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(  rahul  kohli  &.  36  &.  cis  male  &.  he  /  him  )  welcome  to  forks,  carlisle  cullen  …  the  population  just  gained  another  vampire.  i  suppose  a  lot  of  us  will  know  you  as  the  mediator,  your  vibe  is  all  about  unchanged  kind  eyes,  no  matter  their  shade  ;  a  winning  smile  that  always  has  a  place,  the  embarrassing  illegibility  of  a  true  to  life  doctor’s  scrawl.  i  heard  you  have  exceptional self-control  …  interesting.  when  you’re  not  being  a  doctor,  you’ll  always  be  found  at  the  town  hall.  i’m  sure  the  olympic  coven  will  be  pleased  to  know  you’ve  been  here  for  three  years,  as  we  all  are !

FULL  NAME:  carlisle  cullen NICKNAME(S):  dr.  cullen,  “dad” DOB:  july  3rd,  1940 AGE:  36  /  380 GENDER:  cis  male SEXUALITY:  pansexual,  panromantic HOMETOWN:  london,  england RELIGION:  catholic  (  lapsed  ) SPOKEN  LANGUAGES:  english  (  fluent  ),  french  (  fluent  ),  italian  (  fluent  ),  russian  (  conversational  ) OCCUPATION:  doctor 

everything is the same as in the books, apart from carlisle’s age. it still stresses me out that carlisle is 23?????? 23 and a father of 5. it’s honestly wild. SO carlisle is 36. 

honestly carlisle has done nothing wrong in his life EVER. the vampire noble peace prize winner each year since 1663??? carlisle cullen. is your dad’s name carlisle cullen?? no?? is now.

all joking aside, the one thing i would say about carlisle that is often forgotten is that he’s Not perfect. he’s a kind soul and would do anything for anyone - but there are conditions to that. he’s not about to put his family in harm's way because it benefits someone else. each decision he makes has to avoid exploiting the fam and although he’s fiercely loyal, don’t mistake that for him being blindly kind. he can say no (and he’s not about to apologise for it). 

each family member he’s gained, he’s recovered a piece of himself that had been missing from the loneliest years of his life ( since that night in the sewers). he’s learned to love himself through loving others - it took him 300 or so years but he got there in the end !! what an inspo

he’s by no means elitist about his ~vegetarianism~. he doesn’t like to pass judgements on others regarding their status - however, it’s something he definitely struggles with ( he goes back and forth ) ; watching far too many close friends struggle with it has opened his eyes to the endless complications. i also think that his religious background has helped him steer away from judgement. he feels there’s no place for it.

carlisle most likely dabbled into every job you can imagine - it wasn’t as if time wasn’t on his side. from teaching to work within the law system, carlisle was first introduced to medicine in the late 1800′s and hasn’t looked back since. the job gave him the opportunity to heal and temporarily end suffering, but also put him in a position where he could oversee the medical supernatural influence (i.e. vampire/werewolf killings). 

after he was turned, he was adamant that he couldn’t see his family ( especially his father ) and made a difficult promise to himself that he wouldn’t even attempt to - however, he has kept tabs on his family members and wherever possible, helped anonymously, especially when it came to his nieces and nephews. but breaking his own promise, he visited his mother on her death bed, but she was too far gone to realise who he was. to her, she was just a man with a warm smile and kind eyes.

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Do you ever do anything except whine like a little bitch?

sometimes i whine like a BIG bitch

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But it is not bravery; I have no choice. I wake up and live my life. Don’t you do the same?

Anthony Doerr, All the Light We Cannot See (via ellacalm)

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If I wasn’t an actor, I’d be a police officer. I love doing detective work. It kind of works being an actor, because that’s part of the job. If I’m given a role, I try to do as much as possible.I don’t think that everyone has to, but for me, it’s my favourite kind of process, that kind of figuring things out. You get a real sense of accomplishment when you’ve felt like you’ve learned something.

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