find-me-if-you-can

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everyday pieces of my body fall down and rot. my flesh exposed dangling by small pieces of skin. i see it. i can do nothing except watch and stay strong. am i strong? am i strong am i just expressionless?

how do i romanticize body horror huh? it was all supposed

to be

different. i had such potential i worked so hard and for what and i was beautiful and maybe i wasnt.

my body is rotting please help me please fix it please make it the way it was.

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my aesthetics

RetroTechnologism

Linux

old ThinkPads

doing everything in the terminal

coding in C

Louis Rossmann

Raspberry Pi

custom Android

Jake Chudnow

caring about privacy and security

cryptography

satellites, astronomy

robotics, electronics

Military

combat boots

working out, calisthenics

wanting to be disciplined

practical and reliable gear (backpacks, powerbanks, pants with a lot of pockets, swiss army knives, walkie-talkies, rugged phones and laptops)

martial arts

Cryptidcore

south/midwest gothic

small towns and their mysteries

wooden hut in the woods

national parks

physical notebooks, physical books

computers but without internet connection

maps, compasses

flannels

hiking boots

Randonautica

Neil Gaiman

gravity falls

anomalies: - physical (spatial, temporal) - psychological (perceptual, memory)

ouija boards, EMF readers

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well at least my presence leaves the room when i ask it to

you're just mad that my presence is haunting and offputting and yours isn't

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there are fewer rules than you think.

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there is something off about this town.

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