foulbones

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i sense nearby my heart will soon be to sacrifice, and my light will go out

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i need saving and i fear people will only come once it’s too late

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new read.

only 60 pages in, so far, it’s just good. i had high expectations but i’m optimistic.

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tumblr feels like home i think i’ll marinate here for awhile

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hello

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i resent my own resilience

i don’t want to bounce back

i don’t want to be strong

trample me underfoot

and just let me stay down.

God, just let me stay down.

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would rather you reach behind the thick bones in my chest with your bare hands to inflict my breaking,

Instead of all the lies and shadiness

I thought that after all this time

that’s atleast what you owe me

but sometimes we don’t get what we deserve

and I guess that’s what men like you were made for

showing no mercy when it comes to the breaking

but can never stomach looking you in the eyes while doing it

coward.

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☽○☾

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rotten

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Are you real?

no I’m a figment of your imagination

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you’ve got no heart

beneath your bones

your h o l l o w,

cold as stone.

and that beat’

I heard

whilst holding you

was just the echo of

my own.