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My AU of Moon! (I've named the AU Circus of The Eclipsed, but its still a work in progress!) He's supposed to be working, but wants to take a nap.

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Shadow Milk Cookie's old kingdom is now named Milkcrown, sorry I don't make the rules.

[Its my AU and i get to pick the cute names smh.]

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I say that knowing full well Shadow Milk is like if Furina turned evil instead. y'know? Smilk is furina if she crashed out lol

Shadow Milk Cookie is so Furina coded... (me listening to La Vaguelette on repeat in my feels rn)

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Shadow Milk Cookie is so Furina coded... (me listening to La Vaguelette on repeat in my feels rn)

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Moral Dilemmas That Will Mess Up Your Character

» They witness a crime but helping the victim means exposing a secret that could ruin someone they love.

» They could save someone’s life… but only by hurting someone else.

» They’re offered everything they’ve ever wanted, by the worst person they know.

» They have to lie to protect someone, but the lie costs someone else dearly.

» They can bring justice, but only by breaking a promise.

» They’re given power, but to keep it, they have to become what they hate.

» They have the chance to take revenge, and it would be so easy. So satisfying.

» They’re the only one who knows the truth, but telling it would destroy someone’s faith.

» They could protect the many, by sacrificing the one. And the one matters to them.

» They promised not to get involved, but walking away would haunt them forever.

» They were wrong  and admitting it now will shatter their credibility.

» They’re asked to forgive, and they know the person doesn’t deserve it.

» They have to pick a side, but both sides are flawed. Both will cost them something.

» They want to help, but they’re not sure it’s their place.

» They said they’d never become their parent and now they’re staring in the mirror, wondering if they already have.

» They catch their friend doing something terrible, but they owe them everything.

» They can’t tell if they’re protecting someone, or controlling them.

» They get what they want, but someone else suffers for it.

» They promised to keep a secret, but now someone innocent is getting hurt.

» They fall in love and realize it compromises everything they believe in.

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im procrastinating a bit too hard. I intended to finish this chapter last night, since I know exactly where I want it to go, but I'm just so... I'm not even burnt out, I feel fine enough to write. since I'm going back and forth with other writing projects. it feels daunting, I guess? like I know this subject is popular, enough so that I'm scared to botch it? though its my first really in-depth fic... i guess I'm scared for nothing?? geez. Writing is a surprisingly scary hobby.

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Hes so dapper I wanted his outfit to be a mix of both of those MyCookie costumes, while still having some elements of his OG design. this is just a mock-up of it for my own sanity, I'll do a full character sheet of him in my normal style later.

thinking up designs for Blapphire...

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someone could point a gun to my head and I would still figure out a way to procrastinate.

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thinking up designs for Blapphire...

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Never let me write while half asleep, this shit makes no fucking sense

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You are not a collectible that loses value if it changes; you are a statement. You are unique and beautiful, a darling star born from the finest stardust.

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WHAT THE

WHERE ARE MY EMOJIS (insert eyebrow raise here) kmsing please don't perceive me I use my blog like a diary ;-;

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forcing myself to listen to one song on loop until I finish a chapter is all well and good, but I really like this song so its not really going as I planned. usually I get sick of looping songs really quickly but this one is just really good lmao

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desperately want to animate shadowVanilla to this song but I fucking cant because I don't know how to animate

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While the fic is a whole story, music often encourages me to write better, so whatever song fits the chapter best is considered the "inspiration" for that chapter. That being said, I've elected to put on the song that inspired the chapter I'm currently writing, and listen to it on loop. I will not allow myself to switch songs until I finish the chapter. I will prevail

writing a shadowvanilla swap fanfic only about angst is really difficult, because how am I supposed to write Vanilla when he's not really evil in the au he's just severely lost and apathetic lmao like I genuinely cant even imagine pv saying "yeah whatever" but that's the whole point of WF! PV Like, the whole point of the fic is to put Shadow Milk in PV's shoes after his redemption, or attempt at redemption, and its like??? PLEASE I just want to get to the FLUFF ALREADY. PLEAAAASE

WF! PV wont even come in until chapter 9, because the whole beginning is what I've dubbed the "Stop it before it happens" arc... no spoilers though.

I realize I've done this to myself, yes.

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writing a shadowvanilla swap fanfic only about angst is really difficult, because how am I supposed to write Vanilla when he's not really evil in the au he's just severely lost and apathetic lmao like I genuinely cant even imagine pv saying "yeah whatever" but that's the whole point of WF! PV Like, the whole point of the fic is to put Shadow Milk in PV's shoes after his redemption, or attempt at redemption, and its like??? PLEASE I just want to get to the FLUFF ALREADY. PLEAAAASE

WF! PV wont even come in until chapter 9, because the whole beginning is what I've dubbed the "Stop it before it happens" arc... no spoilers though.

I realize I've done this to myself, yes.

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ill be so honest, I'm terrible at drawing Pure Vanilla's hat, so this was just to practice different kinds of pure vanilla hat LMAO

Shadow Milk Cookie and the various levels of Pure Vanilla Ft. WF! SMC, WF! PV, Truthless Recluse and Awakened Vanilla