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@tr1cked liked this post for a starter (that took long enough ♥)

The light in the upscale, members-only lounge, was soft, dimmed. It blurred the flaws, made everything beautiful, pure, perfect. That was what Hyacinthe liked about it. Everything was velvet. Everything smelled faintly of bergamot, smoke, and money.

Hyacinthe sat alone at a table near the far end of the room, beneath a low chandelier that looked more like falling stars than lighting. Her legs were crossed, one heel barely grazing the floor - a simple, black stiletto that was absurdly high. Tonight's look was impossibly simple yet elegant and structured, a long black velvety dress with a thigh-high slit that revealed smooth, milky skin. Long, wavy brunette wig brushed her bare shoulders, cheekbones sculpted to cut; lips lacquered in crimson.

She sipped from a champagne glass with one hand, the other idly spinning the base against the table’s edge. Time passed in beautiful, indulgent silence. She was on their second drink. Not her third — not yet.

He's late.

Of course he was. And of course she minded. But only a little. Only the way one minds thunder before it breaks — irritation wrapped in anticipation, sharpened by the certainty that when he did arrive, it would be worth it.

And then — footsteps.

She exhaled slowly through her nose and tilted her chin a fraction higher, lips parting in something that wasn’t quite a smile. "Took you long enough," she said calmly, voice like velvet. "I was starting to think you were trying to test my patience."

She reached for her drink again — no rush, no dramatics — and took a long sip before adding, as an afterthought: "You do know I only wait for things that are worth looking at."

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I got a lot new followers lately so I guess it is time for a new starter call? So like this for a starter. Length will vary. Multis pls specify.

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"I am not ignoring you. I was busy. And when I'm busy, I focus on work, but I'm not ignoring anybody."

❝ I feel like you are ignoring me and I don't like being ignored. ❞

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@familyoftwo liked whatever post for a starter 😌

Hyacinthe stared at the mess on the table like it insulted their lineage. Crushed glue sticks, a pile of off-brand markers bleeding into each other, and a poster that read NAPOLEON A SHORT KING in jagged, all-caps trauma font. The drawing underneath appeared to be a small man wearing what might be a hat or a slice of pizza. Hard to tell. Hyacinthe did not even blink. "You said 'help him with a school project,' Joseph. Not 'perform a full resurrection of 19th century France with glitter and trauma glue.'"

Somewhere down the hall, Lucas screamed: "WHERE’S THE BIG SCISSORS?" Hyacinthe tilted their head toward the hallway but kept their eyes on Joseph. "If he cuts his own bangs, that’s on you." They started rolling up their sleeves. Slowly. With ceremony. "Now tell me. How historically accurate are we aiming for, and do I have creative control?"

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In truth, they did not mind the break Loki was forcing them to take when he pulled the book toward him. Whenever they read to themselves, they were able to understand everything they read but, when it was reading out loud, Hyacinthe needed more time processing what they were reading. "It's not nonsense," they replied, shaking their head. "Actually, I like those stories very much. It's just that sometimes, I don't understand everything I read." It was easy admitting such a thing to him.

Loki never made them feel stupid for struggling to read. In fact, she never made them feel bad about anything and accepted them as they were. And that thought pushed them to take the book again and flip through the pages, briefly. "I think I'm fine finishing this tale, and then maybe you can take over for the next one." They had been reading a tale about a far away world whose name they had already forgotten, and smiled at Loki. Unable to resist, they leaned in closer to steal a kiss from his lips. It did not linger much, in fact barely at all, and Hyacinthe went back to slowly decyphering the words on the pages, until they reached the end of the tale. "I liked this one. It's my favorite, so far."

[ aloud ] sender reads aloud to receiver (except Hyacinthe struggles reading because they stopped between the age of 6 and 16 so they have a lot of gaps but they don't feel as ashamed reading to Loki 👀)

snuggled up beside hyacinthe, there was a book balanced between them. it was a fairytale book of sorts, the kind with magic and fae. something that reminded LOKI of his homeland. he didn't get homesick, he was able to return at any time. knowing that he wasn't welcome there had tarnished most of his wants to return. his interests were being here, comfortably sat on the couch - a blanket over both of their shoulders. the book had no photos, no breaks in the text. it was words all the way down the page. his reader having a difficult time with some of the words. she doesn't dare tease them about it - not everyone had the same education as a prince, after all.

reaching out for the book, she shifts it closer to herself for a moment. ❝  would you like me to take a turn? i know it's a lot of ... nonsense to read. these stories come with much backstory. but, they are as real as anything. maybe - not to you, but to me. ❞ the edges of the book are faded, something well - worn. it's aged. the novel seeing many decades that it's reader had not. the two of them might have been the same age physically, but LOKI had many years on his companion; spending them differently than they did. ❝  just tell me when you need a break, i'd be happy to read some out to you. ❞ not wanting all of the pressure to be on them - he would graciously read some to his partner. wanting them to enjoy the stories just as much as he had.   

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SOFT(ish) ANGST PROMPTS

“  i thought you were gone.  for good. ”

“  you left and—  i thought you weren’t coming back.  ”

“  i miss you.  i know i’m not supposed to,  but.  i just had to see you.  ”  

“  please don’t scare me like that again.  i can take a lot of things,  but not losing you.  ”

“  i can’t even take the very thought of you getting hurt.  ”

“  you could’ve gotten yourself killed! you could’ve— fuck!  you scared the shit outta me.  ” 

“  yes.  i am telling you what to do.  i’m telling you not to pull something like that again because—  ‘cause fucking hell.  i care about you.  okay? ”  

“  i found myself driving home and then.  well i was on my way here.  ‘cause i guess…you’re still my home.  ” 

“  please,  tell me why you’re upset.  tell me who did this?  ”

“  you don’t have to come over here and take care of me you know.  i can clean up my own messes.  ”

“  don’t talk.  just get the fuck over here and hold me.  ”

“  loving you is like having my heart just out in the world.  outside of my body walking around.  every time i see you hurting,  it kills me.  ”

“  i made you cry.  and i hate myself for that.  i swore i wouldn’t be one of the people who left you hurting.  ”

“  you really hurt me this time.  but i want to let go of that.  i really do want to forgive you i’m just scared you’ll hurt me again.  ”

“  i know you’re mad at me right now,  but i’m the one who’s here.  let me be here.  let me help.  you can be angry later.  ”

“  i’m here now.  i know i wasn’t before.  but i should’ve been.  and i’m not going anywhere.  i’m not gonna let that happen again.  ”

“  it’s time to come home now.  ”

“  that’s enough.  you’ve got your revenge.  let’s go.  ”

“  i know you’re hurting.  and i can’t fix that.  but i can refuse to let you hurt alone.  ”

“  i’m never letting go of you.  i missed you so fucking much.  ”

“  look at me,  you’re safe.  and you’re not alone.  and i’ll never let you be alone again.  you understand?  ”

“  i broke my promise to you once.  i’ll never do it again.  ”

“  i don’t need you to go white knighting and fix all this.  i just want you here.  with me.  that will make me feel better.  ”

“  just stay still and let me hold you.  ”

“  you don’t have to hide your tears.  let it out.  then we’ll move on,  together.  ”

“  i just.  needed to talk to you ‘cause.  somehow you always know what to say.  ”

“  don’t bury your feelings.  sadness.  hurt.  rage.  feel it.  acknowledge it so you can decide what you want to do with it.  not what it will do to you.  ”

“  i miss your smile.  and not that sad one you try to fool everyone with.  the real one.  the one you used to show me.  ”

“  come here.  i’m taking care of you tonight.  and you’re gonna let me.  ”  

1) our muses reunite after sender thought receiver was dead. 

2) our muses reunite after receiver thought sender was dead. 

3) sender shows up at receiver’s house drunk after they’ve broken up. 

4) receiver shows up at sender’s house drunk after they’ve broken up. 

5) our muses are on bad terms but reunite after one of them nearly dies. 

6) sender finds receiver crying and approaches,  clearing the tears with their hands while demanding to know what happened. 

7) receiver finds sender crying and approaches,  clearing the tears with their hands while demanding to know what happened. 

8) our muses haven’t been speaking,  but sender rushes to take care of receiver after they’ve been injured or fell ill. 

9) our muses haven’t been speaking,  but receiver rushes to take care of sender after they’ve been injured or fell ill. 

10) sender hurt receiver in some way,  which led to receiver doing something reckless and sender shows up to stop them/or deal with the aftermath. 

11) receiver hurt sender in some way,  which led to sender doing something reckless and receiver shows up to stop them/or deal with the aftermath.

12) our muses are in a fight,  but cuddle anyway because they don’t like sleeping alone. 

13) receiver wakes sender from a nightmare. 

14) sender wakes receiver from a nightmare. 

15) sender wakes up in the hospital and finds receiver at their side,  who is in the same clothes as the day they were admitted because they’ve refused to leave their side. 

16) receiver wakes up in the hospital and finds sender at their side,  who is in the same clothes as the day they were admitted because they’ve refused to leave their side. 

17) our muses are currently on the outs,  but receiver goes through something traumatic and sender pushes past their friends to get to them. 

18) our muses are currently on the outs,  but sender goes through something traumatic and receiver pushes past their friends to get to them. 

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hold on why the hell would Hyacinthe lack communication skills???? all the ships who ghosted her are those lacking communication skills if you ask me

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WHAT ARE YOU LACKING?

Hyacinthe is lacking

love

communication skills

vitamins

Tagged by @familyoftwo 💙 Tagging: YOU!!

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"You... Have you..." At a loss for words, Hyacinthe stared at Peter for a second before shrugging and pointing negligently at the mirror he seemed to be so fascinated with. "Have you ever tried one of those mirrors?" they asked, laughter running at the edge of their lips. "Like, I'm sorry, you're making a whole lot of drama for a simple mirror. The lights just help you see yourself better."

❛ what's your opinion on those mirrors with lights around it? ❜ peter asks, scratching his head as he considers it. ❛ i've always thought they're kinda dumb. like... i can't envision myself seeing shit with a bunch of lights glaring at me? but they're also... amazingly cunty, right? ❜ / @fcllederage

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Hyacinthe was more than surprised to see him so excited to hear somebody else speaking Russian. And all of a sudden, his speech got a lot faster. They were not expecting how stressful it could be to put themselves out here, speaking a language they were not completely comfortable, but when he spoke again, they realized they panicked so much they even struggled understanding. "Спасибо… Я… Я все еще…" Their sentence died out as the man interrupted them - probably for good.

Thankfully, he had switched to English, as he had most likely noticed how helpless they looked when he spoke Russian, almost as if they had not expected an answer in this language. Finally, Hyacinthe smiled at him. "Well, that's a lot of information," they chuckled. It was a blunt, straightforward answer, but delivered with enough kindness that the man - Alexei - would not take it personally. Nevertheless, they grabbed his hand to shake it. "Nice to meet you, Alexei. I'm Hyacinthe. Yes, that’s my real name. No, my parents weren’t high — just weird and a little cruel. No, I didn't get to vote. But here we are, right?"

After settling back down in their chair, they took a sip of their coffee to process all of it. "Yeah, to be honest, I haven't heard Russian before in New York. So for like... five years, something. Are you here on holiday or something?"

WHEN HE HEARS RUSSIAN, his eyebrows pops up in surprise, excitement written all over his face. it's not something he hears often anymore, especially not since he's one of the only russian - speaking athletes left in his sport most of the time, so it makes him elated to hear. ❝ вы говорите по-русски !! ❞ YOU SPEAK RUSSIAN !! the joy in alexei's voice is obvious. he can hear the hesitation, though. the words are not said natively. his excitement doesn't wane, but he does go with option b. ❝ i also speak english if that makes you more comfortable. it is alright, i am used to it. being stared at comes with my job. i was not even aware i was being stared at. i was just talking about something i saw on my phone. ❞ he holds up the device, an iphone 16, before quickly setting it back down.

❝ you do a fine job pronouncing russian, by the way. ❞ A MORE PERSONAL COMPLIMENT, not something he gives out often, but a true statement. he hasn't heard anyone speak it in public in so long, a few years now, so to hear someone say anything in his native tongue makes alexei happy. it reminds him of home. after all this time, after accepting that leaving russia was best for him, he still gets homesick. he turns in his chair to face the other, focusing his attention on them. he leans over and holds out his hand, offering to shake hands.

❝ alexei ivanov. ❞ HE ALWAYS FORGETS TO INTRODUCE HIMSELF BEFORE HE STARTS CONVERSATIONS, blame that on over a century's worth of isolation. he's not exactly sure how to start conversations without flattering someone. he keeps being told that doing that isn't the best way and only opens him up to possibly being taken advantage of, but he doesn't care. any attention is good attention. ❝ i must admit, you made me very excited when you spoke up. i do not often hear russian anymore. ❞

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okay so if I ever again hear somebody say Paris sucks more than Marseille, I'm throwing them off a cliff because Marseille was probably the worst experience of my life 🫠

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Send 💕 and my muse will use The Love Calculator to see how compatible they are.

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VARYING KISSES PROMPT

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PLACES TO KISS .. ( send "reverse" to switch the sender + receiver roles )

sender kisses receiver's knuckles.

sender kisses receiver's cheek.

sender kisses receiver's lips.

sender kisses receiver's palm.

sender kisses receiver's temple.

sender kisses receiver's inner thighs.

sender kisses receiver's hair.

sender kisses receiver's shoulder.

sender kisses receiver's neck.

sender kisses receiver's knees.

sender kisses receiver's stomach.

sender kisses receiver's top of head.

sender kisses receiver's chest.

sender kisses receiver's upper back.

sender kisses receiver's foot.

sender kisses receiver's inner wrists.

sender kisses receiver's nose.

sender kisses receiver's forehead.

sender kisses receiver's fingertips.

sender kisses receiver's shoulder blade.

sender kisses receiver's lower back.

sender kisses receiver's outer thighs.

sender kisses receiver's sternum.

sender kisses receiver's collarbone.

sender kisses receiver's earlobe.

sender kisses receiver's forearm.

sender kisses receiver's chin.

REASONS TO KISS .. ( send "reverse" to switch the sender + receiver roles )

sender kisses receiver to say goodbye.

sender kisses receiver to say hello.

sender kisses receiver to say goodnight.

sender kisses receiver to say good morning.

sender kisses receiver to distract them.

sender kisses receiver to reassure them.

sender kisses receiver to initiate something further.

sender kisses receiver to shut them up.

sender kisses receiver to comfort them.

sender kisses receiver to say i love you.

sender kisses receiver to tease them.

sender kisses receiver to fluster them.

sender kisses receiver to congratulate them.

sender kisses receiver to give into them.

sender kisses receiver to surprise them.

sender kisses receiver to pretend they're in a relationship.

sender kisses receiver to show off for someone else.

sender kisses receiver to wish them luck.

SETTINGS TO KISS .. ( send "reverse" to switch the sender + receiver roles )

sender kisses receiver at a restaurant.

sender kisses receiver in the kitchen.

sender kisses receiver in a pool.

sender kisses receiver at a cafe.

sender kisses receiver at a party.

sender kisses receiver in the bedroom.

sender kisses receiver in a movie theatre.

sender kisses receiver in a car.

sender kisses receiver at a park.

sender kisses receiver in a club.

sender kisses receiver in an alleyway.

sender kisses receiver on the bus or train.

sender kisses receiver in a closet.

sender kisses receiver in a store isle.

sender kisses receiver in a parking lot.

sender kisses receiver in the woods.

sender kisses receiver at school.

sender kisses receiver at the bar.

sender kisses receiver at the beach.

sender kisses receiver in the ocean.

sender kisses receiver in the garage.

sender kisses receiver at work.

sender kisses receiver on a boat.

sender kisses receiver in a theatre.

sender kisses receiver in a tent.

sender kisses receiver in the bathroom.

sender kisses receiver in a motel suite.

sender kisses receiver in a hotel suite.

sender kisses receiver at a cabin.

sender kisses receiver in an office.

sender kisses receiver in the backyard.

sender kisses receiver on the porch.

sender kisses receiver in a secret or hidden place.

originally posted by a now deactivated account (askboxmemes)

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a part of me misses writing in the TWD verse but I'm not sure I'd be able to do it again tbh

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so I thought I was gonna write but I'm too sleepy and distracted so I'm just gonna keep on watching TWD and dream of Daryl-

but! tomorrow, I'm heading to Marseille with friends and, while they are going to Ed Sheeran's concert, I'm gonna write, write, write 😌

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*crawls on the dash*

hi im dead

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what color character are you?

dark blue character

Dark Blue characters are kindhearted and responsible, driven to care for others around them.

They are good at strategizing in the heat of the moment, but are also quite impulsive and rush into things without a plan when they are fired up. While calm people and patient teachers, they are quite hotheaded and not afraid to stand up for what they believe in. Their sense of morality guides them, both into battle, and into healing. They get along with a wide range of people, but do have a temper that causes them to get into short-lived disagreements. They don’t like to be seen as inferior, as much of their strength comes from the softness inside of them. They like being needed and helpful, and want people to agree that they know what’s best for them, although others can get annoyed at what they perceive as nagging. They take turns being the voice of reason and the reason for the voice. They can hold their own, and believe in respecting everyone as long as everyone is respectful in turn. They often had to grow up fast and mature early, which they both take pride in and resent. They are likely to join a just cause on a whim, and do what it takes to develop the skillset they need to best help the cause, although they prefer to be at the center of the action.

If they feel no one is doing anything and it needs to be done, they’ll step in. They are often close to prodigies, having some sort of incredible skill that they can expertly hone. They are inspirational and have a lot of emotional maturity. They can both maneuver people through their hardships and inspire them to rise up. They can often ignore their own feelings and needs in the process of being a sort of martyr for others, however, and can grow resentful when no one pays attention to them like they do for others. Dark blue characters need people in their lives who will encourage and uplift them in whatever cause they choose to support, as well as give them space to talk out their feelings. They also need others who will recognize when they are taking too much responsibility on, and take some time to give them care and support and affirm their willingness to care.

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