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This screenshot from a video taken last night. Love how big I'm getting and that belly

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Love how my belly is now hanging. Also love that I'm now not fitting into my new clothes. Time to go shopping again

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Loving the stretch marks I have now.

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My belly growth the last week. Loving how jiggly and soft my belly is. Can't wait for it to grow more

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My belly is getting bigger. Planning a stuffing fortomorrow. If you want to contribute my PayPal is @DropsofJoyKent

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So I'm able to start gaining again from the 2nd September. I would love to start it off with a bang. Last time I gained a stone in a week. If you would like to be a part of the journey please consider ordering from my wishlist. I will be updating my progress as I go. Thanks in advance.

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No longer feedee?

Still a feedee and still gaining. Gained 3ibs this week! I just want my blog to reflect all areas of my life. Reading being my biggest hobby and interest

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August Readathon

Join a team by picking your element:

Air

Fire

Earth

Water

Comment your element below and I will make a note of which team you are on.

Each week I will make a post for people to post what books they have read, how many pages and their ratings. You don't have to provide all that information but it gets you and your team more points

1 point for every page read. This includes articles online as 1 page each, audio books or podcasts is 1 minute = 1 page unless it allows you to track pages then do whichever is highest

Gain an extra 10 points for finishing a book even if it was started before the readathon

1 star = 2 points

2 star = 5 points

3 star = 10 points

4 star = 15 points

5 star = 20 points

I will be doing read alongs via zoom Fridays to Mondays. I'll post links later.

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This blog is becoming primarily a book blog with book reviews, read alongs and readathons. I will still be doing other updates.

Here is my book list if you want to support this blog.

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How is everyone's weekend?

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reblog to tell the person you reblogged this from that they are deserving of love and affection

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for everybody who’s suffering from an eating disorder:  i love you

for everybody who’s in recovery for their eating disorder:  i love you

for everybody who’s not ready to recover:  i love you

for everybody who wants to recover but is struggling to:  i love you

for everybody who is afraid to get help:  i love you

for everybody who is body positive for everyone but themselves:  i love you

im so sorry for whatever drove you to this point. what your brain says to you isnt true. youre beautiful, and you deserve to recover. 

youre not alone. and i love you.

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My whole eating disorder feels fake

Like, I’m not even a bit skinny

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drink some water you beautiful and capable but dehydrated bitch

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“Anorexia doesn’t mean that you don’t eat. We all would be dead by now.

Anorexia means that every time you eat, you suddenly feel fatter.

Anorexia means that every time you eat, you feel a voice in your head that says “you should’t have eaten that”.

Anorexia means that every time you see someone skinny you feel like dying.

Anorexia means wanting to weigh yourself every hour just to see the numbers going down down down.

Anorexia means wanting to weigh yourself but being afraid to because you know you shouldn’t have eaten that piece of cake yesterday.

THIS IS ANOREXIA. So please, if you don’t know anything about it, don’t come to me with your bullshit, because I don’t wanna hear any of that. “

- sum random ana blogger

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I swear my mind is constantly torn between wanting to starve and lose weight quickly and wanting to lose weight healthily with a reasonable calorie limit.

Like I know eating this way isn’t sustainable and if I do eat healthier I won’t binge as much but it’s so hard because I hate what I see so much.