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I just want to ride on the back of his motorcycle so bad 💔💔

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So, I guess I lost everything here with my hiatus, is anyone still around? 😅 My mental health has been atrocious this year because, well, gestures vaguely...I've been staying away from here, and I'm trying to come back, we'll see how that goes.

I had my birthday on Thursday, lost a dear friend that day to her battle with chronic illness, and had a doctor's appointment where I had X-rays done of my angry knee. 😅 My knee has been worse than usual lately, I have loose ligaments, and hyper mobility in a lot of my joints, this knee dislocated years ago, and got very angry on our vacation last summer. Apparently I have fluid around it, so it's physical therapy and a orthopedic consult.

I hope everyone is doing great, or at least hanging in. 🩵

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I'm back. And I have a few pictures of the first bloom on my orchid for this season.

She's smaller this time, not as many buds, but that might be because we've both been going through a lot. But she's staying strong, she's showing her gorgeous colors, and we're weathering the storms together.

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I need a friend to be gentle with me, to care, to comfort the sheer terror I've been trapped in. I need a friend to pour into me. I'm so tired. I'm so tired of crying out for help, and being left to try to self soothe. I don't have any self soothing left in me. I need someone to soothe me, someone to care.

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I don't have a nervous system anymore. I have an hysterical system, and it's getting closer to breaking, and I have nowhere to turn.

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::Thinks about making a post.::

Brain - Why are you doing that? Absolutely no one cares, save your time.

Me - ::Delete, delete, delete, delete.::

I'm just gonna ghost until I don't know when. My presence doesn't matter, my absence doesn't matter, I don't matter.

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I was too lazy to wade through the forked up tags, so this gif is from Google.

Julia Louis-Dreyfus in NATIONAL LAMPOON'S CHRISTMAS VACATION (1989) dir. Jeremiah S. Chechik

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He looks so innocent, so sweet, but he's there...lurking...😐🤣

I have a wooden Santa outside the front door. It's tied to the old dog tie out hook to keep it from flying away, but when it's windy it moves, and hits the door, sometimes very hard. It just smacked into the front door, and I jumped so hard I made my angry shoulders, the ones that were adjusted yesterday and were finally feeling okay, to start aching. 😅 Aaaaand it hurts to lift my right arm. 😅

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I have a wooden Santa outside the front door. It's tied to the old dog tie out hook to keep it from flying away, but when it's windy it moves, and hits the door, sometimes very hard. It just smacked into the front door, and I jumped so hard I made my angry shoulders, the ones that were adjusted yesterday and were finally feeling okay, to start aching. 😅 Aaaaand it hurts to lift my right arm. 😅

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I went to the forest that makes you have multiple pronouns and accidentally touched some poison ivy there

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I have careened headlong into neurodivergent shut down...

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It would be like that scene in Golden Girls when Dorothy and Stan had to pretend to still be married, and Dorothy let him sleep in her bed after he started trying to charm her. Sophia came in, got into bed and told him, pretend I'm the Berlin wall, try to get over me and know what barbed wire between your legs feels like. 🤣

What was mafia Bucky reaction to bee maybe wanting a sleep over with Frankie would he allow it or be like HELL NO

Frankie would be shipped off to a boarding school so fast😂

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How's your anxiety, Christina? Well when a person pushed a cart into the cart corral next to me I jumped out of my skin, I drove past the cemetery where my dad is buried, didn't go in, legit just drove past, and all my stuffing fell out. 🥴

Also about to tap out from pain because I had a chiropractor adjustment, and then ran errands, so in total I've been on my feet going for three hours with my anxiety up, too many people in my space, in pain, forgetting all sorts of things...My body isn't used to doing this much this long straight after an adjustment, so I'm in a state. 🥴

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Malyshka tries to do the "I can't pay the mortgage" prank.

Bucky: What mortgage? Our homes are paid for.

Malyshka: Oh. Right. Well, uh, I can't pay the light bill this month.

Bucky after a long silence: I don't even let you pay for your nails, so why do you think you're ever going to pay our light bill? Since you've been mine, you've never had to worry about money. And we both know I've made sure you'll never pay another bill in your life. So try again.

Malyshka: ....

Bucky: Yeah, that's what I thought.

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I am Abood from Gaza, I am 17 years old. The circumstances here in Gaza forced me to enter this application, perhaps someone can help me. My story is that I am a high school student because of the war in Gaza. I was forced to leave school because there were no safe schools during the war, and thus I lost my dream of completing my studies, as I was one of the diligent and top students in my school and I dreamed of a promising future, but this war stole everything from me, even my home and many, many relatives and loved ones around me. I hope that someone will put himself in my place and help me survive outside Gaza and complete my studies to achieve the dream that I have always dreamed of. Please help me 🙏 🥺https://gofund.me/bda38b9d

Unfortunately I'm unable to financially help at this point, mental health issues have kept me unemployed, but I can spread the world, and boost the signal. Please know my heart and prayers are with Palestine. 🇵🇸

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Hello my friends 👋

I hope that you will stand by me and help me reach my goal of saving my family from the danger of death in Gaza, providing the necessities of life and subsistence, and reaching safety. Your financial support and sharing our story is our only hope for the family’s survival and to save our lives. Your kindness and generosity can make a difference🙏🍉

Unfortunately I'm unable to financially help at this point, mental health issues have kept me unemployed, but I can spread the world, and boost the signal. Please know my heart and prayers are with Palestine. 🇵🇸