like I do.”
Pink warms his cheeks. And it’s the sun, obviously. “I don’t have a crush on her,” he finally denies.
“Uh-huh. Yeah.” Lando sounds utterly unconvinced. The two of them look up ahead, where they spot you propping yourself up on your surfboard as you catch the wave. Your body is balanced and poised with practiced precision as you zig-zag just under the crest. “Have you even talked to her yet?”
Oscar swallows, sinking into his seat. “…No.”
Lando scoffs, shaking his head as if to say this just won’t do. And really, Oscar is starting to regret not signing up for his shifts with Logan. But Lando is insistent. “You just don’t get it, do you?” he asks, a faint disbelief dripping from his voice. Lando hits Oscar’s shoulder with the back of his palm. “You’re a lifeguard, Osc. That’s like, being a guy in sweatpants at an airport.”
Oscar squints at him. “I literally have no idea what that means.”
Lando groans. “It means girls think you’re hot.” He jerks his curly-haired head towards you. “Ask her for her number.”
“Definitely not.”
Lando exhales loudly. Then, as if an idea has struck him, he straightens. There’s a devious look in those green eyes of his that Oscar doesn’t like at all.
“If you don’t, I will.”
“You wouldn’t.” But even as Oscar says it, he finds he’s second-guessing himself. Oh, but he would. And they both seem to know it.
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“Teach me,” Ellie demands one afternoon. “To surf.”
She stands over your towel, casting an eleven year old-sized shadow over you.
Today, Nina asked you to bring Ellie while she went out with her husband. Which, of course, meant you were under strict rules to under no circumstance let Ellie out of your sight. Your argument of she’s a teenager, nothing’s gonna happen if I leave her in the sand for a minute did not amuse your sister in the slightest.
Sometimes, you think Ellie being an only child shows. A lot.
You squint up at your niece. “What’s with the sudden interest?”
Ellie shrugs her shoulders in that trying too hard to look nonchalant way. She’s wearing that new swimsuit of hers today too. “You look cool,” Ellie says. “I wanna look cool too.”
Your lips tug upwards into a smile. You wouldn’t technically be letting her out of your sight.
“Okay,” you decide, propping yourself up. “Let’s get you a board, then.”
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“This is anything but cool,” Ellie complains fifteen minutes in. She’s standing next to you on a rented board from a surf shack not too far down the beach. Much to her dismay, a big part of learning how to surf doesn’t even involve getting in the water. Instead, you’re both on the sand, with Ellie frowning. “I look silly.”
You click your tongue, pushing your sunglasses up like a headband. “Hey, if you wanna learn, this is how you learn. Now—”
You hear a loud whistle closer to the shoreline, making you turn. You squint, raising a palm over your head to block the blinding sunlight. As soon as you do, you spot a light-skinned boy in red swimming trunks hurrying down and ducking into the water.
You furrow your brows. Then, you spot him—a kid, a few years younger than Ellie, flailing as a wave throws him under. Your eyes widen as you stand up with a jerk. You can’t spot the lifeguard anymore. Should you go help?
But then, miraculously, the lifeguard from earlier resurfaces with the younger kid in tow, carrying him safely to shore. Despite the distance, you can hear the kid crying. The lifeguard ducks down and says something you can’t hear—though you can bet it’s probably a lecture on being more careful. You blink, and an older man—the father, you guess—hurries towards the two of them, exchanging words of gratitude with the boy.
“People just never learn,” you mutter. But when you turn back to Ellie, she doesn’t look scared as you expected. Instead, she’s biting down a smile as she tugs at your hand.
“That’s the lifeguard I was telling you about!” she gushes, and you think getting thrown around by waves has finally gotten to you when you hear Ellie squeal.
Then, it finally clicks. “Is he why you wanted to buy a new swimsuit?”
Ellie turns to you looking horrified. Heat crawls up her cheeks as she stammers, “What? No—shut up!”
You press the back of your palm against your lips, stifling a laugh—which you suspect would only further embarrass your niece. “Okay, whatever—get back into the position I taught you, okay?”
You’re gently correcting Ellie’s posture with your hand when you catch a glimpse of the lifeguard walking back to his stand.
He’s dripping wet now, hair sticking to his forehead. There’s another lifeguard waiting for him at the tall white chairs, saying something you don’t quite manage to catch.
You feel Ellie changing her footing, making you look down and correct it. “You’re gonna fall to the side if you keep leaning—”
She shifts her feet again just as she whispers excitedly, “Oh my god, I think he’s looking at me!”
You scoff a quiet laugh. “I’ll be very concerned if he is.” You look up to meet the lifeguard’s gaze, and you find that he is indeed looking in your direction. He’s shirtless and dripping wet and probably annoyed with that kid’s parents. He gives you a sheepish wave. Cute.
“He just waved at me!” she squeals.
You hadn’t really paid that much attention to the lifeguards, you realize. With the years you’ve spent surfing, those tall white chairs and red parasols have long since become background noise for you. Easily dismissed. So, needless to say, you’re not quite sure why your gaze lingers on him.
You only look away when the curly-haired lifeguard catches you staring.
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The next time Oscar sees you, he almost doesn’t recognize you. Almost. For the first time, he sees you without your yellow surfboard tucked between your arm and your hip. He supposes it makes sense—waves haven’t been that great today, and with the sun steadily sinking over the horizon, it’s hardly an appropriate time to go out into the sea.
And maybe it’s better Lando is preoccupied with some kids by the shallow end—because at least then he can’t call him out on his staring. In a non-creepy way, of course.
Wait—oh god, is this creepy? It totally is. Oscar sinks into his chair with embarrassment burning pink in his face. But, in his defense, you’re playing volleyball just a few paces ahead of the lifeguard stand. So, really, it’s not like he’s purposefully—
You’re walking towards him. Why are you walking towards him?
“Hey,” you greet.
Oscar blinks down at you. “Hi.”
You’re looking at him expectantly, and Oscar half expects you to call him out of accidentally checking you out while you played with your friends.
“Sorry, the ball,” you finally prompt.
Oscar feels like he’s missing the entire conversation and he doesn’t know why. “What?”
“The ball,” you repeat, nudging your head towards Lando’s empty seat. “Could you throw it down?”
Oscar furrows his brows, and realizes that the group of friends you’d been playing volleyball with are all trying to casually peer at him. Then, finally, Oscar turns, and spots your volleyball stuck at the back of Lando’s seat.
He didn’t even notice when it landed this way. He’s supposed to be a lifeguard. Alert. Aware of his surroundings.
Oscar fumbles for the ball, then he finally jumps off the lifeguard stand to hand it to you.
“Thanks,” you say with a smile, accidentally grazing your hand. “Sorry about that.”
“It’s fine,” Oscar says, and he hates how monotone his voice sounds. “Um, you’re good.”
“You’re the lifeguard that saved that kid the other day, yeah?” You tilt your head, hands accidentally grazing his as you retrieve the ball. “Really cool.”
“Yeah.” Oscar swallows. And what was that Lando said, about lifeguards being hot? He straightens, and takes his shot. “I’m Oscar, by the way.”
His fingers toy with the whistle hanging low around his neck. The movement catches your attention as your eyes inadvertently dip. Oh, he’s jacked. Your eyes flick back up as soon as you catch yourself lingering—but Oscar catches it too. It makes the corner of his lips curve upward.
Finally, you offer him your name. “Yeah, I’ve seen you surfing a few times. You’re really good,” Oscar says, and it makes a smile tug up at your lips.
“Thanks.” You tilt your head at him, amusement in your eyes. “Maybe I could teach you some time.”
Oscar feels the tip of his ears turning pink just as his lips part to respond—before the two of you hear your name being called out. Most of your friends are looking at you expectantly, and both of you seem to finally remember the ball tucked between arm and hip.
“I’m going! Oh my god.” You roll your eyes, turning back to the boy. You smile. “See ya, Oscar.” You wave as you walk back to the net, where most of your friends are looking annoyed—except for the one responsible for sending the ball that far off.
His smug grin tells you everything you need to know.
You shove Gabriel’s shoulder. “You did that on purpose you ass.”
But he only hums, tilting his head as his eyes flick back to the lifeguard. He chuckles. “You know he’s been checking you out, right?”
You feel heat flash across your stomach. You throw the ball back to him with more force than you should have. A part of you wonders if Ellie would be pissed at you for flirting with the lifeguard. “You’re on thin fuckin’ ice, Gabi.”
Oscar hears Lando approaching before he actually sees him. “Hey.”
“So?” Lando prompts immediately, slumping back into his chair. Those green eyes of his are peering at Oscar with curious intent. “Did you ask her for her number?”
But Oscar simply smiling like a fool. “I got her name.”
Lando groans, sinking his face into his palm. “Oh, brother.”
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You’ve been coming around more often. It’s the middle of summer, and it’s not exactly out of character to find yourself spending entire days at the beach. But you like a little variety. And your surfing buddies have been nagging at you to go spend the day with them at a different one. So far, you’ve gotten away with the excuse that you’re still teaching your niece—that you don’t want her learning to surf at a beach that is so far beyond her level. Kimi, Jack and Aurelia have been cool about it. Jack still hasn’t given up on convincing you, and has taken to texting you pictures of early morning waves with Kimi’s head of curly hair peeking out from the corners of the screen and selfies of him and Aurelia. But Gabriel… he doesn’t seem to believe your excuse.
You hate how well he can read you.
Still, you appreciate he hasn’t exposed you to the rest of your group. In fact, he hasn’t mentioned it since that day at the beach—but on the off chance that he decides to join you, he’s not subtle about his snickers and smug grins whenever he catches you chatting with Oscar.
One particular morning when Aurelia had also decided to join the two of you, he’d caught you laughing with the lifeguard a few moments before hitting the waves.
And then the three of you were paddling on your respective boards, when Aurelia made an off-hand comment about finding it sweet that the lifeguard was so friendly.
“It’s definitely ‘cause of her, though,” Gabriel said, gesturing at you. Your eyes met his and he froze for just a moment.
Aurelia furrowed her brows, switching to Portuguese when she turned to him. “Como?”
Gabriel cleared his throat and waved her off in an attempt to dismiss her. “Ah, nada—nada.”
And though a part of you knew that the comment by him wasn’t malicious, that it had just slipped, you couldn’t help stealing his wave later. And when Gabriel had to cut back to avoid crashing into you and sent himself tumbling into the water, you only felt a little remorse.
You don’t get why it bothers you. You’ve only been talking to Oscar—and though he can be a little awkward at times, you find that the more time you spend chatting with him, the more you seem to like him. But Gabi’s jabs and side-glances make you feel more… self-conscious, maybe. Self-aware. Because while you had started out flirting with Oscar—and you still do, on occasion—it’s not like he’s made any moves or given you any sort of indication that he’s interested in you like that. And the more you think about it, the more you see yourself like Ellie. Glancing off to the side to see if he’s looking at you, feeling like butterflies tickle your skin when he waves at you with that smile of his.
A few days ago, when he was blowing his whistle at a few kids straying too far into the water, he spotted you not too far away. You’d just wrapped up a little practice round with Ellie, and as the two of you came out of the water with dripping wetsuits and your arms holding both your and Ellie’s boards, Oscar had approached you with a smile, and after chatting a little, he’d ducked his head a little towards Ellie, “Sorry, I don’t think I know your name. I’m Oscar.”
Ellie had blinked up at him, cheeks turning red as she nodded dazedly. And when she couldn’t answer, you’d supplied him with, “Ellie. She’s my niece.”
“Oh. Learning to surf, Ellie?” Oscar nodded. “Very cool.”
You hadn’t heard the end of it from her. Did you see his dimples? And his smile? And his hair? Oh my god.
And when Nina asked “Oh, do you have a crush?” Ellie had hidden her face and whined “Mum! You’re so embarrassing!”
And maybe you finally get Ellie. Because it is embarrassing, getting called out on it.
You’ve wondered one too many times if it’d be a little pathetic to ask for his number. It’s not like you’re strangers anyway—
“Don’t turn around,” Ellie suddenly starts, the two of you kneeling on the sand as you wax your boards. “But the lifeguard is coming this way.” You freeze and turn your head near immediately, earning an embarrassed whine from Ellie. “I told you not to turn!” she hisses.
But when you do, it’s not Oscar that’s coming your way.
Oscar is sitting on his chair, back growing stiff the second he spots Lando heading down towards you and Ellie. He strides nonchalantly, waving at you with a bright smile. And it’s not long before you’re standing up, talking to him, and laughing.
Now, Oscar doesn’t think he’s a jealous person. Genuinely. Those things tend to slide for him—they just don’t faze him. And you—you’re a friend. At least, he’d like to think you’d consider him one. But as he watches Lando chatting you up, wearing the exact same red swimming trunks as him, he can’t help but feel a simmering envy twisting in his gut. He doesn’t even understand why Lando’s skin gets tanned into such a pretty color. They spend the same amount of time under the sun! And all Oscar gets is looking as red as the parasol he sits under.
He supposes there might be a silver lining to it. At least his sunburns help hide his blush when the two of you turn to look at him.
Oscar’s first instinct is to duck, but he’s sitting on a tall white chair under a bright red umbrella. There’s not much hiding he can do.
From the shore, Lando waves with a grin, and Oscar can see the malicious intent in his body language. Is this what he gets? He‘s been chickening out of asking for your number, so Lando gets to swoop in.
But then the two of you are walking towards him, and Oscar suddenly doesn’t know what to do with his hands.
“Oscinha,” Lando calls, and Oscar cringes into his palm.
Lando and you look up at him, stopping just a few paces shy of the lifeguard stands. Oscar climbs down, and turns to find Lando with his hands on his hips, deviously smug look in his eyes.
You shake your head at Lando, but you’re smiling—and, surely, that must be a good sign, right?
“As I was telling your friend, I’m flattered, but—”
Dread pours into Oscar’s system like a shockwave. Oh my god, did Lando tell you? It’s over. Bury him in the sand. “—I don’t really think I’d do well as a lifeguard.”
“A lifeguard?” Oscar stammers, brows twitching. He glances at Lando, who tries to hide his amused grin. “Oh. Um.”
“I was telling her that she’s well-suited for the position. It doesn’t pay great, but it’s a good reference to have,” he says, and Oscar hates how he sounds nonchalant, but he can see straight through Lando’s intentions. He narrows his eyes at him. “Plus, you’d get to spend some good ol’ time with Osc. So, benefits all around.” Lando tilts his head, looking at you with an innocent smile. “Don’t you agree?”
Surprise catches on your features for a split second. Lando’s grin widens just as Oscar’s pit of embarrassment deepens.
“You don’t have to answer that,” he quickly adds.
Lando shoots him a look, and Oscar can’t tell if it’s a I’m just trying to help you look, or a quit getting in your own way one. Either way, Lando doesn’t look pleased.
You scoff a laugh, folding your arms over your chest. “I suppose there would be upsides,” you say lightly, gauging Oscar’s reaction carefully. “But I don’t think lifeguarding is for me. I don’t know how you two stay sitting for so long—it just sounds exhausting to me.”
“Yeah, I get that,” Oscar says, shrugging his shoulders. “But there’s always a neglectful parent that leaves their kid in the water, so we do get to jump in occasionally.” Just as he finishes saying it, he realizes just how morbid it sounds. But before he can take it back, he finds you laughing into your palm. His skin tingles at the sound of it, like morning sunlight.
“So the highlight of your day is finding drowning kids?” You ask with an amused lilt to your voice. “I see how it is.”
“No, no, that’s not what I—”
“You’re both morbid,” Lando interrupts, shaking his head. “I’m leaving before you two start talking about, like, dead babies or some shit.”
Oscar makes a sound of protest in an attempt to defend himself—that is not what he’s been saying at all—but the moment that Lando steps behind you to head back to the shoreline, he gives him a thumbs up and a wink. Then it hits him. Oh.
Still. “I feel like I need to clarify that I don’t look forward to kids drowning whenever I—”
He’s cut off by another laugh from you, and this time, he finds himself smiling at it.
“I know. You’re too nice for that. Your friend, on the other hand…”
“Lando? Oh, he’s a smug little shit.”
You snort. “Yeah. And a flirt, too.”
Oscar shifts a little at that. “Oh? Was he making uncomfortable, because I can tell him to—”
”Not with me,” you quickly clarify. “With a friend of mine.”
“Oh,” Oscar says dumbly, feeling his shoulders slump a little. “Yeah, um—he has this theory. About lifeguards.”
You hum. “Does he?”
“He thinks that lifeguards are like—ah, boys at airports.” Oscar cringes. “It made more sense when he said it.”
You pause, before straightening. “Oh, like people think you’re hot?” Oscar feels red bloom on his cheeks at that, making you chuckle. “Yeah, I get it. He’s definitely in the right, though.”
“Ah.”
The two of you look at each other for a moment too long. Did you just imply that you think he’s—
“I mean, ‘cause,” you stumble. “I mean, like, I’ve seen a few girls around here checking you out. You and Lando, I mean. Plus, my niece sort of has a major crush on you. Shit. Don’t tell her I said that.”
Oscar blinks. “Your niece has a crush? …On me?”
“Yeah. Kind of. Um.” You glance back, where Ellie is looking at you and Oscar with rapt eyes. Nina would end you if she knew you left her alone for more than a second. You toss your thumb over your shoulder. “I kind of have to…”
“Oh, yeah, yeah.”
“But just so you know,” you say. “I might not be interested in being a lifeguard, but the offer to teach you to surf still stands. Y’know. In case you’re ever interested.”
A close-lipped smile brightens up his face. “Will definitely be taking you up on that.”
“Good,” you grin.
And if Oscar notices Lando’s smug look afterwards, he doesn’t seem to mind it.
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The sun is steadily sinking over the horizon, casting a warm glow over the ocean. Wind is starting to pick up as night falls, fanning the flames from the bonfire.
Nina parks her car. She’d been nice enough to offer you a ride before she and Ellie went back to the house. “Call me when you’re done so I can come pick you up,” she says.
“I can walk back.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yeah. Really—you don’t need to come out. S’fine.”
She hums. You’re still unbuckling your belt when Nina clicks her tongue.
“Hey, look,” she says. “Isn’t that the lifeguard you like?”
Ellie squints out the window. “No it’s not.”
You follow her line of sight as you step off the Jeep. It’s odd to see him without his red swimming trunks, but you’d recognize his face anywhere. “Yes it is—it’s Oscar.” And just as you say his name, Lando spots you and nudges him. The Brit waves, and Oscar does too. You wave back. “See?”
“Huh,” Ellie says, and you can’t help but feel she sounds a little disappointed. “He’s not a lifeguard anymore.”
“He’s just not on duty, El.”
“Oh,” she says flatly, but she already sounds disinterested.
Nina raises her brows, lips twitching into a teasing smile. “Oh it’s Oscar, huh?”
Something about Nina’s tone makes heat spread across your cheeks. You close the car door behind you without a second thought, already walking away. “Thanks for dropping me off!”
“This isn’t over!” Nina shouts back, before turning the car around and driving away.
You snag a drink from a cooler and open it, drinking in the steady buzz of alcohol.
It’s not long before you’re coming across your self-appointed favorite lifeguard. You greet him with a smile.
“Hey,” says Oscar. “I didn’t know you were coming.”
“C’mon—like I would miss a midsummer bonfire.”
Most like to call it an end of the summer bonfire—not because it signals the end of vacations, but rather because the majority of people that come during the first month tend to leave for the rest of the break.
“So, I take it you’ll be staying for the rest of the summer, then?” Oscar asks, tilting his head.
You grin. “Definitely. You?”
“Yeah—my two year track record as a lifeguard kinda depends on me sticking around.”
“That’s good.” You watch him as you bring your drink to your lips. “Means we’ll be seeing more of each other, then.”
Oscar nods with a smile. “Yeah.”
“Two years, though. That’s a lot.”
“Well, it’s more like two summers, but yeah.”
You look up at him, the last rays of sunlight painting his features with a soft glow. Your stomach stirs. And perhaps it’s the alcohol that prompts you to ask— “You get hit on a lot?”
His eyebrows shoot up, a faint pink blush spreading over his cheeks. “That’s more of Lando’s department.”
“Really?” you say. “I find that hard to believe.”
“Why’s that?”
‘Cause you’re hot. “No reason.”
You find that it’s easy, talking to Oscar. Still—tonight feels different. It’s the same beach, the same boy, the same bordering on flirting comments. And yet, seeing him without that whistle hanging around his neck, wearing clothes other than a swimsuit, hair looking like it has actually seen a comb. It’s not better. It’s not worse. It’s just… different.
The night goes by a lot quicker when you’re with Oscar. You’re laughing with him, shoulders brushing against each other. He holds his plastic cup loosely, his bunny-teeth smile brightening his face as he listens to you talk. And you can feel yourself getting bolder—him too. How, as the two of you sit on the sand, his hand accidentally lands over yours. He doesn’t move it. Neither do you.
And you’re listening to him talking about what’s left of the summer, what he’s planning to do once he gets back to university—when Lando interrupts.
“Oscar!”
You both turn your heads in the direction of Lando’s voice. He’s a few paces ahead, next to what seems to be an impromptu volleyball match. Except that on the other team, one of the girls is on the floor clutching her leg—and not getting up.
“Osc,” Lando calls out again, looking regretful the moment he says his name. He says something reassuring to the girl before jogging over. “I’m getting the first aid kit from the car. Can you check her f’me?”
Oscar is already on his feet and nodding. “Yeah—yeah, of course.”
Lando pats Oscar’s shoulder once, and you’re nearly certain you hear the Brit mutter a quick “Sorry, mate.”
You follow suit as Oscar heads towards the girl and kneels down in front of her.
You linger just a few steps back, not wanting to block him. “Do you need me to turn on my flashlight?” you ask.
“Yeah, that’d be—”
“Don’t worry, I got mine,” the girl says, barely sparing you a glance. Instead, she looks down at Oscar, who purses his lips in concentration.
“I’m gonna apply a little pressure, okay?” He glances up at her, brows pinched together. “Just tell me if it hurts.”
Oscar’s hands gently press against her ankle. “Mhm, yep,” she hisses, “definitely hurts there.”
“Yeah—your ankle’s definitely sprained,” he exhales. “Must’ve twisted it making a wrong move.”
“Well, you know me,” she says, and from the barest twitch of Oscar’s brow, you’re nearly certain he doesn’t.
“Um. Yeah.” He says after a beat. He turns to you, tilting his head back. “Could you get a cold beer can from one of the coolers?”
“Yeah, of course.”
Once you have a cold beer in your hand, you turn around to spot the girl leaning a lot closer to Oscar. Even from a distance, you can see the way her gaze dips from his eyes to his lips, and you nearly drop the beer can onto the sand. Her hand wraps around his as she says something you can’t make out.
Something simmers in your gut.
You’re not jealous. You’re not. You refuse to be that type of person. And yet, you can’t stop yourself from striding back in their direction, ducking down between her and Oscar, and pressing the ice-cold can onto her ankle.
“There,” you say flatly, ignoring the way she flinches—whether it’s because of the sudden cold or your intrusion, you can’t really bring yourself to care. You smile politely. “Much better, right?”
She blinks at you through long lashes. “Actually, Oscar was fine helping me out, so—”
A green, envious thing in you doesn’t even believe she’s actually twisted her ankle. You narrow your eyes at her, tilting your head to the side. “Oh. Was he?”
Her features twist into a scowl, but before she can add anything—
“Found the first aid kit!” Lando exclaims. He raises it triumphantly before kneeling beside Oscar and patting his shoulder. “Don’t worry, Osc. I got it from here.”
And just as Oscar and you go to stand up, Lando shoots him a not so subtle wink.
After that, the night seems to slow down. And after letting the embarrassment of actually realizing how jealous you probably looked, you’re eventually introduced to Oscar and Lando’s other lifeguard buddies.
Logan’s really nice. Sweet. It makes sense for him to be friends with Oscar. Franco, on the other hand keeps giving you this look. Like he’s on the border of figuring something out. Then, he looks like he finally clocks it, a chuckle escaping him.
“Ohh, I get. So you’re the surfer that Oscar’s been—”
Logan promptly steps on Franco’s foot, earning a glare from him. “Ow? That’s rude.”
You yawn, missing the rest of the silent exchange the two other lifeguards seem to devolve into.
“I think I’m gonna head back,” you interrupt with an apologetic smile. “A few of my surfing buddies sorta roped me into going to South Point tomorrow to check out the waves there. Need to rise early for that.”
Lando raises his brows. “You got a ride?”
“No, no. I’ll just walk.”
“Oscar can take you,” Lando offers, nudging his friend with a not-so subtle grin. “He’s designated driver for the night, after all.”
And, normally, you’d decline—but after your third drink of the night, you’re feeling bolder. And when Oscar is walking you back to his car, your hand brushes against his more deliberately than you’d normally allow yourself.
You’re halfway back to Nina’s house with Oscar driving next to you when you prompt. “So, how do you and Lando know each other?”
“We used to be roommates, back in our first year,” Oscar explains. You lean back against your seat, letting your eyes scan his side profile.
“Huh,” you hum. “I can’t read him very well.”
You signal for him to turn on the next street, and he parks his car across the street from Nina’s. Oscar tilts his head at you, stray tufts of hair falling over his eyes. “How so?”
You shrug your shoulders, leaning over the console. “I can’t tell whether he’s a shit wingman or a decent one.” Oscar pauses at that, one of his hands dropping from the steering wheel as he scans your face cautiously. And, normally, you wouldn’t be as forward—but it’s been weeks of dancing around the subject, of flirting with him without crossing the invisible line you drew for yourself.
You tilt your head, pretty brown eyes looking back at you. “You never asked for my number.”
Oscar swallows, lips parting slightly. “I should’ve.”
“Maybe. But I think we’re past that.”
You can feel him inching closer, meeting you halfway on the console—but still leaving you space. Always leaving you space, as if he’s certain you’ll regret it. He licks his lips, and you’re starting to see past that habitual nonchalance of his.
“So, where are we now?” he asks.
“I don’t know,” you say, softly. “I just know it’s taking you too long to make a move.”
“Yeah?” He’s breathless—you can hear it in his voice.
“Yeah.”
You don’t know which one of you does it first. But you two close the gap, and meet each other in the middle. His lips are soft against yours, warm, tasting a little like the Sprite he’d been drinking earlier. One of his hands reaches across to cup your face, bringing you closer to him. Your nose nudges against his as you tug at his bottom lip with your teeth.
He huffs breathlessly as you finally pull away. Only then do you actually start to listen to your own heart, hammering away in your ears. When your eyes blink open, you find him staring back at you with a soft, bordering smitten expression on his face.
He presses his forehead against yours. “Hi,” he whispers, burying his nose in your neck.
“Hi,” you murmur back. Tenderly. Softly.
It’s not long before he’s meeting you halfway again.
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The sun is high up in the sky—not yet noon, but steadily approaching its apex. The waves are great and the day is too—not that you would know.
As it happens, lifeguard stands are decidedly not the best cover.
Your arms are looped around Oscar’s neck as you bring him closer to you, chasing his lips. His hands are splayed against your waist, fingers gently drawing patterns on your sun-kissed skin. His nose nudges against your cheek as he dives down to press a line of kisses down your neck, before you turn your head and redirect him back to your lips.
“Oi!” Lando exclaims, twisting around to glare at the two of you from his stand. “There’s kids here.” He looks at you pointedly. “Don’t rile him up.”
Oscar huffs, shaking his head. He tucks his face into your neck, his steady breathing tickling your skin. “You helped this, you know.”
Lando groans, pushing down his shades and muttering, “I’m starting to regret my decision.”
You roll your eyes, shaking your head. You meet Oscar’s gaze again, amusement dancing in those pretty eyes of his. You smile, leaning in to peck his lips again. Oscar hums as he leans closer to you, hands circling your waist.
Lando blows his whistle shrilly. “I mean it! Keep it PG-13 people!”
Oscar groans in embarrassment. You laugh into his shoulder. “Okay,” you say, only for him to hear. He perks up as you tilt your head towards the ocean. “See you later?”
He hums, letting you pick up your board.
Sunlight on your skin. Warm sand under your feet. An infinite expanse of water waiting for you.
You hit the waves.
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a/n: yeah i sneaked and name dropped a few of my faves that aren’t from f1 🫵 mentioning aurelia nobels and gabriel bortoleto specifically was purely self indulgent but IDC. I LOVE THEM.
this took quite a bit to get out so consider reblogging and commenting :D
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f1lovr · 3 months ago
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Here's a concept: I've been stuck on the idea of a dork reader who develops a small crush on Franco and works on her Spanish to impress talk to him but her pronunciation makes what she says borderline offensive/obscene and she knows it as she says it and starts apologizing and it's super awkward and embarrassing for her but I see Franco as being charmed that she put in the effort?
ohh i actually had to think about this one (and it got a little away from me) but. i can see this as either an mechanic!reader or engineer!reader from williams.
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you’ve recently befriended franco. and in your opinion, he makes it too easy. i mean—it’s not many drivers that go out of their way to greet everyone in the team every weekend without fail once they arrive on the paddock. but franco does. and he’s been doing so well, and you can’t help the fondness you’re starting to harbor for him. it’s his smile—you’re sure of it. but it’s also his determination to make the best of the few races he has, it’s how utterly drained he looks after every race but smiles and jokes anyway—how hard he is on himself when he doesn’t perform as he wishes. and you’re always having to remind him that he’s been doing this for three races. you find it you enjoy his company a lot more than you should.
you’ve been working on a little side-project during your free time.
now, you know you’re not gonna be able to learn an entire language in the span of eight races. and spanish is hard. but you’re determined to try your best to learn a few phrases.
buena suerte. good luck. lo haras increíble. you’ll do great. vas con todo. give it your all. but even then, they feel impersonal. so, you move away from standard phrases and try to learn one for him.
you find your moment after free practice, sitting inside franco’s driver room as you sit besides him. he’s tired, but with an excited energy he can’t seem to shed. your thigh is nudging against his, his hand inching closer to yours, and you decide to do it now before you chicken out.
you meet his gaze with an encouraging smile on your lips. “estoy muy orgullosa de como cogiste el auto.”
and franco is drinking from his water bottle as he faces you, and you can see the moment he stops, and coughs—and continues coughing. you stare at him in bewilderment.
his voice is scratchy and hoarse when he says, “¿cómo? yo no—what?” he coughs again, and there’s a red blush on his cheeks that wasn’t there before.
“what?” you blink, embarrassment lodging itself inside your throat. “i just, i’m proud of you—of how quickly you got the hang of the car.” you can feel heat spreading across your cheeks as you start rambling. “i know it’s been a really tough transition, and you’ve been doing so well and—” you swallow sharply, clamping down your jaw to prevent yourself from digging yourself an even deeper hole.
franco blinks at you. “oh.” a laugh escapes him, a smile pulling at his lips as humiliation blooms in your chest. “oh, corazona,” franco coos, tilting his head with a look that makes your heart skip a beat. there’s a glint in his eyes you can’t seem to place. “since when have you been learning spanish?”
“not that long…” you look away from him, fidgeting with your fingers. “i just wanted to, y’know, congratulate you like you deserve.”
franco clicks his tongue, resting his forehead against your shoulder. “that’s really sweet,” he says softly, “and it means a lot. but i think you’ve been learning spain spanish.”
you blink, turning your head slightly. he rests his chin on your shoulder to meet your gaze. “um… i think so? i didn’t think it would make much of a difference.”
“it does.” franco chuckles again. “cause in spain, coger means to grab, but in argentina…” his tongue swipes along his canines, lips twitching upward into an amused smirk. “…coger means to fuck. and i think i’d remember if i’d had sex with a car.”
“oh my god.” mortification must be too evident in your face, because this time, franco laughs louder than before. it’s a laugh that rattles his chest, that makes his body vibrate against yours.
“don’t worry,” he says after a beat. he leans closer to you, his lips brushing against your ear. “it’s cute.”
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a/n: ohhhh this one definitely got away from me. idk if i should even count this as a ramble cause it could be a drabble 😭 franco is my achilles heel i’m sorry
send me concepts ✉️
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f1lovr · 3 months ago
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PRETTY GIRL | OP81
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pairing: oscar piastri x female!reader (faceclaim claire rosinkranz)
summary: in which he's a loverboy but there's no way he's her loverboy right... or in which lando's best friend and oscar are both soft launching and no one puts together that they're soft launching each other
warnings: none i don't think, some curse words if anything
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y/n i think i like this little life
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lilymhe like this little life or like him?
↳ y/n hey now what is this shit
user1 is this a soft launch???
user2 you're telling me the queen is taken
user3 sleeping on the road tonight, my girlfriend is a taken woman
lando ignoring the blatant disrespect of me in slide 4 cause what the fuck is slide 3
user4 you're telling me lando didn't know??
oscarpiastri how does he deal with you
↳ y/n he doesn't
↳ lando OSCAR KNOWS?
↳ oscarpiastri stay mad
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oscarpiastri a little bit of life
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user1 wtf now oscar's soft launching? what is this? hell?
user2 woah woah woah slow down there
lando HOW ARE MY BEST FRIEND AND TEAMMATE BOTH IN A RELATIONSHIP AND I DIDNT KNOW
↳ oscarpiastri 🤷
y/n she looks pretty cool
↳ oscarpiastri i'll tell her you said that
↳ lando YOU KNOW?
↳ y/n of course i know
user3 what is happening in the house of commons, y/n and oscar both soft launching? is the world still spinning?
lilymhe are you soft launching lando
↳ lando do i look like i have blonde hair to you
y/n's instagram story
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lando replied to your story: POOKIE WHAT IS THIS SHIT
oscarpiastri replied to your story: hope he payed for your lunch
lilymhe replied to your story: you're just teasing him at this point
alexalbon replied to your story: PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE TELL ME WHO HE IS
oscarpiastri's instagram story:
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lando replied to your story: um, i feel hated, why won't you tell me who your girlfriend is
y/n replied to your story: your girlfriend said she's hungry
oscarpiastri: i just fed my girlfriend
y/n: she's still hungry
lilymhe replied to your story: y/n said to tell you to feed her
oscarpiastri: yeah yeah im working on it
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y/n me: im hungry pretty boy: okay
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lilymhe i see my message worked
↳ y/n your message was much appreciated, he bought me blueberries
↳ lando why does lily know but i dont
↳ y/n because she's cuter than you 🫶
↳ lando WHAT THE FUCK
user1 you're telling me you said you were hungry and he bought you your favorite berry and made you cookies?
↳ y/n yes hes the best <3
lando still wanna know who this guy is
↳ y/n you do know who he is
↳ lando WHAT
↳ lando WHAT DOES THIS MEAN
oscarpiastri can he bake?
↳ y/n no he almost burned down my kitchen in the process :(
↳ oscarpiastri but you got cookies
↳ y/n that and he's cute so it made up for it :)
user2 hear me out...
↳ user3 im listening....
↳ user2 what if oscar and y/n are dating
↳ user3 okay grandma let's get you back to your room
↳ user4 nah if she's soft launching anyone it's definitely lando and he's just playing dumb
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oscarpiastri pretty girl :)
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user2 pretty girl you say....
↳ user3 grandma go back to bed
↳ user2 no because im right you'll see
lando you would date a blonde
↳ oscarpiastri okay lando
↳ user4 proof that y/nlando is real!
↳ user5 how is this proof???
y/n she's pretty?
↳ oscarpiastri really pretty
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y/n break with the buddies :)
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oscarpiastri pretty girl :) *this comment has been deleted*
user1 am i trippin or did he-
user2 OSCAR?
lando im getting tired of this shit grandma
↳ y/n well that's too dang bad
lilymhe he was so close to fucking it up
↳ y/n no i know, my little non tech savy king
lando wait a minute
↳ y/n yes?
↳ lando nvm
oscarpiastri he has good taste in hiking spots
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oscarpiastri break has been nice
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lando wait a damn minute....
user1 HEY THAT OUTFIT LOOKS REALLY FAMILIAR
lilymhe nevermind he fucked it up
user3 so you're telling me they've been soft launching each other this whole damn time and we all thought she was soft launching lando...
y/n OSCAR PIASTRI YOU FUCK
↳ oscarpiastri what...
↳ oscarpiastri oh.
↳ oscarpiastri did i ruin the soft launch?
↳ y/n baby why'd you post the one i told you NOT to post because you were wearing the same outfit
↳ oscarpiastri i'm a little slow pretty girl
↳ lando what the fuck
lando WHAT THE FUCK
lando WAIT WAIT WAIT
lando YOU'VE BEEN SOFT LAUNCHING EACH OTHER?
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y/n pretty boy hard lanch :)
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lando what the fuck
lilymhe he's a little slow
↳ y/n it's okay because i love him
↳ oscarpiastri thanks pretty girl
user2 I TOLD Y'ALL I WASN'T CRAZY
lando what the fuck
↳ y/n can you stop cursing in my comment section
oscarpiastri my pretty girl :)
↳ y/n <3
↳ lando what the fuck
↳ oscarpiastri please stop cursing in my girlfriends comment section
↳ lando ...
lando IS THIS WHAT YOU MEANT WHEN YOU SAID I KNEW HIM??
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oscarpiastri my pretty girl <3 (sorry for messing up your soft launch)
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y/n it's okay i still love you pretty boy <3
↳ oscarpiastri love you too pretty girl <3
↳ y/n :)
↳ lando i'm going to vomit 🤢
lando WHAT IS THIS SHIT
lando why did you not tell me you were dating my best friend
↳ oscarpiastri i'm dating your best friend
↳ lando wow thanks oscar 😐
lilymhe tech savy king!
↳ oscarpiastri i try my best
↳ y/n it's okay my love, that's what i'm here for
user4 how many times did y/n help you post
↳ oscarpiastri every single one
user2 I TOLD YOU ALLLLLLLL
lando i guess i have to get used to this don't i
↳ y/n yes
↳ oscarpiastri yes
↳ lilymhe yes
lando WAIT THAT WAS Y'ALL I HEARD IN YOUR ROOM?
↳ y/n WE WERE PLAYING MARIO KART
↳ oscarpiastri 😬
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f1lovr · 4 months ago
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sweet nothing
summary: five times jack knew she was the one and one time someone told him she was the one
jack hughes x reader
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One
Jack walked around the corner heading to his favorite local cafe and his favorite place to get his morning coffee especially when he has practice as it is on the way to the rink but also close to his apartment that he can walk to get coffee on his days off.
Jack stumbled into someone feeling a hot liquid spill over the other person and his hands shot out to catch the women he stumbled into.
“I am so sorry.” Jack quickly apologized seeing he had ran into to her and her coffee is all over her now, She looked up shyly and Jack’s breath caught in his throat, he has seen many beautiful woman but the woman in front him right now was the most beautiful woman he has ever seen.
“It’s okay.” She softly spoke sending the very attractive male a shy smile.
“At least let me make it up to you and buy you a coffee.” Jack quickly asked looking down at her hopefully, he didn’t want to part with her yet especially not even knowing her name yet.
She let out a shy sigh, “Oh you don’t have to.”
“I want to.” Jack sternly told her giving her puppy eyes making her look at him and reluctantly nod, Jack beamed and held out his hand, “I’m Jack.”
She softly grabbed his calloused hand shaking it softy smiling at him as she introduced herself.
Jack blinked at her very soft touch and hoped it wouldn’t be the last time he got to touch her.
“Come on i owe you a coffee.” Jack beamed and rested a light hand on her lower back as they walked back to the cafe.
She smiled softly thinking Jack reminded her of a puppy. Jack opened the door to the coffee shop and let her walk inside first.
Jack happily followed her to the front counter where she ordered another coffee and than he ordered his own and paid for their drinks.
He grabbed napkins for her and helped her ferry off her sweater making her flash him a sweet smile that just competently melted his heart and he wanted to do anything to get that smile flashed at him again.
The two walked over to the other counter waiting for their coffee once they finished drying off her sweater, “Thank you.” She softly spoke to Jack giving him an appreciate smile.
“Of course.” Jack beamed brightly back at her, he got another smile from her.
They grabbed their coffees and Jack bit his lip not wanting to leave her yet, “Are you busy?” Jack blurted out making her turn to him, “I thought maybe we could talk.” Jack shrugged looking nervous but had a hopeful smile on his face.
“Sure.” She easily agreed making Jack’s smile widen, they walked over to an empty table and sat down.
“So what do you?” She asked curiously sipping on her warm coffee.
Jack blinked and realized she really didn’t know who he was and he smiled even more, “I uh play hockey.”
“Really that’s cool.” She smiled softly, “Do you like it?” She titled her head curiously.
Jack smiled enjoying the question she asked as it’s never a people ask genuinely, “I love it. My brothers both play too.”
She watched Jack’s smile get softer as he spoke about his brothers, “Woah that’s awesome. Who do you play for?” She didn’t know a lot about sports as she has never been really interested.
“I play for the New Jersey Devils.” Jack smiled telling her enjoying that she doesn’t know him as Jack Hughes alternate captain of the New Jersey Devils but as just Jack.
She furrowed her brows having heard that team and realized he played in the NHL, she doesn’t know much but living in Jersey she has learned a few of the team’s names, “For the NHL? that’s incredible.” She smiled softly at him.
Jack smiled in response, “What about you?” Jack leaned closed in curiosity wanting to learn everything and anything about her.
“Oh i’m a writer.” She softly anwsered his question, it was the reason she moved from sunny Florida to the New Jersey area when she started writing her first book with a publishing company and she has never left since.
“Really!” Jack exclaimed looking awed, “Oh! That’s why your name was familiar!” Jack realized why he thought her name was so familiar when she introduced her self, he has read all of her books and they are the few books he actually loves to reread.
“Your books are incredible.” Jack had started reading her books when the first one came out around his draft and he has loved every single one.
She shyly smiled, “Thank you.” She mumbled her cheeks bright red, no matter how many compliments she gets on her books she always flushes bright red every time.
Jack’s face softened seeing her shy smile and red cheeks and knew there was no way he was going to stop until he got to be her boyfriend, even if they just met a few minutes ago he knew something was special about her and had never felt this way from anyone else.
Jack knew she was the one and was sure they will be together one day.
Two
Jack rubbed his face as he sat down in his car after a long and exhausting game. The past few games have been terrible and all brutal loses and Jack feels as if they are never catching a break.
He was sore more than usual and just exhausted physically and mentally.
All he wanted was to see his little book worm and hopefully his future girlfriend. Jack has been talking to her everyday for the past two months since he met her at the coffee shop and every day he knows more and more that she’s it for him but all he needs to confess his feelings first for that to happen.
He has been at her place a few times and she has been at this place a face times so he hoped she wouldn’t mind him random showing up.
He drove the short drive to her apartment and nodded at the doorman as he walked in and took the elevator to her floor.
He ran a ran through his soaking wet hair and walked down the hallway quickly to her door, he knocked on the door and waited for her.
She looked up from her couch where she reading a book hearing a knock, she wasn’t expecting anyone. She stood up and walked to the door and peeked through seeing a tired Jack. She opened the door, “Jack?” She gently said titling her head softly.
Jack let out a long sigh seeing her, he stepped forward and just hugged her tightly and his head rested on her shoulder.
She only blinked and wrapped her arms around him tightly, she took a step back with him in her arms and shut her door.
She stood in her entrance holding him gently and rubbing his back just holding him with no questions asked.
Jack let out a soft breath as he felt himself relax more and more in her arms, her warm and comforting embrace. He’s never felt as comfortable as he does when he is in her arms.
Jack reluctantly lifted his head off her shoulder keeping his arms around her, “Hi.” Jack whispered tiredly.
“Hello.” She softly whispered back her thumb gently rubbing his cheek bone. “I missed you.” She whispered to him giving him a cute little smile. He had been on a few day road trip and when he got back they haven’t had time to see each other yet.
Jack’s face softened hearing her words, “I missed you too, so much.” Jack whispered back, “So much that i think i actually annoyed Nico about how much i talked about.” Jack admitted to her. He may of actually made Nico annoyed.
She blinked feeling her face soften even more, “You talk about me?” She was surprised, she didn’t know if Jack had say anything about her to anyone, not they she expected it but still.
“I can’t shut up about you.” Jack shrugged softly, he’s not stopped talked about her to anyone since the moment he met her.
She smiled softly feeling her cheeks burning, “Oh.” She mumbled.
Jack smiled softly as he saw how red her cheeks were getting, “I like talking about you.” He admitted to her, his hand going up to cup her cheek making her lean into his touch.
She smiled softly at his words her eyes peering up at him hopefully, “Yeah?”
“Of course.” Jack nodded seriously, “I gotta talk about my girl.” Jack added with a small smile and a hint of nerves in his words.
She blinked her smile growing, “Your girl?” She asked hopefully, she’s been waiting for Jack to ask her out for a while now.
“If you let me.” Jack asked hopefully looking at her so incredibly softly, “I would really like to be your boyfriend.”
She nodded with a beaming smile, “I would like that too.” Her words made Jack beam.
He brought his other hand up to her face so he cupped her face from both sides mad leaned down and finally pressed his lips softly to hers.
They both let out happy sighs as they finally kissed.
After a few moments they pulled away and kept their foreheads touching until Jack pulled away to yawn.
“Come on let’s get you to bed.” She grabbed his hand flashing him a soft smile as she pulled his through her apartment. He happily let her pull him anywhere.
Jack luckily had threw on a pair of sweatpants and t-shirt after his post game shower instead of his suit so he could got straight to bed.
She pulled him into her room and pulled back her covers and gently pushed Jack into her bed. She laid down next to him and opened her arm letting Jack cuddle and rest his head on her chest. She brought her hand up to his wet hair and gently ran her fingers through his hair.
“You’re the best.” Jack tiredly mumbled a he felt his eyes closing even quicker from her running her hands through his hair.
She smiled softly at his words and pressed a gentle kiss to his forehead, “Sleep baby.” She soothing mumbled watching as his eyes fluttered shut and stayed close.
Three
She walked through the hallways of the prudential center looking for the suite Jack told her to go to. She was wearing a pair of black leather pants with Jack’s black Devils jersey and a pair of black heeled boots.
Jack didn’t ask her to wear his jersey but he did leave out on the bed for her if she wanted to wear it. She knew he would be thrilled if she wore her jersey.
She walked into the suite and saw a lot of other woman and a few children and knew Jack put her in the suite with the other players families.
A blonde girl looked up and beamed seeing her walk in, “You must be Jack’s girl.” She walked over to her, “I’m Nicole. I’m so glad you here! Jack doesn’t stop talking about.” Nicole giggled as she shook hands with her.
Nicole has heard all about her from Jack and from Jesper telling her that Jack doesn’t shut up.
“It’s nice to meet you too.” She flashed a soft smile at Nicole.
“Come on i’ll introduce you to everyone.” Nicole smiled widely as she looped arms with her and took her around the suite introducing everyone to Jack’s girl.
She was finished getting introduced by the time the game started and she sat down watching Jack skate on to the ice.
This was her first time ever going to hockey game and she’s only started watching hockey when she met Jack and she only watches his games.
Jack looked at up at the family suite and beamed so brightly seeing his girl sitting in there and he could see his jersey on her which just made everything better. He waved getting her attention and he watched her smile once she saw him.
He blew her kiss and he wished he was close enough he could see her cheeks get rosy like they always do.
“She came?” Nico asked amused as he nudged Jack teasingly when he saw Jack starring at the suite with a very happy smile. Nico has never seen Jack lovesick until her and it was honestly really sweet to see.
Jack proudly nodded. He skated away and grabbed a puck from warm up’s and handed it one of the equipment crew and asked them to hold it for him.
He got ready for the game to start.
She was blushing bright red by the attention on her from Jack blowing her a kiss.
“When did you meet?” Kristen Haula softly asked. Erik had told her all about the girl Jack has been talking about for months now, longer than he has ever talked about anyone ever.
“Almost five months ago.” She softly answered, she was glad she got hot coffee spilled on her that day because it gave her Jack.
“How long have you been together?” Cat Toffoli asked the girl softly, she could tell she was in the shyer side but incredibly sweet.
“Three months.” She told her, smiling as she spoke.
She answered a few more questions before the start of the game.
She softly cheered as Jack got a goal in the first period and she felt her face blush at Jack waving at her after his goal.
She loved watching Jack play in person for the first time, it was so much more than watching on the TV, it was like she got to see another side of Jack tonight and she loved it.
The second period started and within minutes Jack scored another goal and blew a kiss up at her that she softly catched and she knew Jack caught her actions because if it was even possible his grin got even brighter.
She shook her head incredibly fond as Jack scored his third goal and pointed at her, she blew him a tiny kiss for his amazing performance making him smile and his ears turn pink.
She walked with Nicole down to the locker room once the game was over and the Devils had won and Jack had gotten a hat trick.
She talked a bit more with Nicole as she waited for Jack.
Jack was the first one out of the locker room and immediately went straight to his girl. He grinned as he walked to her and could read his name on her back as he snuck up behind her and wrapped his arms around her from behind and spun her around twice making her giggle.
He set her back down and spun her around his arms so she was facing him, “Hi.” Jack leaned his face closer to hers and whispered softly.
“Hi.” She softly whispered back as she brushed back down of his wet hair off his forehead, ���You played incredibly.” She praised him making his perk up, he gets compliments all the time on his hockey but coming from her it meant the world to him.
“Thank you” Jack fondly smiled and pressed a soft kiss to her forehead, “I got you something.” Jack mischievously told her as he grabbed something out of his suit pocket ask handed it to her.
She smiled softly as she took the puck from his hand seeing he had wrote the date on the side, “Thank you.” She softly told and kissed his cheek gently making him smile happily at her word and affection, She tucked the puck into her pocket.
“Jacky boy!” Nate beamed as he walked over with Nico, he shook Jack’s shoulders grinning mischievously as he looked at the girl in front of Jack, “Are you going to introduce us?” Nate beamed excitedly he has heard all about her from Jack.
“Baby this is Nico and Bast.” Jack introduced them to her wrapping his arm around her waist.
“Hi.” She softly spoke to them, “I’ve heard a lot about you both.” She loves hearing Jack talk about his teammates and with how much he talks about them she feels like she knows all of them personally.
“He talks about you all the time.” Nico calmly told her but grinning teasingly at Jack.
She blushed and smiled up at Jack slightly teasing, in a way only Jack can get her to tease.
Jack fondly rolled his eyes, “So i like talking about my girl.” Jack doesn’t care he would happily talk about her anytime.
She just smiled at him making Nate and Nico share a look and had a feeling that Jack has found his a good one and someone who they would be seeing from now on.
She waved bye to Jack’s teammates before Jack led her out of the arena.
His eyes glanced to her back and looked at how his name was across her back and all he wanted to was make that her name too.
Jack wasn’t going to stop until he got her to be his wife even if they have only been dating for three months, Jack knew she was the one.
Four
Luke has just gotten into New Jersey a few days ago and had just gotten back from his first game.
He was staying with Jack and of course he knew all about Jack’s girlfriend and he noticed immediately how much Jack is on his phone now and how smiley is he when he is on his phone. Jack also just seems genuinely happier lately.
Luke was chilling on the couch after the game in a pair of sweatpants and a hoodie when Jack came down the hallway and into the living room, “You hungry?” Jack raised an eyebrow in question.
“I could eat.” Luke answered back easily stretching out his arms, he could always eat.
“Come on there’s someone i want you to meet and you’ll get food.” Jack fondly rolled his eyes but couldn’t hide his excitement to where he was going making Luke realize he was most likely going to meet Jack’s girlfriend.
Luke nodded standing up and slid a pair of shoes on and followed Jack out of the apartment and into the car.
Jack drove them only a few minutes away and into an another apartment building.
Luke followed Jack through the lobby and he noticed how the workers all seemed to know Jack and followed him into the elevator.
“I’m meeting your girlfriend.” Luke bluntly stated not asking because he knew.
“You are.” Jack nodded, “She won’t be able to meet mom and dad during playoffs and i want her to meet a piece of my family.” Jack told Luke truthfully.
Jack was disappointed she won’t be able to go to playoff games as she is going on a book tour for her new book but he was proud of her and would never ask her to cancel something in her career for his career.
Luke nodded and decided to not tease his brother for once sensing that Jack just genuinely her to meet his family.
Jack walked up to a door and pulled out a key and unlocked the door and that made Luke raise an eyebrow, Jack had a key.
Luke followed Jack into the apartment and made a sound smelling something amazing.
Jack chuckled hearing the sound and knowing Luke smelt the food, “Trust me it tastes even better.” Jack has had a lot of people cook for him but no one has ever been better than her.
Once she found out Jack has a strict diet she made sure to make foods that follow his diet but they still taste so good and she’s always making him some type of healthy dessert that still tastes insanely good and he can eat as many as he wants.
“Jack?” She called out from the kitchen hearing the door unlocked, she took a deep breath feeling slightly nervous as she was about meet Jack’s brother.
“Hey you.” Jack softly spoke as he walked into the kitchen and wrapped his arm around her from behind in and kissed her cheek.
“Baby this is Luke.” Jack proudly introduced two of his favorite people to one another.
“Hi!” She smiled softly and shook Luke’s hand, “I’ve heard a lot about you from Jack.”
Luke smiled at the and shook her hand gently back, “Hi, i think i might of heard more about you from Jack.” Luke teased his brother.
She smiled and chuckled softly at Luke’s teasing and Jack’s fond eye roll.
“Do you need any help?” Jack asked her sweetly still holding her from behind.
“No i finished everything.” She set her hands over Jack’s hands and squeezed his hands softly, “Luke do you like spaghetti and meatballs?” She asked hopefully.
Luke nodded quickly looking excited for any food but especially spaghetti, spaghetti is one of his favorite meals.
Luke watched as the two interaction and smiled softly being able to see immediately how in love Jack really is and Luke has never seen Jack this in love. He also saw how calm she makes Jack, the second Jack stepped into the apartment it was like all of his stress and worries just went away.
“Good.” She smiled and walked to the stove and Jack reluctantly let go of her to grab three plates and he handed one to Luke.
They all platted up their plates and headed to her dinning room sitting around the table.
Luke took a bite and made a sound, “Oh my god.” Luke looked over at her in awe, he had never had such amazing spaghetti, “Jack you are not allowed to ever let her go.” Luke declared making her laugh and Jack smile and roll his eyes.
“That is the best spaghetti i have ever had.” Luke told her the second he was done, he had scrapped everything it off his plate within in minutes.
“Thank you.” She flushed at the compliment as it always means a lot when someone likes her cooking, “If you’re still hungry please have seconds.” She encouraged Luke and she knew it was the right thing to say as Luke lit up and got up immediately and headed into the kitchen.
Jack grabbed her hand and pressed a kiss to the back of her hand, “You know he adores you already.” Jack told her, He knew the easiest way to wins Luke heart is food and he knew having them meet like this would be perfect for them both.
She let out a small sigh of relief her shoulders releasing some tension, “I hope so.” She softly admitted.
Jack fondly smiled and he felt so warm seeing her care so much about what her family thinks about her and how much she wants to have the approval of his whole family.
It means the world to Jack knowing she cares that much and that’s another reason he knew he picked the right one.
Five
Jack looked out the plane window as the plane started to descend down as they were almost in Michigan.
His arm was around her shoulders as she rested her head on his shoulder and his hand was playing with her hair as she slept peaceful on him.
Jack frowned slightly knowing he would have to wake her up but he didn’t want to as he loves how peaceful she looks when she sleep.
“My sweet girl.” Jack softly cooed rubbing her shoulder watching as she groaned softly and her eyes starts fluttering open, “There’s those beautiful eyes.” Jack cooed as she opened her eyes to look up at him. He smiled at her little sleepy smile and blush and how she leaned closer to him her nose nudging his neck.
“How was your nap baby?” Jack gently asked his girlfriend.
“Comfy.” She mumbled pressing a kiss to his neck before lifting her head up and resting her chin on his shoulder.
He pressed a kiss to her nose making her nose scrunch and he smiled lovingly.
Once the plane landed they got up and Jack grabbed their bags for them and they got off the plane and walked through the airport. Jack never lets her carry her bags anymore even her purse.
They walked out of the airport and Jack saw Quinn waiting by the car and he guided her over to Quinn and the car.
Jack dropped the bags by the car and hugged his brother and Quinn hugged him tightly back.
Quinn looked over once they stopped hugging and saw her and smiled gently having heard the most about her than anyone else and he already knew she is perfect for Jack by how happy she makes her brother.
“Hi.” Quinn spoke softly and usually he doesn’t hug new people but with how muchJack talks about her Quinn feels as if he knows her and he hugged her gently.
“Hi.” She gently spoke back with a small sense of relief realizing Quinn had to like her a bit to her hug and she was glad because he’s very important to Jack.
Jack loaded the car while he let the two talk and get to know each other better.
Quinn got into the drivers seat and he couldn’t help but smile realizing that Jack got into the backseat so he could sit with his girlfriend.
The three talked most of the drive back to the lake house and she fit extremely well with Quinn.
Quinn offered to get theirs bags and bring them up to Jack’s room to let Jack go introduce her to everyone.
Jack had a bounce in his step as he held her hand and brought her through his lake house and to the backyard seeing his parents and Luke.
Luke looked up and smiled seeing the two and he got up walking right to his future sister in law ignoring Jack completely and hugged her. Jack just fondly rolled his eyes.
Ellen raised an eyebrow and smiled softly seeing that Luke obviously cares a lot about Jack’s girlfriend. Luke has only had amazing things to say about her.
Ellen has never seen Jack talk about anyone the way he talks about her and in Ellen’s book she already approves because of that and she can see how happier Jack is now and that’s all she wants is for her children to be happy.
Ellen and Jim got up and walked over to them and they hugged Jack first having missed their middle child as Luke talked with her.
“Hi.” She spoke slightly nervous as Ellen and Jim turned their attention to her and she wanted to make a good first impression.
Jack held her hand softly rubbing his thumb over her knuckles, something that Ellen didn’t miss and she smiled wider.
“It is so good to finally meet you!” Ellen beamed and pulled her into soft hug and she was even more surprised here Ellen let go that Jim pulled her into a hug too.
“It’s really nice to meet you both.” She softly but honestly told them as she leaned back into Jack’s side.
“Are you guys hungry?” Ellen asked in a motherly tone she watched as they shared a look and Jack nodded.
“Starving.” Jack answered as they had an early flight and slept most of the flight so they are hungry.
“Why don’t we go to the country club and get some food?” Ellen offered and the two nodded.
“Give us a few minutes and get out of our airport clothes?” Jack asked his mom knowing his girlfriend hated sitting in clothes she wore to the airport.
Ellen nodded and watched as the two walked away and headed inside.
Jack lead her to his room well their room now.
“See it went well.” Jack softly said as he closed the door behind them, his hands rested on her arms giving her a smile. Jack knew how nervous she was to meet his parents and Quinn as she wanted to make a good impression.
Jack has always known his family gets along with others well but they have never all liked someone as quick as they just did with her, She fit into his family immediately and no one ever has fit in like that.
She smiled and nodded relaxing more now and Jack pressed a kiss to her cheek and let her get dressed.
She got ready in the bathroom and when she stepped out in a white sundress Jack groaned, “Baby you are killing me.” Jack didn’t want to leave the room with her looking this beautiful he didn’t want to share.
They have been dating for seven months now and yet Jack still makes her blush just as easily.
“Absolutely beautiful.” Jack mumbled against her lips making her smile and her blush deepen even more.
Jack wrapped an arm around her waist and they walked out of his room and downstairs where they saw his family waiting.
“Ready?” Ellen asked as she looked up and then coming down the stairs. Jack nodded and everyone got up and headed outside into the car.
“Woah what do you think you’re doing?” Jack incredulously scoffed as he saw Luke stealing the spot next to his girlfriend.
“What. I haven’t seen her in a month!” Luke protested wanting to spend time with his friend. Luke really connected well when he first met her and they became really good friends and text each other daily.
“Here scoot over Luke, i’ll sit in the middle.” She easily told the boys as they didn’t even think of her just sitting in the middle of them.
Ellen watched as who she knew would become her daughter in law one day easily break up an argument between Luke and Jack before it became one, something that is very hard with the two stubborn boys.
Jack slid next to his girl immediately and held her hand and let her lean her head on his shoulder as she chatted with Luke as Jim drove them.
Ellen and Jim shared a look hearing how easily she got Luke to talk a lot.
Jim pulled into the parking lot and they all walked into the country club and got a table outside looking out at the water.
Ellen and Jim took the chance to start asking a few questions about her even if Jack probably already told them all the answers.
Jack had his arm around the back of her chair and watched with a content face watching his girl and future wife get along with each of his family members perfectly.
Jack smiled and pressed a soft kiss to her cheek.
+One
Jack and her have been in Michigan for almost three months and Jack was pretty sure his entire family adores her more than they do him which Jack completely understood and he was glad they all love her so much.
She became the only person that Jim let touch his grill and he taught her how to cook on the grill and how to catch a fish and how to prepare the fish to cook it.
Jack knew his mom is just so happy to have another girl around and just absolutely adores her. He remembered the happy tears his mom shed when he showed her the ring he had bought.
Quinn loves reading and has been trying to get into it more lately and she helped him figure out what exactly he likes to read and they went to many library’s to get books for Quinn to read. Now Quinn and her will sit together and read in silence. Jack has never seen Quinn warm up that fast to anyone but her.
And Luke, Jack already knows Luke loves like a sister since the first time he met her and he made her food. But the two have spent a lot of time in the kitchen and her teaching Luke how to cook better and Luke gets to taste everything which makes him happy.
Jack just adored having her at the lake house, getting to cuddle on the boat, seeing her wakeboard, watching the sunrises and sunsets, sitting around the fire. Jack loved being able to have her with him the entire summer.
Jack got the chance a few weeks before they headed back to New Jersey with Luke to let her meet the rest of his extended family at a wedding and just as Jack expected she was adored within in seconds.
“You have got a good one Jacky.” Ellen told her son watching her laugh with all the little kids and saw how lovesick Jack is.
“I know.” Jack proudly nodded with a happy smile.
Ellen smiled softly and patted his shoulder, “She’s perfect for you and i can’t wait until she is in the family officially.” Ellen encouraged her son giving him a proud smile and she knew sooner than later Jack would be proposing.
Jack had barely gotten any attention from because all his little cousins have stolen his girl the entire day and during the wedding but when they were taken to bed and he finished his conversation with his mother he was finally able to sweep his girl onto the dance floor.
“Hello my sweet girl.” Jack lovingly mumbled as he wrapped his arms around her and they slow danced together.
“Hi.” She smiled back and her fingers fiddled with the nape of his hair.
“Have you ever thought about our wedding?” Jack asked curiously as they were coming up on eleven months being together and he was completely certain he will ask within the next year. Some may say that’s too soon but when you know, you know.
She blinked looking thoughtful and her cheeks flushed pink, “Yeah.” She sheepishly whispered, it doesn’t help that Jack looks so good in a suit and she thinks about him wearing a suit on their wedding day.
Jack perked up, “Yeah?” He asked happily when he realized she thought about their future.
“Yeah.” She whispered earnestly back, “I would love to be your wife one day.” She admitted to her boyfriend.
Jack beamed brighter than ever and pressed his forehead to her forehead, “I can not wait until i make you my wife, future Mrs Hughes.” Jack whispered to her already waiting for the day he finely gets to marry her.
She smiled content and nudged her nose to his gently.
He was very glad he spilled that cup of coffee on her.
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red red wine | quinn hughes
quinn hughes x fem!reader
the week leading up to Quinn proposing to you, and the chaos that follows him.
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One Week Before
You stand in the kitchen of the lake house, absently scrolling through your phone while Jim and Ellen sit at the table, chatting over their morning coffee. Quinn is perched on a stool at the kitchen island, Jack and Luke beside him, all three listening in as you think out loud.
“I think I’m gonna get my nails done,” you say, mostly to yourself, glancing up from your screen. “I found this cute place nearby on Instagram. Might go check it out.”
Quinn freezes. Luke and Jack do the same, exchanging quick glances before all three of them force identical, strained smiles.
“Here?” Quinn asks, a little too casually.
You nod and turn your phone to show Ellen the pictures. “Yeah, thought it’d be nice to get a little pampered. Ellen, want to come with?”
For a split second, her eyes flick to Jim before she shakes her head with a warm—if slightly nervous—smile. “Oh, no, sweetheart. I think I’ll stay back, got a few things to tidy up around the house.”
You frown slightly, glancing between them. “I mean, I don’t have to go either. I could just hang—”
“NO!”
The entire Hughes family responds in unison, voices overlapping in a loud, comically panicked outburst. Even Jim, who’s been silent all morning, leans forward, wide-eyed like you just suggested setting the house on fire.
Quinn is the first to recover. He clears his throat and plasters on a quick, reassuring smile. “No, honey, you should definitely go. Treat yourself.” He waves a hand toward the door, trying—and failing—to sound nonchalant. “Have a nice day out.”
Your eyes narrow. “Okay…?” You drag the word out, suspicious, but slide your phone into your bag anyway. Grabbing your keys, you head for the door, throwing one last curious glance over your shoulder before stepping out.
As soon as the door clicks shut, Luke lets out a long breath. “Close call.”
Jim shakes his head, grinning. “She almost caught on already. We need to be more careful, boys.”
Downtown is quiet, the main street lined with flower boxes and little local shops. Lakeside Nails sits nestled between a café and an old bookstore, its windows decorated with delicate white lettering.
A nail tech waves you over with a friendly smile. “Hi! You must be my one o’clock.”
“That’s me.” You settle into the chair as she sets up.
“I’m Maya. What are we doing today?”
You pull up a photo. “Something like this? Just a clean, neutral look.”
Maya nods approvingly. “Pretty! So, just a little solo pampering trip?”
“Sort of. I’m staying at the lake house with my boyfriend and his family. Thought I’d take a little break and explore.”
Maya hums, focusing on your nails. “How’d you two meet?”
You smile, thinking back. “Through mutual friends. He was quiet at first, but then he made me laugh when I wasn’t expecting it. I don’t know… I just felt comfortable with him.”
“Those are the best ones,” she says with a grin. “Sounds like a good guy.”
“Yeah,” you say softly, warmth blooming in your chest. “He really is.”
When you walk back into the lake house, Quinn is stretched out on the couch, scrolling through his phone. He glances up as you come in, a lazy smile spreading across his face.
“Hey,” he says, sitting up. “Let’s see the nails.”
You plop down beside him, holding out your hand. He takes it, running his thumb lightly over your fingers. “Looks good,” he says, approving.
“Glad you think so.” You lean into him as his arm wraps around you, the warmth of his touch settling you into an easy quiet.
The rest of the evening is simple—pasta and salad for dinner, laughter when Quinn drops a handful of cherry tomatoes and watches them roll across the counter. Later, you curl up under a blanket with an old movie on, his fingers absentmindedly running through your hair. The house is peaceful, filled with the soft flicker of the TV and the steady rhythm of his breathing.
You don’t notice the way he looks at you. The way his gaze lingers, like he’s memorizing everything. Like he’s counting down.
Five Days Before
You wake slowly, the warmth of morning light filtering through the curtains. Quinn’s arm is draped over your waist, his hand resting lightly on your hip, his breathing steady and close. He stirs, his nose brushing against the back of your neck as he pulls you closer.
“Morning,” he mumbles, voice thick with sleep.
You smile, rolling over to face him. His eyes are still half-closed, messy hair falling over his forehead. You trace your fingers along his cheek, feeling the scratch of stubble. He leans into your touch, eyes fluttering shut for a moment.
“Good morning,” you whisper.
He catches your hand, lacing his fingers through yours before bringing it to his lips, pressing a kiss to your knuckles.
You don’t realize how he looks at you—like you might disappear if he blinks.
“Honey, we’re on breakfast duty,” you remind him.
Quinn groans, shoving his face into your collarbone, stubble tickling your skin. He mumbles something, voice muffled.
You laugh. “No, we can’t let your brothers do it. Unless you want the house to burn down.”
Another grunt, but this time, he shifts, reluctantly getting up. You follow, falling into your usual morning routine.
As you pull on a sweater, he watches from the bathroom mirror, hoping you don’t dig too far into his sock drawer.
Hoping you don’t find the velvet box.
You don’t, thanks to a the higher power, but it only puts more pressure on Quinn to pop the damn question.
Four Days Before 
The lake house hums with its usual morning energy—Jack and Luke bickering over who gets the last pancake, Ellen moving around the kitchen with effortless ease, and Jim sipping his coffee while reading the newspaper like he’s immune to the chaos around him.
Quinn, however, is focused on one thing.
He leans against the counter, arms crossed, watching as you sit at the kitchen table, scrolling absently through your phone. Every few seconds, you look up to add something to the conversation, laughing as Luke launches a grape at Jack’s head. Quinn should be listening, should be jumping in with a comment of his own, but instead, his mind is caught on a single thought: How do I get her to buy the dress?
The dress—the one he wants to see you in when he finally asks the biggest question of his life. He saw it a few days ago when you were flipping through your phone, showing Ellen some boutique you wanted to check out. You hadn’t bought anything yet, just admired a few pieces before getting distracted by something else.
Now, with only four days to go, he needs to make sure you pick the one.
Quinn exhales through his nose and glances toward his brothers. Perfect.
Jack notices first, eyebrows furrowing as he watches Quinn silently glare at him. What? he mouths.
Quinn jerks his head toward the living room, signaling them to follow. Jack and Luke exchange a glance but don’t argue, trudging after him as he disappears down the hallway.
Once they’re out of earshot, Quinn turns to them, hands on his hips like he’s about to give them the most important assignment of their lives.
“Alright, I need you two to do something for me.”
Jack immediately groans. “Oh my god, what now?”
“It’s important,” Quinn says, leveling them with a look.
Luke raises an eyebrow. “Like, life-or-death important? Or are we talking Quinn-important, which means it’s about the love of your life?”
Jack snorts. “Yeah, do we need to prepare a eulogy?”
Quinn ignores them. “I need you guys to get her to buy a dress.”
Both of them stare at him.
“A dress,” Jack repeats flatly. “You dragged us away from breakfast for that?”
“Not just any dress,” Quinn says, rubbing the back of his neck. He feels stupid saying it out loud, but if there’s anyone who can pull this off without making it suspicious, it’s these two. “She was looking at this one the other day. It’s perfect for when I—” He stops himself before finishing the sentence, clearing his throat.
Luke catches on first. His eyes widen slightly before he grins. “Ohhh. You mean the dress.”
Jack still looks lost. “What—Oh. Ohhh.”
Quinn nods.
“Okay, so you want us to, what? Trick her into buying it?” Jack asks, crossing his arms.
“Not trick her,” Quinn corrects. “Just… steer her in the right direction.”
Luke grins. “You want us to gaslight her into thinking she needs it.”
“I didn’t say that.”
“You basically did,” Jack says.
Quinn sighs. “Can you two just do it?”
Luke claps a hand on his shoulder. “Don’t worry, Q, we got this. She’ll be buying that dress by the end of the day.”
Jack cracks his knuckles. “Time to be annoying.”
“Just don’t make it obvious,” Quinn warns.
Luke grins. “No promises.”
You hadn’t really planned on buying anything today.
The town’s little boutique district is charming, with its cobblestone paths and flower boxes hanging from the windows, but you were mostly browsing—taking in the sights, enjoying the crisp summer air, and, apparently, getting bombarded with very strong opinions from Jack and Luke.
“I’m just saying,” Jack starts, walking beside you with his hands in his pockets, “you’ve been talking about wanting a nice dress for a while.”
“Have I?” you ask, raising an eyebrow.
Luke, walking on your other side, nods solemnly. “Oh yeah. All the time. Constantly.”
You snort. “I’m pretty sure I haven’t.”
Jack ignores you. “And look at this!” He gestures dramatically toward one of the boutique windows. “A whole store dedicated to dresses! What are the odds?”
“Crazy,” Luke deadpans.
You give them a suspicious look. “Are you guys okay?”
“We’re great,” Jack says. “But you’d be even better if you had a new dress.”
Luke nods. “The best version of yourself, really.”
You shake your head with a laugh. “What is wrong with you two?”
“Nothing,” Jack says quickly. “We just care about you. And your wardrobe.”
“Especially that one dress you liked the other day,” Luke adds casually. “That was a good one.”
You narrow your eyes. “How do you even know about that?”
Jack elbows Luke. 
He gives you a pained smile, “intuition?” 
Luke sighs dramatically, turning toward you. “Look,, all I’m saying is that you should try it on. No pressure. No commitment. Just try it on and see how you feel.”
“Yeah,” Jack agrees. “Worst case? You hate it, and we all move on with our lives. Best case? You look amazing, and you thank us forever.”
You roll your eyes but, against your better judgment, let them lead you inside. The boutique is small but elegant, with soft lighting and carefully arranged racks of clothing. A sales associate greets you warmly, and before you know it, Luke and Jack are pushing you toward the exact dress they’ve clearly been scheming about.
You sigh, running your fingers over the fabric. It is beautiful.
“Just try it,” Luke urges. “For science.”
“For science,” Jack echoes.
You huff a laugh. “Fine. But if I don’t like it, you both owe me coffee.”
“Deal,” they say in unison.
Ten minutes later, you step out of the dressing room, smoothing your hands over the fabric. The dress fits perfectly, hugging in all the right places, flowing just enough to feel effortless. You glance at your reflection in the boutique mirror, tilting your head slightly.
“Well?” Jack asks, leaning forward eagerly.
Luke grins. “Yup. That’s the one.”
You shake your head, but you can’t help the small smile that tugs at your lips. “You guys are the worst.”
“And yet, we just helped you find your new favorite dress,” Jack points out.
You sigh. “Fine. But you’re still buying me coffee.”
Luke claps his hands. “Worth it.”
Meanwhile, back at the lake house, Quinn gets a text.
Luke: Mission accomplished.
He exhales, a slow smile spreading across his face.
Three more days.
Three Days Before
The morning sun spills through the windows of the lake house, casting warm golden hues over the kitchen. You hum softly to yourself as you pour a cup of coffee, the scent of roasted beans filling the air. Ellen is at the stove flipping pancakes while Jim reads the newspaper at the table, occasionally sipping his coffee. Jack and Luke sit across from him, bickering over who gets the last piece of toast.
Quinn stands by the fridge, looking unusually tense as he scrolls through his phone. You don’t think much of it—he’s always been the quiet, deep-in-thought type—but there’s something about the way he keeps glancing at you that makes you pause.
"Morning," you say, leaning against the counter as you take a slow sip of coffee. "What's up?"
Quinn's head snaps up like he’s been caught doing something he shouldn’t. His fingers tighten around his phone, and for a second, he looks almost guilty.
"Uh—nothing. Just checking something." His voice is too quick, too casual, and you narrow your eyes.
Before you can push him further, Ellen calls over her shoulder, "Sweetheart, could you grab the syrup?"
You nod and step toward the pantry, but just as you do, Quinn leans closer to Ellen and whispers something.
You freeze mid-step.
It’s barely audible, just the faintest murmur of his voice, but you catch it. Ellen’s eyes widen for a fraction of a second before she quickly schools her expression into something neutral.
Jim, who’s been mostly uninvolved in the morning chaos, suddenly folds his newspaper with a snap and clears his throat. Jack and Luke immediately stop arguing and sit up straighter, the air shifting ever so slightly.
You narrow your eyes. "Okay, what was that?"
Quinn immediately shakes his head. "What was what?"
"The whispering. The weird glances. Why do you all look like you just got caught committing a crime?"
Jack lets out a bark of nervous laughter. "Pfft, what? No crime here."
Luke elbows him, and he winces. "We were just—uh, talking about, um—"
"The weather," Jim supplies, nodding sagely.
"The weather?" you repeat flatly.
"Yup," Quinn says, grabbing a banana from the fruit bowl and peeling it aggressively like that’ll somehow sell the lie.
You cross your arms, skeptical. "And what, exactly, about the weather required a top-secret family meeting?"
Ellen waves a hand dismissively. "Oh, just—just how lovely it's supposed to be this weekend! Perfect for, um, outdoor activities."
Jack nods. "Yeah, so perfect. Like, suspiciously perfect."
Luke elbows him again.
You squint at them, taking a slow sip of your coffee, watching as they all sit a little too still, looking a little too casual.
Something is definitely going on.
But before you can press further, Quinn suddenly steps forward, wraps an arm around your waist, and presses a kiss to your temple.
"Hey, didn’t you want to go into town today?" His voice is soft, his thumb rubbing soothing circles against your hip.
You blink up at him. "I mean, yeah, but—"
"Perfect," he says quickly. "You should go. Take your time. Enjoy yourself."
Jack and Luke nod in unison. "Yes. Enjoy. Take hours if you need."
Your eyes dart between them. They are terrible liars. But you sigh, deciding to let it go—for now.
"Fine," you say slowly, grabbing your bag. "But if I find out you guys are hiding something from me—"
"You won’t!" they all chorus at once.
You stare for another long beat before shaking your head and heading for the door.
As soon as it closes behind you, Quinn lets out a breath, running a hand through his hair.
Luke whistles. "That was way too close."
Jim chuckles. "You boys need to step up your game. She's sharp."
Quinn groans, rubbing his face. "I know. And we still have two more days of this."
Jack claps a hand on his shoulder. "Good luck, bud. You're gonna need it.
Two Days Before 
The lake stretches out before you, calm and glassy under the moonlight. It’s late—too late to still be outside, but the warmth of summer lingers in the air, and neither of you wants to go in just yet.
You sit beside Quinn on the dock, your legs dangling over the edge, bare feet skimming the cool water. The night is quiet, save for the occasional chirp of crickets and the distant rustling of trees.
Quinn hasn’t said much in the last few minutes.
He sits close—so close that your shoulders press together, his warmth seeping into you. His hand is resting between you, his fingers twitching like he wants to reach for you but is too lost in thought to do it.
You nudge him gently. "Penny for your thoughts?"
He exhales, a soft, slow sound. "Just thinking."
You tilt your head, watching him. His profile is illuminated by the glow of the moon, sharp angles softened by the night. His jaw flexes, and his fingers tighten slightly against the dock.
"About what?"
He hesitates, then turns to you. "The future."
Your chest tightens, a warmth blooming there. "Yeah?"
"Yeah." His voice is quiet, thoughtful. "I was just thinking about... where we'll be, years from now." He swallows, his throat bobbing. "What it'll look like."
You smile, leaning into him. "And? What does it look like?"
He glances down at his hands. "Us," he says simply. "Still together. Maybe a house. Maybe a dog." His lips twitch. "You always talk about wanting a golden retriever."
Your heart stutters.
"You actually listen when I say that?"
His brow furrows. "Of course I do."
There’s something so earnest about the way he says it—so completely sure.
You take his hand in yours, threading your fingers together. "I like that version of the future," you say softly.
Quinn looks at you then, his eyes dark and unreadable, something heavy sitting behind them. For a second, you think he’s about to say something—something big.
But instead, he squeezes your hand.
"Me too."
He presses a lingering kiss to your knuckles, then rests his forehead against yours.
You close your eyes, breathing him in, feeling the steady thump-thump-thump of his heart.
Neither of you says anything else.
But Quinn’s already made up his mind.
Tomorrow, he finds the perfect spot.
And in two days, he asks you to be his forever.
One Day Before 
The lake stretches endlessly before you, a shimmering expanse of deep blue beneath the warmth of the afternoon sun. A gentle breeze tugs at your hair, and the rhythmic rocking of the boat lulls you into a peaceful state. The water is calm, only disturbed by the occasional ripple from a passing jet ski or the soft lapping against the side of the boat.
You inhale deeply, letting the fresh air fill your lungs as you lean back against the cushioned seat. The warmth of the sun kisses your skin, and for the first time in a long while, you feel like time has slowed down.
Jim sits at the helm, hands steady on the wheel as he navigates through the open water. His expression is relaxed, a rare sight considering the chaos that usually follows whenever all three of his boys are together.
Ellen sits beside you, sunglasses perched on her nose, a soft smile on her lips as she watches the water shimmer.
“This is nice, isn’t it?” she muses, her voice light with contentment.
You nod, shifting slightly to soak in more of the sun. “Yeah, it really is.”
It’s not often that you get moments like this—just the three of you. Usually, Jack and Luke are wreaking havoc, Quinn is rolling his eyes fondly at their antics, and everything is a blur of chirps and laughter. But today is quiet. Peaceful.
You glance around the boat, taking in the emptiness where Quinn should be.
Your chest tightens slightly.
This morning, when you asked him if he was coming, he had been vague—mumbling something about needing to run an errand and promising he’d see you later. You hadn’t pushed, but now, with the afternoon stretching on without him, you can’t shake the feeling that something is off.
“You okay, sweetheart?” Ellen asks gently, tilting her head toward you.
You blink, realizing you had been staring at the empty seat beside you. Forcing a smile, you nod. “Yeah, just thinking.”
Ellen hums knowingly. “Quinn will be back soon, don’t worry. He’s probably just making sure whatever he’s doing is absolutely perfect.”
Jim chuckles from the driver’s seat. “Sounds about right.”
You frown slightly, narrowing your eyes. “Do you guys know something I don’t?”
Ellen and Jim exchange a quick glance, but Ellen’s smile doesn’t waver.
“Oh, honey,” she says, reaching over to pat your hand. “We always know something you don’t.”
You roll your eyes, laughing despite yourself.
The rest of the afternoon passes in a blur of warmth and comfort. You soak up every moment—the way the sun reflects off the water like scattered diamonds, the sound of Jim’s easy laughter, the way Ellen insists on reapplying sunscreen to your shoulders even though you swear you’re fine.
And for a little while, you let yourself forget the strange feeling in your chest.
Meanwhile, deep in the woods, Quinn is on a mission.
Your absence is a weight he feels in his chest, but he knows this is worth it.
His boots crunch against the forest floor as he makes his way through the secluded clearing he stumbled upon earlier. The air smells like pine and fresh earth, the quiet only disturbed by the rustling of leaves in the wind.
It’s perfect. Tucked away from the main trails, surrounded by towering trees, with a small opening where the lake peeks through.
This is it.
Carefully, he unrolls the string of photos he printed last week, each one capturing a frozen moment in time—the two of you at your first hockey game together, laughing with noses pressed close; a blurry snapshot of you mid-laugh, taken when you weren’t looking; a quiet moment in bed, tangled in the sheets with sunlight painting your skin.
Every single one tells your story.
His hands shake slightly as he fastens them to the branches, adjusting them until they drape just right.
“Dude, this is insanely romantic,” Jack mutters behind him.
Quinn steps back, hands on his hips as he surveys the clearing. The photos sway gently in the breeze, catching the fading sunlight. Everything is almost perfect.
Except for Jack, who is standing in the middle of the setup like he’d rather be anywhere else.
“This is so weird,” Jack complains, shifting uncomfortably. “I don’t know why I have to be her.”
Quinn sighs, rubbing his temples. “Because I need to make sure everything looks right, and you’re the closest to her height.”
“That’s actually so offensive,” Jack deadpans. “I don’t even know how, but it is.”
Luke snorts from behind the camera. “Just shut up and stand there, man. You’re ruining the vision.”
Jack groans dramatically but doesn’t move. “You owe me for this, dude. Big time.”
Quinn ignores him, stepping closer to adjust the positioning. He takes a deep breath, trying to picture you standing there instead of his little brother, who is doing a horrible job of being still.
“This is where I’ll kneel,” Quinn murmurs, mostly to himself. He drops down, testing the angle, the feel of the moment. His heart races, imagining the way you’ll look—eyes wide, lips parted in surprise, the way your breath will hitch right before you say yes.
Jack stares down at him, unimpressed. “I feel like I should be flattered, but mostly I feel like an idiot.”
Quinn huffs, looking up at him. “Can you at least pretend to be in love with me?”
Jack stares blankly for a second before bursting out laughing. “Dude. Dude. I cannot take this seriously.” He turns to Luke, who’s adjusting the camera settings. “Are you getting this? The absolute desperation in his eyes?”
Luke barely glances up. “You’re making it worse.”
“I’m making this worse?” Jack gestures at the setup. “Quinn is professing his undying love to me right now, and I’M the problem?”
Quinn groans, running a hand over his face. “Just shut up and look moved or something.”
Jack schools his expression into something vaguely serious and stares dramatically into the distance. “I can’t believe this is happening,” he says, voice overly soft. “We’ve been through so much together.”
Luke nearly drops the camera laughing. “Oh my god,” he wheezes.
Quinn pinches the bridge of his nose. “I hate both of you.”
Jack smirks, but he does settle down a little, standing a bit more still as Quinn makes the final adjustments.
After a few minutes of adjusting the lighting and the placement of the photos, Luke finally lifts the camera. “Alright, let’s get a test shot.”
Jack sighs dramatically but stays put. Quinn watches as Luke moves around, snapping photos from different angles. He frowns slightly, tilting the camera to check the preview.
“It looks good,” Luke says slowly, adjusting the focus. “But I think we need—Jack, stop standing like that.”
Jack scoffs. “Like what?”
“Like a dude who is about to ask another dude to prom,” Luke deadpans. “You look so uncomfortable.”
Jack throws his arms out. “Because I am uncomfortable! I am literally standing in the middle of a fake proposal, playing the role of my brother’s girlfriend.”
Quinn shakes his head. “Fine. Just—stand normal.”
Jack exhales sharply but follows instructions, his posture finally settling into something less stiff.
Luke snaps a few more photos before nodding. “Okay, that’s it. That’s the shot.”
Quinn steps back, taking in the clearing one last time. The photos, the lighting, the atmosphere—it’s all exactly how he pictured it. His heart pounds as he exhales, the reality of it hitting him all at once.
Tomorrow.
Tomorrow, you will be standing here.
Tomorrow, you will be the one in front of him when he kneels.
And tomorrow, you will say yes.
Jack claps him on the back, snapping him out of his thoughts. “Alright, Romeo. Can we go now? I have literally never felt more single in my life.”
Quinn rolls his eyes, but there’s a fondness behind it. “Yeah, we’re done.”
Luke stretches, shoving the camera back into his bag. “You better make this the best proposal of all time, bro. Because if we went through all of this for nothing—”
Quinn grins, confidence settling in his chest. “She’s gonna love it.”
Jack sighs dramatically. “You owe us.”
Quinn just laughs, already imagining how perfect tomorrow will be.
That night, you’re curled up in bed when Quinn finally slips into the room. The warmth of his body presses against yours as he slides beneath the covers, pulling you into his arms.
“You have fun today?” he murmurs, pressing a kiss to your shoulder.
“Mmm,” you hum, half-asleep. “Missed you.”
His chest tightens.
He buries his face in your hair, arms tightening around you. “Missed you too.”
You sigh softly, relaxing into him.
Quinn stays awake long after you drift off, heart thudding with anticipation.
One more night.
Tomorrow, everything changes.
Proposal Day
The morning sun filters through the kitchen windows, casting a golden glow over the lake house. The scent of fresh coffee lingers in the air as you lean against the counter, watching the Hughes family settle into their usual breakfast chaos.
Jack is the first to steal the last piece of toast off Luke’s plate, and Luke retaliates by flicking a grape at his forehead. Quinn sighs, stirring his coffee like he’s debating whether it’s worth intervening. Ellen is at the stove, flipping pancakes with practiced ease, while Jim nurses his coffee at the table, reading something on his phone.
Ellen turns toward you with a smile. “I was thinking,” she starts, “since everyone’s here, we should do a nice family dinner tonight.”
Luke perks up. “Ooh, like a fancy dinner? Do I have to wear a button-up?”
“Yes,” Ellen says firmly.
Jack groans dramatically. “Can I at least wear my nice hoodie?”
Jim barely looks up. “No.”
You laugh, shaking your head as you sip your coffee. “A dinner sounds nice.”
Ellen nods. “Good, because I already bought all the stuff.”
Quinn finally speaks, glancing at you. “You should wear that dress you got.”
You arch an eyebrow. “The one you definitely weren’t scheming to get me to buy?”
Jack and Luke both snicker, and Quinn glares at them before turning back to you, feigning innocence. “What? I just think you’d look really nice in it.”
Luke leans in conspiratorially. “You should do it. Mostly because if you don’t, Quinn will spend the entire dinner sulking and staring at you like a sad puppy.”
You roll your eyes, but a smile tugs at your lips. “Well, we wouldn’t want that, would we?”
Jack smirks. “Nope. That’s how we end up with emo Quinn, and nobody wants that.”
Quinn groans. “I hate all of you.”
Ellen hides a smile as she flips another pancake. “You love them,” she corrects.
Quinn sighs, shooting you a hopeful glance. “So, the dress?”
You shake your head, amused. “Fine. But if I do, Luke and Jack owe me dessert.”
Luke claps a hand over his heart. “Done.”
Jack nods. “Easiest deal of my life.”
Quinn smiles to himself, satisfied. One step closer.
Dinner starts out promising enough. The table is set, the food looks amazing, and the sunset paints the lake in warm hues. It should be perfect.
And then… things start to go sideways.
First, Luke—being Luke—tries to help bring the dishes to the table and nearly drops the salad bowl. In his panic to save it, he elbows Jack, who’s carrying a basket of rolls. The bread goes flying, one roll landing directly in Jim’s drink.
“Nice,” Jim mutters, plucking it out with a sigh.
Ellen shakes her head, clearly unimpressed but used to this kind of chaos. “Can we go one meal without something ending up on the floor?”
Jack, unfazed, shrugs. “Technically, it landed in Dad’s glass.”
You try to hold back a laugh as Quinn pulls out a chair for you, but the moment you sit, you realize something is… off. The seat wobbles, just enough to be noticeable, and before you can react, one of the legs gives way entirely.
“Shit—”
You barely manage to catch yourself before fully hitting the ground. Quinn moves fast, steadying you before you can completely fall, but the damage is done. Luke is doubled over laughing, and Jack is wheezing so hard he can’t breathe.
“I—” Jack tries, but he’s laughing too hard to finish. “I swear—we didn’t—touch—that chair—”
Quinn glares at them before looking at you. “You okay?”
“Yeah,” you say, face burning as you straighten up. “Just my pride taking a hit.”
Ellen sighs. “That chair was wobbly this morning. I told you boys to fix it.”
Jack wipes a tear from his eye. “Well, now we know it was definitely broken.”
Dinner resumes, and for a few blessed minutes, everything is normal. The conversation flows, the food is delicious, and you almost forget about the earlier chaos.
Until Luke, in all his wisdom, decides he needs more steak sauce. He reaches across the table, miscalculating just how close his elbow is to your glass of wine.
The second the glass tips, it’s over.
Red wine splashes everywhere—your dress, the table, Quinn’s sleeve.
“Oh my God,” you exclaim, pushing back from the table as the cold liquid soaks into the fabric.
Luke freezes. “Oh—oh, shit. Oh, no—”
Ellen is already up, grabbing napkins. “Luke.” Her voice is the kind of exasperated that only comes from years of dealing with sons who can’t sit still. “Seriously?”
“I didn’t mean to!” Luke looks at you with pure panic. “I—I can fix this—”
Jack leans back, shaking his head. “Man, you just ruined her dress.”
“I know!” Luke groans, looking like he genuinely feels terrible. “I’ll—uh—I’ll pay for the dry cleaning.”
Quinn, who’s been silent through all of this, takes one look at you and then turns to Luke with the calmest voice imaginable.
“Get up.”
Luke blinks. “What?”
“Get. Up.”
There’s a long pause before Luke, sensing the very real possibility of Quinn throwing him into the lake, slowly pushes his chair back and stands.
Quinn doesn’t hesitate—he grabs Luke’s napkin and dabs at your dress, his brows furrowed in frustration. “I told you not to sit next to her.”
Luke throws his hands up. “How is this my fault?!”
Ellen sighs again. “Alright, alright, it’s just a little wine.” She turns to you. “Honey, let’s go see if we can salvage your dress.”
You follow her inside, but despite her best efforts, the stain refuses to come out.
You sigh, looking at Ellen through the mirror. “Ellen, I think it’s unsalvageable.”
She looks up at you, guilt evident on her face. “I’m so sorry, honey.”
You shake your head with a small smile. “It’s fine, really.”
When you return downstairs, Luke looks like a kicked puppy, eyes glued to the floor. Quinn scans your dress, his jaw tightening.
“Goddammit, Luke,” Quinn mutters.
You step beside him, nudging Luke lightly with your foot. “It’s fine, really,” you say softly.
Quinn exhales, rubbing his jaw before looking at you. “Come on. Let’s go for a walk.”
You blink at him. “Right now?”
“Yeah,” he says, his voice quieter now, more certain. “Right now.”
You hesitate, then nod. “Okay.”
The night air is crisp, carrying the scent of pine and the lingering warmth of the lake. The sound of crickets hums in the background as you and Quinn walk in comfortable silence, his fingers laced through yours. The chaos of dinner fades into the background, replaced by the rhythmic crunch of gravel beneath your feet.
“You okay?” you ask softly, glancing up at him.
Quinn exhales through his nose, a small smile tugging at his lips. “Yeah. Just… today didn’t go exactly how I planned.”
You squeeze his hand. “You had a plan?”
His smile grows slightly. “Believe it or not, yeah. Kind of.”
You smirk. “Well, that was your first mistake.”
He huffs a quiet laugh. “Tell me about it.”
You keep walking, but the farther you go, the more familiar the path becomes. It’s only when the trees thin, revealing a quiet clearing, that you realize where he’s leading you. Your steps slow as you take it in.
Strung between the branches, illuminated by the soft glow of the moon and the fairy lights Quinn must have set up earlier, are dozens of photos—memories captured and preserved in time.
Your breath catches as you step forward, reaching out to gently touch one of them. It’s a picture from your first hockey game together, noses nearly pressed together as you grinned at the camera. Another of you mid-laugh, eyes crinkled with joy. One from a lazy morning in bed, sunlight spilling across your tangled limbs.
Every single one tells your story.
You turn back to Quinn, your chest tight with emotion. “You did all this?”
He nods, rubbing the back of his neck. “Yeah. I—I wanted you to see what I see. Every time I look at you, it’s just… it’s all of this. Every moment, every memory, everything that makes us, us.”
Your eyes burn with unshed tears.
“I wanted everything to be perfect,” he continues, voice quiet but steady. “I had this whole idea in my head—this big, perfect moment. The dinner, the dress, the way tonight was supposed to go.” He shakes his head, laughing under his breath. “And then Luke knocked wine all over you, and Jack wouldn’t stop chirping, and everything kind of fell apart.”
You smile, tilting your head. “Sounds about right.”
Quinn looks at you, his blue eyes searching yours. “Yeah. But then I realized… this is perfect.” He lets out a small, breathy laugh, almost like he’s realizing it in real time. “The chaos, the interruptions, the fact that nothing ever goes exactly how we plan it. That’s us. That’s our life.”
Your breath catches slightly.
He takes a deep breath, then lets go of one of your hands, reaching into his pocket. And suddenly, he’s kneeling before you, a small velvet box in his palm, slightly illuminated by the moonlight.
“I don’t need the perfect moment,��� he says, looking up at you. “I just need you.”
Your heart pounds, your vision blurring as you try to take in everything at once—the way he’s looking at you, the way his fingers tremble just slightly around the box, the way the entire world feels like it’s tilting on its axis.
“Marry me?” he asks, voice soft but sure.
You let out a shaky breath, a laugh breaking through the tears already forming in your eyes. “Quinn, of course I’ll marry you.”
A breath of relief escapes him before he grins—grins in that rare, open way he only does when he’s truly happy. He stands quickly, slipping the ring onto your finger before wrapping his arms around you, holding you close.
You bury your face in his shoulder, laughing through your tears. “God, I love you.”
His grip tightens around you, his voice warm against your ear. “Love you more.”
By the time you and Quinn make it back, hand in hand, the Hughes family is waiting—Jack and Luke perched on the couch, Jim leaning against the counter, and Ellen practically bouncing in place.
Jack spots the ring first. “Oh my god—”
Ellen claps her hands together, her eyes shining. “You said yes?”
You hold up your hand, and the room erupts.
Jack groans dramatically, flopping back onto the couch. “I can’t believe this. Quinn won at life.”
Jim claps Quinn on the shoulder with a proud nod, and Ellen pulls you into a tight hug, murmuring how happy she is for you both.
Luke hangs back, hands shoved in his pockets, his eyes darting toward you before dropping to the floor. His face is tight, like he’s been debating something in his head.
You don’t give him the chance to overthink it. Without a word, you step toward him and wrap your arms around his shoulders, pulling him into a hug.
Luke stiffens in surprise before slowly relaxing, exhaling a breath. “I—I really didn’t mean to ruin your dress,” he mumbles, voice small.
You smile against his shoulder. “I know, Luke. It’s just a dress.”
He hesitates before hugging you back, his grip a little tight, like he’s still worried about the whole thing. “I felt really bad.”
You pull back just enough to look at him. “Well, you can make it up to me by giving a really good speech at the wedding.”
His eyes widen. “Wait—I can do a speech?”
Quinn sighs, but there’s no real annoyance behind it. “I never said that.”
Luke smirks. “You didn’t have to.”
Jack groans. “Oh god, this is gonna be unbearable.”
Quinn shakes his head, pulling you back to his side. “I should’ve proposed in private,” he mutters under his breath.
You laugh, squeezing his hand. “Nah. This is perfect.”
And as the Hughes family falls into their usual rhythm of chirps and laughter, as Quinn’s hand tightens around yours, you know that nothing—no chaos, no spilled wine, no wobbly chairs—could have made this moment any better.
beachy’s notes: hello babes please please, please send me fic requests
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f1lovr · 5 months ago
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♡ 150 reasons - LN 4 ♡
Summary: 150 reasons why lando loves you
Author's note: idk i thought it'd be nice
CW: literally just fluff
Hi baby!! :D
I saw this trend on tiktok just now and wanted to do it for you. I love you a lot and you know how hard it is for me to show it sometimes. I thought this could be a nice small way to at least show you a bit of how much I love you. My love for you knows no boundaries. <3
P.S. if there’s any misspelings dont say shit cause im dyslexic and you know that :(
Your smile
Your eyes
The way your eyes sparekl all the time
Your rosy cheeks
Your wavy hair (you hate it but u love it)
Your heart
Your brain
Your patience with evrything (including me)
Your honesty
Your inteligence
Your humor
The way you’re always there for anyone. Doesnt mater if u know them well or not
You always listen to people and help them when they need it even if your tired
You challenge me and help me become a better person
You never judge me
You make me feel safe
You believe in me, even when idont
You inspire me everyday whether it’s work related or just life in general
You’ve seen teh good and the bad in me and you still love me
You laugh at all my jokes even if they suck
You’re my best friend (🎶you can hear it in the silence🎶)
You respect my space when i need it, even if i go about it awfully (when writing ‘about it’ i accidentally wrote ‘tit’ :I)
You give the best fucking hugs 
When i get anxious, you always help me, even if it’s just when you sit with me and help me breathe 
You took the time to learn about me and my mental struggles so that you could help me better
You make life so much more better 
You remind me that i’m worth more than i think i do
You chose me
You make me blush and happy
Your music taste is amazing as well (btw i got us tickets to see Noah Kahan)
You’re like my personal google and dictionary
You get along with my family
My mum loves you (i think she loves u more than she loves me ngl)
You get along with max and you mock sometimes and it makes me laugh so much
You stay even if im mean and dont deserve it
You sacrifice a lot
You always put others before you 
You don’t mind my gaming (even when i keep you up late with my screaming)
You always listen to me talk about the things i like 
You hold my hand in public (it sounds stupid but it makes sense ok so shut it) <3
You never give up on me
You bring out the best in me
Max said he hadn’t seen me so happy until i met you
You make me feel lucky to have u
You support my career and stuff even though it gets really hard sometimes
You make the bad days better
You make everyday better as well, not just the bad ones
You never make me feel bad or ashamed about feeling certain ways
You always validate me when i need it
You never lie to me
You always tell me straight up when im the one in the wrong
The way you smell
The way you look when u see me
The way you hold me tight even if i’ve just raced singapore and am sweating out of every crevise
You stay strong for the both of us
Your attitude
Your kisses
You’re always down to play video games with me (IM SORRY FOR IT TAKES TWO I DIDNT KNOW IT WAS HARD)
The way you call me your love
You stand up for me even when im not deserving of it
Your cooking skills
The way you play with my hair
How we’re able to joke with eachother
The way you tell stories
The way you talk in general
How funny you were when telling me about work and snot shot out of my nose 
You match my freak
Your singing (even if its off key sometimes)
You never doubt me
U dont mind my clinginess (sorry about scaring u in the shower the other day as well)
You never tell me to go away
You always communicate with me
You plan things for our future
When you send me vlogs when im away (or even when im home but youre at work)
You make my heart feel full
You’re consistent with loving me. Whether you’re sad or mad or happy or anything, you still love me the same
Youre never too busy for me
The way we can just sit in silence together and do nothing but still have fun
The way you help me pack when im getting ready to travel
The way you pack my favorite snacks for me when im going away for a while
We can share victories together, big or small (lol big or small, ya know, like dicks)
You never make me feel alone
You watch stupid ass movies with me all the time
You dont get mad at me when you try to teach me to play valorant (it’s fucking hard, csgo is better anyways)
The way your face lit up and you started talking faster when you were talking to me about your favorite artist
The way you speak to me so gently when i need it
The way you make a playlist for every mood possible
The way you make a playlist for every book you read, even if the book was bad
How you insist we don’t have enough driving playlists so we always make more
The way you introduce me to new things (i still wont try fish, screw that)
Youre adventurous
You put up with my shananigens
The way you made a million stickers on whatsapp
How you always say ‘i love you’ with the ‘i’
When you tell me goodmorning and goodnight even if youre mad at me
How you help me dress better
How u kiss me in a way that screws me up forever
How you always ask me about my day
How you always put your leg on mine
How you show me how forever feels
How you put up with my stupidity (I REALLY THOUGHT THE MATTRESS WAS GONNA HELP)
You’re gonna be an amazing mum someday
How you spam me with tiktoks
Your laugh is the best sound ive ever heard
Youre beautiful inside and out
How u were able to make me laugh even after i’d poked by hand with a knife when i tried cutting an avocado
How you helped me escape the bed sheet when we discovered my new found claustrophobia
How you always rep mclaren and quadrant merch
How you always make backed goods and make them healthy sometimes so i can still eat them
How when we’re out and you can tell im anxious
And when you realize it you find small ways to ground me like holding my hands or tapping my foot with yours
You love the pictures i put in the new digital frame (you cant lie and say u dont like yassified alonso)
If im hungry in the middle of the night, you join me in snacking or ordering a whole pizza
How you know you’re lactose intolerant but still eat dairy filled foods
And how you lock me out the room when you have to deal with the aftermath of eating dairy
How you're already naming our future children
How you laugh til you cry at 3 in the morning from watching tiktoks 
And waking me up to watch them with you
How you get so excited when talking to me about the last book you read 
How you tell me about the book theories you hear and your own theories (violet’s mom was definitely venin)
How when u find me snacking in the middle of the night, you don’t question it
How we have dance parties in the living room
How you quote random things all the time, especially tiktok sounds
Your love for musicals
How you say “me and boq” every 5 mins
Your unconditional love for not just me, but everyone 
Your love knowing no boundaries
The way you didn’t get scared away when faced with so much hate and shit when we first started dating
Your strength
How you learned the “wait, they dont love you like i love you” thing in different languages
Your high streak on duolingo
Your creativity
Your piano skills
Your love for celsius (although it’s not good for you and you should probably slow down on them :( try coffee instead)
How you and my mum go shopping together all the time
How you’re invited home more than i am…
Your dedication to work
Your work ethic (it’s not the same as the reason above)
Your vast knowledge of everything in Marvel
How you interact with the fans
How you show me off in every way possibel (i might've said this already)
How you help me with quadrant shit
How you give me a room tour anytime youre somewhere new
The light you emit
The way you make everything so much brighter
How you always try to learn new things (we should try tarot reading again, that one was fun and we can scare the shit out of max with it)
The way you never let go no matter what
The way you always give back to people
The way you live everyday like it’s the last
The way you love me and hold onto me
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f1lovr · 5 months ago
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FAKE IT TILL YOU...LOVE HER? | LN4
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pairing: lando norris x fem!reader
summary: in which lando accidentally speed runs his way from a fake wedding date to real feelings, proving that the only thing faster than his car is his ability to fall in love with his best friend
warnings: none!
THE INITIAL PROBLEM
lando had a problem.
a really bad, really stupid problem, but a problem nonetheless.
this whole thing started with a text from his ex, Rebecca.
Rebecca: Hey, Lando! I'm just checking in with everyone I sent wedding invites to and I saw you hadn't RSVP'd yet so I wanted to check to see if you were coming. We'd love to have you there!
it was a reasonable message to send, she wanted to know who was attending her wedding after all. It wasn't rude or passive-agressive either, just a simple invitation, but to one of the most emotionally torturous events lando could imagine.
he was gonna ignore it, that was first instinct.
his second instinct though was to lie.
Lando: Hey! Yeah, I'm coming! also have a plus one because I'm bringing my girlfriend!
He was fucked in short. His decision had been made in pure panic. There was no thinking behind it, just recklessness.
And that? That's how he ended up on your doorstep at midnight, a frantic look in his eyes and looking like he was about to breakdown at any second.
You opened the door looking like you had just woken up, a blanket wrapped around your body and your hand rubbing your eyes as you looked at lando with furrowed eyes. "Lando?"
He was nervous, running his hands through his hair because he didn't know what to do with them. "I need you to be my girlfriend."
There was a pause. You just stared at him processing the words he said. You squinted at him in confusion before responding. "Are you drunk?"
"no."
"are you concussed?"
"not that i know of."
"but you need me to be your girlfriend?"
lando let out a deep breath preparing to explain. "Rebecca's getting married."
"i'm aware."
"and i panicked."
you look at him confused at that.
"and i may or may not have told her i was bringing my girlfriend."
there was silence as you stood there looking at him, more like glaring at him honestly.
then slowly you spoke. "lando."
his hands shot up into the air in defense. "look, i know it's stupid, i know i'm being stupid, but i can't show up alone now, let alone in general. i'll end up looking like a sad, little, loser boy who's still hung up over his ex-"
"you are a sad, little, loser boy who's still hung up over his ex."
he groaned at that statement. "okay, fine, that's fair, but she doesn't need to know that."
"okay so let me get this straight," you say as you stand in front of him, a hand over your face. "you lied-"
"yes."
"- and now you need me to pretend to be your girlfriend-"
"yes."
"- because you're too much of an idiot to tell her the truth and too proud to just show up solo?"
"yes."
your stare was blank as you stood there in front of him. "you are such a dumbass."
"but a desperate one," he corrected you with a smirk, one he hoped would sway you.
you let out a sigh, a nice big and long one at that.
then, "fine. but you owe me big time."
lando grinned at your answer, "i'll name my firstborn after you."
"deal."
MONACO, THE WEEKEND OF THE WEDDING
you regret your decision before you had even set foot into the venue. the venue was too extravagent, the people there were too rich, it screamed money and emotional damage.
lando stood beside you looking effortlessly charming. he wore a suit that was perfectly tailored to him, a boyish grin covering his face, his energy giving i am completely fine and not at all panicking internally.
you on the other hand? you were the exact opposite and were very much panicking.
"what if she sees right through this?" you mumble to him as you fiddle with your dress as the two of you walk into the reception hall.
lando smirked at you, "then we make it convincing."
and before you could even question him his arm had slid around your waist pulling you closer ot him.
you froze up entirely at that. "lando."
his mouth came to your ear, whispering like he was telling you a secret. "shh, she's watching us."
oh. oh.
your eyes stole a glance across the room before landing on rebecca. she looked elegant, poised, and her eyes were watching you and lando as if she was trying to decipher some sort of puzzle.
showtime.
your body turned into landos, your face plastering your best adoring girlfriend smile that you could muster up. "you're ridiculous."
he beamed, completely unbothered by what you had said. "and you love it."
"unfortunately."
the hand that he had around your waist squeezed you a bit. "good girl."
your brain short-circuited.
he did not just-
"you're insufferable," you mumble to him, ignoring the blush that was definitely creeping all over your face right now.
"and yet, you agreed to this."
"...i'm starting to rethink that decision actually."
too late though, rebecca was already approaching the two of you.
"lando," she greeted with a smile, one that was just a little too perfect. "you actually made it."
lando's hand tightened where it was on your waist only just slightly. "of course."
her gaze then flicked to you. "and you must be..."
"y/n," you said with a sweet smile. "his girlfriend."
the way rebecca's expression barely faltered was almost admirable.
"well," she said, voice smooth. "it's lovely to meet you then, i didn't even know that lando was seeing someone."
lando grinned at her words. "it's new, but when you know, you know."
your heart did something stupid at that.
rebecca hummed, clearly not convinced. "so how long have you been together then?"
"oh only a couple months, but we've known each other forever," lando lied easily.
rebecca only nodded her head at that, you thought she was about to call you out on your stunt but she didn't. "well, i hope you both enjoy the wedding."
and with that, she walked away, disappearing into the crowd, probably going to go talk to more people with her husband or something.
you let out a breath as soon as she was gone. "i think i need a drink."
lando only laughed, his lips moving down to press a quick kiss to your temple. "c'mon love. let's get you one."
you really needed to stop enjoying this.
THE RECEPTION: A MASTERCLASS IN FAKE DATING
dinner had shortly become a nightmare. rebecca's table had been placed in view of yours, and she had been watching the entire night.
this meant that lando was in full boyfriend mode.
and he was annoyingly good at it.
comments whispered in your ear that make you laugh? check. hand resting on your thigh? check. tucking your hair behind your ear like it was nothing? double check.
and the worst part about all of this?
it didn't feel fake, not one bit.
at some point rebecca had made her way over to your table, this time with her now husband in tow.
"so," she started, the wine she had in her cup being swirled in her cup, "how did you two meet then?"
lando had no hesitation with his answer.
"oh, well like i said earlier we've known each other forever," he said, turning to you with an expression so genuine it nearly fooled you. "we grew up together, she's from back home in the UK, kind of just decided it was about time to stop hiding how i felt you know?"
your stomach flipped at his words, they almost sounded real, like he was talking from his real feelings.
rebecca's eyebrow raised, "oh really?"
lando had only nodded, his eyes locked onto yours. "yeah, i knew i was done for when i saw her for the first time in a while, knew i had to finally confess."
your breath hitched.
rebecca, for the first time, looked slightly thrown.
"well," she said, a forced smile on her face, "that's...sweet i guess."
lando just beamed, his eyes never leaving yours.
and when rebecca walked away, you realized-
your hands were shaking.
THE BALCONY
later that night you found yourself on the balcony, leaning against it just watching onto the world around you, the wind blowing into your hair gently.
the balcony was nice, it overlooked the ocean and it was nice and quiet, away from the wedding, away from the pretending, away from every feeling that had been swirling in your stomach the minute you stepped into the building with lando, unable to be untangled.
lando appeared beside you, leaning against the railing, so close to you your shoulders were brushing against each other.
"hey," he said softly, neither of you looking at each other, just out at the ocean.
you exhaled a small breath before responding, "hey," you said back just as softly.
there was a moment where neither of you spoke.
then quietly, he asked, "are you okay?"
you hesitated not knowing what to say, that one avril lavigne song in your head, why'd he have to go and make things so complicated. "are you?" you say instead of just spitting out all the feelings that were swirling around.
he only let out a breathy laugh. "less than i expected. more than i'd like."
your head turned to look at him, his eyes already on yours. they weren't filled with mischief for once, they were softer.
and suddenly, the two of you weren't at his ex's wedding, the both of you weren't pretending.
it was just you and him.
"lando..."
he didn't say anything, only reaching for your hand. you let him take it.
"i think i could get used to this," he admitted quietly, the voice coming from his mouth raw and full of something you couldn't pin.
your heart stuttered, flipped, stopped almost.
"lando..."
"i know," he said quickly. "i know this was supposed to be fake."
silence. not a bad one, but a comfortable one as he figured out his next words.
then softly, almost hesitantly, he spoke, "but i can't help but wonder what it would be like if it wasn't."
your breath caught.
"what are you saying," you speak quietly.
"i'm saying," he starts, his hand coming to grab your other one before looking at you in your eyes, "i'm saying that i don't want this to be fake."
and before you could talk yourself out of it or think about the consequences, you kissed him.
and nothing had ever felt less fake.
THE PROPOSITION
a week later after the wedding, lando once again showed up at your door.
a smile was already on his face when you opened it, he was excited to see you.
and before you could even get a word out asking why he was there he spoke, "i need you to be my girlfriend."
"are you drunk?" you ask.
"no."
"concussed?"
"last i checked still no."
"fake?" you ask, wondering if this was real or not.
"definitely not." he said, a smirk coming to his face when he realized you figured out he was asking you out for real.
"still naming your firstborn after me?"
"depends, is it our firstborn? cause i feel like that would be a little awkward." he said, the smirk covering his face only growing.
you don't say anything, the kiss you pulled him into was answer enough for him.
cause this time?
this time he wasn't pretending, he didn't have to beg you, he was just lando. lando, your best friend, stood at your doorstep asking you to be his, and you were more than willing to do that.
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f1lovr · 5 months ago
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Papaya Skies - LN
@il0vereadingstuff prompt request #10 (sorry, 12 was already taken) - Sunset to sunrise drives
Summary: Lando wants to get away and his girlfriend is willing to go with him wherever he wants to go.
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Y/n is expecting Lando any minute, he's just coming to visit. Though it was a last minute plan. He wasn't meant to be coming to see her but for some reason he insisted and she's not going to deny herself the pleasure of his company.
He lets himself into her apartment with his key and seems slightly rushed as he does so.
"Hey. Are you ok?" Y/n asks noticing something off about him.
"Yeah, just...want to see you. I've missed you." Lando nods moving to kiss her, hands holding her waist as some neediness is communicated through his kiss and clearly something more is going on.
"Baby, I know when somethings wrong. What is it?"
"I'm having a bad day." Lando mumbles and it's really code for having a bad day in his head, not so much having a bad day in terms of events. "Can we go out for a drive?"
"Yeah, of course we can." Y/n nods with a small smile. "Let's me just get changed into something a little less ready for bed."
Lando nods a little then kissing her again before she steps away and moves to put on something more than the flimsy shorts and camisole that she'd changed into, clearly intending to remain indoors for the rest of the day but plans change and she'll go with the flow of whatever helps to settle Lando's mood.
Y/n puts on some jeans with a sweater and trainers before tying her hair back and sighing as she looks at herself in the mirror for a moment. She'd really been looking forward to a chill night but plans change, that's ok.
She enjoys spending time with Lando doing just about anything. Especially if he's not feeling good and it's something that perks up his mood when it's down.
She packs up some snacks and drinks knowing Lando sometimes just likes to drive without stopping unless he's out of fuel.
Once they're in his car, y/n smiles watching Lando drive them away from the building. She can't help but capture a few photos of him in the golden hour, managing to get a couple of his silhouette.
"You're the prettiest man alive." Y/n mumbles putting her phone down and just stopping to look at him.
"You always say that." Lando sighs softly before he picks up her hand to kiss the back of then keep hold of as he drives.
"I always mean it. You always say I'm beautiful. Are you telling me you're actually lying when you say that?" Y/n jokes earning a small laugh but she can tell he's not really in a jokey mood. "Baby...what happened? What's wrong? I can't really fix it if I don't know."
"You fix everything by just being here with me. I'm just not having a good day. They can't all be good, can they?" Lando smiles lightly clearly trying not to worry the young woman. "I just want to drive-you can sleep if you want. I know you were ready for a night in and probably an early night since it's a Friday."
"I'm not going to sleep while you drive. But I can yap and you just zone out listening to me." Y/n offers playfully though she knows really Lando finds peace in being a listener to her nonsense. It's like her voice is a comfort and he feels better hearing it all.
So y/n talks. She talks about anything and everything she can think of, from some drama at work, gossip about people at work, gossip about their alleged secret marriage and pregnancy that his fans have concocted, gossip about some other drivers, her meals for the past week and what she is planning out for her meals for this week.
The sun has long since set and y/n almost feels like she's talked for hours, then she realises she has when she finally checks her phone and finds it's nearly gone 2 in the morning and they've been driving around for 5 hours.
With it being summer the sun sets pretty late in the day at the moment and rises pretty early, and when you're out in it the sky never really goes fully dark, there's just the slightest tinge of lighter dusky blue that shows the sun is never far from the horizon at this time of year.
They did have to stop for petrol at one point but after that they've been driving nonstop.
"I know you don't feel good, but I genuinely think I could spend my life as the passenger and just sit with you driving us around forever." Y/n states after allowing a brief silence to finally fall.
"I'd quite like that. Sometimes I wish you could just talk to me on the radio during races. Keep me a little calmer when it gets chaotic." Lando sighs softly. "I feel a little better."
"Good."
Then suddenly the car stops and y/n frowns looking out at where they are finding that they're actually in Dover of all places.
"You took us to Dover?" Y/n laughs while Lando finally flashes a grin to her. "To see the white cliffs like I'd talked about the other week."
"It wasn't the original intention but I remembered you talking about it and I figured it might just be...a little quiet and a nice place to watch the sunrise."
"You're so cute." Y/n smiles making him hum as he cranks his seat back managing to undo her seatbelt in the process before pulling her over to his lap and seeming to breath in the scent of her as he holds her closer to himself.
"You know one day you can just tell me that we shouldn't leave and drive for hours."
"If I was paying for petrol and being the one to drive, I'd have a problem. Although if you really needed it then I guess I'd do it for you. But if it makes you feel better and happier than why would I say no?" Y/n questions as she runs a hand through his curls. "Your hair is getting a little unruly, might be time for a trim."
"I know. I'll get it sorted-it's not like you to complain about length though."
"No. You could grow it forever without a cut and I'd be happy but I know you'd hate it and that matters more than what I think." Y/n shrugs then sighing. "Now, how about some music to watch the sun rise?"
Y/n doesn't intend to just sit in the car as the sun rises and after getting some music on, she lets them sit for as long as she can before the sun starts to rise and that's when she drags Lando out the car into the warm summer night air and sets up her phone to record the two of them watching the sun rise before she gets up and dances with him. Something Lando is hesitant about but he can't say no to her and he allows her to lead as he follows.
"You know, you can begrudge me now. But you'll watch this back and love that I captured this moment later." Y/n states with a soft smile and she gets no argument because Lando knows she's right.
He'll probably spend hours rewatching the video to relive the moment. Y/n pulls him down into a long kiss that his whole body melts down into, completely surrendering the stresses and mental weights that had been holding him down while he drove and before he'd managed to make his way to y/n.
Y/n is his safe place. And no matter where they are geographically, if she's there then Lando feels so completed and safe when she's with him.
"I love you." Lando states as she finally breaks the kiss and he rests his forehead against her own, keeping his eyes closed while she smiles at him.
"I love you too. I love you with my body, heart and soul, ok?" Y/n smiles then pecking his lips again. "And I'll be here and go wherever you need me to be."
"Body, heart and soul?" Lando questions earning a grinning shrug.
"The sunrise with a dance and music is making me feel poetically romantic."
"Thank you." Lando whispers earning a head shake.
"You never have to thank me for loving you, Lando. Never."
"Then I just have to make sure I love you back to the same level." Lando declares then sighing as y/n turns and looks out at the orange and pink sky. "You are the best thing in my life."
"Well that's good, because you're the best thing in mine."
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Valentine. ✷ Lando Norris
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Pairing: Lando Norris x Florist!reader
Summary: When a certain customer of yours asks for a special bouquet on Valentine’s Day.
Word Count: 1.1k
Disclaimer/s: fluff!!!! cute little florist reader yas!!!!
Vera’s Voice! happy valentine’s day!!! lando fluff to make ur day or wtv Haaiii :3 gonna pub some more later too!!!
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The morning sun spilled through the large front window of your flower shop, casting a golden glow over the display of fresh blooms.
The scent of roses, lilacs, and eucalyptus lingers in the air, mixing with the faint aroma of coffee from the cup beside your register.
It’s Valentine’s Day—the busiest day of the year, but it felt like an oddly slow morning.
You barely had a second to breathe before the familiar chime of the bell above the door rang, signaling a customer.
You glance up from tying a delicate satin ribbon around a bouquet and immediately recognize the messy brown curls and striking eyes of a familiar and reoccurring customer.
A soft smile tugs at your lips before you can stop it.
“Oh, Lando,” You greet, brushing a few stray flower petals from your apron. “Good morning!” Your soft grin lingered as he approached the counter.
Lando grinned, shoving his hands into the pockets of his hoodie. He looks comfortable, as if he belonged here, despite the slight contrast of his casual attire against the elegant floral arrangements around him.
“Morning,” His voice warm, like a gentle breeze on a spring morning.
You arch a playful brow. “And what brings you in today? Looking for something special? For… someone special?” You tilt your head teasingly, though you were begging deep down inside it was just a joke.
Lando chuckles, leaning against the wooden counter like he has all the time in the world. “Wouldn’t you like to know?”
You rolled your eyes, though the soft flutter in your chest betrayed you.
For months now, Lando has come into the shop nearly every Sunday when he’s in town. It was weird to see him on a Friday, but it was Valentine’s day after all.
At first, you assumed he just really liked fresh flowers, which was endearing in itself. But after a while, you joked that he must have had a house full of vases by now, and he’d just grinned and shrugged, offering no real explanation.
But little did you know.
Still, you liked his presence. The way he always struck up easy conversations, made you laugh on even the most exhausting days.
It was harmless, really. Except, lately, you’d caught yourself hoping his visits meant something more.
And that was dangerous.
“Alright, then,” You say, crossing your arms. "What can I get for you today? Any of your usual arrangements?
He shakes his head, pretending to think. "Actually, I’ve got a different request today."
"Oh?" You raise an eyebrow, intrigued. “Do tell!”
Lando leaned in slightly, as if he’s about to share some big secret. "If you were a girl receiving a bouquet of your choice… what flowers would you like?"
Your hands stilled. “Me?”
Lando nodded, watching you too closely. “Yeah. What would you pick?”
You frown in thought, reaching out to gently touch a bundle of tulips on a display beside you. “Something soft but meaningful.” You pause, picturing it. “Tulips, for grace and renewal.”
“Maybe some dahlias, because they’re bold yet elegant. Some chamomile for a touch of whimsy, and sprigs of lavender for a calming, fragrant finish.” Your fingers skim the edge of a nearby vase as you visualize it. “Nothing too extravagant—just something that feels gentle and full of warmth.”
Lando hums, nodding as if committing every detail to memory. “That does sound perfect. Think you could put that together for me?”
You hesitate, curiosity bubbling up. He’s never been this specific before. You wonder who the bouquet is for—but you don’t ask.
“Of course.” You smile softly.
It is Valentine’s Day, after all. He’s probably seeing someone. You felt a slight pang in your chest at the thought, a quiet, unwelcome squeeze of disappointment.
But you push it down, telling yourself it’s silly to care. He’s just a regular, and you’re just the florist.
Still, the idea lingers as you get to work, selecting each bloom with delicate nature.
Lando stayed close, watching your hands move with quiet fascination.
“You ever get flowers?” He asked, breaking the silence.
You glance at him, surprised by the question. “Me?”
He smirks. “Yeah, you.”
You shrug. “Not really.” A pause. “I guess when you’re around flowers all day, people assume you don’t need any.”
Lando hums, thoughtful. “That’s a shame. Everyone should get flowers sometimes.”
You smile softly but don’t respond, focusing on tying the bouquet together. Once it’s wrapped in parchment paper and secured with a ribbon, you step back, admiring the finished product.
“There you go,” You say, offering it to him. “Hope she loves them.”
Lando pulled out his wallet, paid, and then—to your utter confusion—immediately held the bouquet back out to you.
You blink. “Wha…?”
Lando pulled a small envelope out his pocket, handing it to you. He offered a hesitant but kind smile as you carefully took the bouquet back, along with the neatly sealed card.
Unfolding the contents inside, your eyes softened at the words as you read them.
In neat but slightly rushed handwriting, nine simple words stared back at you:
Let me take you to dinner. Be my Valentine?
Your breath catches.
Slowly, you look up, your heart pounding.
Lando shifts on his feet, rubbing the back of his neck, but his grin remains. “So.. What do you say?”
You stare at him for a moment, warmth blooming in your chest like the very flowers in your hands.
“Well,” You murmur, brushing your fingers over the petals, “I do love these flowers.”
Lando’s grin lights up the room. “I would’ve hoped so.”
“Yeah, real smooth.” You flashed a smile, inhaling the scent of the flowers once more.
And now, you were no longer just the florist with the soft smile.
Tonight, you were his Valentine.
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