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Das nächste spatort soko Wismar sighting

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Notes about today:

- Me and my friend hit 177 rounds in Bloons TD6 during an ethics lecture

- said lecture was absolutely uninspiring (I've heard the term "ethical fading" at least 100 times and it was always the same fucking justification for unethical behaviour in academic career

- i stick very well to the goddamn chairs and it BURNS

- new beyond the black single this Friday WE'RE BACK BITCHES

- it's too warm

- the cycling shorts I'm wearing to sleep are like 100 times more modest than the shorts I wore to uni

- I'm not surprised my cotton t-shirt feels better than my sports t-shirt but holy shit you're supposed to be breathable

- god bless the AC in my train

- oops, I haven't made new entries in my formula 1 journal

- TOMORROW BEGINS THE 24H NBR WEEKEND

- AND tomorrow is a holiday muhahaha (Fronleichnam)

- it's my ex(?)-crush's birthday today

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i just want to note that two cars i'll be keeping an eye on during the 24hNBR next weekend are going to be the #16 and the #33 lestappie much, huh?

i swear it's because of laurens vanthoor and nico menzel lmfao and not necissarily lestappen numbers XD

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Guckt man gerade nur entspannt soko Wismar beim lernen und hat auf einmal den roland jumpscare

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honestly, f1's dick measuring contest with colliding with both the indy500 and le mans is some where I ultimately will pay less attention to f1 rather than to two of the most exciting races of the year

And the sport itself, the drivers and the teams working at their best week in week out, don't deserve that actually - but the circus around it does.

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i swear i just want a simple, easy, nothing big haircut (okay, it's one third of my hair but that's only because it became so fucking long that it's gotta be 20cm i need off) because it's warm, i hate myself with waist long hair and i'm not 10 anymore and willingly let my mom tell me "no scissor will ever touch your hair" - problem being that i only want to let my mom near my hair but after a slightly gone wrong haircut in 2022 she won't touch my hair for longer lenghts anymore...

yay.

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mick schumacher deserves the fucking world

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"Je düsterer der Spatort, desto blonder ist Adam"

~ Johanna (ich), 05.06.2025, 23:10 nach dem sr aktuell Bericht

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surely gonna be an interesting lestappen debrief

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maxie that's not how you treat your kids!

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fuck them. fuck all of them. if you can't treat me with basic respect and no backhanded comments, fuck you.

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i can lowkey feel the effects of me basically only being here and on twitter and playing video games (i'd really need to learn actually) but i can actually feel my creativity coming back?

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mein größtes hear me out ist dirk steffens for some reason

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the way the picture was taken in MARCH. IN MARCH (look closely to the right where it says "Aufnahmedatum" - that's the metadata of the picture because variety uploaded it as they were given, without compressing. picture source

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I feel so helpless

Like a victim of my own mind

I can't escape my thoughts

I can't escape overthinking

There's too much coming at me

I am overstimulated, overwhelmed

How do I fix this?

How do I fix myself?

I miss my grandpa.

I need someone to tell me everything is going to be okay.

I can do this, I just don't know how.

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ich muss ehrlich so ein bisschen ein social-media-detoxing machen, so im sinne, dass ich einfach nur noch weniger zeit auf discord verbringe weil ich das gefühl hab, dass ich dadurch nicht mehr genug in der realität bin. also hab ich jetzt den server wo ich mich beschissen gefühlt hab und wegen eines mini-fehlers der nicht mal schlimm war auf einmal ne krise bekommen hab, einfach nach ganz unten verschoben und bin jetzt möglichst nur einmal oder zweimal pro tag da um ein bild zu posten (ist ein bisschen ne tradition und alle finden das gut, also wirds aufrecht erhalten) und die frage des tages zu beantworten. und den rest des tages lerne ich, lese ein buch, spiele ein spiel, male, schreibe wie auch immer. ich habe genug was ich tun kann ohne dass ich konstant auf discord sein muss.

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It's silly maybe but I struggle to eat tomato salad somedays since last year because we got a call from the hospital when mom and I were eating one and the call was informing mom about the possibilities that my grandpa might die with his diagnosis of leukemia and the flu he had caught and also about the reanimation options or a dnr and that was the day I got really scared about him passing away which he did soon after and that night i lost my appetite completely and so somedays it's just really really hard to eat it when it's served but I'm too anxious to tell mom