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Years… it’s been years. Someone hold me…
pretty please~🥹
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Why am I like this
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forbebeandjam · 1 day
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Kyma’s smile is so beautiful 😭🩵 and then namjoon just enjoying himself 😂
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Kiss & Makeup | Bada Lee x Fem Reader | Fluff
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Summary: You’re tired of chasing after her but she doesn’t want to give you up.
Word count: 1.9k
Warnings: mild cursing and make out.
A/N: Currently thinking about a part 2 smut for this one. What do you guys think?
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"Wait! Bada wait!" You yelled as you chased after her. Your short legs were unable to catch up to her as she walked down the hall.
"Bada! Shit!" You said as she shut the door to the hideout. You never understood Bada. She hired you as her personal makeup artist three years ago and her attitude suddenly changed in the last few days.
You had to stay next to her throughout the filming of Street Woman Fighter 2 and it was draining.
Due to this, you knew about all of her deepest and darkest secrets. You knew that the relationship with her boyfriend was slowly crumbling away and maybe that's why her mood was changing.
Maybe that was the reason why she has been so mean and angry towards you. Because she knew she couldn't take it out on anyone else. And to be fully honest, you were tired of it.
Every time during touch-ups, she would be on her phone talking, or more like shouting, with her boyfriend about something. Whether it was about time, skills, cheating, or whatever other stupid things, you would hear it all.
So you had just come back from an agonizing fight. You had a pounding headache and you hadn't finished touching up her makeup since she decided to storm off. You sighed and leaned on the wall.
"Bada giving you a hard time again?" You heard a voice and your head snapped to where it came from. There you found Redy leaning against the wall as well with a sweet smile.
You were destined to have the same path but you gave up dancing for your family and you don't regret it since you always had Redy next to you to support your career and goals.
"Yeah. I don't blame her but I'm tired. I can't keep running around trying to get her ready for the camera if she doesn't let me," you said trying to fix up the makeup bag you had on your hand.
"Give her some time. Maybe she's just stressed," Redy said as she helped you put your things in order.
"But everyone here is stressed and not everyone treats me like that. I even do Jam's makeup sometimes and they are under more pressure but they are always nice. BEBE is nice to me as well so I just don't get why she's such an ass," you said causing Redy to chuckle.
"We all express ourselves differently. Is there something you do when she's feeling this way that might trigger her?" She asked.
"No... well... I try to get her mind off things by explaining what I'm doing and showing her the products but that doesn't change the fact that she's rude," you said.
"Ah~ I get it. I think she-"
"Y/N, can you come to touch up my makeup now?" You heard Bada's voice filled with sadness.
"Well, I have to go but I'll see you around," Redy said quickly getting up and walking away. You sighed and hung the bag around your shoulder to walk towards her.
You walked into the hideout and started patting away on her face using your brushes to accentuate her eyes and lips. You added a shadow to her beauty mark to make it pop and carefully curled her lashes with a hot wooden stick.
Suddenly you felt her grab your arm. You panicked thinking you had burned her.
"I'm sorry! Did I burn you? let me see," you panicked looking for aloe gel but she shook her head as she stood up.
"Why are you so quiet today?" She said with her raspy voice.
"Well, I just figured you weren't feeling well so for once I decided to give you some silence. I am also not feeling too well," you said.
"How come you were so chatty with Redy? You even called me an asshole. So, what is it?" Bada asked once more not letting go of your hand.
You dropped the brush as you felt her grip tightened around your wrist.
"Bada, let go. Now I have to wash and disinfect the brush," just as you were about to bend down to pick up the brush, she managed to pull you back up and pull you into her chest.
"Why are you so indifferent towards me?" She said.
"I'm not! Im just tired, okay?" You said as you pulled your wrist away and picked up the brush. You began to gather your things but paused in the process.
Maybe it was time to open up to her. Maybe it was time you told her how you really felt about her.
"I'm tired of always listening to your fights with your boyfriend. I'm tired of having to pick up the pieces. I am tired of having to deal with your attitude when you fight with him. I'm tired of chasing after you. I always have. In middle and high school, when we danced in the same crew, even when I graduated beauty school, I chose to be around you and I'm tired, Bada. I don't deserve this," you said as you closed your bag and swung it over your shoulder.
"I broke up with him," she said and you froze in your spot.
"Why are you telling me this?" You said as you looked through your bag for your car keys.
"You said you've been chasing me and I have to admit that I have been running away. I have been too scared and blind to see that through all my struggles you were right next to me. And you were right. I have been an asshole to you, and no matter how many times I push you away to not hurt you, you are still here. Why?" She asked this time. You felt her walking closer to you.
"Bada, let's not do this right now. you have to be on in fifty minutes and I really don't want you to be distracted," you said swallowing the true words you wanted to say.
She didn't say anything else and you made your way to your car. You knew she wouldn't follow you and you didn't expect her to. You planned to quit which was not your best option. You had no experience outside of being Bada's makeup artist and you were sure she wouldn't vouch for you if you found a new job.
Your thoughts were that she probably enjoyed having you behind her like a lost puppy. Or maybe she really liked your company but whatever it was, you didn't think your heart could take it any longer.
You couldn't believe that after all of these years, she had been so blind to your feelings. To the crazy love you have for her. How could she not see it after fighting your way through beauty school just to be her personal makeup artist?
You bit your lip as the tears threatened to escape your eyes. You couldn't cry. You refused to let anyone see you cry. You started your car and as you were about to drive, you saw a figure stand right in front of your car making you abruptly hit the brakes.
"What is wrong with you!?" You shouted as you honked at the dark figure before you. Suddenly they got in your car and took their hood. It was Bada.
"What are you doing!? I could've killed you. You need to be on that stage!" You said as you hit her arm.
"I don't go on yet. I have thirty minutes but I can't let you go like this. Don't walk away from me. I can't go onstage without you. I need you," she said as she gripped your arm. Her voice was filled with sincerity and her eyes were as teary as yours a few moments ago.
"What about what I need? It's hard enough having to deal with your nagging and attitude. You're never there for me," you said.
"Then let me be. Let me show you that I can be there for you. Let's start over again. Please stay," she said. You couldn't handle it. You were scared she was just messing with you again and the moment you gave in would all be the same.
"Bada don't do that," your last words come out as a sigh. You still refused to face her.
"Do what?" She said softly and you sighed once more in frustration. Turned to her harshly.
"Don't give me false hope. You will never see me the way I have seen you for all these years, Bada and it hurts, okay? It hurts to know that you will never love me the way I love-" Your words were cut short when she grabbed your head and planted her lips on yours.
A million thoughts and emotions rush through your body, making it difficult for you to process what is happening. Your heart was pounding fast and you were scared she might be able to hear it.
But that all went away.
It melted away when she moved her lips. You melted into her arms and moved your lips in sync with hers. Her tongue ran through your bottom lip asking for access that you gladly granted.
Your tongues massaged each other and you finally decided to break the kiss as you gasped for air. She connected your foreheads with her not letting go of your face. You could see a small tear escape her eye.
You two shared a moment of stillness when she suddenly kissed your cheek. She placed a soft peck on your nose, your forehead, your chin, and then your lips.
"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry for making you suffer like this. I'm sorry I made you cry and tried to push you away. I'm sorry I used you for my own selfish reasons but... I can't live without you. Don't leave. I can't go on that stage without you," she had you in a warm embrace by this time and you were speechless.
"I have always loved you but I thought my life would only affect your career path. Then you came back to me and I was heartbroken when I saw you look at me dance with a wide smile on your face. I knew how much you wanted to be on stage with me. Please let me love you," she said not letting go of you.
Your soft sobs began to fill the car and she just held you tightly until your cries died down. She slowly broke away from the hug to ensure you were okay.
"Am I dreaming?" You said as you sniffled making her chuckle.
"It's all real. See? It's real," she said as she grabbed your hands and placed them on her face while she kissed them.
"Can you please stay?" She asked one more time. You felt a heavy weight lift off your shoulders. A huge smile was painted across your face and she kissed your tear-stained cheeks.
"I'll stay," you said and a warm smile adorned her face. You two shared a moment till a loud knock interrupted the silence.
"Bada, we need to go now. Share your lovey-dovey moment later!" Tatter said immediately when you rolled down your window.
The three of you quickly rushed to the stage and you tried to fix Bada's smudged lips and your own eye makeup.
That night you saw Bada shine on the stage like never before. Her charisma and smile were radiating and her energy was through the roof all because of you, defeating the opposing team.
After Daniel announced the winner, she blew a kiss at you not caring if there were fans or cameras around. She was finally the happiest she could ever be and she was determined to make you the happier you could ever be, by her side.
Thank you for reading and let me know if want a part 2🩵
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forbebeandjam · 1 day
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Sometimes I look in the mirror and I wonder why I’m single 🥹 I KNOW IT SOUNDS COCKY but I promise I feel like I’m really pretty and nice but no one sees me romantically…
Do you any of you wanna go on a date with me? The weather is nice today and we can go an a picnic to a nice park 🤭🩶
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forbebeandjam · 2 days
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fucking love when I'm on a call with someone and they start to do a little errand or go somewhere else and they say "and you're coming with me" like. absolutely I am let's go on an adventure I've been spirited away
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forbebeandjam · 2 days
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I low key wish I was one of those people that have a set dream of being a doctor, lawyer, teacher, etc. they have a set goal. I don’t… I have to many goals and a big dream. I have many things I want to be and do and I can’t figure out what to do first…
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forbebeandjam · 3 days
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mainly for @ttoddii lol
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forbebeandjam · 4 days
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IVE ♡ SWITCH
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forbebeandjam · 4 days
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I forgot I was bi till a man made my heart flutter. Then I remember he is not jungkook and it went away🫡
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forbebeandjam · 5 days
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FELT
was about to give up on writing but damn, bada new insta post pull me back in, nvm
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forbebeandjam · 5 days
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I SECURED THEM!! GIVE ME A PAT ON MY BACK🥹🩵
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forbebeandjam · 6 days
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I present to you, ME being a certified YAPPER when it come to BEBE 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️
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P.S. I’m so getting it even if it means imma be broke when in need to buy a plane ticket 🤡 thank you for coming to my TED talk 🫡
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Only You | Kirsten Dodgen x Fem Reader | 21+
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Summary: your untouchable best friend has feeling for you and you have no idea until she takes a risk.
Word count: 2.5k
Warnings: VERY explicit scenes. SMUT 21+ mutual fingering, edging, came untouched, etc. MDNI
READERS DISCRETION IS ADVISED
A/N: some thing for my Kirsten stans 😉🤭 hope you like it🩷
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Kirsten Dodgen. The name itself seemed untouchable for many. She was the definition of perfection. She was kind, gentle, talented, and more than that, she was absolutely beautiful. Everyone wanted to be her or be with her no matter the gender.
When she danced, she made so many scream her name. She caught everyone's eye. So while everyone desired to catch a glimpse of her, you had no idea how you managed to be so close to her.
She had you wrapped around her finger. She took you wherever she went and you were always there for her. You questioned this every day. You were the opposite of what she was.
You were cold, quiet, and some would say you came off as a bitch. You never tried to enhance your features and you would always hear people chatter about how you looked.
They would say you looked not taken care of. They said you were lazy and not confident at all. But you didn't care. You never cared.
All you cared about was Kirsten. The way she moved her body and the way she would look at you drove you crazy and blurred out the voices around you. Too bad she only saw you as her best friend.
So that was always in your mind.
How the hell did this amazing woman become your best friend?
"Y/N! Are you mad at me again?" She said as she shook your shoulders knocking you back into your senses.
"What?" You said as you tried to look at her. Seconds ago she was in the center of the dance studio teaching away and now she was sitting right next to you.
"I told you I was sorry. I didn't mean to get my pink lip stain on your favorite shirt. I was wearing it and it just spilled. I'll buy you a new one," she said as she rested her head on your shoulder.
"Oh, um... no. I'm not mad anymore. That shirt looked better on you than me. Are you done with class?" You asked.
"Yeah. Did you want to eat something?" She said.
"Yes. I wanted to get some food before I take you back home. Are you ready?" You asked as you stood up offering your hand. She took it and you began to walk out of the building. Your arms linked together and the usual chatter started again.
The chatter about your image, Kirsten's beauty, etc. you lowered your head and let go of her arm. She looked at you in confusion and looked around. It's not that she didn't notice how people talked about you. It's just that she never mentioned it to not make you uncomfortable but she was tired of it.
"Listen, I know it's hard to ignore them but look at me," she said as she pulled a strand of hair behind your ear.
"You're beautiful in my eyes. Whatever they say shouldn't matter, okay?" She said as she cupped your cheek with her hand. You nodded with a small smile. That's all you need. Sweet words from her were all you needed to forget all the bad things.
Everyone around you fell silent and she dragged you out of the studio. You both got inside your car. You drove to a fast food place and got some burgers and fries to munch on before getting ready for the next day. You began to make your way to Kirsten's house when she spoke up.
"Actually... my apartment is being remodeled and painted. Brian is staying somewhere else as well. Can I sleep over at your place? I hate the paint smell," she said. You bit your lip in thought.
This would be the third time she would sleep over in a row and you didn't mind but every time she would walk around in nothing but your oversized shirts and underwear driving you crazy.
"You're thinking about this too much. Just drop me off at Emma's place," she said as she looked out of the window.
"I'm sorry. I'm just... It hasn't been a good day today. You can sleep over my place," you said immediately painting a smile on her face.
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After eating, she decided to put herself a glass of wine that she had bought for your birthday but never drank.
"Can I borrow some clothes? I need to wash mine," she said.
"Sure. If you promise not to do your makeup in my clothes again. You know where things are, right? I need to finish something for school," you said. She rolled her eyes and stood up from the couch.
"Whatever. I'll be right back," she said as she disappeared into your room.
You began typing away on your computer and clicking. Kirsten seemed to be taking her sweet time looking through your room for clothes but she truly found more than that.
Just as you were about to get up to go find her, her phone vibrated under your leg. I grabbed it and saw a message from Brian.
Brian: Kirs, are you coming home today?
Brian: Ling and LaTrice are over here and they wanted to get a drink later.
Your brows furrowed at the message. She lied to you. Why that was? You had no clue. You heard her footsteps and quickly put her phone back where she left it. Under your thigh.
"You got a new message. I felt your phone vibrate," you quietly commented. As you looked up you noticed what she was wearing. Only her spandex shorts and one of your pink lace capri tank tops.
You diverted your eyes from her well-built figure as you felt your face heat up. She looked beyond beautiful and you were afraid you might just strip her down with your eyes. She grabbed her phone slightly grazing your thigh making you jump a little.
She began to type away on her phone and then turned to you.
"Are you almost done? I want to watch a movie with you," she said as she put her arms around your shoulders resting her chin on one of them.
"Yeah. Just a few minutes," you replied with no tone in your voice. She was taken aback by your coldness. Yes, she knew that's how you were but never with her. Whenever you talked to her there was always a hit of warmth to your voice but not this time.
"Why are you acting so weird towards me today?  Did I do something wrong?" She asked and you finally shut your laptop.
"Why did you lie?" You said.
"What are you talking about?" She said looking directly into your eyes.
"You said you couldn't go home. You said it was being painted and Brian wasn't there either. Why?" You said as you turned to her waiting for answers. She began to fiddle with her hands and avoided your gaze.
"Kirsten, you have done so many things to make me question what is it that you want from me. You mess up my things, ignore me, lie to me. Why do you do these things? Why do you... confuse me?" You said as you looked away.
"Y/N, I never meant to confuse you. I just... you're really special to me and it seems like you're the only one that can't see it," she said as she grabbed your shoulder making you turn around to face her.
"I spilled my lip tint so I could get your attention because you were talking to Emma more instead of me. I ignored you to make you jealous. I lied to you to spend more time with you because... I... I fell in love with you, Y/N," she said and your face became a rosy pick as your heart felt like it was about to pop out of your chest.
"But... Brian and you... I don't get it," you said as you stood up.
"What don't you get?" She said going after you.
"Why me? You're literally perfect and I'm... I'm not. I'm moody and not pretty. Why did you fall in love with me?" You asked.
"Because I looked in here..." she said as she placed her hand on your heart.
"I saw how you were with the younger students. How you would take over my classes when I was feeling down even if it meant you needed to deal with other people which I know you hate. You always brought the kids snacks and water for our breaks and you always treated me like a human. Not like some star dancer," she said as she took both of your hands into hers.
"I can't believe that you turned down so many people with me in mind. It just sounds so crazy..." you said as a small tear rolled down your face.
"Believe it. It has always been you. In the middle of a crowded room, in school, even when we hang out with our friends, it's always you. Only you," she said as she got closer to you. Your faces were centimeters away and you closed your eyes.
Soon you felt her soft lips on yours. You could taste her sweet chocolate lip gloss as she slowly moved her lips in sync with yours. The world was muted. Every single negative thought in your brain and every negative comment anyone has said before were long gone.
You felt like you were flying and your stomach did a million flips. You began to smile uncontrollably into the kiss causing her to giggle and break away from the kiss.
"You're so cute!" She said as she threw herself in your arms.
"I'm going to put on some pants. Brian and the girls are on their way here. I hope that's okay," she said as she walked to your room.
"That's... that's fine..." you said still in a trance but with a wide colorful smile on your face.
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A few days passed and you found yourself in your living room waiting for your girlfriend to come out of the room while you worked on your laptop.
"I'm just saying, if they talk they should at least look the part. Those girls were talking about your appearance and they looked like wet dogs. Ugh! I can't stand them," she said as she walked out in underwear and one of your oversized shirts. The one she spilled lipstick on specifically.
"It's fine. I don't care what they have to say," you said.
"But you're not ugly! You just hide that beautiful face behind your hair," she sat next to you and pushed a strand of your hair behind your ear. Suddenly she let out a loud gasp making you turn to her in surprise.
"Let me do your makeup! Please!" She said as she put her hands together. You laughed at her actions.
"Do you really want to?" You asked. You'd do anything she asked from you. And if she wanted to do your makeup, then you would gladly let her. She nodded her head and you closed your laptop.
She went to her bag and grabbed her makeup pouch. She walked to you and with a wide smile she pushed your hair back. She placed a small kiss on your cheek and straddled you. She applied a bit of mascara and blush. When she was about to apply lipstick she kissed you.
Your hand went to her back and that's when you realized how she wasn't wearing a bra. Your hand travels from her back to her waist and down to her butt.
She felt you touching her and took the opportunity to press her body against yours. She couldn't believe you wanted her as much as she wanted you. You groped her ass while she deepened the kiss.
She used her hand to go inside your pants and felt how wet you were for her.
"Damn, baby. I didn't know you wanted me this much," she said between sloppy kisses. You let out a soft moan and bit your lip.
"Well, you always have me around your finger when you wear my clothes," you said when you got used to the feeling of her hand in your sensitive area.
"Do I? Wanna know how I feel when I wear them?" She asked and you nodded. She used her free hand to guide yours inside her soaked panties. You moaned at the gushy feeling of her folds.
No other word was said but you immediately understood what she wanted when you heard her sweet moans against your ear. You wanted to hear more and feel more of her.
With your free hand, you managed to remove the shirt she was wearing and tossed it somewhere on the living room floor.
As you collected all of her juices with your fingers, you shoved two inside of her causing her to yelp out in pleasure. She moved her finger to rub on your clit and soon both of your moans bounced off your living room walls.
"Keep going. That feels so good, baby," she said as she was riding your fingers. You felt her clench around your fingers and her moans got louder. You pulled out of her and she gasped as she gripped your shoulders.
"Babe... why did you stop?" She said panting between words. Her actions on you had come to a halt as well. You were both panting and groaning and as soon as you regain a bit of your composure, you picked her up and used your hands on her ass for support.
You dropped her on the bed softly and hovered over her. Your mouth immediately went to one of her boobs and you sucked on the spot softly eating sweet moans from her.
"You deserve to be comfortable. Come here," you said as you raked one of her legs over your shoulder for better access. Her flexibility was no problem and she had demonstrated it many times when dancing so you were glad you got to experience it intimately.
As you shoved two fingers inside once again, she smiled as she bit her lip. Her mouth was now wide open and her hips moved to the rhythm of your hand. Loud sounds escaped her lips as you hit her sweet spot and she once more started to clench around you.
She sat up and wrapped her arms around your shoulders. She clashed her lips onto yours and you pumped your fingers faster. One last loud moan escaped her lips and she came on your bed sheets and your hand. Her panting was rapid and you almost came untouched just from looking at her messy state.
Your makeup was now messy and her body was sweaty. She grabbed your hand that was previously inside of her and shoved them inside of her mouth as she tasted herself making you finally cum inside of your panties. You moaned and collapsed your body on top of her naked one.
"That was... amazing, babe. I'll make you feel good next time. I promise," she said as she wrapped her arms around you and played with your hair.
"I'll look forward to it, my love. Now let's clean up our mess and go to sleep," you said as you tried to get up but she pulled you back into a sweet kiss.
"I love you," she said with a chuckle.
"I love you too, Kirs,"
Thank you for reading🩷
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forbebeandjam · 6 days
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I think being held by them while they kiss my forehead . . . Yeah, I think that would very much fix me
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forbebeandjam · 6 days
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I felt this in a spiritual level😭🥹😭 I hate the feeling
why the bell did nobody tell me about how bad jealousy tastes??!!😨😨😨😨 i’m so shook rn like
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