feltsadmightdeletelater

[feltsadmightdeletelater]

I’m sad and lonely. lol.

Idek what else to say anymore…

[feltsadmightdeletelater]

I deserve to be dead ✨✨✨

[feltsadmightdeletelater]

It would be so much fucking better for everyone if I just died.

Literally no one would miss me or care.

I have no future.

No talents.

Nothing to give to the world.

I’m not kind. I’m not funny. I’m not smart.

I’m useless, and really shit to be around. No one loves me, and that’s the way it’s supposed to be.

I deserve to be dead.

I deserve to be dead.

I deserve to be dead.

I deserve to be dead

I deserve to be dead.

I deserve to be dead.

I deserve to be dead.

I deserve to be dead.

I deserve to be dead.

I deserve to be dead.

I deserve to be dead.

[feltsadmightdeletelater]

It is crazy how much better off everyone would be if I was dead.

[feltsadmightdeletelater]

I’m not going to force you to talk to me anymore.

If you want to talk to me, that’s on you for once.

I’m not expecting to hear anything for a while. 👍

[feltsadmightdeletelater]

It hurts when you realise that you drain the person you feel energises you.

Like okay. I’ll just go kms then 👍

[feltsadmightdeletelater]

I literally feel like I’m 13 again.

I’ve sh-ed 2 nights in a row now which I haven’t done for YEARS.

I’m literally miserable.

[feltsadmightdeletelater]

I’m not going to bother you anymore.

It’s time to start pushing people away.

[feltsadmightdeletelater]

None of this would’ve been an issue if I just killed myself at 16

[feltsadmightdeletelater]

I just want to feel worthy of being loved. I’m so lonely and tired…

[feltsadmightdeletelater]

you ever feel that deep ache in your chest and it feels like you can’t breathe and you’re not sure what’s real or fake and you’re not sure if you’re alive anymore and you feel so intensely empty and like a void is inside of you you just feel so reckless wanting to do something anything to fill that black hole in your chest and you just might try to run away or cvt or even expire yourself idk guys i’m just rambling

[feltsadmightdeletelater]

The moment you care about someone until your feelings are dependent on how they treat you, you're fucked.

How does it feel being at the mercy of other people, my dear?

[feltsadmightdeletelater]

I honestly just want to die lmao.

Idek why… I’m so over it.

[feltsadmightdeletelater]

Idk man. I’m exhausted LMAO.

I don’t know what to do anymore.

[feltsadmightdeletelater]

Why do I feel so empty inside?

I don’t understand. I have something big coming… I should be excited. But I just feel nothing.

[feltsadmightdeletelater]

Im so dissociated.

[feltsadmightdeletelater]

✨ I deserve to be dead ✨