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nono, we love YOU forever 🧎🏼‍♂️🙏🏼

me? making a 273 page document of all the aftg extra content? available for anyone to view, print, and download? instead of doing homework? nooo of course not. couldn’t be me. definitely not what this is

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..............I listened to this whole thing like this 🫢😳

the voice, the desperate cry outs in this song.. nora tf did u do- 🫡

not a spoiler, I think, but better safe than sorry for now

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neil josten has the skills to be a hit man capable of taking down mafia empires in an alternate universe but instead he chose to play collegiate exy because ball is life and he would rather be gay and only do crime on the side (ordering hits on rapists) and if that's not character of all time behaviour i don't know what is

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I think the overall dynamic between kandriel regardless of whether you’re shipping the three of them or it’s a qpr or they’re friends or whatever is funny bc their behavior is not inherently romantic and they all kind of coparent each other and it’s funny like Andrew and Kevin are like Neil I swear to God if you don’t turn your phone on and take care of yourself I’m going to kill you or you’re going to have a permanent babysitter, and Andrew and Neil are like Kevin for fucks sake stand up for yourself and enjoy your life a little (stab your abuser it’ll be fun), and Neil and Kevin are like Andrew you can’t live exclusively off of ice cream you have to exercise and plan for the future because guess what bitch you have one and we aren’t letting you out of it

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reading the extra content has been so eye opening for wtf was going in kevins pov and im going insane at these revelations

bro was so used to in-team hate fucking, he saw neil making eyes at him when he first pulled up and was like “alr”

no wonder the scene of “give me ur game” read so erotic, kevin thought they were gonna fuck about it and neils asexual ass was like “damn this games rlly intense” and “hes bullying me cus i suck😔”

meanwhile this is kevins second failed attempt to hate fuck in palmetto

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—Deathless, Catherynne M. Valente

—The Sunshine Court, Nora Sakavic

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whooooh 🥳

(tho ofc I already have it as kindle, but still.)

now just the audiobooks and I'm set 😌

Kdp has approved the paperbacks.

It has been a bit of a mess, starting with not having access to the right PC for the full cover (Amazon requires back spine front be a single img, and psp5 is still only on the older pc), then to the usual distress over margins that requires ordering proofs after every tweak & waiting on delivery, then to the final book getting locked in a box I don't have a key to for four days. All that to say, sorry for the wait. ☠️☠️ My goal with tsc3/#6 is to ensure ebook & print release same day.

That being said, I am heading out for the year unless disaater strikes. Be safe, lovies.

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my again and again realisation that I'm in fact 𝙣𝙤𝙩 chronically online and I rly have not yet seen everything. wtf tumblr. .... gods, some ppls minds a clearly wondrous places 🫡

every time i listen to “you’re a mean one mr. grinch” i can’t help but sit there and think “what did the grinch do to hurt you?” because dude just stands there for 2 minutes and 58 seconds and drags the grinch into the dirt

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fucking mood. also stealing some of the original tags

obsessed with how neil and jeremy are both unreliable narrators but in vastly different ways. neil gives the reader all of the information he considers important and quite literally nothing else. so you get play-by-play recounts of exy games, gruesomely detailed descriptions of his trauma, live-commentated accounts of his conversations with andrew but you have no idea what his real name is. or what he looks like. or what any of the characters look like, for that matter. most of his narration is literally just internal monologue and like 20% of it is actually what's going on in real time. jeremy, on the other hand, only gives the reader unimportant information. hell, not even unimportant just blatantly obvious. it's like you're just standing right next to him as the events are happening cos you have no fucking clue what's going on in his head. he'll comment on jean's good looks, team relationship dynamics, give exact replays of conversations, tell it like it is except you have no idea like the context of any of it. like he recounts his conversation with his sister word-for-word and you still have no idea what any of it means cos he just says that she tells him he ruined her family and then doesn't bother to elaborate at all. iconic behaviour.

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but they both look good?! both look absolutely like kevin. rainbow doodles is THE aftg fan art person for me, that's what they look like 😌🙂‍↕️

2017 -> 2024

i'm so embarrassed with the 2017 version 🙈

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2018 -> 2024

Always love drawing Matt!

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2018 -> 2024

my Queen got an upgrade

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Amen.

y'all ever think about when someone asked nora what would happen if the moriyamas killed andrew as a warning and neil crashes out SO BAD he literally ditches the "neil josten" persona just like that and reverts back to nathaniel hb pulled out ALL the stops he literally hunts down proust, goes to JAPAN just to give himself over as a HITMAN to the moriyamas' rival mafia family so he can take down the moriyama empire from there...thinking about that au. obv i would never want it to happen but GOD the power he holds.

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you have no right to be legitimately me dude 🫡

2019 -> 2022 -> 2024

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raah

2019 -> 2022 -> 2024

another redraw!