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Any advice for beating fasting insomnia? I have such a hard time to sleep when I fast and that's what stops me from doing more than 24hrs more often. I do 24hrs almost daily but the moment I have to sleep I'm cooked. I've tried taking melatonin but even that doesn't seem to do much.

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me looking at the person im eating with to make sure im eating slower than them😭😭

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I kinds feel like this about my gf. I'll tell her I haven't eaten in 2 days and walked 12k steps and she will congratulate me. I'll tell her I wish I could wear cute cocktail dresses like she wears when we go out and she says you'll get there someday. It's like hurtful and I love it at the same time it's so weird.

It's so weird having a family that actively encourages ur eating disorder.

Cus I'll talk abt thinspo posts and the most toxic ed shit I see on tumblr to my mum, or litterally show it to her and she just laughs like it's a cute little dieting inside joke.

Or like I can straight up say to my dad "I haven't eaten anything but 50 cal soup for 3 days" and he'd congratulate me for my dieting skills and willpower.

Or my sister who is like actually overweight and has an 3d in the opposite direction to me will call me fat or a fatty while I'll eat an egg and a cup of coffee in a day while she orders take away for the second time in 15 hours.

It's like

Living inside 3d tumblr

Which is weirdly very helpful and encouraging but also like toxic af 😭💀

Don't get me wrong tho I love my parents, they're probably just proud of me bcs of how I used to be and don't fully understand what's going on. But it is what it is

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Whenever some one does something shitty to me (which happens a lot) I use it as motivation to get skinnier

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reminder that despite being an ana blog, fatphobia is not welcome here!

all bodies are welcome, all bodies are beautiful. scars, fat, stretch marks, whatever.

just because I have a mental disorder which affects my perception of myself does not mean I condone mistreatment of others.

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Where do yall get those konjac jelly pouches? I'd like to try one but have no clue where to find them.

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Made some Lil pork chops and rice for dinner. Came up to around 650 calories and I actually feel so full. I think I need to start caring more about macros fr.

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I think the one moot I had who talked to me got t-worded and I'm so sad. 😭 I need more Tumblr friends plz.

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I had two weeks off for the holidays and ate so much I'm scared to weigh myself now. I need to lock back in so bad but omfg I suck at this. Restricting is so hard.

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REBLOG IF YOU'RE AN ACTIVE 3D BLOG IN 2025 TRYING TO FIND MORE MOOTS

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whatever is up there please make zero cal alcohol

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When ur gf is low-key hurtful but u low-key love it bc it motivates you to ⭐️ve

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Ughhh I want to go for a 48hr fast but I'm so hungry idk if I can make it 😭

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12.5k steps in today omfg I'm dying 😭

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i made an ai image of an anorexia pixar movie poster and i'm crying