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[fantasiesandfairies]

growing realisation

NEW ON TUMBLR- MAYBE STARTING A POETRY ACCOUNT?

ANYWAYS- this one is called 'GROWING REALISATION'

I'd rather feel numb

than having to go through this pain

I cant fight this fight

as I always had this doubt

whether id be able to survive or not

18 and I'm drenched in pain

all my teenage years have gone in vain

And now 20 is 2 years away

God! that sounds insane

life is so short

wish I could've lived it another way

I want to grow up again

but here comes another day

I'm trying to live it but it has already gone away

All this rage shows how I age

Fighting with myself- a tough game

Grew up thinking people were insane

but as I grow older I can relate.

-fantasiesandfairies<3 (me)

[fantasiesandfairies]

starting my poem journey

ART OF PEOPLE NOT GIVING A FUCK <3

Its been like a whole damn day

Yet you didn’t bother finding a different way

Way to text me and ask me “are you okay?”

I’ve been lying bored in my bed

Blankly staring at the text I sent

Are you ignoring me on purpose 

Or are u just not aware?-

That I’ve been up all night

Wondering how much you cared

Well clearly not enough to check anywhere

You’re so busy with your friends

That you’re not aware

Unaware that I’m struggling

And wanted you there

God, how is this fair?

That I'm the one overthinking, still caring

While he doesn’t even dare?