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Me trying to explain to people that Jack Crawford does care for Will in some kind of way but he’s also so centered in his job that he doesn’t prioritize Will’s mental or physical health over ‘saving lives’ because he doesn’t prioritize his own mental or physical health over ‘saving lives.’

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oh my god and there’s also option four, which happens when you think yeah I’m sick but not THAT sick (a round-about way of saying you’re not sick AKA option 2 in disguise) and you think you’re taking a lot of medication for someone who’s faking their illness and wow what if you overdose or die from the medication. wouldn’t that be stupid. and from here we either nosedive back into option 1 (“I’m going to die”), nosedive back into option 2 (refuse to take the medication because you’re convinced you’re not sick and you don’t want to accidentally kill yourself), or miraculously get a grip and take the medication because you’re afraid you’re going to get worse if you don’t, which will probably lead you back to option 3 anyway (“no one will believe me”)

being sick when you have OCD is genuinely the worst because one side of your brain is screaming that you have some underlying disease that no one can see and you’re going to die while the other side of your brain insists that you’re lying to everyone and that you’re not sick at all even if you’ve got a fever or you’re throwing up in the toilet bowl. and it’s just constant ping ponging between those two extremes

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oh and I forgot to mention the secret third option when you finally accept that yes, you are sick and no, you are not going to die… which is when you’re sure everyone else thinks you’re lying even if you know you’re telling the truth and there’s no way they’ll ever believe you 💀

being sick when you have OCD is genuinely the worst because one side of your brain is screaming that you have some underlying disease that no one can see and you’re going to die while the other side of your brain insists that you’re lying to everyone and that you’re not sick at all even if you’ve got a fever or you’re throwing up in the toilet bowl. and it’s just constant ping ponging between those two extremes

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being sick when you have OCD is genuinely the worst because one side of your brain is screaming that you have some underlying disease that no one can see and you’re going to die while the other side of your brain insists that you’re lying to everyone and that you’re not sick at all even if you’ve got a fever or you’re throwing up in the toilet bowl. and it’s just constant ping ponging between those two extremes

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update: I’m up to chapter 4 of deltarune and I didn’t expect this game to be about ME specifically (I’m also a younger sibling whose parents had a messy divorce and was extremely close to my older brother until he suddenly left)

hey guys what the FUCK is deltarune about

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why has anyone bothered to write a kissing scene after annie proulx wrote this in 1997

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STOP no more live-action remakes. We're going the other way now. Animated Casablanca. Animated The Godfather. Animated Oppenheimer. Animated Fight Club.

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just read a stupid essay about the odyssey with the most ass take you can imagine but it was written in 1968 and the academic died in 2016 so no matter how loudly I scream, he cannot hear me

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Achilles didn't die a hero

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Hannibal (2013-2015)

2x11 || 3x11

#happy father's day i guess

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epic: the musical au where everything is the exact same except odysseus is celine dion

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when I was a kid I wished I had nosebleeds. I had some friends who had them and I was like. that looks so fucking cool. you're just sitting there and suddenly you're covered in blood. it looks so dramatic. it looks so... and here my language failed me. at such a humble age I did not have the vocabulary to describe the sublime. I just sat in incomprehensible jealousy. I turned out totally normal by the way

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hey guys what the FUCK is deltarune about

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what was your almost name? mine was sofia

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was normal until I remembered marcy and pb were each other’s first loves

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update: I have now (technically) finished the game 😎 it only took 70 runs… 💀

I bought hades like a week ago and finally finished my first run YIPPEE !!!!

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would it be crazy if I said the way doctor who fans are hating on the 15th doctor is similar to how I hated on the 11th doctor back in 2010. for similar reasons too! my theory is that when the main writer changes people who acclimatised to show’s style/tone previously cannot adapt to both the doctor and the writing team changing at the same time