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Olivia (study?) + Livbot sketches :3

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☆COMMISSIONS ARE OPEN!!☆

DM me to claim!

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god I love Noritoshi so much I need to commission someone to write a fan fiction for me

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Here's my pin post

-Wine

-I'm an adult, please DM for my age or need to see my ID if needed

-I use any pronouns

-Fandom I'm into is JJK & TWST currently.

-After 4 years, I still don't know how to use Tumblr's format

-Yume Noritoshi and Jade ♡ I prefer not to interact with others if they feel the same

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Frank my beloved

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Today is not only Malleus's Birthday, but also Lilia's 'rebirth!'

Happy Birthday Malleus!

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What the hell

Today was the day Wine was created? That’s crazy 😭 good to know that this account is 4 yrs old

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Non-binary Demi boy it is

Any pronouns is still fine

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I’m in a better place, looking back I wished I was able to help them. I don’t know how they are but I hope they’re doing okay 🥲

If anything I’ll love to support them like donate some money. I’m not that rich :,)

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Redraw of these two!! I kinda fucked up on the fingers 🥲

Oliver belongs to @kinsbin

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I CANT DRAW MALLEUS FOR THE LIFE OF ME 😭😭

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Hearing my voice four years ago sounds so strange but I’m glad my voice got a tiny bit deeper 😢

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Amazing job 😭

Characters: Riddle Rosehearts, Ace Trappola, Deuce Spade, Cater Diamond, Trey Clover, Leona Kingscholar, Jack Howl, Ruggie Bucchi, Azul Ashengrotto, Jade Leech, Floyd Leech, Kalim Al-Asim, Jamil Viper, Vil Schoenheit, Epel Felmier, Rook Hunt, Idia Shroud, Silver, Sebek Zigvolt, Lilia Vanrouge

Notes: pick your fav from above when you read this hehe

imagine transmigrating as yuu in twisted wonderland, waking up in your favourite game with the fictional love of your life standing, breathing, alive right in front of you, not so fictional anymore.

every day is like a new adventure, you try your hardest to get his attention, trying to woo him in any way possible, striking up conversation, joining him in his hobbies, or just simply staring at him in fondness from across the room.

he's flattered, immensely, but it's also slightly overwhelming for him. it's not every day someone you barely know puts so much attention on you. he can't quite understand it, you don't give him a very good reason why you'd have such feelings for him, and of course, he wouldn't know how hearing his voice in the morning would give you the energy to make it through the day, how you emptied your wallets just so you could have his cards, how you longed to feel warmth in his arms in those lonesome moments. you don't expect him to understand your intense admiration for him, but it still pricks your heart when he puts up barriers between the two of you, when he turns down your advances or turns away from you.

still, you persist in your efforts. your feelings for him would never change, but you do try toning your advances down. you keep your fangirling more hidden, putting up polite smiles and nods when you pass by him in hallways, even though your heart would be thumping so loudly you almost couldn't hear him.

slowly, but surely, he starts seeing you as a friend, and maybe even something more. there's something irresistible about someone who always stands by your side, whether or not his actions were right or not, you'd be there to offer him support, cheering him on in whatever his goals were.

he decided you were growing on him, but he still couldn't fully trust you.

but then came the overblot battle. you knew it would happen, you tried to stop things from going out of hand but there's very little a magicless prefect can do to stop teenage boys from provoking each other until someone's untapped trauma gets unleashed. it's different than the games, it's not just tapping characters on a screen to fight, you're standing there next to everyone, next to him, feeling the overblot air weighing down on your body, the overblots attacks are unpredictable and you keep having to dodge at the last minute.

and when you see an attack going towards him, you don't even think about yourself, your body moving on its own to shield him from the incoming blow because you want nothing more than for him to be safe.

you feel the sharp pain in your head, you feel yourself falling, then cradled by strong arms. the pain is mind-splitting, and you barely manage to open your eyes to see if he's injured

his pupils are dilated, worry written all over his face, but he seems unscathed

"you're okay..."

you find some comfort in that fact, and everything fades to black

he can't believe he even doubted you for a second. how could he not realise you were genuinely attracted to him? to the extent that you, defenceless and inexperienced in magic, would shield him from the attack?

when the overblot ends, he takes you to the infirmary as soon as possible. he nurses you, visits you every day, bringing you flowers and such hoping you'd recover soon. he promises himself he'd be truthful this time, he'd treasure you and be there for you just like you were for him.

he never expects the words that come out of your mouth when you wake up.

"...who are you?"

you had forgotten the one person who was the object of your affection.

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octavinelle boys in dexter's laboratory style. they should not have looked this good

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Silver pocket watch that I bought for myself. :]

It doesn’t work tho lol

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When it was my birthday I had this major episode of thinking my life was fake as hell.

I wasn’t happy, sad or anything at all.

I just looked at my family thinking they were unreal. I felt dizzy half the time that day. I don’t acknowledge my age or how I look so I tend to avoid myself.

Im feeling fine now but I feel bad that I don’t acknowledge the years that built me as a person. I’m just living my life I guess.

Ik I dissociate most of the time which is why I created a persona to represent that side of me. I’m pretty happy with them so I can express myself more and how I’m feeling.

It’s funny to think about how my body gets pretty cold easily like I need warmth to remind myself I am here idk. Sorry for my ramble just needed to rant.

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I ordered a silver pocket watch and it’s going to arrive next week.

I think it’s time on making him somewhat my personality for this account 💀