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I have lost every sporting event I participated in but that’s because of heart and joint issues not because of my gender

desegregate all sports now. no more gendered sports. its stupid

if you absolutely must, in primarily muscle force-based sports, create competitive classes like in boxing except separated by body comp, not just pure body weight. i mean, if you must. this will eliminate any tiny advantages in muscle mass. some will say basketball should have height classes but frankly some of the NBA's most impressive players were not tall so idk that this actually matters ever

the primary athletic impediment to all women is overwhelmingly cultural and psychological. i have won probably half the physical competitions with cis men that i have engaged in, friendly or otherwise. even without the benefit of a lifetime of people trying to make me throw or hit balls, i have won wrestling matches, sparring matches, funny backyard foam sword fights, video games, equestrian activities, dance, endurance tests of various kinds, etc. i'm small and weak. men think theyre stronger and more skilled than they are, women think the opposite about themselves

humans just arent that differently-sized or -shaped, as a species. we have almost no sexual dimorphism at all compared to the vast majority of other mammals.

animals that have similar levels of sexual dimorphism to humans, for example cats, dogs, and horses, do not generally have competitive events segregated by sex. the dog agility trials dont normally have separate leagues for male and female dogs (gendered competitions exist they're just unusual). because it doesnt matter. there is no kentucky derby 2 just for girl horses. thats not a thing

remove all gendered categories from online shopping websites and universalize clothing and shoe sizing. im sick of having to search two entirely different sections of ebay when im just trying to find a nice velvet loafer in size 39 EU. what the hell is "women's clothing"

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it is so important that you are a little bit ugly. please get comfortable with having unplucked eyebrows and nonexistent jawlines and wrinkles. let your blue hair grow out into an uneven pale green and your clothes be old and mend them and modify them until they’re unique to you. wear lipstick which doesnt compliment your skintone and mismatched outfits which went out of fashion 5 years ago. be a little bit too loud and a little bit too passionate and as weird as you can be because oh my god there is nothing more disturbing to me than perfection. beauty is manufactured and sold to us and you need to realise that you are a fucking animal to live a joyful life I am so serious. you cant obsess over aesthetics forever please just live messily and make your body your home however you please.

if you dont do it for you, do it for all the teenagers who will see u in the street and know that they are not obligated to be attractive

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I want too sufury in too tired to be dealing with bras

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I miss-read a post and responded to it 😅 although hilariously the thing they picked for me being bat shit was eating two bags of m&ms

Help why are there terfs on my dash ????!!

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Help why are there terfs on my dash ????!!

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STARTING TOMORROW

Scientists in weather and climate are live streaming for 100 hours to make their case to the American public.

They are live streaming, but engagement is necessary for it to work. SHARE THIS WITH PEOPLE, RECORD THE STREAM, POST CLIPS OF IT THAT ARE FUNNY, if you can tune in, PLEASE DO!

This is something that has to be heard by as many people as possible. Put it on in the background! See if you can get other people to watch it! Do whatever you can do support those who are trying to be supported! Anything and everything helps!

TUNE IN HERE

article I posted screenshots of here

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As an adult you must cultivate the skill of “Gross! Oh, well. Not my business.”

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Jk I just listened to my music in order of shouty -> chill and finished my Lino cut

My options are currently

1. eat a third bag of m&ms

2. Scream and hit stuff and cry

3. Feel really shitty and vague and feel like death

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European Badgers have propaganda (wind in the willows Narnia ect) convincing you they are nice little guys , they will also shiv you and then go back to changing their bedding

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My options are currently

1. eat a third bag of m&ms

2. Scream and hit stuff and cry

3. Feel really shitty and vague and feel like death

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I may at some point draw the sexy creepy man that is human grebo b

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Hopefully my air tag works now

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My Favorite discovery is you can make a cup of tea and go have a 20 minute nap the recommended length of nap for not screwing up sleep (I don’t remember who recommended it one of the medical people) and then your tea will be nice and hot but drinkable

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That’s such a stupidly long time ? Dry cleaners need delivery drivers !!! 😡

my home aide service washes my laundry for me since i am physically incapable of doing it myself, this is a service i also have to pay for. they pick up my laundry and washes it at their office.

it takes them an average three weeks to get my laundry back to me, and they pick up my laundry every two weeks.

this means i regularly have to wear dirty clothes for days to weeks because they take so long to return my clean clothes.

and honestly i think it’s humiliating and dehumanising that i have to go around in dirty, stained, smelly underwear and clothes for so long just because im physically disabled and can’t do my laundry myself. especially since this is a service i NEED and PAY for.

this is not and optional service for me, without my home aide doing my laundry, it will not get done at all.

i’m so tired of having to pay for necessities and then having the service be fucking shit on top of that.

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Was literally my replacement comfort show because b99 and good omens and ofmd where on fire

Man I am so glad that Doctor Who won't be happening for a while after this, I can't take more of this writing and have the (pun not intended) time and space to digest it all

And I want to be able to appreciate a show I have loved (mostly) since the revival in 2005 to see any possibility that they are doing better because they should do better

I don't know how to reconcile what has become of my favourite show of all time with how much I love it

I don't need another crisis in this fucking world that keeps tearing everything apart AS WE SPEAK

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When I’m doing graphics stuff I always put whatever I’m saying in a cool font and in a sensible legible font in a little box

𝕱𝖔𝖓𝖙𝖘, not very Cpunk

🤘🏻😈 Check out my image below. We've all seen and know these wild and wicked cool looking fonts. In posters, flyers, stickers, pins/patches, music/bands, shirts...and so on. They're representative, cool and a big part of metal and punk core. ❤️‍🩹 But, unfortunately it's not really acessable to the cpunk & disabled community.

❌ these fonts are extremely hard to read.

❌when these fonts are used for Events posters, or punk Community flyers, it's a bit abelist to the punks/ people who have bad eyesight, have pain or have brain flashes looking at overstimulating and confusing imagery.

❌ even though it's just a few words or a sentence. Some folxs eyes can physically hurt trying to read and understand these fonts. And people may even have short term but lasting effects like headaches or brain zaps.

❌ also, bloody font can be hard core 🤘🏻, but can definitely be triggering to people who've been victims of violent crimes or self harm.

❤️‍🩹 My main point is that these fonts aren't acessable (readable) to a lot of disabled folxs, causing exclusion & even ill health flares. ❤️‍🩹

Please consider this notation when designing and using your fonts!

Image description. Image shows a large range/amount of different fonts used by bands and brands. The fonts in the image have loud & bold styled letters. Appearing jagged, looking ripped, spiked, flaming, torn, shattered, melting, bleding, slashed... The fonts are extremely hard to read.

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I got an iPhone for more reliable fixing when I chuck it at the floor but this aac !!! It has a lot more voice options and can do phone calls and plays through the speakers when headphones are connected!!! I’ve gone for Sandra it’s not the hyper fem and uncomfortable but sounds closer to my actual voice than mical that I was using previously and it’s free !! I only downloaded this one bc my phone thought I was I. Germany and was trying to charge me € 24 for the I used previously also i can type do much faster be better auto correct and smaller screen ,, this solves most of the barriers to me using aac when I don’t have enough brains for words and end up napping much sooner bc I force myself to talk !!