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i don’t know what is wrong with me but my scale will not budge even though i have been doing really well😭 what am i doing wrong? i don’t understand! why am i not losing?😩

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ana girlies let me put y‘all on to something:

get a boyfriend.

i have never been more motivated to lose weight in my life and i have not binged since he asked me to be his girlfriend. game changer.

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or green tea or lavender tea or berry tea or…

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preach

I don’t have an eating disorder.

I have my eating in order.

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trust it is equally as embarrassing when he’s bigger than you… like wdym you wanna pick me up, you’ll be breaking your fucking back boy

having a boyfriend that's skinnier than you is literally so embarrassing... like wym come sit in my lap, babe noooo

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progress post

cw: 79,2

gw 1: 75🔒

gw 2: 70🔒

gw 3: 65🔒

what i do:

- no counting calories, you’ll stress and binge. just eat as little as possible.

- always go to bed hungry

- exercise every day for 10 minutes

- weigh in whenever you can but at least once a week

- hope for the best

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so, i’ve been sorta in and off the track for a while but something exciting happened that triggered my ed to the maximum extent.

i have a boyfriend.

him and i are in a long distance relationship right now and he’s coming to visit me this summer which means i have about six months to lose all the weight i can. i want to be at least 65kg when he gets here, less is always better.

so from now on i will be using this blog as a personal weight loss diary documenting my progress. wish me luck!

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i just wanna look good for him

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guess who’s ed is making a fat comeback in 2024…

will 2024 be the year i finally get skinny?

will i end up gaining 5kg instead like i did last year?

will i finally be happy or will i cry myself yo sleep every night?

will i be able to exercise instead of binging?

stick around and find out!

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if you fetishise anorexic people please kill yourself, thanks

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manifesting this

I GOT UNDER 60 IM CRYING WTF

So its 6 am and i just weighed myself aaandd it was 57.9 :>>>>>

Ik its going to go up still bc tmrrw is christmas and im having a metabolism day (still will try not to go overboard) but im super happy bc I haven't gotten under 60 EVER

Soo yayyyy!!!!!!

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the chokehold this picture has on me is concerning

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are you starving yourself for days just to eat like a pig one night and ruin it all?

snap out of it. you can break the cycle. you've done it before and you can do it again.

remember why you're doing this.

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You can’t control everything that happens in life, but you can control what you put into your body

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Every time you say fuck it, I don’t care and eat.

There’s a 100% chance you’ll care later. Trust

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people who arent anorexic are skinnier than you

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being fat with an eating disorder is so humbling. like how am i supposed to romanticise starving and ana when im closer to having binge eating disorder.