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fey crying challenge lets go ｡:ﾟ(;´∩`;)ﾟ:｡ this. i never expected to reach 100 when i first started y’know. but this. omg thank you like really. i will do an event gosh i want to!! im in a car rn and it’s freezing so i can’t really focus much but thank you for like— having an interest on my blog!! mwahs to all of you, have a lovely day, a sweet dream and a light heart!! (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*.｡×♡

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do you- do you guys know. have you guys watched it?

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you guys you guys do you know that i got pushed into a pool??? like there’s a pool in front of my house, like the bought pool alright don't assume anything else. but then! the kids suddenly pushed me into the pull and im wet from head to toes and it was chilly that time like whaaaa the kids oh my god :(( totally not a recommended experience

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hello world i just decided to stop studying since it’s already 3 am and i have exams early morning tmr so bye world

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tenkiu love but the result is so fun tho

even if it's like this aha. i’m really sorry if i’m bothering you, like i apologize if anything, feel free to ignore this if you want!! @nvzuna @liliansun @nnatsume @nyaitsu-writes ..tagging has never been not scary dearr :000

new quiz just dropped: what are you?

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can i request ibara with a s/o who likes to grab his arm while walking? please… i want to hold him in my arms </3

「 arms in arms, hands in hands: ibara 」

a/n: anon i want to hold him too :(( i feel like i can do much better and ibara is in my top 5 too :((

pairing: saegusa ibara x gn!reader

↬ at first, ibara wasn’t really condoning much of it but seeing how persistent you’re, he decided to just let you be. ibara is not that dumb of a lover to reject you brushing your thumb against his every time you hold his hand.

☆ the magenta haired sensed you coming from behind him, you immediately went in front of him and held up both of his hands with yours. “hand check! ..yep, still the same hands that I love.” you giggled as you let go of one hand, moving to his side instead with his hand still in yours. and before the two of you walked toward the next direction, ibara widened his fingers apart from each other. you unconsciously smiled at his subtle movement and was quick to intertwine his hand with you.

↬ even if he doesn’t really admit it, ibara is grateful for this particular adorable antique of yours. the male isn’t someone much of affection, he wasn’t used to it nor was his pride allowing it to be easy. if you pay close attention, you’ll notice how he rarely ー maybe never ー refuse your affections. but in some moments, ibara might be the one initiating it.

☆ he noticed something was off with you today from the way you seemed distant, your expression and tone. but mostly, the fact that you haven’t grabbed his arm into yours. did he do something wrong? did something bad happen to you earlier? whatever it is, ibara decided to initiate the skinship first. he pat your arm to alarm you and when you turned toward him, the man took your arm in his, locked securely ;>. which honestly surprised you but once you realized the situation, you laughed quietly and leaned your body onto him.

↬ this. oh my god he never expected that one day he’ll miss someone’s affection.

☆ he was heading to a meeting, all of a sudden ibara felt like your arm was around his and when he glanced at it, there was nothing. just him being all too used to you linking your arm with his that he can feel it even if you’re nowhere near. and dear, ibara craved your affection along his walk toward the meeting room.

“[name], my dear, I must say you’re quite the strategist.” your lover said, earning a confused huh. that time, if your senses weren’t playing with you or anything, ibara seems to hold you more closer. and who are you to complain when back at home you bashfully smiled about it to yourself.

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life is hard when you wanna get kasa but at the same time you're saving up and trying to not use any dias for hinata feature

(ノ｀⌒´)ノ┫：・┻┻

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i can't believe the day i finally got my motivation back was after i got vaccinated huh (; ❛ ᴗ ❛ ) my arm hurt and also my nose bc my brother punched it (hands on hips)

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Aaah! Tysm for the marine bio club x shy fem s/o aquarium date headcanons for me! They were so cute, I was smiling the whole time!!

how long has it been.. months?? idk im bad with time but i finally answer this :(( you're too kind sweetheart and im really glad i made you smile!! aha

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hi hello ! i really like how you write, very helpful for when im daydreaming haha ~ may i request hcs for makoto yuuki with an s/o who claims to be a "grandpa in spirit"? like how rei does? (i like to think makoto starts playin along once he gets used to it...) sorry if this is oddly specific, thank you !

「 youthful romance is for this old me too: yuuki 」

a/n: and i love being helpful despite not being so helpful myself.. you can clearly see that this is self-indulgent and i might make a short fic for that part..

pairing: makoto yuuki x gn!reader

↬ rather than surprised because of the grandpa in spirit’s claim, it was more to you claiming it. who would’ve thought he’ll meet another person similar to rei. yuuki never thought he'd have a person like you as his lover but honestly, he wouldn't have it any other way.

☆ at first, makoto was flustered. how was he supposed to react to you?! but you assured him that it was fine, him being flustered is enough reaction to brighten up your day. and.. he got flustered again. “just you being by my side is enough, no need to worry how to entertain this old me, my dear.” oh no :( how are you so sweet with your words :(( he might not survive today without turning red multiple time.

↬ sooner or later, after being with you for so long, he will grow used to it. both your grandpa spirit and the shameless acts of flirting. and yes he’ll probably play along. there were also times you said things as jokes but when makoto actually knocked on your door when it was raining, you’re the one who thinks they could cry because of how earnest your lover is.

☆ he remembered your careless remarks about singing and dancing in the rain while you two were watching ‘singing in the rain’. it was clear from the way he took out a raincoat and gave it to you (he was already wearing one). “I mean.. it wouldn’t be so fun if we get sick afterwards.” your lover said with a chuckle. if you’re usually moving slower than average then just for this time you’ll try to fasten up your pace of getting ready.

and when you linked your arm with makoto as he held the umbrella with his other hand, the rain was pouring down heavy enough for you to get in the perfect vibe. “ah, to be young again and do things impulsively, you’re threatening my inner child yuuki.” the male made a questioning noise, tilting his face toward you to let you elaborate more on the words.

you left a quick peck on his cheek and before he has time to react, you walked away from the umbrella and let the rain pour down freely on you while you thoughtlessly danced around the jogging road. makoto would stop you if it weren’t for the way you smiled like you were the happiest person in the world. just like how he threatened your inner child, you threatened his too and before he knew it, makoto was already abandoning his umbrella.

↬ when being with someone for a time long enough, it was meant for us to be alike in some way. subconsciously copying the way your s/o is and such. this fact doesn’t skip you and your lover.

☆ it’s when you observed him and noticed some changes, not much in the actions, more to the talking. no words needed, you adored the way he talks as a few elderly-like words slipped in. the way he realized his words and if you’re there, he’ll look at you with a cheeky smile flashed.

it’s when makoto observed you and noticed some changes, not much in the talking, more to the actions. this made him realize how you’ve been by his side for so long, how do he describes the way he felt when he saw you eagerly showing this new game you found and asking if he’s willing to play with you. just like you once told him, “with you, my dearest yuuki, I’m always someone in their youth.”

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hello hello! could I request you to write tatsumi having a crush on a male reader and possibly confessing to them? btw I really like your writing ^^

「 a crush to confess: tatsumi 」

a/n: hellolo to you too nonnie! rather than a male reader this seems more like a gn!reader :(( I had fun writing this too bc i totally went with what i think he'll do with my lack of understanding of his character ✌✌

pairing: kazehaya tatsumi x m!reader (but i guess it's pretty gn)

↬ tatsumi’s good at pretending as if his intimate actions toward you were only natural. he doesn’t want to risk you being uncomfortable around him, it’ll affect him much. but at the same time tatsumi wants you to at least get some hints.

☆ it’ll probably be like.. say, holding hands. going out in public, he’ll naturally take your hand in his. as if it’s granted of him to do that and when you look at him questionably, tatsumi smiles. so you decided to just let him be and consider it as nothing. except the hands squeeze and caress that was held from time to time made you consider something else by his action. (you wished it was)

↬ anything tatsumi does, he do it more affectionately toward you. his eyes lovingly staring at yours, the adoring smile he flashed that tugs yours too. you swear you can feel yourself melting every time tatsumi does that.

☆ he, without a warning, put his hand on top of your head and patted it. his pats were slow like he never wants to leave this single moment. tatsumi’s hand feels soft caressing your hair and you want to relish in his affection more. the man, of course, noticed it. and he did exactly what you wanted, tatsumi will always be willing to.

↬ it’s the day. today is the day. the day he’ll finally confess his feelings toward you. tatsumi might as well be more nervous than before he starts performing. he won’t make it extravagant nor will he make it average, today tatsumi wants to make you feel special and have your sole attention on him.

☆ you looked at the outfit you wore today and thought if it was enough for today, it was the first time he had asked you out on a date. god knows how long you’ve been waiting for this day to arrive. it was pleasant, calm, full of flutters and smiles. as the date almost came to an end, he brought you to a place up the hill to watch the sunset. time seems to tick by slower than ever but you weren’t complaining, thankful actually. for this day to not end in vain, you build up your courage and called out to the man. with your head on his shoulder, “tatsumi,” you said.

the male hummed, waiting for your voice to continue your sentence. when he noticed how you chose to stay silent, tatsumi took this chance to confess the romantic feelings he has for you. and for this day to not end in vain, you once again build up your courage and met your lips with his.

[ffeynn]

it's been like 2-3 hours since this card was released and i got him on my 15th pull (cries)

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hello fey ^o^ welcome and good luck on your works! may i request some sora fluff? thank you~

「 “HeHe~ sora loves you too!” 」

a/n: actualllyyyyy.. i think i got your request wrong, is it a hcs request?? and if it is, im really sorry!! do tell me if you want another one! for now pls bare with this uu

pairing: harukawa sora x gn!reader

sora skipped his way toward you, calling out your name. “[name]!” he shouted with a bright smile on his face.

you turned around and faced the boy with a smile akin to his, “sora.” starting your day with a happy sora couldn't be any better. maybe it's even more better if you knew sora is your s/o but reality isn't full of fulfilled dreams.

sora noticed your colour shifting to a gloomy one, he wonders if he’s the reason for that. that.. sora wouldn't want it. and sora doesn't want to see you sad, whatever the reason is, he’ll be sad too.

“sora? what’s wrong?” you asked in worry. worrying means you care for him, it made sora happy by the thought of it. right! he didn't answer your question yet.

“nope, sora is fine! he’s happy that he saw you in the morning!” he answered. not thinking of the possibility how you mentally bawl your eyes by how sweet he is. as much as you want to confess, what if your relationship severe when he rejects? you’d rather keep your feelings to yourself than having to experience that.

“i’m happy that I saw you too, oh, class is going to start soon, I need to go now. see you later sora!” regretful it is, you bid your goodbye to sora and rushed to your class. why must class start so early, you still want to talk with sora.

sometime after the short meeting between sora and you, hinata went up to greet sora once he arrived at the classroom. apparently the teacher will be a bit late today because of traffic. oh well, no one’s complaining.

“sooo.. sora,” hinata lowered down his voice and teasingly asked sora about his crush. and when sora told him that he was going to confess soon, hinata was like a girl that just talked with her crush. he was more excited than the person doing the deed himself.

the hours passed by with each ticks and in no time school hours found its end. luck was on sora’s side today, you accepted his invitation to an after-school hang out, switch also have no practice today.

sora did consult natsume and tsumugi about this matter and as much as they worry for him, sora very much appreciated their endless support in his meaningful rendezvous.

they decided to go to the nearby arcade.

“woah.. I haven't go to an arcade in forever.” you observed the place in awe while sora gleefully pointed at a game, “sora has played that game, it's really fun!”

you plucked up your courage and asked the boy if he minds teaching you how to play the game. “then sora.. can you teach me how to play it?”

“of course! then we can play together, HaHa~” he nodded with an expression so lovely (lips curled into a huge smile, eyes akin to his smile) it makes your heart swell in adoration, sora took your hand in his and quickly brought you to said game.

as you took the seat beside him, listen as he tells you the ways of the game, shoulders touching, your eyes averting from sora to the game and to sora back until his own aqua-like eyes locked your own (e/c) eyes in an eye-contact.

what is it that comes to you during that moment, you weren't curious. but at that coincidental, fateful if romantically, time, you confessed what has been sitting at the back of your mind for the longest time. “you know, sora.. I love you.”

and it was apparent, as clear as a crystal, as sora's aqua eyes, as your reddening ears. this love isn't one you have toward your family, toward your friends or toward achievements and hobbies. it is one you have, the one you feel every time sora appears on your mind, every time you saw him, you hears his voice and one too many reasons.

sora knows that, he knows that better than anyone as he's the one who shares this love with you. “HeHe~ sora loves you too!” and when sora said those words, you feel like crying. you were the happiest person during that single and common after-school hang out, sora shares that with you too.

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hiya fey =] !! i love your blog a lot , do you mind writing xiao, tetora nagumo, and riddle rosehearts in love with a gn reader?? tysm - you’re doing wonderful and i hope your blog takes off !!!

「 is this how it feels, being in love: xiao, tetora and riddle 」

a/n: heyy!! ahhh yes thanku! and really! thanku again for your words! i think i messed up tetora's one,,, but i hope you enjoy it - even if it's a bit!!

pairing: xiao, nagumo tetora, riddle rosehearts x reader (seperates)

↬ xiao in love huh. he won’t take it well at first, constantly denying the fact that his heart flutters upon your arrival at wengshui inn, the fact that he was glaring at any person a bit too close to you out of jealousy, the fact that he smiled every time he looked at the embroidery you did for him.

☆ he heard your usual footsteps going up the stairs, the adeptus can’t help waiting for your figure to come up to him with a warm smile and a cheerful, “xiao!”

ah, there it is, the name he came to love whenever he heard it in your voice. your voice who has never ran out of patience with his behavior and somehow managed to rinse away any of his present worries. look at that smile you flashed at him, one he has seen all too many times yet the more he sees it, the more xiao craves for it. the yaksha can feel his lips tugging by a bit.

↬ xiao doesn’t know what came to him when he heard you were sick and before he knew it, he was already in front of your house. why’s he even visiting you - xiao has no reason to. but well here the yaksha was, worried sick about you.

☆ he expects for the worse, xiao does when he heard the news of you being sick. when he found out that it's just a normal fever, he felt relief. out of all emotion, xiao was relieved.

he might be protective but now that you're sick, he's more protective. what do you mean you need to go out? you don’t. he’ll get some herbs after his fight against the abyss mage for you. “you’re still sick, don’t move much.”

↬ xiao knows he’s in love with you. but what good will it do to him when you obviously will leave him just like the others do. this love probably won’t even be mutual, you must have someone more deserving of your love and time.

☆ or maybe that’s all only in his mind. the sight of you timidly trying to not avoid his eyes, your face growing deeper shades of red each seconds, your earnest voice confessing your deep feelings of love for him.

he knows you’re sincere, it’s a genuine love. one you have for him and one he has for you. it’s alright to be in love, he won’t trade it with anything nor will he avoid it any longer. if you’re the one he’s with, xiao will be more than glad to be in love.

↬ is he in love? tetora wonders if what he’s feeling toward you is love. yes he did have some fleeting crushes but that only extends to like. not love. though the way he feels around you, the subtle changes in his action around you, it feels so much like love.

☆ tetora was already by your classroom’s door after his class ended early. he was a bit embarrassed at the wondering, teasing stares he received. that all doesn't matter when you joyfully made your way toward him.

“ah tetora, thank you for waiting for me.” you said while dragging him away from the door since people were walking out. “it’s okay! i don’t mind waiting for you.” he ignores the fast beating of his heart when you hold his hand in yours.

↬ he’ll always help you (if he doesn't have something important going on)! tetora is a man, he’s a hero and he’s a person that’ll help you carry boxes down the stairs despite his arms almost giving up.

☆ “this.. no, no, i’m fine you don’t need to help.” or so he said. but thankfully, tetora successfully carried the heavy boxes downstairs. while it may not be so helpful for his practice later — wait it does — most definitely worth it.

you were worried about him, you were in a quick laughter at his stubbornness, you were smiling at him. it made him warm, tetora loves the way you made him feels. and when you cheer him on for his practice later, tetora had an inkling that today he’ll do much more better than before. and yes, he did.

↬ did something happen to you today? he noticed you look a bit down today. tetora will do anything just to see you happy again, you brighten up his day and he wants to do the same to you.

☆ how about cooking your favourite food? that’ll at least cheer you up a bit.. right? as much as he wants to cook for you all by his own, tetora knows it's better if he asks someone else to help. happened so his taishou was free! asking help from kuro about cooking is a splendid choice.

now, now. look at the outcome! with your favourite food neatly packed in a lunch box, tetora nervously, excitedly went to you. various kind of what ifs appearing in his mind. yet when he saw your face brightening up when you saw his figure walking up to you. wait. he still haven't give you his surprise food to you.. why are you already happy..

“tetora!” ah that doesn't matter, what matter is your smile who looks so lovely to him was now here again. and knowing it’s because of him, tetora loves it much more.

↬ just the thought of being in love with you flustered him. the poor boy probably doesn’t know what to name this feeling of his at first. riddle didn't have time to experience romance all his life, just studies and obeying his mother. but at nrc, his mother won't be there to monitor all his actions, he gains the littlest bit of freedom.

☆ riddle was acting suspicious yet the dorm leader himself didn't notice it. except it's ace and deuce, you got caught in trouble a lot of time with them. so when riddle seemed to be more lent toward you, softer.. something was up. what kind of riddle scolds a troublemaker with a smile on his face and with a tone so worried? a riddle who caught feelings.

“right, didn’t you say you want help for next week’s exam?” and just like that, he invited you out on a study date. the two other students almost gasped, even grim noticed the difference in riddle. the said male didn’t thought of it as a date at first but after ace pointed it out, his face grew red. cherry red.

↬ once he realized his feelings for you, riddle will be conscious of the occasional actions. like the hands bumping when they get a bit too close with each other, those times he fixed your tie neatly.

☆ he invited you on an evening tea time and you were surprised when you found out the only one there was him. “oh, you're finally here.” riddle went up to you and like a gentleman he is, the dorm leader pulled out your seat for you. thanking him, you complimented riddle - he looks slightly different today tho you don't know what it is but it's there.

riddle did dressed up today, just a slight change. he used a perfume which smell you said you like, his hair looking more slick and that's all. his dormmates who knows about this were too persistent to help riddle levels up his appearance, in the end he only agreed to two things. but when you took notice of the subtle changes and complimented him, maybe he will undo his unique magic on the poor dormmates.

↬ riddle gives you roses, freshly from heartslabyul's garden.

☆ he will uses his magic to pluck a few bloomed roses, get rid of the thorns and prettily wrapped it up into a bouquet. riddle gave you the bouquet once after the end of your usual tea time. it was so sudden, you were surprised by his abrupt romantic gesture.

despite of that, you love it. the expression you hold tell him you love it. and there isn't any rules telling them that plucking roses is forbidden so perhaps he might just try to be better at making bouquet. teas too, you said you love his teas and riddle - he was so happy (that he blushed!).

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Hihi! If possible, can I ask for some fluffy headcanons for Kazuha and Albedo with a very shy but sweet/angelic fem! s/o who has a tendency to downplay her amazing artistic abilities please? Thank u and please take care of yourself!!

「 shy, sweet!s/o who’s too humble with her abilities: kazuha and albedo 」

a/n: :(((( anonnnn sorry for taking so long to post, actually I've already finished this a long time ago but I didn't post it :((( idk where im going with this and take care of yourself too!

pairing: kaedahara kazuha, albedo x reader (seperates)

↬ when kazuha first saw your art, he was surprised by how much you underestimate it. he genuinely thought your art is a piece sent from the celestia, that and there’s a slight bias on the opinion. although you never seemed to favor showing your arts to the public.

☆ “dearest, must I say how beautiful your art is? because I think you’re having a different opinion than me.” he saw the way your ears reddened after hearing his compliment. you put your sketchbook over your face, only letting the eyes show, “you’re too nice kazuha, my art is nothing beautiful.” so you said.

he almost sighed when you downplayed your ability yet again, well as your lover, kazuha is more than pleased to assist you in gaining more confidence. he wouldn’t want to see his favorite artist feels bad about her own art as kazuha loves it.

↬ the poet loves to admire your art, he loves to watch you drawing, he loves to see you get shy when you noticed he was staring at you as you quickly hide your drawing. so by no means does he love watching you be proud of your own art with a bright smile on your face despite it rarely happening.

☆ you peeked from your sketchbook to see kazuha staring back at you, your eyes scurried from him to your sketch of him and back to him. “ah! it’s.. you look beautiful there so I thought.. I want to draw it, sorry.”

the light haired warrior stayed still at his spot and with a voice that seemed softer than ever to your ears, he said, “it’s alright, I rather would like to see how my love perceives me, you wouldn’t mind that right?” his words received your usual bright smile as a response. to smile that bright just because of his selfish request, you were too sweet for this world.

↬ kazuha appreciates that you’re letting him go through your sketchbook but how should he explain the way his heart beat flutters with each drawing of him. you who’s in front of him looks like she wants to cry from embarrassment the time you realized that there were many drawings of your lover in said book.

☆ “ah.. so this is how you see me.. I’m honoured.” kazuha let a smile up his face. did you cast magic in this drawing? if not then why can he feel your love from your drawing?

you were sitting beside him, enduring the embarrassment you feel every time he compliments your art. yet you can sense he was genuine about it and you are happy with it. “no, that’s just a drawing.. the way I see you is much more blinding than words or pencils can describe, because I love you.” after saying that, you immediately put your forehead on kazuha’s shoulder. looking at the pretty ground while your boyfriend chuckles.

↬ in knowing that you’ve such artistic abilities, albedo was proud of you. but that wasn’t the case for you. he wonders why you tend to downplay your art when in fact it’s one of the best in mondstadt. maybe in teyvat as a whole but the man has no way to know that with his piled up works. you’re his lover who he so much adores, akin to an angel some had said.

☆ albedo glanced at your drawing figure before shortly continuing his experiment with a smile barely visible on his face. you probably had noticed his mood shifting, that’s the reason you asked him if something good happened. “I was just looking at you.” the male said as he noted something in his experiment. whether you figure out what he was implying behind his words are up to you.

and judging from your gradually reddening face, you figured it out.

↬ sometimes when albedo has free times, you two will take a walk around mondstadt and if spotted a pretty scenery, you’ll stop by to rest there. maybe whip out a sketchbook and leave trails of the view on a paper with a pencil. view of the nature, of the creatures around it and also view of your lover.

☆ you tugged on albedo’s shirt, pointing at the tree nearby. it’s pretty big and able to act as a shade from the sun’s light. there were also flowers growing scattered. a nice place to rest and sketch without any disturb. albedo doesn’t seem to have any reason to deny which led them under said tree.

arriving there and going through your bag, you just realized you forgot to bring your sketching tools. a shame really. the alchemist decided that his next art should be you considering how long it has been since you both had the chance to leisure around like this. you who have nothing to do instead of playing with your boyfriend’s hair, excitedly did up a natural pose. albedo’s drawing is your favorite in the whole universe and every time you see yourself on someーmore than half actuallyーcanvas of his, you’ll always be immensely touched by that.

↬ you don’t really favor showing your art to others which explained why you usually draw somewhere closed off or where people rarely visit. or maybe you just draw in your room. albedo frequently catches you in an action of observing your current process. a coloured canvas in front of you, one hand holding the palette and one hand the brush.

☆ the alchemist also frequently catches you in an action of sleeping with your favorite pencil in hand and your sketch beside your sleeping face. possibility that you were waiting for him to come home until you fell asleep. albedo feels guilty for having you wait for him that long but he also wants to be selfish and relish the fact that you waited for him.

he slipped his arms under your back and knees, carefully lifting you up from the uncomfortable position you were in. once he put you on the bed, albedo took his time cleaning up the desk. the male turned to look at the drawing you were making just now. ah, this was during your second date, he recognized. did you draw this based on pure memory or what? nevertheless the answer, albedo will still find himself become amused of your arts. let it be then you tend to downplay your ability, he’ll just do his part to let you gain more confidence in your ability. his sweet lover deserved to do so.

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actually you guys im at my hometown and i usually do the umm what do you call it?? headers? banners? idk but i usually do those with my laptop but i don't bring it with me so it might take a long time. ah! but i already finished most of the request tho (winks) so yeah probably gonna start posting again today hua hua

[ffeynn]

Could I get ibara with an s/o that likes to pamper him please? Brushing his hair, feeding him, having him fall asleep in their lap~

A/N: your mind....yes.....yes.....thank you a bunch for the req! <3

*ೃ༄ Ibara Saegusa with a pampering and doting s/o hc’s

One thing to always remember when it comes to this: he is so unbelievably head over heels for you, and your doting nature has only made his love stronger.

It took an extremely long time to get used to how loving and affectionate you are, even longer than it took for you both to even get together in the very first place! But now, oh boy is he obsessed with you and your habits.

He truly believes he is the luckiest man to ever walk the earth, even if he doesn’t say it aloud enough. Your gentle and nurturing touch turns him into a pile of goop in your cute little hands. He can’t ever get enough!

At some point, he’ll begin to actively expect and seek out your affectionate tendencies; Splaying himself across your lap after a long day, presenting you with a brush and sitting himself in front of you whilst discussing his or your day, etc. You’ve noticed he really loves the things you do for him, and it’s the most adorable thing in the world.

You take such good care of him, that he sometimes finds himself wanting his duties to be finished and over with so he can come home to you, opening the door to an excited you, arms wide open and prepared for a long, tight hug. Never thought you’d see the day, huh?

Ibara melts whenever you remove his glasses and lay him down in your lap, stroking his surprisingly soft face with your gentle hands and leaning down to pepper soft and slow kisses all over, brushing his hair behind his ears as you do so. He feels extremely vulnerable in these moments, and he feels that it’s moments like those that help to strengthen your bond as a couple.

The other Eden members often poke fun at him, calling him a ‘spoiled baby’ or ‘man child’, Jun and Hiyori mimicking the two of you sometimes. But in all honesty, Ibara couldn’t care any less. He is prideful and happy about having someone like you as his dearly beloved.

And frankly, he thinks his fellow unit members are just jealous that they don’t have someone as amazingly wonderful as you to take care of them, the way that you take care of Ibara!

P.S., he really loves rubbing it in their faces.

Ibara likes it most when you brush his hair when he’s freshly showered, carefully navigating the brush through his damp locks. He swears he could drift off to sleep in those moments, and he genuinely has a few times. And if you’re really lucky, you might get to hear a few satisfied sighs from your boyfriend as he sinks deeper into his seat.

He is hardly one to relax on his own, so being with someone like you is a new and refreshing feeling. You’ve made him realize he needs to worry about himself more! He loves you very much, and realizing how much you care for and do for him has only made him fall even harder for you. God, what would poor, helpless Ibara do without you?

He is a sucker for shoulder massages after a hard day full of business meetings and running around. Your fingers work wonders against his tense muscles as the work up and down his shoulders, and every time you lean down to kiss the back of his neck, he flushes the rosiest of pinks. He’s grateful that you aren’t standing in a position where you’d be able to see, how much fun would you make of him if you could!

Believe it or not, he loves, loves, loves being babied by you. He doesn’t like it from others, being made to feel like an incompetent child is among the most agitating of things in his opinion. But when you do it, he feels himself leaning into it. He loves the way you speak to him in a loving whisper, stroking his hair gently and rocking him back and forth as you embrace each other. Just don’t tell anyone about this one, ‘kay? <3