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Ended my fast at 84 hrs!!!

It’s a Saturday and I don’t count cals so u might not really see me but yayyyyy!

Luv u

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why cant my body just look the same?? i swear to god every time i do anything i just get bigger and bigger. nothing helps either.

every time i look at myself i just seem to look the same and worse than i did when i started. i could have lost 40 lbs or 100 and ill never be any better.

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there are people on here that are genuine celebrities to me now. like ill see one of your posts and its like lady gaga just messaged me

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im ending this one at around 9:30, 10 ish. so hopefully around 80 hrs!! (੭˃ᴗ˂)੭

i've got around 8 more hours to go but i've been feeling pretty good during this fast. im only a little light headed and not hungry like at all. the worst thing overall is that my legs and arms or whatever fall asleep and go numb super easily. i read that its a symptom of bad circulation so if anyone knows how to fix that PLS PLS PLS let me know.

anywayssss

luv uuu

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what is life without music, cats, and a deep-seated fear of calories

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Fuck calories. Put the ED in dEDication

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Update: I weigh the same.

Pls someone end my life.

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i can like, really feel my spine now.

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just started my timer for my fast!!

I'm hoping to get to around Saturday afternoon/Sunday morning or something depending on how Saturday goes. I don't like breaking fasts but obviously you kind of have to at some point.

any favorite things to break a fast with? somthing that wont make me feel gross and heavy.

luv u

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Just getting to log every pound lost is motivation enough. I will be who I’m meant to be.

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Hitting a new low tonight I can feel it

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Okay so,

This might make me sound stupid, and 100% like really sick. But genuinely, I don’t understand how some people remain super big for so long and say they have a hard time losing weight if they don’t have any significant health problems preventing them.

Like, what do you mean you’re struggling when you eat breakfast, lunch, dinner, snacks, AND drink calories. Like no shit dude?

Like I’m not skinny by any means possible and I probably have enough hatred in my body to supply like 3 middle schools but atleast im not playing dumb.

It actually isn’t that hard if you just don’t eat anything…

I’m evil I’m sorry.

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No one will ever understand how disgusting I feel if I eat anything ever. Like why would I throw everything I’ve ever wanted away for something that’s just going to make me feel like shit in 2 seconds??

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Everyone’s been telling me I look like I’ve lost weight. I can’t stop now omg

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Daily cals from yesterday

I didn’t really count bc it was Father’s Day and there were sooo many eyes on me. But for the most part I’d say probably 1000.

I’m gonna fast today and for a while I hope. I’ve been really liking it and I dropped like 10 lbs in 4 ish days so I’m really liking it recently :)

Luv u

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Daily cals!!!

Miso soup- 40

Broccoli- 50

Total- 90

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I broke my fast at 74hrs :D

Went out today and long story short I’m actually traumatized for a very different reason. But, I felt fine all together and I stayed very hydrated so I wasn’t hungry and towards the end I was VERY distracted.

I’m super duper proud of myself bc if it was anyone else in the situation, they would just give up but instead, my bf is eating a whole pizza next to me and I’m under 100 cals.

Sorry if some of this doesn’t make much sense I’m kinda going through it and I’m exhausted.

Luv u

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Lowering what I gained isn’t actually that hard and I’m so happy oml.

Im at 65 hours of my fast and I feel fine. I don’t really get hungry and I’m not craving anything bc I’m not even thinking about it.

I’m going out later tonight and it’s going to be hot and there’s a lot of every and movement. They say to bring snacks and food and to keep your blood sugar up. I want to continue my fast but if I pass out or something in front of all those people it’ll be so embarrassing.

I’ll let u know if i do good or not :)))

Luv u