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                                                     HECATE.                                                              Goddess of Crossroads, Magic, and Necromancy

“I’ve been detached for the past two decades mingling with the dying and the undead. I hope you humans are stimulating.”

                                            Queen of the Night.

                                                   ☯ ☯ ☯ ☯ ☯ 

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bold which gross/bad/annoying habits your muse has

triggers and unsanitary topics below!

chewing with mouth open II loud chewing II snoring II drooling when sleeping II nose picking II obsessive gossiping II smoking (weed) II chewing tobacco II spitting II chewing lip || nail biting II chewing/eating hair II swearing II cracking knuckles II licking utensils after baking/cooking II chewing gum II popping gum II road rage II tailgating II biting the ends of pens/pencils II unhygienic II never washes hands after using the toilet II wearing too much perfume/cologne II embarrassing scratching II messy eater II constant texting II talking on a cell phone at an inappropriate time II picking teeth in public II gambling II bragging II excessive throat clearing II grinding teeth II littering II passing gas in public II nail clipping/filing in public II shoplifting II talking during a movie II tapping pencil, fingers, etc. II belching/burping loudly II eavesdropping II helping yourself to someone’s fridge II leaving a mess behind II mimicking/mocking II poking II putting feet up on seat in front of you II slamming doors II staring without realizing II shake their leg involuntarily II using air quotes II visiting unannounced || clicking pens || fidgeting

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“Give me everything you got."

                                             ( » blue stahli starters \ accepting ! )

     –– ❝ Everything, ❞  Hajime repeated before a well-placed pause, cocking a single dark eyebrow and upending mental file cabinets in search of puns in a language he scarcely comprehended, ❝ I’m not sure you can handle everything, Ari. ❞ His remaining time was drawing short and still his mind lay barren of anything even vaguely related to humor, in fact it seemed the whole of the Korean language had slipped silently from his grasp in his previous panic. ❝ –– まったく…❞  Game over.

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"Sometimes the best you can do is just survive.”

                                               ( » blue stahli starters \ accepting ! )

     –– That was… true, at least partially, he thought. It felt as though he lacked some vital piece of the puzzle; thinking too hard about such a subjective topic conjured up glaring mental pain. ❝ Doesn’t mean you can’t still put up a fight. ❞ the younger responded, shoulders rising and falling in a noncommittal shrug, brows coming together in a slight frown, a reflection of the mental struggle taking place behind them. ❝ I feel like there should always be something you can do. ❞

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                                           he’s a young man who believes in the good                                                           in the world, that believes that changes are                                                           never too late to be mad.   he scribbles his                                                           thoughts in words,   he writes until the edge                                                           of the pencil breaks. he loves poetry, enjoys                                                           the soothing tone of indie music.  cigarette                                                           dropped against his bottom lip,     carrying                                                           burdens one day at a time.

                                                         [ to learn, to know, to understand ]

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[ – ♔ ] Teen Top’s Very Own Dancing Boy and Maknae!

Choi Jonghyun, also known as “Changjo”

Talents include: Eating, sleeping, sarcasm, eating, and being a dumb shit in general. Was eating mentioned already?

                                    In desperate need of friends. 

                                                                     Reblog or follow to earn his undying love and a starter!!!

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守屋光治 | MEN’S NONNO NOVEMBER 2015

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                                             ( » in response to this \ @soluer​ )

     –– ❝ Again? ❞ the taller returned, features twisted in an odd expression which began with knit brows and ended in an amused half-smile, ❝ When did you ever ask before? ❞ He’d blatantly sidestepped the question, though not for lack of an affirmative response –– his mind didn’t require changing, but he had to have his fun first.

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i want threads with build up. i want shippy threads, but i don’t like forced ships. so i want to start from the beginning, so our muses have to grow to like, hate, or love each other. i want them to fight. i want them to go nights without talking. i want them to go days where they can’t get enough of the other and others where they hardly want to be around each other. i want relationship development. i want threads with build up. i want to rp real things. that means nothing has to be perfect.

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Blue Stahli ✖ Sentence Starters

[ yet another compilation of lyrics gathered from yours truly bc I am Blue Stahli trash. feel free to interpret it anyway you want! ]

“Reality’s a plague.”

“We are/I am everything you wanted.“ 

“The show has just begun.”

“Say you want it, say you need it.”

“Don’t pretend that you’re better than this.”

“Malevolence goes both ways." 

"I’ll burn it all just to light your eyes.”

“I love the violence inside your mind." 

"Set them all on fire.”

“All that you’ve dream of, they’re ruined.”

“Humanity is spiralling down to the ground." 

"I’m burning the altar and I’ll pass right through." 

"I want to be the anti you.”

“Know that I’m the one come to bring the end." 

"I hope this eats you alive." 

"I am the one inside you.”

“And I am the one inside your veins." 

"Over and over, I’m here again.”

“There is so much more to this.”

“This is where you’ll feel the breath of me.”

“What'cha gonna do?”

“What'cha gonna say, when I wipe the smile right off of your face?" 

"I wanna take you down.”

“I wanna be the one to break your dignity.”

“All your empty pride, will rot the hole inside.”

“You’d make a beautiful suicide.”

“You kill me every time." 

"You’re my favorite sin.”

“And you break me.”

“Go down a little lower…”

“Move it a little slower…”

“Don’t pretend.”

“I know how this ends, and who you are in secret.”

“All our hopes are fast asleep." 

"I’ll never say that everything’s alright.”

“When we’re gone, we’ll sleep with satellites.”

“We’re killing more than the loneliness behind the eyes." 

"Sometimes the best you can do is just survive.”

“Something’s wrong inside…”

“Something’s changing, rearranging me.”

“I’ll cut away everything, and tear away everything." 

"I’ll escape myself." 

"I’ll come and kill you when I contravene.”

“Give me everything you got." 

"Your only weapon is the fear you project." 

"I’ll take on anything you try to subject.”

“I’m standing here defiant, much stronger than you thought.”

“I won’t be overtaken.”

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❝ i never hit anybody like that before … ❞

                                                 ( » life is strange \ accepting ! )

     –– ❝ Well, I’m glad you decided to tonight. ❞  he remarked, turning a warm, golden pancake with an old spatula and letting it slap back down limply into the pan with a dry fwap. A fraction of him felt guilty for placing the girl in harm’s way, but in his defense, he hadn’t been actively seeking trouble; it was his day off, as it happened, and despite the circumstances, she’d handled herself quite well. Regardless, pancakes seemed a prudent remedy, even at half past one in the morning.

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Not Really Dating AU

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life is strange || starters

more under read more . ( SPOILER WARNING ) feel most free to change pronouns , etc .

❝  i just don’t think anybody is good enough for you … besides me . ❞   ❝  could i , um , ask you a question ? would you mind letting me sketch you ? ❞ ❝  when a door closes , a window opens … ❞ ❝  with great power comes great bullshit . ❞ ❝  i love that you’re my partner in crime .❞ ❝  don’t push me girl / boy ! you don’t want me for an enemy ! ❞ ❝  i pledge allegiance to ___ and the power for what she / he stands . ❞ ❝  i’m kinda over humanity today . sorry to be a drama queen . ❞ ❝  that’s another dollar for the swear jar ! ❞ ❝  can we build another pirate fort and keep the world out ? ❞ ❝  come on , take a breath , okay ? ❞ ❝  i double dare you , kiss me now . ❞ ❝  you’re not pissed at me , right ? right ? ❞ ❝  always remember this moment … ❞ ❝  i’d rather have a life of ’ oh wells ‘ than a life of ‘ what ifs ‘ .❞ ❝  ____ is no match for you and me now . ❞ ❝  you look a little stressed out . are you okay ? ❞ ❝  i hate that word , no offense . ❞ ❝  don’t you think it’s , like , fate we’re not supposed to be friends ? ❞ ❝  you’re such a geek , that’s why i love you . ❞ ❝  my dad is on his way ! you’re all fucked ! ❞ ❝  i will never abandon you , ___ . i’ll always have your back . always . ❞ ❝  you do not know how happy i am to see you .❞ ❝  a storm is coming ! you’re all gonna die ! ❞ ❝  sometimes you have to take a chance and see what happens . ❞ ❝  you have hip taste and a quick mind .  ❞ ❝  look at me , i’m a mess . ❞ ❝  i saw ____ earlier and her / his / your eyes were puffy from crying . ❞ ❝  i know how to be invisible here . ❞ ❝  ___ is such a cutie pie . you know he / she likes you . ❞ ❝  with everything that’s going on , a date seems weird . ❞ ❝  whoa , whoa ! who stopped the music ? ❞ ❝  now that you’re here , i‘m doing even better . ❞ ❝  what kind of world does this ?❞ ❝  we’re not anything alike .❞ ❝  everybody hates me . my life is hell .❞ ❝  i’m not perfect , okay ?❞ ❝  i shot myself ! i shot myself !❞ ❝  nobody needs to rescue me .❞ ❝  i loved her / him so much … how can she / he be dead ? ❞  ❝  i gotta blame somebody otherwise it’s all my fault ! ❞

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     »  –– As he begins rounding the corner, the distinct odor of smoke pierces the crisp nighttime atmosphere like a ghostly blade, tainting and mingling with the already present but mostly indeterminate set of musty street smells, yet standing out like a singed thumb all the same. The scent, while tolerable, proves abrasive to Hajime’s lungs, which protest the fumes’ presence with a sharp and involuntary cough. Pulling the black fabric of his mask down to his chin, he allows himself only shallow breaths inhaled through his mouth as he nears the elected meeting place. With a few more steps, the elder’s figure, blurred somewhat in the dim light, becomes visible and the smoke is more pronounced than ever. Hajime suppresses a cough, disguising it as a sort of muffled grunt.

❝ Hey. ❞ he mutters upon arrival, observing the scene before him with routine caution: the backpack, the alleyway, the cigarette. It was all fine, totally clear, but he couldn’t stand the smoke. ❝ Ya’ got what I asked for? ❞ Of course he had –– Jiayihai had never let him down; the question was a mere formality. He felt no inclination to be particularly urgent. After all, it was Sunday, and this business, at least the one with which he was presently occupied, was not particularly urgent either, little more than a trip to the grocery store. An absurd comparison, he thought as it occurred to him. Tonight, he sought not bread and milk, but handguns. For some reason unclear to him, surplus weapons had suddenly become necessary. Funny, too, he thought, that they’d selected this boy as a reliable source –– not that he minded much. He preferred casual contacts. Adjusting the black beanie fit snugly around his skull, he suppressed another cough, though less successfully than before. ❝ Twelve, like I said. ❞

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                                 It’s rare that Jiayihai fixes anyone outside of the group of people he interacts with regularly, but Hajime was a… bit of a special case. Were they friends? He doesn’t think so, not necessarily, but Hajime was a Sato, and Jiayihai wasn’t really one to deny someone from that family if they come to him for a fix– he’s heard plenty of rumors from friends in a bit deeper in the crime world and he’s got a sister to feed. He gives out the goods to gangs, but a powerful company? He doesn’t have the money or connections for that, not for the big things many of them likely want.

Shouldering his bag where the cargo is stored, he lights a cigarette and slides it between chapped lips. Being out of bed at this time of night in the cold is not his idea of a Sunday night, but nothing could be done. You don’t say no to a Sato.

Catching the sound of footsteps, his head raises and his gaze focuses on the entrance into the street. Was he finally here?

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i need a modern day hades and persephone plot like i need air tbh where hades is the big bad mob boss who has so many tattoos and wears leather jackets and kills people for a living and Persephone is this beautiful and nice girl who always had flowers in her hair and wears a lot of flowey dresses and pastel colors but he’s so in love with her hES WHIPPED AND I JUST NEED IT GIVE ME IT

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sentence prompts ➝ rocky horror picture show

❝Are you having a party?❞

❝Oh, I just love success.❞

❝Do your worst, inferior one!❞

❝Madness takes it toll.❞

❝You killed them!❞

❝By night, i’m one hell of a lover.❞

❝You’re too kind.❞

❝I really love that rock n’ roll.❞

❝My life is a misery.❞

❝You liked it, didn’t you?❞

❝I’m going home.❞

❝Give yourself over to absolute pleasure.❞

❝He never caused her nothing but shame.❞

❝My feet! I can’t move my feet.❞

❝Don’t get hot and flustered!❞

❝I’ll put up no resistance, I want to stay the distance.❞

❝If there’s one fool for you then I am it.❞

❝I’m dressed up with no place to go.❞

❝I’m out of my head.❞

❝I loved you. Do you hear me? I loved you!❞

❝I grow weary of this world.❞

❝I’ll oil you up and rub you down.❞

❝Let me show you around.❞

❝That’s a rather tender subject.❞

❝Hahahaha - SHUT UP.❞

❝I’m frightened. What kind of place is this?❞

❝I could show you my favorite obsession.❞

❝I’d only ever kissed before.❞

❝I don’t want no dissension. Just dynamic tension.❞

❝Nothing can ever be the same.❞

❝I’ve got an itch to scratch. I need assistance.❞

❝When you knocked, he thought you were the candy man.❞

❝Your apple pie don’t taste too nice.❞

❝Do you have any tattoos?❞

❝They didn’t like me. They never liked me.❞

❝Don’t dream it, be it.❞

❝But it seems so unhealthy here.❞

❝Oh, dear, you’re hurt! Did they do this to you?❞

❝Your new playmate is loose.❞

❝I have never been a quitter.❞

❝I would like, if I may, to take you on a strange journey.❞

❝I’ve tasted blood and I want more.❞

❝It’s just a jump to the left.❞

❝Even smiling makes my face ache.❞

❝There’s no crime in giving yourself over to pleasure.❞

❝I’m prepared to forgive you.❞

❝Don’t be upset. It was a mercy killing.❞

❝Well, you got caught with a flat. Well, how ‘bout that?❞

❝A mental mind fuck can be nice.❞

❝That’s not way to behave on your first day out.❞

❝You’re like a sponge. You take, take, take and drain others of their love and emotion.❞

❝If only we were amongst friends or sane persons.❞

❝Don’t judge a book by its cover.❞

❝I thought there’s no use getting into heavy petting. It only leads to trouble.❞

❝I see you shiver with antici..pation.❞

❝You’re lucky. He’s lucky. I’m lucky. We’re all lucky!❞

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     »  –– Relocating, Hajime thought, had to have been the worst goddamn idea. For the most part, he hated Seoul. Something about the city had him on edge, tripping over instinct and stumbling into risky encounters. Probably the language. The words felt soupy on his tongue, sloshing and dribbling out sounding ridiculous and uncoordinated. 

An altercation was the last thing he needed –– not that he couldn’t easily recover from one and still successfully complete the job, but tonight could have been short, seamless, leaving him with plenty of free time to roam afterwards. He had everything on hand: switchblade, plastic grocery bags, fake ID, and a handy dandy slip of paper which would act as his ticket inside. The cameras would be disarmed at 11pm, sharp. Hajime glanced down at his watch. He was wasting too much time on this guy. 

❝ Look –– I really don’t care. I don’t have time to waste on you. ❞ came his reply, tone dead as the asshole he was preparing to pick off would be in about ten minutes, if he could get overcome this current obstacle, who, despite his annoyance and subsequent disgust at his own newfound propensity for distraction, he actually found quite charming. In any other situation, he might have pursued such attraction. Regardless, now was not the time for romantic conquests, real or hypothetical. He needed in. 

Rioh doesn’t know if the other is sniffing for trouble or what, but that comes unexpected. He doesn’t recall sounding particularly confrontational, certainly never intended to come out that way, but he seizes the guy, towering over him with a good few centimeters of advantage, and feels like having another turn, this time meaning to throw a jab at him. 

It sounds like a terrible idea. The night is just sinking into its darkest hours, and he’s standing just around the corner to a shitty bar whose bouncers would me more than happy to turn their backs if he got his shit beaten out of him right on the line to the entrance, which is probably what would ensue. It would be little over background noise, cracking bones and soft pants.

Still, an undeniably valid question is: when has any of that stopped him before?

“It depends on how sensitive you are.” His mouth feels loose as he says it, his eastern accent lacing through each word, weighing on his mouth. He must look ridiculous, but ice water is dripping through his insides and it feels quite nice. “All I did was point towards the end of the line. You seemed a bit lost there.”