feoamor29

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Always wanted to be 105 but as I look in the mirror and see no ass I decided maybe not😭 anywayssss life update. I’ve been eating about 1500 cals a day. Eating a high volume of fruits and vegetables. I’ve been soooo happy and in such a better mood. I’ve also been just trying to take care of myself and rebuild my relationships with ppl important in my life rather than focusing on my weight and appearance. Dare I say this is the best routeee🙉 im usually never over 115 lbs unless im bloated and on my period but even then I don’t go past 117. Looking back on last year, I was in such a shit place. Super unhealthy and unhappy. Nowwww im happy eating good and im actually skinnier😝 flat tummy everyday unless I’ve just eaten but who cares it goes away after like an hour. I’ve been slacking at the gym but trust I will have a flat tummy and a slighttt ass

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Winter coming and Ariana grande is all I’m seeing😭 everyone hating on her but like dream bod lowkey… anywaysss life updatee I’ve been maintaining my weight never past 121ish and lowest ill be at is 117. But yea it just fluctuates. My period has a pretty big effect just cause it makes me depressed and hungry. Working a bunch has kept me from eating a lot which is nice. Alsooo got a gf and I always wanna be thin and pretty for her so that’s a motivation. Still sad about no ass tho. I try to go to the gym but I’m so tired from working I be cutting it short🥲 girl don’t expect changes when you’re not completing good reps and eating enough😩 been getting into old depression habits lately too. I really wanna do better just cause I have someone new in my life and other responsibilities. Kinda no room to be sad. Idk we’ll see. Alsooo ima go to Cali for thanksgiving which is excitinggg. I did lose more weight since I last went so def not excited for the “you’re so skinny” comments. Super uncomfortable cause they ask how lmaoo. Like girl download tumblr idk😭 also expecting a lot of “you’re gay?😧” comments lmaooo😭

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No appetite and trying to reach protein goal😞 I just wanna have a fatter ass and not feel weak at the gym. But I’m also loving the no appetite and feeling skinny🥲

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Life update iggg: me and the girl didn’t work out, I lost weight from heartbreak, started eating more again and I’ve just been maintaining a weight of 125 pounds. Kinda became a gym rat and I missed my ass😭 so I’ve stopped underrating and ate a good amount. Recently I’ve started talking to someone and all of a sudden I no longer want ti eat. I just wanna be so skinny and beautiful🙂‍↔️ but I don’t wanna lose my ass so I’ve been dealing with constant arguing in my head so annoying. I will say that even tho I started eating more, it’s only ever low cal high protein and I’m now traumatized from certain foods. Also can I just rant about americas food cause when I was in Mexico I was eating so much and I lost weight😩 always had a flat tummy even after eating a bunch. The food here is so trashhh🥲

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Tried to quit vaping but it just made me eat🫠 gonna be forced to quit when I go to Mexico for three weeks in June. I’m so scared of gaining weight. I’m hoping being around others and wearing tight clothes will stop me from overeating🤞🤞🤞

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I started getting to comfortable around food again and allowing myself to eat normally. Yikkeesss. I binged yesterday and today fuckkk. I feel so ugly now i wish i had more self control. Tm is a new day I’ll start over. Not gonna eat anything until after work. I plan to just drink a shake and go to the gym. Then make another shake after work

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weighed myself and saw that I’m at 117🫶 I weighed 125 a few days ago and it’s been like that for a hot min. worried my metabolism is slowing down so i ate good for a few days (no more than 2,000 Cals) and then started lowering and now I think I’m back in track. I need to excerise more tho cause even tho stomach is getting flatter, toning would make me look much better

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My birthday gift to myself this year was cuts on my arms and a cute bandaid lmaoo happy 20th to me, hopefully it’s my last

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Im officially 20 now and I’m glad to say I was able to stay under 125. Currently 123 and feeling iffy cause I ate a lot today. Couldn’t really pass. My aunt kept asking if I’m eating why I look anorexic and if I’m throwing up my food. Girl stop bringing attention on me😭😭 like yes I starve myself but they don’t gotta know tf. I just laughed it off but anywayssss just gonna try to enjoy my birthday and not eat toooo much

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seeing my chest bones become more visible and getting told I feel so boney when hugged>>>>

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Ariana grandes new music video is my new thinspø. God I wish I looked like herrr

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20th is this month. I already like my body. Not enough to stay this way but def content with how I’ll look on my birthday. very motivated since my mom always posts me on her Facebook💀💀. Gotta look skinny this time🙂 Also bought a birthday outfit. Very cute and fitting so exciteddd. Binging isn’t much of an issue anymore. Too depressed to even wanna get up and eat but a win is a win🙏 I still find myself overeating but like today I could’ve kept going but k was full and just stopped eating. I still deal with munchies after smoking but it’s no where as near as bad as the binges I would spiral into like before. It does help that I like to turn up and jam out to reggaetón after smoking a bowl tho. Shaking ass is good exercise🦅 <333

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Life Hack: Get your heart broken by a girl so you can lose apetite and lose a bunch of weight quick😍🥰😘☺️💞

warning: might make you binge eat instead🤩

I’ve been up and down lately. Mentally… very down and suicidal lmaooo I have gotta keep up with those meds…. But starving and weight wise, Ive binging a lot last week but idk if that was my period cause now I hate food. No apetite just heartbreak and the feeling of hating how fat I am😍 wtvvvv i got kinda lit with my coworkers today after convincing my manger to buy a bottle of vodka🫦 realized I shouldn’t be heartbroken bc if she really loved me she would not be choosing a MAN (🤢🤮) over me. Starting my hot girl winter as of now and focusing on reaching 120 for my 20th🫡

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Alright I think ppl are getting suspicious lmaoooo. I need to start hiding ts better. I pull a double with my coworker tm ughhh. She’s fs gonna comment why I’m not eating. Starved all day today so I can not feel guilty about eating a fucking chicken sandwich. At least I can lie and say I ate breakfast so I can wait a lil longer to eat

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alright I managed to not eat a bunch today. Idk if it was my period making me all hungry cause I’m gucci now. Still heartbroken and sad tho. I’m so down bad for this girl I’m going insane👹

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NEVERMIND YALL I CANT STOP EATING CAUSE OF THIS FUCKING HEARTBREAK. im so hurt this sucks