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fadingella · 8 days ago

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affirmations

🕯️I am going to be the skinniest bitch ever

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fadingella · 8 days ago

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starting again. spent months cultivating what i lost in 3 weeks :(

#3d diary #4nor3xic #an0r3cia #light as a 🪶#i need to be th1n #th1insp0 #tw 3ating d1sorder #tw ana ed #4nablr #4n0rexic #tw an0rexia

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fadingella · 8 days ago

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how to pass exams on a starving brain, no glue no borax..

#3d diary #4nor3xic #an0r3cia #light as a 🪶#i need to be th1n #th1insp0 #tw 3ating d1sorder #tw ana ed #4nablr #4n0rexic #tw an0rexia

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fadingella · 14 days ago

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to be empty is to be strong. to be light is to be perfect. starving is a gift, not a punishment.

#tw ana ed #tw 3ating d1sorder #tw an0rexia #light as a 🪶#an0r3cia #3d diary #4nablr #4nor3xic #4n0rexic #i need to be th1n #th1insp0 #sk1n4nd🦴

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fadingella · 15 days ago

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i realized too late that recovery was never an option for me.

#tw ana ed #light as a 🪶#tw 3ating d1sorder #3d diary #4nablr #4nor3xic #4n0rexic #i need to be th1n #th1insp0 #an0r3cia #tw an0rexia

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fadingella · 15 days ago

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i hate food.

i hate the bloat after eating. i hate the feeling of not tracking and realizing i ate more than i even remembered. i hate the recovery weight. i hate the recovery “congrats” from others. i hate that i have to start all over again. i hate that this is the only thing that makes everything feel okay.

i. hate. food.

#tw an0rexia #tw 3ating d1sorder #3d diary #light as a 🪶#an0r3cia #4nor3xic #4n0rexic #tw ana ed #⭐️rving #th1insp0 #i need to be th1n

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fadingella · 24 days ago

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intro

going back to what i know—recovery wasn’t for me.

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height 5'5 / 165cm

hw 160lbs

Iw 122.8lbs

gw 115lbs

ugw 100lbs

#3d diary #4n0rexic #4nablr #tw an0rexia #an0r3cia #4nor3xic #light as a 🪶

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