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Movie “The greatest showman”

​​In January I was going to see a movie with a friend of mine and we decided to see ‘The greatest showman’; because we saw the trailer and it seems like a really good movie; so we go to Jardin Plaza to see that movie, and that movie was pretty emotive for all the background of the characters and how they grow up meanwhile the movie goes on several songs we’re played and in one of those it was a song called “This is me” in which I get really interested because it was a slow song and a deep meaning that impact me. It got me emotional meanwhile the movie was played and I really enjoyed the movie and I have a bitter memory with that song.

The genre of the song it’s pop and the lyrics talk about someone who’s trying to not care about what other people talk about them, so they say that they feel worthy with themselves and that words can’t hurt them because they feel pleased with themselves; and in that moment I was feeling pretty insecure and devastated with my myself because of several and difficult problems in my life, so hearing this song make me feel melancholy and lonely, because I really identify myself with that song, and bring it back many moments and thoughts that were depressing, and that make the movie really attached with my emotions.

Now I feel joyful, appreciated and loved, because now I’m feeling better with myself and I am comfortable with myself. And I really like to listen to this song and also like the movie, so when I go and see it again, my mind begins to remember that moment, but not in a depressed way but in a thrilled way, I feel cheerful and grateful because that song reminds me that I’m worthy and no one can hurt me.

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Quinceanera party

This musical memory happens in 2016, I love reading books and all stuff, but recently I was interested in fallen angel’s stories, I was 14 years old when I found this song, give me love by Ed Sheeran, I totally fall in love of the slow rhythm, it is really slow and kinda romantic, however, this song it’s just folk and indie pop. I totally fall in love with the artist because his voice was amazing, stunning, hearing him really seems like taking a part of heaven, like how his voice go to slow and harder suddenly, and it was so delightful.

The sound of the guitar makes even better the sound like a classic song for a slow dance, and it makes it perfect for a waltz, so, that’s what I do, for my quinceanera party I chose this song because I was going to be 15 soon and I needed something beautiful that I love for that moment, and this song  make me feel so many things, energetic, relaxed, peaceful, but also in love and I think about books, that literally it’s a plus for my fascination about books, books and this song was a perfect match, I feel that I had a connection with the song, a strong one. And that increase when I put for my fifteen, it was a good memory, dancing with the song, the dress, it was jubilant.

And it was not only the lyrics that talk about a person who doesn’t have a lover and feel lonely, but also the video that represents cupid, the angel of love, who has no love at all, and it was so sad meanwhile you listen and watch the video, and that really impact me, and with the video passes the sound and the scenes goes stronger, faster and crazier, I feel a heart race in my chest for all the things that come to my mind at once and I really like when something makes me think more than a song that I only enjoy, and with the climax, that it’s a really be confusing leaves you stunning.

Now when I hear this song I feel a little bit nostalgic, but most of all I feel like I earn something from that, something that will no disappear so easily from myself, it’s still my favorite song and it has two important memories now, from books and my quinceanera party, so it’s a combination of emotions when I hear this song now, it’s like glad or elated but also melancholy for the meaning of the song, but I think it’s the perfect combination for this beautiful piece of art.

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Sister’s born

One important event of my life was my sister’s born; when my mother finally decided to tell me that she was pregnant, I cried, because I didn’t want a sibling, I just wanted to be the only child of the house, and obviously that make a huge impact in my life. I was eleven when that moment happens and I was really accustomed to have everything for myself and another child sounded like a really trouble, but I just got used to it because I couldn’t do anything else, so, when my sister was finally born, in April 12th of 2013, two days before my own birthday, thing that was actually funny because my family thought of how would be if she was born the same day as me; I went to the hospital and when I saw her, I immediately fell in love with her, I had never seem such a little, tiny creature in all my life, and she was so cute, I didn’t want to leave her, but sadly I had to because it was a hospital and it wasn’t allowed.

A few days later after my sister born, finally she was already in home, everything was normal, I was in school so I didn’t have so much time; one day I was listening music meanwhile I was doing homework when I heard “Hey Brother” by Avicii and when in the song it says that they will always be together, and talked about sister and the love that the singer has about her, it absolutely reminds me of my own sister because since the first time I loved her so much and really wanted to protect her from everything and support her the best I could; in that moment I felt a tickle in my spine and a lot emotions coming to me, like joy or fraternity, emotions that I thought I never feel, and it was stunning, it really changed me and made me someone who will try to do everything in this world for her no matter what could ever happen. 

The reason that I found about this song it was because its genre it’s Dance/ Electro house and I loved that genre, the excitement that it brings up, the lyrics talk about someone talking with their brother/sister and how that person will do everything for them no matter what, distance, problems, poverty, nothing matters at all, a very special way to demonstrate fraternity, and I felt really elated, comforted and nostalgic when I listened to this song, because it absolutely reminded me of my sister and how much I loved her, and the sound and the rhyme of the song it’s very catchy, sounds really cool meanwhile it express something so delightful.

Now I really feel nostalgic, sentimental, because each time I hear this song I remind the first time that I saw my sister at the hospital, that little tiny creature and I makes me really glad to have a sister, to have someone to share with, a partner for all my life, the way that now we can’t be separated of each other, how we play all the day even if she’s so much younger than me, we still have a lot of fun, and I can’t really think now how would be my life right now without her.