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yelling at god

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when i die i will haunt you for eternity, i'll make sure to never let you feel safe, just like you did to me.

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no one talks about how guilty you feel after getting triggered by your partner. knowing full well they're never going to do something as horrible as that to you, but you're back in that memory. they've done nothing wrong and im freaking out anyways.

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I Will Never Be Dirt Free

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I know people can read it in big red letters on my forehead: PREY. Abused once, vulnerable enough to be abused twice. How disgusted I feel for myself.

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how do yall do it- keep going i mean. its been almost two years and i just cant, i keep seeing things that bring those memories back or normal things happen that instantly remind me of what happened and all i can do is try to be normal about it but i just. how can yall try to live

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i probably couldn't even if i tried

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It gets easier. I know the trauma is heavy, but I first found this account in hs, I’m now 22. It takes time but you will heal, and it will still hurt some days but you will be okay. We all will be okay. Be kind to yourselves please.

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From Joan Aiken's book : 'The Wolves of Willoughby Chase' illustrated by Pat Marriott

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@ryebreadgf / The Truth About Grief, Fortesa Latifi / bone deep, m.v.e / Sidewalk, Richard Silken / unknown / 60 hours, m.v.e / @itsblackleader / Salt, Nayyirah Waheed / @heavensghost

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I AM HAUNTED BY A PAST I CANNOT GO BACK TO !!!!!! anyways

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