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hey there!

I haven't posted for a few days (maybe less, I honestly have no idea lol) because of my job and my husband's health. he's okay now! but he had a flu and a damn fever that lasted for 3 or 4 days, and we couldn't do anything. I was scared so I called a doc, and they told us that we just have to lower his temperature at home because almost every hospital in our city is full of people who have COVID, so we just did what they said, and it actually helped. his fever got better, and he doesn't throw up anymore. I was worried about him, but now he's just staying in bed and I try to take care about him. I also took a sick leave for almost 2 weeks just to be near him just in case, so guys, be careful and stay healthy!

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my story

so, I'm here today to tell you my story!

I'm 20 y.o. and I work as a freelancer. my school life was pretty similar to everyone else's, but when I was 15 or 16, I used to be bullied so much. the main reason was the way I looked, it was my black curly hair that I didn't like to tie up and mini skirts and other similar clothes. also, I was bullied for my music taste a lot. I honestly still wonder what should be wrong with someone's music taste to actually get bullied, but it doesn't really matter.

When I was 18, I graduated and forgot about universities and colleges. I wanted to make my life worth something, so I quickly chose a freelance career that doesn't take much time. It's more convenient for me to spend time with my husband and just feel less stressed.

Now that I mentioned my husband, I wanna talk about my relationships and what I've experienced. So, my first relationship started when I was 17. I still had a year before the graduation, and we both used to have lots of fun. We used to meet every day and went on dates every week. Then, in about a year, just before the graduation, our "first time" happened. I can't tell it was a good experience, but we somehow both enjoyed it back then.

in three months after our graduation, my ex proposed to me, and our wedding ceremony was in January. it was an unforgettable experience because we went to Dubai and got married there at night. the ceremony was good, and I still smile when I remember how it went. But in like 6 months, my ex started beating me for no reason and first he did it as a joke, but then, I "accidentally" started getting bruises all over my body. then I realized that it wasn't an accident at all. (by that time I met my current husband and we started chatting, plus our friendship started growing into something similar to love) so, in three weeks we broke up and in a month or so, we started dating with my current husband. I told him about my ex, and he told me about his exes. they weren't great, too. one of them basically raped him because he didn't want any sexual encounter with her and she did it on purpose which hurt him and caused lots of problems with his mental health later. now he's alright, but he's been single for three years and when he met me, he realized that I'm probably the nicest person he's ever met. we both realized we're perfect for each other, so in seven months we got married. and the funny thing is that we got married in Dubai as well! but it was a much better experience!

now I'm happily married and we both love each other. it'll soon be our anniversary (the one when we officially started dating). so, I wish you all to find a right person in your life who will love you unconditionally and support you!

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5 posts!

yay... i guess

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Today was good. Today was fun. Tomorrow is another one. Dr. Seuss

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kinda relate to this song

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!TW!

some more gore content for you! (not sure if it's gore, tho)

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so.. here are the songs I find relaxing in a way

and this one is just angelic

(no, I don't listen to some weird songs about killing people or cannibalism, although I post gore stuff here lol)

bonus audio lmao

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!TW!

today I was feeling kinda stressed because of some awful things that happened yesterday

maybe I'll post something about them as a text post