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Someone: *questions my chronic illness*

Me: *begins to question if I’m actually sick despite living with my illness for years*

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Random body part: *decides to feel like it's vibrating*

Me: shut up nobody's texting you you're a foot

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doctor: so have you noticed any side effects?

me: you’re assuming that i DONT spend every waking minute actively ignoring everything to do with my fucky body

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Tummy: Eating was a Mistake

Me: But you were hungry???

Tummy: No I wasn't, that was me testing you.

Me: ????

Tummy: You failed.

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It is some of the hardest battles I have ever faced. Your brain keeps attacking you as you are trying to come up for air. Hugs to all who may have an attack today.

I don’t think people realize how much strength it takes to pull your own self out of an anxiety attack or a panic attack. So if you’ve done that today or any day, I’m proud of you.

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you ever have that feeling where you’re lying down but you wish you could be lying down more

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my back: too much walk!!!!

my back: too much sit!!!!

my back: !!!!!!!!!!!!

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Me: can I sleep??

Body: only if it’s at a time that’s inconvenient :)

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chronic illness skills:

-really good at getting blood drawn -sleeping -tv marathoning -doing everything in pain -know the best heating pads -will sit on the floor if there are no chairs -smarter than doctors sometimes tbh

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a small thing I did today

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I have this struggle DAILY

Me: I'm doing too much. I need to rest and take care of my body.

Also Me: I'm not doing enough. I need to get more stuff done.

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this user has fibromylagia

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When I first got sick and had no idea how to do any of the things...

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Off pain meds

After a few year of low does of Norco for my fibromyalgia and poly arthritis, I have beem off it for almost two weeks!

It wasn't easy and I am still in pain but it started making my depression and anxiety so bad it wasn't worth it anymore.

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Lies I tell myself before a procedure…