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▸DIÁRIO DE MAROMBA, disponível.
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fairyeoll · 26 days
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te amo vidoca!!!
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#NOTA: essa capa foi totalmente, inteiramente, de longe e de perto, em qualquer plano da realidade, de todos os ângulos, inspirada na @fairyeoll a maior que temos nesse site, amo você e seu trabalho, carol <3 (@froggyabel me assistiu fazendo!
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The Psychological Analysis of Jason Todd
I am a psych major, and my professor is allowing us to make an analysis of any character of our choice, so I figured who better to write then Jason Todd. This was very fun to write and I very much enjoyed rewatching Batman: Arkham Knight. Please enjoy. ☁️ Warning(s): Trigger Warning for Trauma, Mental Health Content, Violence, Graphic Imagery, Spoiler(s)☁️ Word Count: 2.6k ☁️: Authors Note: I am working on fanfics, more headcanons for Arkham Jason, unfortunately I am busy with classes, assignments and deadlines. I will try to be punctual but it may take time. Thank you for your understanding.
Introduction 
Jason Todd is the secondary villain in Batman: Arkham Knight, which has the same moniker. He is the second Robin and Bruce Wayne's adoptive son.
Jason Peter Todd was born in the slums of Gotham City to two drug-addicted parents, who would eventually try to settle a debt they had by giving Jason away when he was a baby. Jason received no parental figure to help guide him, leading him to petty crimes such as theft to nourish his survival. Jason is a character who takes what he needs if it means prolonging his survival; his lack of a parental figure leads him to an identity crisis between longing for a parental figure and convincing himself he is better off without one. When the simple truth is that every human needs a mother and a father, we respond positively to a nurturing environment, and through early adolescence, our brains crave the structure needed to build us into well-rounded adults. 
At fifteen, Jason inadvertently met Batman while committing robbery when Batman was fighting Gotham's notorious supervillain, The Joker. Believing Batman is in trouble, Jason jumps between pushing the hero from harm's way. Despite life's misfortunes, Jason possesses a remarkable code of morality enough to want to save someone. Jason, attempting to rid Joker of his breath, aims a pistol at the clown and, before firing, is knocked out of his hands by Batman's batarang. Unfortunately for him, Joker would leave Jason with a cryptic message, one for the young man to head.
Jason would later be apprehended and taken into custody in the back of a police car by Batman after Batman retrieved his gun and stolen money. However, rather than being charged, Jason receives a blessing through a Wayne Industries project that helped troubled teens; through the program, Jason was able to turn his life around. All attract the man who helped Jason find a new purpose: Bruce Wayne. Months after being released, Batman appeared in Jason's dorm, again offering Jason another opportunity. 
2nd Robin and Kidnapping
Taking Jason in as his ward as well as dubbing him Robin after Dick Grayson, Jason sought justice and enjoyed being a hero. Like the previous Robin, he showed a keen aptitude for it; unlike his predecessor, he possessed a fiery temper and willingness for more lethal force. While Jason's temper is directed towards the criminals that harm the innocents, Batman views this as inexcusable, fearing the day that Jason will kill instead of reprimanding. 
In the most twisted sense of irony, Jason's morality inevitably becomes his downfall. The Joker has blown up a school with kindergarteners; this leads to Jason's resolve that Joker needs to die. Knowing that Bruce would try to stop him, Jason abandons his comms and tracker so he can kill Joker. However, it is a trap, and Joker ambushes Jason. Jason was kept in a wheelchair, bonded by barbed wire that kept Jason leaning hunched over in excruciating pain. Throughout his pain, Jason's mind remained still; he was confident that Batman would find him; his sheer will at the beginning of his torture is, with all honesty, remarkable as Joker has been known for his mental abuse and mind games he plays with his victims including his sidekick, Harley Quinn. 
In the six months of his torture, Jason's unwavering mental resolve was slowly crippling as Joker had wanted; throughout the game, Jason's voice mixed with crippling fear and small doubts about Batman coming. The Joker feeds into his doubts by showing him a photo of Batman with his replacement, Tim Drake. This leaves Jason troubled as he slowly loses hope for Batman. 
The last act of Jason's torture involved a video sent to Batman via The Joker of Jason, who has undergone all his brainwashing; in the video, Jason is sitting down in a chair; he is not chained, barbed, handcuffed, or kept sitting still in any way by all means Jason could easily walk away. This is a significant and crucial part of Jason's torture as it symbolizes just how much mental anguish and emotional exhaustion Jason went through to the point that he no longer had a yearning for freedom—making him downright timid and submissive towards Joker enough to out Batman's identity to The Joker. The latter asked the Joker. This results in Joker shooting Jason with a point-blank in the chest, as Joker "never could stand a tattletale." However, this ploy makes Batman believe Jason is genuinely dead.
On the contrary, Jason was kept alive for another year, endeavoring more torture, mistreatment, and malnourishment. Harley Quinn did the final touches of Jason's emotional and mental brainwashing; a former psychiatrist who manipulated Jason into believing that Batman was the cause of his anguish and his pain was his doing; she did this long enough, even punishing Jason by waterboarding him and electrocuting him when he refused to say Batman, indicating he still had some level of awareness of who was torturing him. 
However, once Harley could get Jason to say Batman's name, Jason was drugged and beaten by two prisoners dressed like Batman; he was given a gun by The Joker and was ordered to kill them. Jason's resolve and humanity were a cord, still entrenched in him before Harley convinced him further, snapping his humanity and getting him to shoot the two dressed-up prisoners dead.
During the riots of Arkham Asylum, The Joker paid mercenary Deathstroke to keep Jason there and shoot him if he escaped. However, Jason convinces Deathstroke that Joker will not keep his promise and that if he helps, Jason will triple whatever Joker plans to pay. Accepting the offer, Deathstroke assists Jason in escaping, stealing a helicopter, and flying to Wayne Industries. Jason steals millions of dollars from his former guardian. Ironically, crossing paths with Tim Drake, who assumes Todd to be Deathstroke's sidekick, when Jason's ankle is caught between Tim's grappling hook, Jason cuts the cord, allowing Tim to fall when suggested by Deathstroke that killing Robin would bode well for them with the Dark Knight. Jason Coldy says that if he dies in a fall like that, Batman needs to pick his sidekicks better. 
Jason's psyche has been torn and scattered, leaving him a hollowed carving with a mocking J branding etched onto his face, from birth his eyes were already met with darkness, born to parents who never showed him recognition, let alone love, and through the Wayne Industries Project and his adoption by Bruce his eyes were wide, and remarkably hopeful, to be free of the weight of Gotham's misfortunes finally; those eyes that looked with gleam forced shut until he saw nothing but blackness.
Arkham Knight's Birth
Jason adopts a new persona built on the pain and suffering in the wake of his escape from Joker. He feels betrayed by the one person he only had in the world and wants vengeance. Jason works alongside Scarecrow, one of Batman's enemies. The two begin a plan on Halloween to take Gotham and Batman's legacy along with it. Jason gathers all Batman's enemies to join, assembling a militia with Deathstroke. While working with each other, Scarecrow "tests" his fear toxin on the young man, sending him on a psychological spiral. One of his more apparent fears is the Joker, who can be found near, in the background, or standing right in front of him laughing and mocking him, but beyond the clown prince of crime's appearance, Jason also sees his replacement, Tim Drake, and "fights" him.
The fight has Jason severely outnumbered in the beginning, with Tim succeeding, even using his staff to choke Jason, forcing him to the ground as the Jokers around him laugh. Further into the fear toxin, Jason appears in front of Wayne Manor, where he throws down his helmet and says the following: "Someplace warm, someplace safe, someplace where I'm needed, someplace where I'm loved," Joker once again appears in front of him laughing and mocking him on whether he even deserves it, this is Jason's internal struggle in a manifested form of the person who caused him harm, of the person who convinced him from the start that he was alone and would not be saved. Jason is mischaracterized as always being angry or standoffish, but anger has more truth than any lie detector can scoop. Jason feels this anger is not just because of some personality trait; anger is his cry out, and he's shouting to be seen and loved. This is most likely due to being tortured at 15 or so, which, despite the fact that at the time of Arkham Knight, he was in his early 20s, his mental age was regressed to the age when he was captured. This makes Jason appear at first glance as someone emotional, cocky, and arrogant. He values safety and love; he doesn't want to be on his guard 24/7, but he's grown up in an environment where letting your guard down gets you killed. He follows Joker into Wayne Manor, where he sees Bruce; suddenly, several versions of Batman appear in the room. They beat him and told him they never wanted a partner or even a son. This is a conflict that has always waged war in Jason's mind. Jason's biological father attempted to give him up and then belittled him when he explained that Jason's worth was so low that he couldn't even leave him; he has low self-esteem that he internalizes into rage in the way that he fights to prove his strength. 
This is why Bruce Wayne has a strong attachment to Jason and an underlying desire to seek his approval when he adopts him. Bruce gives him everything he could ask for and anything he could think of, and Batman gives him a purpose. Ironically, this is still the case despite Bruce himself having an avoidant attachment style. 
Conclusion and Diagnosis
Jason Todd's character in "Batman: Arkham Knight" exhibits a complex interplay of psychological factors that align with the diagnostic criteria for Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD). One prominent feature of BPD is emotional dysregulation, characterized by intense and rapidly shifting emotions. Jason displays various emotions throughout the game, from anger and hostility to vulnerability and despair. His reactions often appear exaggerated or disproportionate to the situation, indicating difficulty regulating his emotional responses.
Furthermore, Jason's sense of identity is notably unstable, which is another hallmark feature of BPD. Having grown up in a dysfunctional environment with absent parents, Jason lacks a stable sense of self and struggles to define his identity. This is evident in his adoption of various personas, including Robin, the Arkham Knight, and, later, the Red Hood. His shifting identities reflect a profound inner conflict and a desperate search for validation and purpose. Jason's interpersonal relationships also reflect the interpersonal instability characteristic of BPD. He forms intense and unstable attachments to figures such as Batman, vacillating between admiration and resentment. His interactions with other characters are marked by rapid shifts in perception, alternating between idealization and devaluation. For example, while Jason initially idolizes Batman as a mentor and father figure, his feelings of betrayal and abandonment lead to resentment and hostility towards him.
Moreover, Jason exhibits self-destructive behaviors as a coping mechanism for his emotional pain, another hallmark of BPD. He engages in reckless actions, disregarding his safety to seek vengeance against those he perceives as enemies. His confrontations with adversaries are often fueled by a desire for self-assertion and control, masking more profound feelings of emptiness and despair.
Underlying Jason's behaviors is a pervasive fear of abandonment, stemming from his traumatic upbringing and experiences of betrayal. This fear drives his desperate attempts to maintain connections with others, even as he pushes them away with his volatile and unpredictable behavior. Jason's fear of abandonment manifests in his interactions with Batman and the Bat family, where he oscillates between seeking their approval and rejecting their authority.
Jason Todd's character in "Batman: Arkham Knight" embodies many of the core features of Borderline Personality Disorder, including emotional dysregulation, identity disturbance, interpersonal instability, self-destructive behaviors, and a fear of abandonment. By analyzing his actions, relationships, and psychological struggles within the context of the game's narrative, it becomes apparent that Jason's character aligns closely with the diagnostic criteria for BPD, providing a compelling framework for understanding his complex and multifaceted personality.
Besides indicating various symptoms of BPD, I would also consider diagnosing Jason with Complex Post post-traumatic stress Disorder (C-PTSD). Given Jason's background of severe trauma, including childhood abuse, neglect, and prolonged torture at the hands of the Joker, it's worth considering Complex PTSD. C-PTSD typically develops in response to chronic trauma and is characterized by symptoms such as emotional dysregulation, disturbed self-concept, difficulties in relationships, and a persistent sense of threat. I would include diagnosing Jason with Major Depressive Disorder (MDD): Jason's experiences of profound loss, trauma, and betrayal may contribute to symptoms of depression, such as feelings of hopelessness, worthlessness, and a loss of interest in activities. His struggles with emotional regulation and chronic feelings of emptiness could also align with depressive symptoms. Following my diagnosis, I am also inclined to believe he suffers from attachment disorders; given Jason's tumultuous upbringing and experiences and a multitude of parental figures involving neglect and abandonment, it's possible that he may have developed attachment-related difficulties. This could manifest in insecure attachment styles, fear of abandonment, and challenges in forming and maintaining healthy relationships. 
Furthermore, I would consider Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD): While Jason displays empathy and compassion at times, his willingness to engage in morally questionable or violent behavior, as well as his disregard for societal norms and rules, may align with some features of ASPD. However, his capacity for genuine care and loyalty makes this disorder out of sorts with his character.
Lastly, Post-Traumatic Embitterment Disorder (PTED): PTED is a proposed diagnostic category characterized by intense feelings of injustice, betrayal, and embitterment following a traumatic event or series of events. Jason's experiences of betrayal and abandonment, particularly by Batman and the Joker, may resonate with the symptoms of PTED. 
In conclusion, the character of Jason Todd in "Batman: Arkham Knight" presents a compelling portrayal of psychological complexity shaped by a tumultuous history of trauma, betrayal, and profound loss. Through a comprehensive analysis of his experiences and behaviors throughout the game, it becomes evident that Jason embodies many psychological struggles, warranting consideration for various diagnostic possibilities. Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) emerges as a primary candidate, given Jason's emotional volatility, identity disturbances, and interpersonal difficulties. His tumultuous relationships, intense fear of abandonment, and self-destructive tendencies align closely with the diagnostic criteria for BPD. Furthermore, Complex Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (C-PTSD) offers another lens through which to understand Jason's psychological profile, considering his history of chronic trauma and its pervasive impact on his functioning.
Additionally, Major Depressive Disorder (MDD) may contribute to Jason's experiences of profound despair, hopelessness, and emotional emptiness. His struggles with attachment-related difficulties suggest the possibility of underlying attachment disorders stemming from his early experiences of neglect and abandonment.
While Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD) and Post-Traumatic Embitterment Disorder (PTED) offer alternative perspectives, they may not fully capture the complexity of Jason's character, given his capacity for empathy and genuine care, despite his propensity for morally questionable behavior.
In essence, Jason Todd's character in "Batman: Arkham Knight" is a poignant exploration of the human psyche's intricacies, illustrating the profound impact of trauma on identity, relationships, and emotional well-being. By delving into his psychological struggles within the context of the game's narrative, we gain valuable insights into the complexities of mental health and the enduring resilience of the human spirit.
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fairyeoll · 1 month
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when i want fluff/angst fics and all i’m getting is smut
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the struggle is real
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fairyeoll · 1 month
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me after opening tumblr to those spam porn bots posts when all i wanted to do was read a silly ass fanfic:
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fairyeoll · 1 month
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So what you’re telling me..
This boy, who is literally 3 apples tall..
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Turned into this giant!?
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I don’t believe it.
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fairyeoll · 1 month
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desempregado é foda. vão arranjar algo pra fazer da vida, se puxar o cabo da internet vcs nem existem
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fairyeoll · 2 months
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So… about that audio…
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fairyeoll · 2 months
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I feel so called out
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fairyeoll · 2 months
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▸ OPEN YOUR EYES, capa disponível
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▸ OPEN YOUR EYES, capa disponível
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fairyeoll · 2 months
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▸ BORBULHAS DE AMOR, capa disponível
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fairyeoll · 2 months
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fairyeoll · 2 months
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Vou criar um culto p vc, o culto q idolatra a calzone tal qual existe um culto p um gato laranja
vc me ama dms duda KKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
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fairyeoll · 2 months
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dito isso, acrescento que:
Fico muito feliz quando minhas amigas ou até vocês aqui me dizem sobre como é só bater o olho pra uma capa e saber que fui eu quem fiz. Mas SIM, eu demorei muito pra chegar nisso. E sim, eu acabei plagiando uma vez antes, mas reconheci e mudei aquilo, foi exatamente desse jeito quatro anos atrás quando aconteceu. Nessa vontade de ser famosinha e única eu acabei caindo nesse caminho e eu melhor que ninguém digo, por favor, não façam isso.
é difícil sim, mas se "inspiriar" num certo nível que é fácil confundir seu trabalho com de outra pessoa, é plágio. E o pior é ver a pessoa continuar fazendo, ou se fazer de vítima, ou até mesmo dizer que se inspirou em algo nada haver.
vamos falar sobre ser capista?
últimamente eu tenho visto o mundo dos capistas crescer e isso enche meu coração de alegria porque é um hobbie que eu faço há anos e que sempre me fez feliz, mesmo vocês sempre me vendo por aí chorando as pitangas sobre ser capista e as desavenças que passamos. mas como alguém muito observadora e que tá nesse mundo há muito tempo, apesar de só recentemente estar mais ativa como capista, eu preciso dizer que acompanhar o crescimento do nicho de capistas também tem seu lado não tão bom.
eu vejo hoje nas pessoas um anseio muito grande em quererem ser profissionais e terem uma identidade à qualquer custo, quando isso é uma coisa que chega unicamente com o tempo, é algo que se constrói. capistas que vocês vêem hoje com um nome grande e uma identidade visual única, só estão onde estão e tem reconhecimento por isso por puro tempo de experiência e merecimento.
e essa ansiedade das pessoas em quererem amadurecer e serem únicos, têm feito, na verdade, o completo oposto disso.
eu tenho visto pessoas extremamente talentosas e com um potencial incrível, mas que muita das vezes, por almejarem tanto esse profissinalismo, acabam se espelhando mais do que deveriam em pessoas que estão há anos nisso.
o problema da "popularização" desse ramo é que muita das pessoas começam achando que é um campo de flores, onde você vê uma capa bonita e um estilo legal, abre o programa e tenta fazer aquilo também. o que quero dizer é que quando estamos começando em algo, nós, indiscutivelmente, precisamos de base e inspiração para aquilo, ninguém começa qualquer coisa já sendo experiente. mas quando se trata de design, o assunto talvez seja um pouco mais complicado, porque existe uma linha tênue entre inspiração e simplesmente adotar o jeito, estilo e forma de fazer de uma determinada pessoa porque você achou legal.
nós sabemos o quanto o mundo dos capistas e designers ainda é tida como terra de ninguém por quem vê de fora, e parece que isso têm se propagado aqui dentro também, porque existem capistas com estilos incríveis e únicos servindo de "inspiração" pra muita gente levar crédito. pessoas com potenciais incríveis, com habilidades únicas e o poder de usar da sua própria criatividade pra fazer seu nome, que preferem ou não vêem problema em se "apossar" do estilo ou trabalho de alguém pra crescer e que acham que ninguém vai reparar nisso.
então eu volto a bater na tecla, se inspirar é normal, ninguém nasce sabendo de tudo. mas há coisas que tem a ver com respeito, crescimento e integridade pessoal.
vocês são capazes de muita coisa, então deixem de lado essa ansiedade por querer crescer e se aprimorar da noite pro dia, essa necessidade de ter uma identidade no design. tomem mais cuidado e revejam o que vocês acham certo ou não, porque a certeza que eu tenho, é de que ninguém gostaria de ter todo o seu trabalho sendo reproduzido por aí.
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fairyeoll · 2 months
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continuando a trend ai.
eu sou capista, é claro que eu baixei vários psds e acabo sempre usando o mesmo
eu sou capista, é claro que eu uso montserrat em tudo
eu sou capista, é obvio que eu já critiquei um pedido sem pé nem cabeça
eu sou capista, é claro que eu já fiquei pensando "nossa pq eu não tive essa idéia" quando vi uma capa muito criativa
eu sou capista, é claro que eu já duvidei se colocava ou não xingamento/sangue numa capa
eu sou capista, é óbvio que eu não tenho o psd das capas quando pedem pra nudar algo
EU SOU CAPISTA...
Eu sou capista, é claro que já confundi a borracha com o pincel
Eu sou capista, é claro que já culpei o PSD, sendo que, na verdade, eu só não gostei das cores escolhidas pelo autor
Eu sou capista, é óbvio que já esqueci um pedido e só lembrei quando o autor mandou mensagem (inclusive, já menti que estava finalizando
Eu sou capista, e é claro que já passei horas procurando um png/textura, para no final das contas nem combinar com o que eu pensei
Eu sou capista, é claro que eu tenho várias fontes baixadas no computador/celular, mas só uso a mesma de sempre
Eu sou capista, é claro que já cancelei pedidos porquê eu não consegui fazer depois de várias tentativas
Eu sou capista, é óbvio que eu comparo meu trabalho com o dos outros e acho tudo o que faço horrível
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fairyeoll · 2 months
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A partir de agora eu peço que em caso de inspiração eu quero que crédite. Eu sempre fui muito de boa e vou sempre no PV conversar, mas dá última vez que umas 20 pessoas me apontaram que alguém tinha as capas iguais as minhas eu fui conversar e a pessoa ME BLOQUEOU e se fez de vítima, sendo que ela que me plagiou (se muita gente fala que sua capa é igual de alguém, que tal se tocar, em?) Agora eu não vou mais conversar, não. Ah, isso não é uma indireta, não sou criança.
Deixo avisado.
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