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Woo Do Hwan - GQ Magazine January Issue ‘18

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fmdsookhee:

she was surprised that he had played along with her little farce and had pretended that they hadn’t met before. she didn’t have the right to be though - she was the one who had started it, she had just thought, maybe even a small part of her hoped, that he would have allowed himself to get a little bit upset and called her out on it. that probably wouldn’t have been the smartest thing to do though, especially considering they were around other people in the industry, but she couldn’t help but be a little bit selfish in that aspect. “my mistake. i usually tend to recall those a little bit more memorable. sorry.” she hummed at his words. “i’m sure. thank you, it’s always lovely to meet a fan.” as soon as those words were exchanged she turned to look at someone else at the same moment he did, trying to find someone else to talk to. and that had worked for a while, until half of the people at their table had gotten up for one reason or another, leaving both her and chan alone on their side of the table. she sighed and glanced at him. “what are you doing here? i wasn’t aware you’d be invited.”

       he couldn't help but chuckle slightly at her diss. she was implying he wasn't memorable? chan was sure they both knew that was a lie. if he wasn't, why would she waster her time on him? he wasn't even upset about what she was saying — he knew she didn't mean it. they were over but somehow, chan had a feeling their relationship wasn't that easy to end. if he still had some feelings for her, he could only assume she did as well. while it was very possible that it wasn't romantic ones, chan knew sookhee didn't want him out of her life completly just yet. better than nothing, right? ❛ what i'm doing here? why wouldn't i be here would be a more appropriate question wouldn't it?❜ he mirrored her actions; sighing softly and stealing a glance. ❛ you look beautiful as always. ❜, he said as he smiled brightly and waved at some fans. ❛ we'll probably be here for a while so let's just act like people would expect of us — ❜ he bit his lower lip to contain his growing smile before continuing ❛ i announced i was a fan, we can't look like we don't get along now ❜ was he taking advantage of the situation to be at least a little bit friendly with her? maybe. his features turned serious as he finally turned his full attention to her ❛ how have you been ? or is that not my business anymore? ❜

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ok i was supposed to be active today but.................i found the kdrama jugglers and im in love??? so priorities lmaooo i have to watch it :’) it’s 2 am and im not even tired...time to continue watching it lool

has anyone watched it...if so dont tell me spoilers lmao but i like it so far???

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i already have another chara in mind even tho my activity on chan has been shitty recently i suck hahaha

also im feeling like shit so i’ll be home and will be active tonight :D 

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Woo Do Hwan for Vogue Korea 2017

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fmdsookhee:

sookhee couldn’t believe her luck. had she done something so horrible and revolting that she would be subjected to such a fate? she wasn’t a horrible person.. most of the time. she had her moments just like everyone else, maybe a little bit more often than everyone else, but what could she had possibly done that would have been bad enough for the universe to think it was a good idea to sit her next to chan of all people? don’t get her wrong, she didn’t hate him; quite the opposite, if she were being honest, but she didn’t want to be near him. especially not stuck at an event with him for the next several hours. 

she looked down at the place card that had her name written out, her eyes flickering over to look at him, before she sighed and pulled her chair out to take her seat. she crossed her legs under the table and sat as far away from him as humanly possible without drawing attention to the both of them. luckily the table was full of other people, so she wouldn’t have to be forced to make conversation with him. or so she thought until one of her acquaintances thought it was a good time to try to introduce the two of them. she regretfully turned her gaze to chan, not even bothering to put a fake smile on her face. “no, i don’t think we’ve met,” she blatantly lied. “you’re that guy from unity’s older brother, right?” 

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       love truly was a pain. although he knew he had decided to break up with the idol; although he knew she was different from the girl he had originally fallen for ; although he knew they were on broadcast; although he knew her actions were justified — it still hurt him. his head screamed indignantly as she ignored their past but of course, he kept his mouth shut. it was over between them, it was a decision he had taken. he couldn't regret it now. he did think ending things was a good choice but the heart wants what it wants doesn't it? as much as she changed, his feelings for her were still strong — not that he'd ever show or admit it to her. so, being stuck sitting to her was a nightmare already but she just had to push the knife deeper. he played along. ❛ right. usually people associate him with me though, not the opposite. ❜ he smiled politely at her. there was a lot of people around..and cameras. he had to be professional. ❛ nice to meet you, i'm a fan. ❜ he continued, locking eyes with her for a brief second before turning his attention to someone (anyone) else sitting at the same table as them. that much was true — she had always been on the screen, proudly showing her talent. he had a lot of respect for her as an artist. he just hoped that with her temper, she wouldn't take that wrong and drop their little farce and ruin their public image. he hadn't really had any scandal so far and he liked it that way.

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fmdbenjy:

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bumping into chan backstage at a music show had been a stroke of luck. he had heard of his choice of pets and benjy couldn’t help but be impressed by it. (who wouldn’t be impressed by snakes as pets? that was enough for him to put the older male up on a pedestal despite knowing barely anything about him— you could say benjy had some pretty high standards…) he didn’t hesitated to approach him either, already with a topic in mind, and not long after that, he was invited to check out the snakes himself. it was the main reason why he was standing in front of mars’s dorm in the first place, his phone in hand as he texted chan that he was right outside. his schedule was cleared for the day and he was practically bouncing on the balls of his feet, brimming with excitement at the thought of seeing a snake up close. he didn’t fear a lot of things (unless it was spiders… or hyunmi) and snakes were no exception to that rule.

       chan wasn't particularly hard to befriend. he had always been somewhat social, his only problem had always been to make efforts to better the relationship but as long as the others did the work it had never been brought up as a problem. while he can be hard to approach sometimes, there's one topic that will make him look upon you favorably — snakes. being allergic to cat had forced him to adopt something less...fluffly. he discovered quickly his love for snakes when he was searching for alternatives. so, bringing up snakes was like a cheat code to become his friend. you could say benjy had hit the jackpot. as soon as he noticed the other's text, he hurried to go open the door. ❛ come in — you didn't wait too long right? ❜

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fmdhaejun:

He had noticed the staring –– how could he not when the other man didn’t bother hiding it. It was a bit shameless but he didn’t mind it. There was something almost nice about the honesty displayed –– in this crooked world where liars and deceivers run free, honesty felt like rain in sahara. Sometimes Haejun would return the gaze, a fleeting second before their eyes parted again, it was like a waltz danced alone in a crowded room. He let the game drawl on for a while, his smile was hidden nicely, tucked behind the mask he always wore. Golden boy, you sure knew how to fool.

Only when their little game had reached its natural end, did he approach him. Knew him as Chan. Simply Chan –– no last name, a monosyllable stage name clipped to the other’s skin in his archive of faces. “Might as well take a picture.” The overused line caused a ripple of laugh –– silent, shaky chuckle, never was one who shook the world with his laughs –– but it felt too fitting, like a tailor-made costume. His words polite despite the tone used, nothing to complain about. His smile too charming, like one trained but executed with natural perfection. “Chan Hyung, you missed me that much?” A cheekiness that one couldn’t hate –– it was true that it’s been a while since they last saw each other.

       well, this was awkward. when they eyes had met he had expected such a thing to happen but he would have prefered it if the idol would have simply ignored him. on the other hand, it's not like chan had been discret about it ; maybe it was better this way. ❛ pictures don't do you justice. ❜ , he replied smoothly,a small smile appearing on his lips. chansik felt like this interaction wasn't in his favor — the decipher member obviously enjoyed playing with him and now that he had found out, chan would need to find another eye candy to stare at. tragic. thinking about it now, maybe he should have been less obvious. ❛ obviously i did — i guess i was too obvious mhm... ❜ he chuckled softly before shrugging and getting up from where he was sitting. ❛ you ruined my fun, what's the point of staring secretly at you if you know now? ❜

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sorry i haven’t been active :( i have an exam tomorrow so i need to study for that.. (plus i went out yesterday lol rip) ill do random starters for people tuesday and reply to what i owe !

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fmdyeona:

YEONA WAS FORGETFUL, CERTAINLY, it wasn’t a secret, though, she never anticipated for her faults in memory to follow into her navigational skills. She was convinced that the desolate road they were breezing upon was the correct route to the art gallery he so desperately wished to seek and indulge upon with her company.  However, upon further inspection, perhaps her drowsy mind was playing tricks upon her gaze as the red line seemed to be directing away and away from where they were currently heading with passing confidence. “Look,” she began, although, the grimace was clear as it settled upon her wary features before she bit her lip and pursed them together in a standard fashion. “I tried, alright? This GPS thing is so confusing, that’s why Google Maps exists, who even uses these things?” Yeona accused, narrowed gaze landing heavy on the small device in Chan’s hand. She huffed and settled back in her seat, lip tugging in a manner of disregard towards the system that failed them, or rather, was failed to by the easily confused woman. “We’re not that far away from it though, only twenty minutes off-course, I’m sure it’ll be okay,” she attempted, shooting him a glance for confirmation on her predicted theory. 

       he wasn't mad at her — slightly irritated would be a better description of what he was feeling. it wasn't necessarily directed at her though. he was as busy as any other idol was but this had never been the path chan wanted to follow after all, he had learned to enjoy it but he would surely appreciate more free time. hanging out with yeona in particular during this rare free time wasn't just because he enjoyed her company — their different personalities forced chan to be more level headed and that's clearly what he needed at the moment. but of course, seeing a good friend was also a joyous occasion. ❛ anyone who doesn't want to use their data but i guess with how you can save maps on google maps now...i just made it more difficult for us right? ❜ he pouted slightly as he looked carefully at the route to their destination. just like she had said, they hadn't strayed too far off and taking the next exit would probably solve the problem. ❛ you're right..it's open until 10 anyway but i'd prefer going there when there's less people. wouldn't want you stuck with a scandal mhm? ❜

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WTF WHY IM NOT READY

I LOVE THEM SO MUCH

IM NOT READY FOR THEIR DRAMA

MY BEAUTIFUL BABIES

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jonghyun’s album is out & so is his mv :’) i’m taking it better than i thought i would.. seeing him made me smile...i cant listen to the album bc its late and im going to sleep soon but ill do it tomorrow. heard there was going to be another mv too? for a song with lyrics which made me sad :’))) 

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       he looked once — ok maybe twice, but that’s it. ok, maybe that was a lie too but how could he not look at someone so good looking? the decipher member was a sight for sore eyes and chan had no shame in admitting he had a little crush. well — he didn't want to date the younger idol...maybe just kiss him into oblivion? it's not like he was planning on making a move, he had many chances to do so before today. all chan really wanted to do right at this moment, was check him out in peace. was that so wrong? well, obviously his subconcious thought so because when he awkwardly made eye contact with the other, he turned his head the other way in the blink of an eye.

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       ❛...give me the gps ❜ it was a rare occasion where chan had actually trusted the girl group member with the gps, something he now obviously regretted. since they both had some free time, they had decided to go to a art gallery that had opened recently. sure, hanging out at such a place could be risky but chan had a principle — he didn't hide when he was with friends. sure, yeona was a girl but they didn't have a romantic relationship. hanging out secretly and trying not to be spotted would implicate such a relationship and he didn't want that to happen.his fans knew well that if he gets caught — with pictures where they obviously weren't holding hands or kissing, they were just friends. anyway, while his company wouldn't like it, chan would probably just admit to being in a relationship if he ever was in one and the fans knew that as well. he had that much freedom because he had always been straightforward with his fans. considering all that, going to the art gallery he wanted to see with his friend was no problem. though, if it continued like it was going at the moment, maybe they wouldn't even get there. ❛ why didn't you tell me sooner we were lost? ❜ the main vocalist had never really driven out of seoul before so the gps was all he could trust.

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