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like wtf man

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STUNNER

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watching mr. plankton and absolutely obsessed with haejo and jaemins relationship but like…. am i tweaking or is there a homoerotic subplot between heung and this john dude

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“people who don't know love can only pass down resentment”

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woo dohwan was like okay i'll do a romance but i'm not gonna be normal about it

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nikhil and his whore shirt i love u king

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I WANT TO DO THE REVIEWS THINGY TOO.

1. MOONLIGHT CHICKEN:

personally i think everyone should give it a watch because it is worth it. would i rewatch it? probably not the whole thing is very heavy for me but i would watch limingheart scenes ,THEY WERE IT. the acting omg, it's so fucking hard to believe that it was their first gig. they showed us their problems individually, like they were their own characters with their own struggles but they also were there for eo. communication was on point. liming had problems, real problems with college and money. he wasn't afraid to stand up for himself the kid's a fucking icon. and he is baby i will protect him forever.

2. NEVER LET ME GO:

the plot could be better, the acting was good but could be more natural, the chemistry BHAI. have i watched it 9 times? yes. the thing that stood out the most was their relationship they met eo and palm was ready to die for him (yes i know it was his job whatever) ??? palm is so in love with neung it's disgusting but so is neung. he hides it with quips and scolding. i read somewhere and they explained that the water shows how free they are on the beach. they can be themselves and no one would judge them. they could forget their status, family expectations and all. they're my beach boyfriends and i love them.

3.BAD BUDDY:

family hates eo so they hate eo? yes. childhood rivalry? yes. enemies to friends to lovers? yes. chemistry? yes. acting natural? yes. pran liked pat bohot pahle se and they showed ki he was reluctant to be with pat. nanon ate this role and left no crumbs. there are so many things i could write but i feel lazy so go and watch it if you haven't (shame on you). they're my slut bfs.

4. MY SCHOOL PRESIDENT:

its actually a close first but idk why it's on fourth (i forgot about it). this show is so fucking wholesome that i cried (yes my friend has proof i hate her) tinn is so green flag babygirl bf. and gun is so dumbass oblivious but not babygirl bf. confessing to my crush? no become the school president and be rivals with him so he will like me. the dance scene has my whole fucking heart and i love it. idek what to say they're idiots and i love them. gun is such a complex character in my opinion. he has layers like we see that he is not very good in school but he has his musical talents and leadership qualities to make up for it. my man is actually very observant and he has the kindest heart. he deserves everything nice and so does tinn. he really was fighting for his life to get gun to like him. i would have given up in two months but that wasn't all. tinn was a really smart character and he knew how to comfort people. ahh i love him but i can't find words. geminifourth played the hell out of this. everyone should give it a watch the storyline is cliche but refreshing too and who doesn't love high school lovers.

5. NOT ME/ BE MY FAVOURITE:

a) not me: the whole premise of the show is genius and important for thai people but like also everywhere. they danced under a fucking lgbt flag and helds hand. i deserve that. the scene makes me cry everytime. sean knowing that it was black not white was nice i am thankful they didn't make him dumb. the show is politically woke so points. i don't really know the political status of thailand so don't come after me. seanwhite are my be gay and fight the government bfs.

b) be my favourite: honestly i wasn't expecting anything from this show but it surprised me. fighting for queer rights? pisaeng coming to terms with his sexuality without his love interest? kawi realising that he can't change some things and he has to accept it? him noticing that he was slowing becoming an alcoholic? max as a tired gay bestie? pisaeng loving every moment of him being a sugar daddy to kawi? kawi making him understand that they have to equals in a relationship? pisaeng being a clingy bf? everything is fucking perfect. and the time travelling part is well done too tho it makes no sense but yeah. also them actually giving pear a personality and storyline? thank you.

special mentions to:

1) the eclipse (my crybaby bfs. they deserve their own posts)

2) my love mix up

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FORSAKEN

There was this feeling. She wanted to sing at the top of her lungs and, at the same time, burst into tears.

In a cool way though.

But it felt like she couldn’t. She, physically and mentally couldn’t. She was actually really really familiar with this feeling. Most commonly known as numbness. It felt like her soul was suffocating in her own body, stuck inside like a prisoner. 

She waits for them to come by, to look after her. To take care of her and comfort her. She has been having panic attacks since she was fifteen years old. Fifteen years old...... Of course, she knows better now. She knows no one stays. They all go and move on with their life. 

But she also knows that it was fucking unfair on her that they left. After she told them everything she’s scared of? She’s terrifies of? The excuse being “I’m sorry, it is getting too much. I can’t do this anymore.” She tried to move on and exceeded ,only halfway through. Until she came back falling from where she started. 

Rock bottom.

And she thought : 

“They promised to stay.”

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LITTLE WHILE...

She felt happy today, content even. She hasn’t experienced that in forever. At least not in the last ten fucking years. 

Is this how being satisfied and untroubled feels?

She thinks its nice. She doesn’t want it to end. Of course, she knows better than that. “All good things come to an end.” It may be an overused ,cliche and worn out line but it is true.

So damn true

She was glad that they were there for her.She had never been more grateful for someone else’s presence. Their aura was always comforting, calming ,peaceful.......

She could go on with the adjectives but yeah, it will take too long. She talked to them without being nervous, shaken down to her core. Others always tried to take her down , and succeeded. Taking a deep breath ,she tried to make the most of it. Seeping in their appearance and existence. 

They left soon after that.

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EGREGIOUS

She was just sitting there. Her mind still in shock. She felt like a ghost, transparent and invisible.

And maybe in that moment, she needed that. She needed to be invisible. She wanted to be unnoticeable by anyone.

But ,alas, she was lying. She did want someone to notice her but even if her mind was thoroughly optimistic, even if she was positive about almost everything. She knew that, that someone will never take a second glance at her. Maybe that was the only thing on her mind, that created a big 'ENTRY' sign for all of the other dark thoughts.