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conan we need a vodka cranberry release date 😭

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i can’t believe home video by lucy dacus came out four years ago 😭 it’s literally my favorite album of all time i love it so much

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oh the irony of a show about the lack of appreciation for and lack of investment in the arts being cancelled i hate it here

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SPEAK UP!!!🗣️🗣️‼️‼️ I KNOW YOU HATE ME😔😔 LOOKED AT YOUR PICTURE AND CRIED LIKE A BABY😭😭👶👶 SPEAK UP!!!🗣️🗣️‼️‼️‼️ DONT LEAVE ME WAITING⏱️⏱️🥱🥱GOT WAY TOO DRUNK OFF A VODKA CRANBERRY🍷🍷🥴🥴😵‍💫😵💫

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this is my song recommendation of the week btw. of the month. of the whole year actually. i'm obsessed.

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VODKA CRANBERRY SNIPPET SOUNDS SO GOOD OMG

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scooby doo ass gang

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you're not alone.

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feeling insane about tobias and gabin and i need to speak somewhere and tumblr doesn't have a word limit so here i am.

i've seen sir gideon glick talk about tobias and he's said a few times that tobias and his turning point when it comes to his feelings about gabin is the end of episode 4 (which does indeed make sense on rewatch). HOWEVER. i raise you that tobias, wrapped up in what he was doing, didn't quite realize that something shifted. even through The Rat, through Jail, through the events that occur in episodes 5-8 he had no idea his feelings really shifted. i honestly don't think he Knew until episode 8 when gabin was talking to the audience. when he was explaining that he let him down and that it was his responsibility to fix it and prove himself to him when he told the audience how to act (understanding what makes tobias and his autism and his creative process tick). it was in that moment that tobias saw him and understood what he felt. hence why he gave the speech, said that paris has a person, and that's why he kissed him. because he saw someone who understood him, Saw him, cared about dance as much as he did and he had to act on those feelings in that moment or he would lose the momentum. damn the fact that people are watching. damn the fact that they're on stage. the only thing that mattered to him was acting on what had been building inside of him, quietly, for weeks.

also. as a bonus! i think it's an interesting choice for us to see him break up with kevin. obviously it was to have gideon glick and jonathan groff in a scene together as a spring awakening reunion, but it also just showed how tobias is in relationships with someone who doesn't really understand him. showing us that kevin doesn't see or understand tobias and his lack of communication vs gabin showing up at his apartment because he knew tobias was going through a moment in time because of the poor reviews and reactions of the debut piece. the breakup could have easily not occurred (ie tobias just not having a boyfriend) or it could have been something that happened off screen. but it didn't, to show the difference in kevin and gabin and how they treat and understand tobias.

anyway. tobias bell you are so loved i'm so happy you found someone who loves you the way you deserve to be loved <3

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i fear I am NOT going to survive Laufey, Conan AND Sabrina's albums all coming out back to back

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honestly imagine how funny it would have been if tobias' ex boyfriend was just actually jonathan groff. no explanation no back story just oh this guy is dating a really popular musical actor and then no follow-up whatsoever

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At the end of the swap Tobias has to return to New York to finish his contract, while Gabin has to stay in Paris for the same reasons. They’ve spoken about it and said they’ll try and do long distance then talk about if one of them will relocate closer to the end of their contracts.

As soon as Tobias steps on the plane the sulking starts.

Gabin is zoned out in rehearsals, he’s constantly pouting like a kicked puppy, he’s back to having minor roles so he’s restless which means he has taken up the habit of loudly critiquing dancers and choreographers alike because “that’s not the way Tobias would do it.”

Meanwhile in New York, Tobias is a lot more high strung than usual. He struggles to choreograph a full routine. He’s huffing a lot more and keeps mentioning how Gabin would just understand what he wants. No one has a clue who Gabin is.

Finally Geneviève breaks and calls Jack saying how Gabin is being a massive pain and is bringing down company morale with his sulking. Initially Jack is like ‘who?’ but when she explains he’s Tobias’ he’s like “ohhhhh, THAT’S why Tobias is being weirder than usual!” And Genevieve is like “You too? Thank god! Also I may have just solved our problems. I’m sending you Gabin, he can finish his contract in New York. He’s already on the plane so you can’t say no.” And Jack’s like “Great, I’ll go tell Tobias so he can finally do something productive rather than just yell at my dancers.”

So he goes to the rehearsal room, but Tobias isn’t there. He asks the dancers and they say he hasn’t been there all day, nor was he in yesterday. Jack starts to get a very bad feeling he knows what’s happened but he prays he’s wrong. He calls Tobias who, as per usual, doesn’t pick up. He looks at planes from New York to Paris and calls Geneviève, telling her she needs to get to the airport.

Turns out, Tobias reached breaking point and got on a plane to Paris without telling anyone so he could go see Gabin. Problem is, he reached breaking point around the same time as Genevieve, and he and Gabin missed each other at the airport by a few hours, probably flew past each other even.

So now, instead of solving the problem, Genevieve is stuck tracking down Tobias once more and breaking the news to him that Gabin isn’t there, while Jack is having to collect this random French ballet dancer who is so excited to be in New York but then makes it everyone else’s problem when he realises Tobias ran away to Paris.

Genevieve and Jack then have to negotiate which one will be sent back, because neither really wants to keep the one they’ve got but they also realise the two can’t be apart because they’re so codependent now. Add on the fact that they have to babysit their prospective charges until they decide where they’re going to stay because they keep trying to go back to where they were originally to be with the other and, knowing them, will probably cause the exact same situation in reverse, and then they’ll get more annoying over not being together and Jack and Genevieve will have bigger headaches and Cheyenne will get angry about the amount of jet fuel they’re using on such a silly charade.

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happy birthday to superache by conan gray aka one of the best albums ever

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fight or flight, i’d rather die than have to cry in front of you. fight or flight, i’d rather lie than tell you i’m in love with you…