geniusjoong

[geniusjoong]

To all the people who constantly zoned out and daydreamed as a kid and probably told off for it, who learnt how to cry silently before the age of ten and maybe stopped crying entirely, who used books as an escape method and would constantly daydream about running off to a fantasy world, who is most likely now a burnt-out neurodivergent who didn't get diagnosed early so they self-diagnosed instead, and who now wants to groan at the thought of having to wake up another day,

how's the childhood trauma, deep-rooted love hate relationship with your parents, lack of self-esteem and sense of self, and raging queerness doing? you good?

[geniusjoong]

lol imagine imagining me ew

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[geniusjoong]

kinda wanna tell someone everything so for once i don’t have to carry it all on my own, kinda wanna never let anyone in ever again

[geniusjoong]

craving intimacy as a form of comfort but never want to be touched in any way shape or form :3

[geniusjoong]

i think ppl with chronic pain should be paid to exist actually

[geniusjoong]

I am not in my fucking body bro it feels like I’m on autopilot that’s malfunctioning

[geniusjoong]

reblog if you haven’t felt safe and loved in a very long time

[geniusjoong]

Not my rock bottom era again

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[dragging my sad, limp body across the floor] im doing fine

[geniusjoong]

turns out my life purpose isn’t supposed to be as small and silent and accommodating and convenient as possible

[geniusjoong]

𝙵𝚎𝚋𝚛𝚞𝚊𝚛𝚢 𝟷, 𝟷𝟿𝟸𝟸 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙳𝚒𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝙾𝚏 𝙵𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚣 𝙺𝚊𝚏𝚔𝚊, 𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟺-𝟷𝟿𝟸𝟹

[geniusjoong]

it's been over 5 years but the urges are still so bad... I wanna relapse so bad....

[geniusjoong]

people are only around when they need me. when i need them, im always alone.

[geniusjoong]

girl help i am the most sensitive person you can ever meet but also the most emotionally unavailable person you can ever meet at the exact same time and i’m still trying to make it work somehow

[geniusjoong]