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Shawn Mendes | via X

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thinking about this here canal village in the netherlands

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WHICH FANFIC TROPE ARE YOU?

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this is nerve-wracking as hell. but if anyone wants to support by simply reblogging or liking, commenting, or subscribing pls do !! it would mean the world !

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your muse is allowed to underestimate my muse 

your muse is allowed to disrespect my muse

your muse is allowed to provoke my muse

your muse is allowed to be a little asshole to my muse

and more – !!

So long as you, the mun, understand the consequences of your muse ticking off my muse your muse is allowed to be not nice to mine. Confrontation can be interesting and fun to rp! I welcome it! While you, the mun, should know better than to provoke my muse your muse might not and that’s okay! Mun does not equal muse and vice versa. When your muse provokes mine, disrespects mine, underestimates mine, I am trusting that even if your muse doesn’t know the consequences that you, the other mun, understand there are repercussions for your muse being an asshole.

you want your muse to be an ass to mine? that’s fine – just don’t whine when your muse doesn’t come out of it unscathed. 

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notoricty·:

after  what  felt  like  a  week’s  worth  of  endless  drinks  and  dancing  on  strangers  ,  it’s  safe  to  say  that  lauryn’s  completely  spent  .  her  section  was  filled  to  the  brim  with  her  closest  friends  and  a  couple  fans  ,  which  oddly  enough  didn’t  end  up  in  a  riot  .  that  was  new  .  exhausted  legs  hauled  her  to  the  club’s  rear  entrance  to  wait  for  her  ride  away  from  the  hassles  and  the  paparazzi  ,  not  in  any  mood  to  be  followed  or  stalked  tonight  .  she’s  taking  careful  steps  before  her  shoulder  brushed  lightly  past  another  figure  ,  instantly  causing  her  already  frazzled  stature  to  become  incredibly  startled  ,  “  holy  shit  !  oh  my  god  ,  i’m  so  ,  so  sorry  i  didn’t  even  see  you  coming  .  .  um  ,  you  alright  ?  ”

am i unlovable ? the words traced her mind every so often, but she found herself ignoring them until now. maybe she was. the brunette had no idea where her feet were taking her but she was letting them go. did it really even matter where she ended up ? as long as she was as far away from a penis as she could get. raven was stopped in her tracks when she realized that walking with both your head down and your eyes filled with tears wasn’t a smart move. “ SHIT. i’m sorry. it’s my fault i’m a fucking mess... ” the brunette mumbled before looking up at the other woman. “ could be better but hey, no one really asks that because they care so i’ll keep my sob stories to myself. ”

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hI ! i had a 10 page paper due so i had to buckle down and focus. today would of been the perfect RP day because i don’t have much to do buttttt i have a cold & got 5 hours of sleep on and off so i’m gonna rest for a bit and see from there. i hope hope i can get to my ims and replies by later ily byee

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give me a plot where MUSE A had to fake their death to get out of an abusive relationship. they move to a new town where they know no one, and have to rebuild their life with a brand new identity because the person they ran from promised they’d find them at any costs. MUSE B is their neighbor and is taken aback by how attracted they are to MUSE A. they try their best to help them, get them a job, show them around the town, introduce them to others etc. but there’s still a brick wall in between them that MUSE B can’t bring down. they try to ask questions like; where are you from ? what’s your REAL name ? but MUSE A won’t budge.

anyways MUSE A is just constantly startled and watching their back and trying their best to process the trauma, but MUSE B is literally everything they’ve ever dreamed of and they slowly start bringing those walls down and doing really cute fluff things and give me this pls bye

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notoricty·:

embarrassed  .  disgusted  .  miserable  .  all  words  that  sum  up  the  entirety  of  the  male’s  mood  ,  with  every  perfect  reason  behind  them  .  if  only  he  would’ve  listened  to  his  beg  and  plea  to  keep  searching  for  a  different  bar  ,  oh  how  things  could  be  way  less  intense  .  all  of  his  emotions  come  in  one  wave  :  mostly  anger  &  sadness  ,  how  he  so  stupidly  got  into  this  wreck  of  a  situation  .  what  mattered  the  most  ,  however  ,  was  the  way  he  felt  about  her  regardless  of  the  stipulation  .  the  beginning  of  it  all  might’ve  served  as  a  joke  ,  sure  ,  but  none  possessed  the  impact  over  him  in  the  way  that  raven  had  .  almost  instinctively  he  followed  without  a  word  to  the  other  way  ,  scanning  the  nearby  surroundings  for  her  .  “  raven  ,  wait  up  ,  ”  it’s  muffled  as  he  ran  towards  her  with  no  desire  to  stop  ,  practically  desperate  at  this  point  .  “  okay  ,  it’s  true  .  but  nothing  changed  ,  you  hear  me  ?  nothing  i  said  was  a  lie  ,  my  feelings  for  you  are  as  real  as  ever  .  .  i  know  you  know  that  .  i’m  not  asking  for  you  to  immediately  accept  my  apology  ‘cus  i  know  i  f  u  c  k  e  d  up  ,  but  i’m  genuinely  so  ,  so  sorry  .  ”

a mix of emotions were blending around in her body as the crisp air hit her skin. she had no exact destination, she just had to keep walking. the only goal was to get as far as she could away from max and his poor excuse of a friend. his voice registered in her mind, but she didn’t stop. it was as if she was running away the same way nate ran from her. except, the stakes were a lot lower this time. was this what he felt ? but how ? there was NOTHING she did wrong. the brunette paused, trying her hardest not to let the male see her bawling her eyes out. “ i–– ” she paused, wiping her tears so hard, her eyes began to hurt as they turned a bright cherry red. “ i don’t have the energy... to scream or... to argue. i just... the only thing i have to say is i need some time alone. because everything i thought about you was–– based off of a joke. and that makes me the biggest fucking joke of all. ” the tears began to overflow again as raven adjusted her top and turned around to storm off down the dark street.

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notoricty·:

“  what  can  i  say  ?  i  learned  from  the  best  !  it’s  a  shame  that  y’all  didn’t  think  i  could  pull  it  off  ‘cause  ───  ”  and  right  when  it  finds  himself  growing  the  most  comfortable  with  the  male  beside  him  ,  it  breaks  ,  completely  thrown  off  by  the  woman’s  presence  .  there  isn’t  anything  he  can  say  to  back  himself  out  of  this  corner  ,  trust  me  ,  his  mind  instantly  going  blank  .  the  most  he  could  do  was  fess  up  to  his  wrongs  ,  and  pray  for  the  absolute  best  ,  but  what  could’ve  possibly  came  from  this  other  than  complete  regret  ?  nothing  .  “  raven  ,  i  .  .  i  can  explain  .  please  ,  hear  me  out  .  ”

“ you... you only talked to me because of a bet ? ” the words stammered out of her mouth as she stood there. the brunette’s legs began to get shaky as the night she romanticized most was complete bullshit. she was the product of a girl that got lucky when a bunch of guys targeted her. but did she get really get lucky ? or was this all just huge a joke ? it was as if life just KEPT playing jokes on her. before meeting max she wondered what it felt like to be appreciated–– loved. she stopped wondering a week after meeting him. but, it was all just the product of a guy wanting twenty bucks and brownie points from his friends. who was she kidding, no one ever stayed. no one ever loved her enough. the emotions came pouring out of her as she allowed the tears to flow. without saying a word, raven stormed out of that disgusting bar.

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notoricty·:

“  alright  ,  so  maybe  i  got  caught  up  in  something  after  that  night  ,  ”  there  was  only  so  much  he  could  keep  to  himself  ,  yet  he  figured  now  is  the  perfect  time  to  debunk  some  of  his  previously  horrid  intentions  .  he  couldn’t  take  back  the  lies  that  were  already  told  ,  no  ,  but  he  could  try  his  absolute  hardest  to  stop  them  from  happening  .  “  but  it’s  not  like  that  changes  anything  .  i’m  still  doing  me  ,  living  life  ,  and  not  worrying  about  shit  .  ”  fuck  that  .  he’s  finding  it  easier  and  easier  to  downplay  the  severity  of  his  relationship  ,  almost  as  if  it  truly  means  nothing  to  him  ,  instantly  wrapped  up  in  this  conversation  as  a  whole  .  “  it’s  just  a  little  different  now  that  i  have  someone  to  come  home  to  .  no  biggie  .  ”

mason shook his head slightly before placing his elbow on the bar. “ so you’re still running these streets ? that’s my boy. who knew this could all come from a bet. ” the male couldn’t help but find the whole situation odd, but he couldn’t do much about it. his mouth hung ajar as his eyes landed on the brunette who clearly heard more than she needed to.

wiping her hands on her jeans, raven innocently walked in on a conversation that would change the tone of not only the night, but her relationship. as the words processed through her mind, she stood there behind her boyfriend in disbelief. the brunette took a few more steps, noticing the look of shock on the stranger occupying her stools face. ignoring the other guy whose name she hadn’t even caught yet, raven stepped in between them. “ twenty bucks ? still doing you ? a bet ? " the brunette called out, her blood pressure raising with every word.

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notoricty·:

“  she’s  a  beauty  ,  ain’t  she  ?  there  are  just  some  asses  you  can’t  hit  n’  quit  .  ”  more  laughs  leave  his  lips  in  an  attempt  to  mask  the  awkwardness  that  he  feels  ,  noting  his  need  for  about  .  .  seven  more  shots  ,  actually  .  he’s  surprised  at  mason’s  desire  to  rekindle  their  fizzled  friendship  ,  seeking  any  &  every  way  to  shut  it  down  without  being  too  frank  ,  simply  finding  himself  turning  over  a  new  leaf  from  where  they  originally  left  off  .  “  ah  ,  i  really  don’t  think  i  can  hang  the  way  that  i  used  to  ,  ”  and  this  much  is  true  considering  the  femme  typically  held  him  upright  half  of  the  time  spent  together  ,  “  you  know  ?  ‘m  tucked  in  and  hitting  the  hay  but  like  ten  these  days  .  but  ,  uh  ,  we  can  definitely  just  hang  n’  watch  the  game  or  something  ,  just  like  old  times  .  ��

mason learned two things a very long time ago. one, read the fucking room. two, don’t talk before you read the fucking room. part of him wanted to go on and on about how FINE that girl actually was. and the more he thought about it, the more he remembered that night. she was stumbling, drunk out of her mind. and he was sitting there with a group of his friends, chugging beers like no tomorrow. that’s when the bet happened, twenty bucks that he’d be able to take ms. stumbling home. and he did. mason raised a brow as he read through his old buddy’s words. “ wait... are you DATING her ? shit, if that’s the case i want my twenty dollars back. waste of a bet if it got you entangled in some shit. ”

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notoricty·:

awkward  was  one  thing  ,  but  this  situation  took  on  an  entirely  new  meaning  .  between  the  three  of  them  held  a  very  harmful  secret  ,  and  it  was  max’s  job  to  keep  it  that  way  .  the  sight  of  everyone  downing  their  shots  makes  it  that  much  more  harder  ,  however  ,  especially  since  drunk  mouths  speak  sober  thoughts  .  there’s  a  partial  sigh  of  relief  once  she  walks  off  though  ,  meaning  this  conversation  can  be  over  and  deaded  before  she  has  the  chance  to  eavesdrop  .  “  damn  ,  all  the  nights  out  and  you  still  haven’t  forgotten  about  that  ?  but  ,  u  h  ,  yeah  ,  getting  a  little  something  here  and  there  ,  ”  speaking  about  her  this  way  makes  him  feel  disgusting  yet  he  maintains  the  act  for  the  woman’s  own  sake  ,  realizing  how  fucked  he  truly  was  ,  “  but  i  just  been  busy  ,  man  ,  life  really  knows  how  to  throw  a  curveball  right  when  you  least  expect  it  .  ”

seeing a good friend again was exactly what mason needed tonight. life had been throwing him curveballs and max being here made this bar feel even more like HOME. the two of them had spent almost everyday ( and night ) together until the last few months. slowly but surely, he started seeing less and less of the other male. so, he had to figure out why. plus, him showing up with a girl they made a bet about months ago didn’t make much sense either. “ you don’t forget an ass like that, easily my friend. i see why you kept her around. ” a chuckle escaped the males lips before he playfully sweatted the other guy on his shoulder. “ ah, that’s my boy ! but seems like you need a bit of a break, should of called me. we could of had one of our old school night on the towns. ”

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notoricty·:

“  other  than  meeting  you  ?  a  shit  ton  of  regrets  .  ”  he  was  in  no  mood  to  spill  the  entirety  of  the  truth  since  he’s  relatively  way  ,  way  past  that  ,  but  the  thought  of  it  continues  to  haunt  him  in  indescribable  ways  .  he  follows  her  command  though  as  he  throws  his  head  back  to  swallow  the  shot  ,  instant  burn  exploring  his  body  ,  until  everything  turns  ice  cold  .  .  frozen  almost  in  his  tracks  .  this  ,  this  was  what  he  was  most  afraid  of  .  it  doesn’t  even  take  him  turning  around  to  instantly  identify  the  other  ,  figuring  out  his  next  move  before  it’s  too  late  .  this  wasn’t  going  to  be  pretty  .  “  ah  ,  just  the  guy  i  knew  i’d  see  here  .  not  at  all  ,  bro  ,  what  the  fuck  is  up  ?  don’t  tell  me  you’ve  been  having  all  this  f  u  n  without  me  !  ”

at the sight of his friend, raven immediately stole the last shot she had just given away. allowing the burn to run through her body, she assessed the situation. it seemed like the two men hadn’t seen each other in a while, so maybe it was best to step away for the moment and let them hug it out. or, she was just afraid of the ‘this is my girlfriend’ introduction and wanted to run immediately. either way, she was out of there. “ excuse me, i’m going to run to the bathroom. ”

mason flagged the bartender down and got a shot of his usual as the brunette excused herself. he had seen her somewhere, he knew he had. was it someone he slept with ? no, he would of remembered. who the FUCK was she and why was she with his friend who had been extremely MIA lately ? once his drink arrived, he quickly let the liquid pass through his system before stepping in front of max. the brunette walking from behind caught his eye, and that’s when it hit him. mason gasped, mouth wide open as he locked eyes with his friend. “ NO. that’s the chick from that night ! ya’ll still fucking or something ? why the fuck haven’t you told me about this ? ”

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notoricty·:

in  all  honesty  ,  the  reason  why  he’d  request  the  woman  to  step  forward  first  was  so  that  he  could  easily  back  out  if  some  unwanted  company  make  themselves  known  .  so  far  ,  so  good  .  chocolate  hues  continued  to  survey  his  surroundings  ,  moving  from  face  to  face  ,  finally  able  to  breathe  once  the  coast  seemed  clear  .  all  he  could  do  was  follow  suit  as  climbed  up  on  the  stool  beside  her  ,  the  tiniest  sliver  of  a  smile  occupying  his  features  ,  “  yeah  ,  what  the  lady  said  .  ”  attention  diverted  back  to  his  companion  ,  tongue  quickly  swiping  across  his  lips  ,  “  does  it  feel  w  e  i  r  d  coming  back  here  ?  ”

his uneasy nature was slowly rubbing off on her, but she wasn’t going to allow it to ruin her night. so much had already happened today–– she couldn’t take anymore. chocolate orbs focused on the shot glasses as the bartender placed all three in front of her. “ no, i don’t think so.... what’s with you and this place anyways ? ” she finally asked, chugging a shot quickly after. “ here take the other two, you look like you saw a gho––”

“ maxwell, maxwell, max-fucking-well. ” mason made quick steps over to the bar before propping himself up behind the male he was calling. the male occupied this bar more often than he’d like to admit. what could he say ? playing pool was how he paid for his extremely expensive gym membership. he paused, his bright smile gaining even more momentum once he realized his friend wasn’t alone. “ well shit, am i interrupting something ? ” 

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notoricty·:

he  had  been  driving  around  the  area  for  almost  an  hour  ,  teeth  clenched  together  every  time  he  was  forced  to  pass  by  another  different  establishment  .  eventually  he  caved  in  ,  of  course  ,  a  miserable  deep  breath  in  &  out  as  his  gaze  maintained  itself  on  her  before  moving  closer  to  the  entrance  .  “  fine  ,  yeah  ,  ladies  f  i  r  s  t  .  ”

the brunette didn’t understand why he’d chosen to ignore this place their whole relationship–– it was where they met after all. you would think that instead of going to some lame bar on the other side of town, they’d come HERE more often. raven nodded before stepping in front of her boyfriend and heading towards the intense sounds of chatter and music. the bar was her only mission. making quick steps, she finally managed to push through everyone and grab a stool. “ three shots of something strong, yeah ? ”