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forgive yourself. forgive yourself for all the versions you couldn't become. forgive yourself for the wrong things you said. forgive yourself for not knowing any better at certain point of your life. for fucking things up so much that the grief still haunts you. forgive yourself for the darker and shadowed parts of you. you have to learn to integrate all parts of you, even the ones you desperately want to disown. it'll be alright.

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some of my favorite mutuals post entirely about things that i do not understand or care about and our dms are barren like a desert. and yet the warmth of that big hot sun remains between us

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the canterbury tales (c. 1400) - geoffrey chaucer

“hot wench summer”

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obsessed with the way my robotics team lead talks

she’s reinventing hieroglyphics

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David Foster Wallace | Infinite Jest | 1996

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rot girl summer, we're decaying in our rooms 🤪

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exec dysfunction is real EXCEPT when it comes to me… i am lazy and undisciplined… i’m faking it even to myself and also lying… i’m a deceiver……….a conman………….

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is anyone else getting absolutely no work done at all

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instagram

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i have so much love and neck tension

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Favorite Romance Tropes

I’m a cheesy fucker so here are some of my favorite romance tropes:

I’m seeing you in a new dress/suit/outfit that accentuates your looks more than your usual clothes and I’m Shook™

I’m seeing you doing something you love and the sheer joy you exhibit without even knowing it is so endearing and I can’t look away because you’re so in your element

I’m shy/reserved/stoic and you want me to dance with you and I’m a little nervous but you drag me into it and I love it

I always address you by your title or surname but you’re in peril so I lose my cool and call you by your first name

I slip up in a moment of distraction and call you the nickname I’ve mentally ascribed to you and after an awkward moment, you tell me you actually like it

I’m usually strong and stoic but you’ve been hurt and even though my first priority is taking care of you, I’m furious and planning the grisly demise of whoever hurt you

ALTERNATELY I’m usually strong and stoic and when I come across you fending off bullies, I stand silently behind you and intimidate your enemies with the sheer force of my presence

You’re in danger and I’m trying to get to your side as quickly as possible but it seems like I’ll never get there in time but when I do, I drag you into a fierce embrace because I’m so terrified and you can feel me shaking

OR you’re in danger and I’m trying to get to your side as quickly as possible but it seems like I’ll never get there in time and I DON’T and there’s a moment of pure grief a la Hercules and Meg in Disney’s Hercules but I’m gonna fix this even if it kills me

I’m gonna take care of you in all the little ways that seem insignificant (cups of tea, hot cocoa, soup when you’re ill, a warm coat when you’re cold) but we know they aren’t

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“I will make it.” (JESSIE MEI LI as ALINA STARKOV, in SHADOW AND BONE)

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harry potter characters from a to z  → blaise zabini (b. 1979/1980) was a wizard and a student in harry potter’s year at hogwarts school of witchcraft and wizardry. he was sorted into the slytherin house, and was on friendly terms with fellow slytherins, draco malfoy and his gang.

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                                                              past    and    present                                             LITTLE WOMEN (2019) dir. Greta Gerwig

+ bonus

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i make posts for myself, my mutuals, and the four followers who always like my posts. everyone else is intruding on our space